In Tang Siqi's living room, Tang Yunming looked a little nervous. Although he was already a frequent visitor to Tang Siqi's house, for him, the purpose of coming here today was completely different from usual. He couldn't do anything like usual.
He sneaked into Tang Siqi's kitchen, opened his refrigerator and took food to eat without any politeness. He also couldn't help but browse Tang Siqi's CD shelf, and cleared it out without any hesitation.
Tang Yunming looked so strange today. His hands were placed on his knees awkwardly, and he glanced in the direction of the door from time to time, as if he was hoping that someone would appear at the door, but he was afraid of meeting that "certain person."
"Looking at each other.
Tang Yunming had been waiting for a long time, waiting for Tang Siqi to appear, but he didn't know that Tang Siqi had actually been observing him from the side balcony.
In fact, appearing here was something Tang Yunming did only after making great determination.
When he received the call from Tang Siqi, Tang Yunming was already in a semi-crazy state - ever since that day when he came out of Tang Siqi's house and wanted to explain the matter clearly to Ning Jing, but Ning Jing disappeared as soon as he turned around.
Until now, Tang Yunming didn't even close his eyes.
From that time to now, he has been worried about where Ning Jing has been and what he has done, but he can't contact this woman who makes him crazy.
Until I received a call from Tang Siqi today.
Seeing Tang Siqi's name flashing on the screen of his mobile phone, Tang Yunming felt as if something was stuck in his heart.
Looking back on his years from childhood to adulthood, Tang Siqi has always given himself the most. It is no exaggeration to say that Tang Siqi has never had anything better than himself, not because he cannot have it, but because he has no way to have it.
It was Tang Siqi who always pampered himself and gave Tang Yunming all the things he thought were the best without hesitation.
Tang Yunming really couldn't imagine why such a brother would start fighting with him over this kind of thing. He clearly knew that he really fell in love with Ning Jing. With Tang Siqi's intelligence, it was impossible not to see it.
Tang Yunming was truly passionate, but he didn't care about Tang Yunming's feelings at all...
So, Tang Yunming withdrew the phone, pretending that he couldn't see the phone number, and pretended that he didn't even know that someone had called him.
The phone stopped ringing for a while. Tang Yunming irritably went to the kitchen and poured a large glass of ice water to drink. Finally he felt that he felt a little better. He turned back to the living room and was about to sit down on the sofa when the phone
Then it rang again.
This time it was a text message ringtone.
Tang Yunming frowned and looked at it for a moment, but still didn't have the courage to pick up the phone.
He picked up a magazine and flipped through it boredly, unable to read a single word. Even the sports car that usually attracted him the most lost its luster at this time, making him completely uninterested.
He turned on the Wii and found his favorite game. However, the game he played so well on weekdays seemed to be deliberately working against him. After two rounds of defeat, Tang Yunming threw the controller aside heavily.
He turned on the computer and clicked on his favorite joke, which usually made him laugh every time, but today it felt boring.
No matter what he did, he was not interested. No matter what he did, Tang Yunming couldn't help but secretly check his cell phone.
After competing with himself for about ten minutes, Tang Yunming grabbed his phone and silently advised himself that no matter what kind of information he saw, he could not just listen to Tang Siqi's words. He knew that this brother had been struggling in the business world.
Da, he is the best at grasping people's hearts and so on. He always has a way to make himself accept things that he usually cannot accept.
After thinking to himself for a long time, Tang Yunming picked up the phone.
"Come here to pick up Ning Jing. I'll give you some advice."
This sentence gave Tang Yunming an inexplicable feeling in his heart.
It turned out that Tang Siqi helped him persuade Ning Jing. It turned out that Tang Siqi had always hoped that Ning Jing would be with him. Although this statement made Tang Yunming a little repelled, when Tang Siqi asked him to go and pick Ning Jing back, Tang Yunming was heartbroken.
I can't find any reason to refuse the past.
He just compromised and fell without any position or position. Tang Yunming, who usually paid the most attention to his own image, rushed out without even changing his clothes, styling his hair, or cleaning his shoes. He went there without hesitation.
Go to the Tang Sizaki family.
While sitting on the sofa, Tang Yunming was extremely nervous.
What should he say when he sees Ning Jing later? What should he do if she insists on not following him home? The so-called face is completely unimportant to Tang Yunming. He just wants to know what kind of person he is in this situation.
Is there a way in the world to restore the harmonious state between myself and Ning Jing?
During the time when Ning Jing left, the thing Tang Yunming thought about the most was himself. He had never felt that he had been so humble.
Thinking back, from childhood to adulthood, every time he fell in love, Tang Yunming had never liked someone so much, and had never been rejected so ruthlessly by someone. He didn't even want to think about Ning Jing's attitude towards him.
Hurt, he was afraid that if he thought that way, he would look down on himself even more.
However, he just didn't want to let go of Ning Jing.
No one has ever felt like that. If he wants to take care of someone, just seeing her happy is enough. If he wants to protect someone, even if he dies for her, gets sick for her, or crashes a car for her, that's all.
It doesn't matter, those plots that have been shown in all TV dramas are now so insignificant to Tang Yunming; when she feels that she wants to please someone, she smiles, and she feels that the whole sky is illuminated, and she
If you say you like yourself, you will feel that the world is filled with the fragrance of flowers.
I never felt like this even when I first fell in love.
Tang Yunming realized that it was only after he met Ning Jing that he suddenly discovered that there is a kind of girl in the world. When no one is protecting them, they are as strong as cactus. No matter what they encounter, they can face and solve it by themselves.
They will not let anyone discover their pity. And when they are tired, they are like a lazy cat, lazily looking at all the jokes in the world, and then laughing away.
This kind of Ning Jing makes people feel distressed and they can't understand why she must force herself like that. Maybe it's because she doesn't rely on anyone easily, so Tang Yunming wants to be that girl's protective umbrella so much, even for the sake of it.
She doesn't feel it's too much even if she gives everything.
These thoughts have appeared in Tang Yunming's mind more than once, including now. Every time he thinks of these things, Tang Yunming can't help but giggle, including now.
On the other side, Tang Siqi, who was standing in the dark and peeping at Tang Yunming, also saw the happy giggle on Tang Yunming's face. Such an expression made Tang Siqi sigh deeply, looking quite sad. It was a kind of happiness that he had never seen before.
The expression reflected on his face.
Tang Siqi, who has always been conceited, never thought that he would be knocked down by anything. Of course, sometimes he also thought that maybe he would be an exception. People like him who never compete with anyone always know
How to win without fighting? So what will be the result if he stubbornly struggles with himself?
Now, Tang Siqi finally understood.
In fact, Tang Siqi does not resent Tang Yunming. In the Tang family, Tang Yunming is the only clean and innocent person. He is the only person who has not done anything sinful. Tang Siqi, who can even admit that he is despicable, if he says
If this is the case, it must be fair.
But it is precisely because of Tang Yunming's kindness that he has no position of his own at all, so he stands in the middle like a grass on the wall without a foundation. Now this grass on the wall is standing on Jiang Huiya's side, whether he is willing or not
Forced, in short he was indeed controlled by Jiang Huiya.
Tang Siqi had also softened his heart before. He knew that Tang Yunming was so innocent, simple and kind. If he wanted to do something to such a person, he didn't need to spend much effort to scheming with him. It was precisely because of this that people didn't want to
Do something to him.
But besides Tang Yunming, Tang Siqi didn't know where else to start. He blamed everything on hatred and fairness. There was once a person who mercilessly took away the two people who were most important to him one after another.
Taken away from her, now, all he can do is to take away the most important person to that person from her.
Tang Siqi's heart was bleeding and fighting. He liked Tang Yunming and had been taking care of Tang Yunming since he was a child. This was not a pretense because of Tang Kai or Jiang Huiya's face. If Tang Siqi decided not to
If you are willing to do something, no one can force you to do it.
Sometimes, Tang Siqi recalled what happened a long, long time ago. It was not long after he came to the Tang family. At that time, Jiang Huiya was forced to have an abortion and rarely tortured Tang.
Si Qi, during that time, although Tang Si Qi was still very young, he could clearly know that what was in Jiang Huiya's belly was his little brother or sister. He remembered that he had seen his friend lying on his mother's side.
He was talking to his little brother and sister on his belly. But he knew he couldn't.
Later, Tang Yunming was born. That night, Tang Siqi was the only one at home, but he never resented his father Tang Kai for leaving him alone at home. In the lonely night, Tang Siqi had no resentment or fear, he just silently
Thinking about that little guy's appearance. Later, he lay beside Tang Yunming's door and secretly looked at him.
Hatred can never be faked, and neither can love.
It was the first time that Tang Siqi felt such pain. It came from the war between himself and himself.