"Why, are you afraid that I won't be able to pay you back?" Fourteen was lying on the bed and could only roll his eyes.
"So what?" Fu Xiaonian sat down unceremoniously, "I'm really afraid that you can't afford it."
"Don't worry, I will pay you back, not a penny less!" Fourteen turned his head away from Fu Xiaonian.
"What a kid, you get angry so easily," Fu Xiaonian pointed at him, "You look like you, can you pay me back? It's ridiculous."
"Who says I can't, just wait!" Shi Shi was so excited by Fu Xiaonian that he straightened up from the bed, but accidentally pulled the wound on his chest, and he grinned in pain.
"Hey, what are you doing? You have to know how expensive the medical expenses are and how expensive it is to stay in the hospital for a day. If something happens to you again, I will not be responsible!"
Fu Xiaonian's heartless teasing voice immediately made Shi Shi very angry, "You, you idiot woman...ahem..."
"You, you, you," Fu Xiaonian looked away, "You should think carefully about how to explain today's events to me!"
"It's none of your business!" Fourteen was still stubborn.
"Hey, okay," Fu Xiaonian clapped his hands, stood up and walked to the ward door, putting his hand on the guard, "Since you have such self-respect, Fourteenth, I don't think you need my help. In this case,
You should pay for the medical expenses yourself. It's not like I was injured, so why should I take out my wallet?" Fu Xiaonian said and was about to walk out.
"Come back," Fourteen finally let go of his face because of the so-called money problem, but his face still looked bad, "I'm telling you, it won't be the end."
Fu Xiaonian showed a sly smile on the ground where he couldn't see, returned and sat on the edge of the bed, patted the bed and said, "You can tell me now."
There was some embarrassment on Fourteen's face, and he turned his head and said: "I, I have no money!"
Fu Xiaonian looked over with curious eyes. It was obvious that you were a male prostitute. How could you have no money?
Seeing her weird look in her eyes, Shi Shiyi felt angry and said angrily: "Yes, I know from the bottom of your heart you look down on me, because I'm just a male prostitute, because I'm just a thousand people
A male prostitute who is surrounded by thousands of people. Because I killed my previous owner, I had no money to eat. I went to a restaurant to eat for free. I was kicked out and beaten by several men. I was so hungry that I no longer had any ability.
Fight them back. You want to hear this, don’t you!?”
Fu Xiaonian was choked by what he said, and said with embarrassment, "Fourteen, you know, that's not what I meant..."
"Then what do you mean? Isn't that what you mean? Don't you just want to see my joke? Now that you see it, are you satisfied and happy? I am so embarrassed," he said and suddenly brought out
He choked up, and when Fu Xiaonian looked in shock, he only saw his dark head buried between his legs, like an abandoned cat, looking for love.
She couldn't help but reach out and pat his shoulder comfortingly, "Fourteen, stop crying,"
"Who said that, I didn't cry, who did?" Shi Shi raised his head and retorted, and the tears on his face entered Fu Xiaonian's eyes.
She touched her fingers and wiped away the tears on his face with her warm fingertips. Her voice was gentler than usual, "You said you weren't crying. What's on your face? Men don't shed tears when they bleed."
Fourteen growled lowly, "Didn't you say I was a boy? Why did I become a man again!?"
"Haha," Fu Xiaonian couldn't help but laugh out loud, dumbfounded by his little temper, "Okay, okay, you are a boy, you can cry, because you are not a man."
"You, you idiot woman, are you looking for death?" As soon as Shili heard her words, his fair and scarred face immediately turned ferocious.
"Okay, okay, let's stop making trouble," Fu Xiaonian made a stop gesture, and his originally playful face was replaced by a serious look. He looked at him seriously, and his soft voice was so gentle that he said, "Fourteen, you can follow me.
Tell me about your past?" She couldn't imagine how such a young man, who was only sixteen or seventeen years old and in his prime, could degenerate to the point of being a male prostitute?
"You want to hear it?" Fourteen's expression also turned serious.
Fu Xiaonian nodded politely, "I think so."
Fourteen suddenly curved the corners of his lips, "Then do you know the price you have to pay for listening to my story?"
Fu Xiaonian was puzzled and shook his head.
Fourteen Ze looked at the latter seriously. Although his face was delicate but full of energy, he was not outstanding and even had a boyish personality. He was sometimes very awkward. However, it was the warmest person he had come into contact with in the past ten years.
Appearance.
The sunset has completely ended, and the sunset in the east is as gorgeous as fireworks, igniting at the first touch.
The wind lighted the air, and in an instant, all the stories bloomed into bright flowers, and dream-like scenes began to intertwine.
Fourteen was wearing a hospital gown, and her slightly pale lips confided the unknown past, "I was born in a very poor mountain village. My parents are farmers of the older generation, and I have two sisters.
There is also a younger brother and a younger sister. Because there are many children in the family, they often don’t have enough food and clothing. One year, I remember there was a severe drought. All the crops in the fields dried up and there was no harvest. There was no rice at home.
After cooking, my brothers and sisters were starving, and they had to pay taxes. My parents were worried every day. Then one day, two women came to the village. They told my parents that the money in the big cities was very good.
As long as you follow them, you won't be afraid of not making money."
"My parents believed it and wanted my sister to follow that woman, but those two women picked me instead. I was only seven years old at the time."
Fu Xiaonian looked at him in shock and roughly understood what was going on.
"My parents begged and asked if my sister could go with them, but they said no. In the end, I followed them. At that time, I never thought about what kind of job requires a seven-year-old child. Here we come.
In the two years after I moved to the city, I hardly needed to work. They gave me good food and clothing, but they never mentioned work at all. I was just a child at that time. Since someone gives you good food and good clothing,
, I didn’t think too much about it. But two years later, one day suddenly, they took me to a very luxurious box and let me in. Over the past two years, their kindness to me has made me gradually trust them.
So I stupidly went in, and then I saw a very fat woman. I swear, she was the most disgusting woman I have ever seen in my life, and then"
"Stop talking," Fu Xiaonian suddenly hugged him, her chin rested on his shoulder, and she choked, "Fourteen, stop talking!"
Fourteen's body was trembling violently, and that memory was almost a nightmare in his life. He hugged Fu Xiaonian tightly with his backhand, and his clear eyes were full of dark colors, "From that time on, I did it
A child molester, a nine-year-old child molester, as long as you are willing to let them have sex, money, clothes, and whatever you want, they will satisfy you. I escaped many times, but every time, I was caught by them.
I came back and was thrown into a room with a group of kids my age. Only then did I realize that I wasn’t the only one.”
"I admit that I was cowardly. I was afraid that they would beat me and not give me food to eat, so I never thought about running away again until I was fourteen years old."
The corner of Fourteen's mouth curled up in a mocking arc, "Fourteen is already past the age of child molestation, so they easily sent me some money and kicked me away. However, a man who has only learned how to do it in five years
How can a person who waits on guests do anything after he goes out? He only went to elementary school for two years, he has no diploma, he knows nothing, he even forgot his own name, and he didn’t even dare to use such a dirty word.
Go back to that home with a dirty body. He can't do anything, he can't work, he can't do anything, he is a useless person, a complete useless person,"
Fourteen's hand hit his head, beating him again and again, "He is just a useless person, a useless person who can't do anything!"
Fu Xiaonian quickly grabbed the hand that hit him and said anxiously: "Fifteen, don't say that, you didn't do it voluntarily, you are not a useless person, don't say that about yourself, you are not."
Fu Xiaonian corrected him. Seeing that he was obviously agitated, he had to sit up from the bed, looked down at him and said: "Fourteen, you should have a good rest. Your emotions need to be adjusted. Don't think about those unpleasant things today.
, I was the one who was abrupt."
She picked up the bag on the bedside and said, "Fourteen, I'll come see you tomorrow. You have a good rest. Don't worry about the medical expenses. I was just joking with you."
She glanced at him one last time and said, "Then I'm leaving. You have a good rest."
"Don't--" Fourteen held her hand, a drop of crystal flashed in his clear eyes, "Listen to what I have to say-"
The night is particularly lonely. The city's star lights are lit up, and it seems a bit prosperous, but it is filled with lonely souls and unbearable past events.
Sitting in the taxi, looking at the street outside, Fu Xiaonian sighed and couldn't help but think of the last words Shi Shi said when he held her hand. He said: He doesn't know anything, and he doesn't dare to reply.
family, so he had to go back to his old business, joined the Qing Gang at that time, and became the top male prostitute in the nightclub of the Qing Gang. Later, he was attracted by Liu Lingzhi, who had dealings with the Qing Gang, and was bought by her at a high price. But Liu Lingzhi
She was an out-and-out pervert, and she often tortured him in different ways, so he couldn't stand it anymore and had to kill her, which happened to be seen by Fu Xiaonian.
Fu Xiaonian didn't know how he felt about this fourteener. He only felt that he sympathized with him.
A year ago, Fu Xiaonian once again moved into the Lu family circle because Old Man Lu wanted to review his happiness in his later years.
The taxi had already arrived, and Fu Xiaonian paid and got out.
The brightly lit Lu family was like a cannibal cage. Only Lu Yunhao made Fu Xiaonian feel warm.