The air is very oppressive and cold, like the rainy season when it rains constantly. The air in the whole room is filled with a sticky smell of blood, as well as the coldness and dust from another world - that is what a person has experienced in his life.
All the shackles, countless and unclear as dust, are all over now.
Death, for Tang Zhenian, should be regarded as a kind of relief, right? What is he living in the world for in this life? He has no own fun, no own preferences, no true good friends and lovers, not even maternal love.
, is also so illusory.
Perhaps, the people Tang Zhenian likes most in his life are Tang Yunming and Ning Jing, his younger brothers and sisters, or in other words, it is not Tang Yunming and Ning Jing that he likes, but himself when he is with them.
It's like some girls who are kept miss their first love the most, that stupid boy who was very poor. He didn't have a mansion, a car, a diamond ring or luxury goods, but he is so missed. They only think that what they like is
That person thought that although they did not give him such a luxurious and enjoyable life, he was willing to spend time with him day and night, which was enough to prove how sincere and touching that relationship should be. But the boy was not actually that cute, and the girls
What I miss is that at that time, I didn’t need expensive leather bags or exquisite clothes to satisfy myself.
What Tang Zhenian misses is that kind of himself, carefree, without having to think about so many intrigues, just doing his job well every day. No one will point their noses and curse how useless they are.
No one puts so many things in front of themselves that they don’t want to do and forces themselves to complete them.
You have to pretend to be excellent and secretly work ten or even twenty times harder than others to make it look effortless. And all of this is to enable you to survive.
too tired.
The current result is indeed a relief for Tang Zhenian.
But Jiang Huiya couldn't get rid of it. She looked at Tang Zhenian on the ground in shock, "Tang Zhenian, get up, get up! Who allowed you to sleep on the ground? Who allowed you to talk back to me? You deserve it.
You deserve it! If you hadn’t done that to me, I wouldn’t have done that to you! Tell yourselves, am I treating you well, eh? You heartless..."
Jiang Huiya was still cursing, and poor Tang Zhenian had no way to reply, and he had never thought of disobeying Jiang Huiya, until Ning Jing appeared, and Tang Zhenian found that he still had someone he wanted to protect.
Things. It's just that he still can't compete with Jiang Huiya, but fortunately, he has done something he really wants to do in this life, so if you look carefully, you can also find a hint of innocence on Tang Zhenian's face
A seemingly innocent smile.
This is probably the expression of someone who is satisfied and happy.
Jiang Huiya put her hands on her hips and cursed loudly, as if she had the urge to whip a corpse. Listening to the endless curses, Ning Jing suddenly turned her head.
"Are you tired? You will be tired, right?"
Ning Jing's inexplicable question made Jiang Huiya a little confused, "What do you mean? Just say what you want to say!"
"I think you will be tired. What have you been chasing all your life? I'm afraid you still don't know what you want, right? You always feel that you should have what others have, and you always follow the footsteps of others.
You are walking forward, but what can you do? No matter how well you eat or dress in your life, it is just for others to see. What about you? Are you really happy? Have you really given your feelings to anyone? Tang Zhenian
He has already left, but not only do you still have no feelings for him, but you are still proving that you did nothing wrong. Are you still a mother? Do you regard yourself as a mother? "
Jiang Huiya was stunned by Ning Jing's words.
To be fair, Ning Jing is right.
Do you like diamonds? No, I don't. Jiang Huiya has felt that shiny things look too tacky since she was a child.
Do you like Dior? No, I don't. Jiang Huiya has always been disgusted with the type of this brand, which is not suitable for her at all.
Do you like Hermès? No, I don’t. Jiang Huiya has always believed that popular styles are not enough to highlight everyone’s personality.
But now she is chasing diamonds, Dior and Hermès every day. In fact, she didn't like such things at first. When she was young, Jiang Huiya looked very delicate, with a feeling of Xiaojiabiyu, generous but delicate and cute, without any
She looked enchanting, just like a clear water lotus. These words were said by the first boy who had a crush on her when she was in junior high school. Even now, Jiang Huiya still remembers it vividly.
But what happened later? Jiang Huiya discovered that there were some girls around her who looked nothing like her, but they were very popular with men. They wore thick false eyelashes, wore stilt-like high heels, and backless dresses that were sexy and charming.
Those men surround girls like this every day, and Jiang Huiya is left out in the cold all the time.
This made Jiang Huiya depressed and dissatisfied, and she began to imitate those girls and dress herself up like a rose blooming in the night.
Then after some time, Jiang Huiya began to get in touch with higher-level circles and met some of the upper class. She found that dressing up in that slutty look was not flattering. The sons of wealthy businessmen all like exquisite women.
, they like lazy and noble ladies. So Jiang Huiya began to give herself another look.
Jiang Huiya has been swaying like this all the time. As time goes by, she can't even remember what she looked like back then.
The initially clean and pure self had long since disappeared in the fragrance of powder, and finally disappeared with the wind.
Ning Jing's words made Jiang Huiya feel a little lonely. She sat on the ground, her head a little confused for a moment.
"You mean, I'm not myself?"
"Yes, you have never been. You only know how to chase what others want, even at all costs, including your own relatives! You have never thought about whether Tang Zhenian is happy or not, and you have never thought about what you let others do.
Whether the things he does are what he wants to do, you only know that you want it, and you only know that someone must help you on the way to what you want, so you think, "Everything about Tang Zhenian is
I gave it as a name to let him do things he didn't want to do at all. Life is not just about asking others to pay and never willing to make contributions, you know? You are secretly glad that you will not be sad if you don't pay for your feelings. In the end, the result
What you got in exchange was that you turned yourself into an empty shell! You didn't even feel any sadness when your son died in your own hands, are you still a human being?"
Ning Jing couldn't control her emotions, and at the end of her speech, she could be considered to have cursed.
Jiang Huiya stared at Ning Jing in disbelief, "When will it be your turn to point fingers at me? Don't blame all your mistakes on me, you are the biggest culprit!"
Ning Jing sneered, "What? At this time, you still dare not admit that it is your fault? You still say that you are not living for others? You keep arguing and defending, don't you just want to prove that you are right and don't want others to
Are you accusing you of doing something wrong?"
"Then it's not your turn to talk here! If you hadn't been meddling in other people's business, I wouldn't have done such a thing to Zhenian! It was obviously you who killed Tang Zhenian!"
Originally it was just a casual remark, but once it was said out, Jiang Huiya suddenly felt that it was very logical! That's right, it's all Ning Jing's fault! With this explanation, Jiang Huiya finally didn't worry that she didn't have a word to help her.
Prove that you are doing the right thing!
The more Jiang Huiya thought about it, the more it made sense, and she pointed at Ning Jing's nose righteously, "You are just like Ning Xuan, neither mother nor daughter are good! It was Ning Xuan who ruined our family back then! If it hadn't been for her
, Zhenian’s father will not go bankrupt, let alone die in depression, this is all her fault! Now you are out again, you have seduced Zhenian since he was a child, and now you are seducing Tang Yunming, a bitch like you
, it would be no pity to be cut into pieces by a thousand cuts!”
Ning Jing smiled bitterly and shook her head. She felt that Jiang Huiya had reached a terminal illness, like a patient with severe delusions, blaming all the mistakes on others, and even made up all kinds of things in order to prove that she had done nothing wrong.
Reasons, blaming the mistake on others. But she forgot that when she was desperately trying to prove that she had done nothing wrong, she had already made the most fatal mistake - there is no such thing in the world.
People who make mistakes? It’s like there has never been a perfect painting in the world, but they keep scribbling, modifying and piecing it together, trying to make the painting look the most perfect. However, their goal is never perfect.
Things that have existed in this world, and trying desperately to complete things that have never existed, isn't this behavior itself already very ridiculous?
However, Ning Jing had forgotten that Jiang Huiya was so unstable and easily irritated now that Ning Jing just showed a sneer, and Jiang Huiya was already going crazy, "Are you laughing at me? Are you?
?You’re laughing at me, aren’t you?”
Ning Jing felt very baffled and looked at Jiang Huiya with a troubled face, "I wonder if you are not so sensitive?"
"I know! It must be! You are laughing at me, you are gloating! You have long wanted our family to collapse, and now Zhenian finally died because of you, aren't you very proud!" Jiang Huiya's hair has grown early
It was messy and hanging loosely. The old woman no longer cared about her so-called image and kept circling back and forth in the room like a lion. "I won't let you go like this. I won't let you go."
I will forgive you! I want to avenge Zhenian!"
Saying that, Jiang Huiya suddenly smiled strangely at Ning Jing, "Don't you always want to know how Cai Yaxi died? Come on, I'll let you know!"
After Jiang Huiya finished speaking, she grabbed her handbag and stood up, winking at A Dong. Before Ning Jing understood what happened, she felt a sharp pain in the back of her neck, and then she fainted.