Situ Haoze took out his lighter, took out a cigar and lit it. He took two puffs and put it out in the ashtray angrily. Then he took out a cigarette and lit it. In the smoke, his face was particularly blurry. It took him a long time to hear
He sighed and slowly told the heavy truth, "Shang Xuan, you are not my son. Your father's name is Situ Qiu."
Mentioning the name Situ Qiu, he remembered what happened back then, but the past cannot be investigated too much after death, but Situ Haoze's face was still a little ugly, "Situ Qiu is my brother, so you are my brother's
Son, you are not my biological son."
Circles of smoke floated, condensing so much of the past, and the tossing of decades of wind and rain, "After your father died that year, I adopted you as my biological son, so in the past twenty years, everyone has
I think you are the eldest son of the Situ family,"
Situ Haoze's voice was choked, but he still forced himself to say: "If you want, you can still be my son, Situ Haoze, the eldest son of the Situ family. Today's incident can be treated as if it never happened."
"It never happened, how can you treat it as if it never happened!" Situ Shangxuan was laughing, but the laughter was mixed with a bit of sadness, "My father, my mother, my younger brothers and sisters, suddenly one day
These relationships have changed. These people are no longer my parents, brothers and sisters. How do you want me to calm down and pretend that none of this has happened?" Situ Shangxuan's eyes turned red, and the words squeezed out between his lips and teeth gathered a huge amount of emotion.
pain of.
Yes, when the family that a person takes for granted is suddenly not the family he thought it was, how can he calm down and admit this relationship? How can he treat it as if it never happened?
"Shang Xuan," Situ Haoze suddenly felt at a loss. He had no scruples when facing Lonita just now, but now he had scruples when facing Situ Shangxuan.
Although this son is not his biological son, he has watched him grow up day by day. Even animals have feelings, let alone humans?
Situ Shangxuan's body seemed to be suppressing the trembling of despair. His face was pale and crystal clear, and his lips were dry and weak. The high spirits, arrogance and nobility of the past were all gone. What was left was just a torso after knowing the truth.
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His nails dug into the palm of his hand, and blood dripped down his veins. He closed his eyes slightly and asked with force, "So, what about my mother? Who is my biological mother?"
Situ Haoze's dark eyes flashed with complicated emotions, and he didn't know how to answer him.
Situ Shangxuan suddenly opened his eyes and roared, "Where is my mother? Where is my biological mother!?"
Situ Haoze opened his lips and said hesitantly: "Your mother died when she gave birth to you!"
"I don't believe it!!" Situ Shangxuan roared angrily.
Situ Haoze stroked his forehead and sighed: "If you don't believe it, they were buried in a tomb. I carved the names on the tombstones and erected the tombstones."
Situ Shangxuan opened his slightly astringent eyes, and seemed to feel a sense of fatigue coming from his eyes. The shock of this day was so great that he almost collapsed.
He once thought that he owned the whole world, a proud family, a pair of proud parents, a complete family, and a pair of lovely siblings; he once thought that he could have a relationship, a relationship that would be rewarded as long as he put in the effort.
emotion.
Everything he once thought, but now it seems, he is just the most pitiable person in the world, because in the end, he got nothing, he failed in relationships, and he still failed in family relationships.
Nothing is his, never has been.
A room of suffocating silence, sunshine and wind, passing by, whose eyes are looking at the beauty of this world. Perhaps, this world has never been beautiful, because for some people, it is dark and lackluster.
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Spots of sunlight danced on the table, playful and cheerful. Situ Haoze heard Situ Shangxuan's weak words, so light and yet deep, "Take me to their cemetery, I want to see them."
The study door opened, and Lonita and Qian Lianxia were standing outside the door. Situ Shangxuan walked out of it, and walked towards the corridor without even glancing at them from the corner of his eyes.
Qian Lianxia's hand grasped his arm and she shouted distressedly: "Shang Xuan!"
He ignored him, and his arms passed through her palms. She looked at her empty palms and watched him pull away.
Qian Lianxia looked at his tall and thin back with worry. The image hit her eyes, and her heart felt sour.
She said hello to Lonita, "Mom, I'm going to see Shang Xuan. I'm worried about him."
"Well, go ahead, don't let this kid do stupid things." Lonita's expression was also extremely heavy.
Qian Lianxia responded quickly and hurried up.
In the study, Situ Haoze's upper body was tilted, with his palms on the desk. Lonita walked over and hugged him from behind, "Haoze, don't blame yourself, this is not your fault. Shang Xuan should know sooner or later."
of."
"I know," Situ Haoze responded dryly, "I just thought that I only had the obligation to support Shang Xuan, so I never cared about the child's feelings. It wasn't until today that I felt that he was really my son.
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Lonita sighed, "For more than twenty years, I always have feelings."
Situ Haoze chuckled, "No, no, you are wrong. I didn't tell him everything, nor did I tell him everything about his parents."
Lonita was shocked, "Haoze, you——"
"What do you think I should tell him?" Situ Haoze pulled away Lonita's hand on his waist, turned over, and put his arm around Lonita's waist. "How should I tell him? Tell him
, is his father a heinous villain? Tell him, was her mother once just his father's mistress? Tell him, was his mother not even the most basic status beside his father? Tell him,
, is his mother just a woman who is not recognized by the Situ family? Tell him, is he, Situ Shangxuan, just an illegitimate child? "
His words made Lonita feel sour. She couldn't help hugging his strong waist tightly and sniffling. Lonita sighed and said, "Haoze, you are still soft-hearted after all."
Under the spiral staircase, Liz was happily running in from the door. A prank almost made the old housekeeper's heart stop beating, "Hey, miss."
Qian Lianxia followed Situ Shangxuan down. When Liz saw Situ Shangxuan, she excitedly raised her lips and ran forward, claiming credit in front of her brother: "Brother, brother, don't you always say that I am stupid?
, now you can’t say I’m stupid, because sister, I’ve already passed that damn sixth-level exam.”
She talked excitedly for a long time, only to realize that Situ Shangxuan just bypassed her and walked directly to the door. She couldn't help but scratch the back of her head, confused.
"Liz, Shang Xuan is in a bad mood today, don't blame him." Qian Lianxia quickly explained to Liz and followed her anxiously.