Ning Jing's footsteps stopped instantly, and she felt her heart beating wildly.
In fact, at the moment she stopped, Ning Jing thought, if Zhong Yi would not stop her, would she have to miss this person like this? The parents she had been looking for had just appeared, and they had to break up again.
.
But in the final analysis, is it the fault of yourself? Ning Jing doesn’t think so.
Seeing Zhong Yi's environment here, one can imagine how rich and abundant his life has been over the years. But had he ever thought about what kind of life his daughter lived? Or maybe he never knew that he had one in this world.
My daughter’s!
If Zhong Yi didn't know anything about it, Ning Jing felt that she could accept it. At least it proved that Zhong Yi just didn't know, instead of deliberately leaving herself out to fend for herself and turning a blind eye to her.
Ning Jing smiled bitterly. Many things in a person's life are so ridiculous. No one can control them. Her own destiny has never been in her own hands.
Turning around, Zhong Yi looked at her with such an awkward expression. Ning Jing took a deep breath. Although she seemed to have a lot to say, she didn't know where to start. She looked at Zhong Yi coldly, "
Is there anything else you want to say?"
This was like a judge's question, as if Zhong Yi was such a heinous person. Such a tone made Zhong Yi feel a little unbearable.
But to be honest, what has he been looking for all these years? He just wants to know that Ning Xuan has not betrayed him. He just wants to get some recognition for himself so that he will not lose too miserably.
And now, he has found it. The blood relationship between Ning Xiaobao and himself is a recognition for himself and Ning Xuan. This is like an edict, declaring that he and Ning Xuan are innocent. But they
I have been waiting for so long and been bound in this cage for so long that when I leave it, whether it is right or wrong is no longer important.
But Ning Jing's appearance not only brought him confirmation of himself, but also brought him a sense of guilt - for so many years, Zhong Yi had always thought that Ning Xuan had done something that he was sorry for.
, I felt at ease when I treated her that way, but everything was overturned. Zhong Yi had to face his own mistakes and the debt he had owed to his daughter for so many years.
Ning Jing is my daughter.
After thinking this way, Zhong Yi's tone softened a lot. Although no one had dared to speak to him like this before, not even his other two children, Ning Jing was different. She should treat herself how she should.
Commitments must also be endured.
Zhong Xin cleared his throat and said, "I know, I have wronged you outside these years."
"I'm not wronged." Ning Jingyun said calmly, with a normal expression and an easy-going tone. There was no hint of dissatisfaction in her words, "I have lived a good life these years, and you can see that my body
If you are strong and healthy, you don’t need to worry about me, and I have nothing for you to worry about.”
"But, people always...need to have a family."
It was undoubtedly so embarrassing for Zhong Xi to say such words, but he still gritted his teeth and said it. Ning Jing had been wandering outside for too long. This was not the result Zhong Xi wanted to see, and why didn't he want to
Let your daughter stick to her father like other girls and grow up without caring about anything.
Hearing Zhong Yi's words, Ning Jing felt like she couldn't laugh or cry, "What's the point of saying this? I've said it many times that I live a good life outside. Over the years..."
Zhong Xin couldn't stand Ning Jing always saying this word, "I know I've made you suffer over the years, but are you not going to forgive me anyway!"
Ning Jing sneered.
"Forgive? Where to start?"
Ning Jing thought this topic was funny. She never even felt that Zhong Xin had ever owed her anything. Why should she forgive him? What kind of forgiveness should he ask for? Who forgives whom?
"I don't want to talk about the past anymore."
"Could it be that..." Zhong Yi was a little excited, "Do you have to talk about those things in the past and let us both suffer because of this matter? What's the reason for you to do this?"
"There is no reason," Ning Jing's smile was a little weird, "I just want you to know how I feel."
It's selfish and excessive to say this. Ning Jing knows that punishing each other for the past seems too petty. She really shouldn't do this, but she can't help it. Okay, she can admit it.
She is such a shameless and selfish person, but no matter what, she is not willing to let the past pass like this!
How difficult it has been for me to live outside for so many years, why can't I let them feel it too? In fact, this is just a fair thing, isn't it?
Ning Jing's words left Zhong Xin speechless. He felt that no one in the world would fail more than himself. He was a father, but his daughter hated him so much.
From a certain point of view, Zhong Yi also felt that he was wronged. Why did Ning Jing treat him like this? Was everything that happened back then all his fault? Zhong Yi didn't think so.
"Your mother also had some responsibility for what happened back then. Why do you think it's all my fault?"
Hearing this, Ning Jing burst out laughing, laughing so hard that tears almost flowed out, "You mean my mother?"
Mother... such a strange word. Ning Jing had no impression of her mother, but she remembered clearly that Ning Xuan looked so painful for a period of time before her death. But after understanding the human feelings in this world
After the cold and warmth, Ning Jing understood where the pain came from. In short, no matter what, this fault was something Zhong Yi could not escape and could not escape.
Ning Jing's appearance actually frightened Zhong Yi. He sighed, "I know how unforgivable you think I am, but what happened back then was not caused by me."
"But why do I remember her being in so much pain? Could it be that she was looking for pain on her own?"
Zhong Yi was speechless.
He didn't know how to defend himself. Yes, a slap could not make a difference. Ning Jing was right. He had been shirking responsibility from beginning to end, but he had forgotten that Ning Xuan was not responsible for all the events back then.
of.
Because he felt that Ning Xuan had cheated on her, he tortured her and ravaged her, causing her to run away from him with her children. Yes, she was indeed running away! So embarrassed and helpless. After learning that Ning Xuan returned to China and found her old friend,
An acquaintance helped, and he was a man. Zhong Xin not only wanted revenge on Ning Xuan, but also on all the men around Ning Xuan. He secretly destroyed that man's company, leaving their family in pieces, and Ning Xuan was also depressed during that time.
And it's over.
But after so many years, Zhong Yi realized that everything that happened back then was just a misunderstanding, which made it difficult for him to accept his guilt.
I have made so many mistakes that I am unable to repent.
Seeing Zhong Xin's complicated expression, Ning Jing was a little proud, and came to Zhong Xin step by step, "How is it? Do you feel regretful? Do you hope there can be a regret medicine in this world? But it's too late.
.When she died, she was filled with hatred! You will never be forgiven in this life!"
"enough!"
Zhong Yi slapped the table hard, and the soup and water spilled on the white tablecloth. The juice with a lot of seasonings probably couldn't be washed away. The tablecloth had just completed its life, and there was no chance of a comeback.
Just like Zhong Yi's life, he has done too many wrong things and there is no way to change them.
"Don't you think your mother is asking for torture?" Zhong Xi roared at Ning Jing. Just now, he wanted to treat this lost daughter tenderly from now on, but when Ning Jing mentioned Ning Xuan, all his thoughts disappeared.
re-existed - the most unacceptable thing in his life is for others to say that he did something wrong in this matter! "If she hadn't done that kind of thing back then, I wouldn't have treated her like that! She is the most important thing in my life.
The most precious and treasured woman enjoys treatment that no one else can match, but what about herself? I can only say that she brought it upon herself! Don’t you understand? If you really want to blame, you can only blame the person back then.
She! If it weren’t for her, you wouldn’t be where you are now!”
The two of them were tit for tat, poking at each other's hearts with every word. Ning Jing sneered, "Okay, you are very dissatisfied with me now, right? You think giving birth to me was a mistake... No, I
Forgot, you don’t know when I was born at all, right? Ha, yes, I think it’s much funnier to say it. Whatever you think, since you are not satisfied with me as I am now, then I
There is nothing to say, but I advise you not to think too much. In fact, this matter is very simple, isn't it? Who I am has nothing to do with you! You don't have to think that you and I are father and daughter.
, you need to be responsible for me or something, you think too complicated, things are not like this at all. I live my life, very happy, if you want, I can pretend that you do not exist in this world, anyway, it has always been
I have survived like this all my life, and this kind of life is nothing to me! You only need to remember one thing, that is, you and Ning Xuan have a daughter in this world, your wife and daughter,
I will never forgive you!"
After saying that, Ning Jing turned around to leave, but Zhong Yi hugged her and raised his palm high.
Ning Jing was stunned.
Although he has been struggling outside for so many years, he has never suffered any grievances. This kind of slap is not allowed to exist. If Ning Jing was slapped normally, Ning Jing would definitely
Use two slaps to exchange for it.
But the man in front of her was her father, and no matter how much Ning Jing hated him, she couldn't do this.
Ning Jing even felt fear at this moment. If this slap really fell, what should she do? Forgive him? Hate him for the rest of her life? Neither of these results was what Ning Jing wanted.
But at this moment, a roar sounded in his ears.
"stop!"
There was a man standing at the source of the sound.