Ning Jing looked at Tang Siqi with wide eyes, and even thought there was something wrong with his head!
In Ning Jing's impression, Tang Siqi and Cai Yaheng have always been incompatible, and sometimes they even have to adjust between the two of them! How much Tang Siqi hates Cai Yaheng! Sometimes Cai Yaheng even says something right.
Tang Siqi had to disagree with him awkwardly, but today, the sun came out in the west!
Tang Siqi pursed his lips, lowered his head and thought for a long time, then raised his head and looked at Ning Jing. He seemed to have some very strong evidence, but for some reason, he was unwilling to tell it to Ning Jing.
Ning Jing vaguely guessed the reason.
as expected.
"I once heard Cai Yaxi talk a little bit about her family."
Although they were a close couple, Tang Siqi knew very little about Cai Yaxi's family.
When Tang Siqi met Cai Yaxi, she was studying in college. She was a relatively simple girl in life. At least she was not like other wealthy ladies who wanted to spend all their money on them to show off their prominent status. At that time,
Tang Siqi is still thinking that although Cai Yaxi seems to have an ordinary family, he is still very happy getting along with her. What's more, with Tang Siqi's net worth, there is no need to consider what conditions a future wife must have.
But despite this, when he later got along with Cai Yaxi, Tang Siqi discovered that Cai Yaxi came from an extraordinary family. It was precisely because this family was so extraordinary that Cai Yaxi remained silent about her family and was unwilling to reveal too much.
In fact, Cai Yaxi doesn't know much about it, but she has mentioned her father, mother and brother to some extent.
She said that she was the child of her father's first wife. After that, her father married another wife and gave birth to a younger sister.
If Cai Yaheng was lying when he said all this, then Cai Yaxi, who knew nothing about her family, could never be lying. Even if she was lying, she didn't have that much material.
What's more, if Tang Siqi is asked to verify whether the words of a long-dead person are true or false, Tang Siqi feels that doing this in itself is slandering the deceased.
He is willing to believe everything Cai Yaxi said. This does not prove that he still has nostalgia and obsession with Cai Yaxi, but only proves his past.
Because of this, Tang Siqi believed what Cai Yaheng said.
Ning Jing guessed it right. Once the matter was related to Cai Yaxi, Ning Jing felt that all her sanity seemed to have been eaten away.
"Okay, it seems that all of you believe in this matter. Can you please advise me to believe it as well as you do?"
Tang Siqi was about to defend something, but Cai Yaheng suppressed him and winked at him.
If Tang Siqi continues to stay here, it will undoubtedly aggravate the conflict but not solve anything.
Tang Siqi was aware of this himself. He sighed and began to regret that he had just mentioned Cai Yaxi again, so he had to stand up and said, "You guys should chat first, I'm a little sleepy."
With that said, Tang Siqi stood up and left, closing the door for them outside.
Ning Jing sat still, her chest rising and falling. She was unwilling to accept that Tang Siqi would still mention Cai Yaxi's affairs all the time.
"Okay," Cai Yaheng said to Ning Jing with a relaxed look, "the unpleasant guy is gone. Now we can say what we want to say, right?"
But Ning Jing still looked like that, "Sorry, I still don't want to say anything."
Cai Yaheng sighed softly, and a look of melancholy appeared on his face that never seemed to worry about anything.
"I know that no matter how much time has passed, you are still unwilling to forgive the pain this family has caused you, but I don't want to ask you to forgive me. I just hope that you can give us a chance to start over. Isn't this okay?"
Ning Jing pursed her lips, "I'm not saying that I don't want to accept this or anything. You suddenly disappeared and then appeared suddenly. You made me do this and then did that. Have you ever thought about how I feel? My life is because of you.
, you have to change every moment, do you know how painful this feeling is?"
Cai Yaheng fell silent after hearing your clean words.
Yes, he is always asking her life to change for him, but he ignores how much impact this change will have on her life. Even before Ning Jing said this, Cai Yaheng did not feel that he
Selfishness, in order to take care of one's own feelings without thinking about the feelings of others.
Cai Yaheng was a little depressed and murmured in a low voice, "Okay, I understand, what do you think we should do? I will listen to you now. If you say you don't want us to bother you again in the future, I swear to God I will never
Come out to make you unhappy!"
Hearing Cai Yaheng say this, Ning Jing felt a little aggrieved for him. In the final analysis, Cai Yaheng did not have any malice. In other words, as Tang Zhenian said, they had no malice towards him and did not want to do anything to him.
They just want to make up for the mistakes they made back then. They just don't understand that some mistakes are made once they are made. Don't try to change them, even if it is just to make up for it. Because since a mirror has been broken, no matter how many times you use it,
The glue wants to stick it well, but in the end the mirror will not stick back together, and the result is that the mirror will become more dirty because of the glue.
Everyone can understand many truths, but they still can't do it.
Ning Jing lowered her head and thought for a long time, and finally whispered weakly, "I know you didn't mean to hurt me, I just think that since the matter has passed, don't bring it up again, lest we all feel uncomfortable.
I don’t mean to blame you, I just want to think about it calmly, can you understand?”
Cai Yaheng pouted depressedly, "I can't...can't understand..."
"Actually, that is to say," Ning Jing knew that he said this deliberately out of anger, "Let me think about it... Well, don't rush me to hand over an answer. Let me think for a while before telling you. We
Both of us are calm and collected.”
"Then..." Looking at Ning Jing's firm gaze, Cai Yaheng could only nod. After all, this was still a delaying strategy. If Ning Jing had to answer now, maybe that answer was not what he wanted.
The result is that it’s not good for anyone, “Okay.”
Cai Yaheng's answer was very reluctant.
"Actually, do you know?" Cai Yaheng was silent for a long time, struggling mentally with a tangled face. After a long time, he spoke, "Ya Xi and I will always remember you."
Ning Jing's heart skipped a beat.
"Ever since we knew you were coming to this world, Yaxi and I have been looking forward to it, because we finally have another sister. For a long time, we asked the old man every day when you would be born. In order to
In this matter, Yaxi, who had never been scolded before, was scolded very fiercely by the old man once, and I was even beaten." Cai Yaheng talked about the past, as if he was a child again, "So, since
I have been looking for you since I got your news."
Such words made Ning Jing feel strange in her heart, and she was speechless for a moment.
"It's great to see you again," Cai Yaheng said with a smile on his face, as satisfied as a happy child. However, his expression soon dimmed, "It's a pity that Yaxi couldn't see you.
your turn."
Cai Yaheng and Cai Yaxi did not have any grudge between half-brothers and sisters towards Ning Jing. Instead, they treated her as a biological brother and sister, and were full of expectations for her coming into the world.
For this, Ning Jing felt guilty.
I used to hate Cai Yaxi so much. Although a large part of the reason for my hatred of her came from my inferiority complex. I felt that I could never surpass Cai Yaxi's status in Tang Siqi's heart, so I showed my hatred for a person who had left.
The world refuses to let go of the resistance and disgust shown by women who are still alive.
But now, Ning Jing doesn't feel this way at all. What she can feel is her own disgust for herself.
It turned out that I was so narrow-minded and resisted the person who originally liked me. That person once liked me generously and selflessly, but even after leaving this world, I still couldn't escape my dislike of her. What a ridiculous existence I was!
For a moment, Ning Jing felt that she didn't know what to say.
"Actually, you don't have to hate Yaxi," Cai Yaheng saw through Ning Jing's thoughts at a glance, "Tang Siqi's affection for you is no less than the affection he poured into Yaxi. Maybe you don't know,
But in fact, I have done a lot of things to Tang Siqi, and he knows many things clearly. He also knows that I just do this to get him to get away from you. I admit that it is very difficult for me to do this.
It's despicable, but Yaxi has left this world because of him, and I can't let my only sister be implicated by him anymore."
When Cai Yaxi said these words, her voice was very low and her speaking speed was very slow, which made Ning Jing feel empty and uncomfortable. Although Cai Yaheng never said how sad this incident made him, think about it, it was a
The person who grew up with him day and night has left this world like this, which means that this person can never come back. Ning Jing can understand this kind of pain. But Cai Yaheng is not willing to put this pain
Show it.
All pain that can be expressed in words is not pain. This sentence is vividly demonstrated here.
"Okay," Cai Yaheng shook his hair, as if the past that made him sad was also thrown away, "I have said everything I want to say. If I say too much else, it will make you feel bad, so you should hurry up
Rest, just pretend that I haven't been here today. You don't have to think too much about those things now, just live as happily as you want every day. After all, I came here this time thinking that our reappearance will make you happy in the future.
No one has any ill intentions at all, whether you forgive or not, as long as you are happy, we are fine no matter what."
No one has any ill intentions... These words made Ning Jing choke up. It seemed that the only person in the world who had any ill intentions was herself.
Everyone gave up and left, leaving only me where I was, trapped in a cocoon and torturing myself.