"Who said that!?" As if being told what was on his mind, Situ Shangxuan roared with red eyes. At the same time, he grabbed Fu Xiaonian's wrist, pressed her against the pillar, and moved toward her lips
Under the kiss, a violent and violent kiss ravaged her lips. He kissed deeply but without any rules, as if purely to vent, as if purely to prove that he could also have feelings for others.
"That's enough," Fu Xiaonian whispered between his lips and teeth, holding his chest with one hand and pushing him away, "Situ Shangxuan, I don't need this kind of kiss without love, and I don't need someone who doesn't love me.
A man kissing me, this feeling is very bad." Her face was filled with a look of defeat. Fu Xiaonian tasted the taste of failure for the first time, very thoroughly.
He raised his head and looked at the bright sunshine outside the pavilion, trying not to let tears flow down the corners of his eyes.
"Situ Shangxuan, I used to think that your heart was made of ice or stone, so I thought that as long as I worked hard, as long as I was willing to follow you, maybe I could wait until the day when a drop of water penetrates the stone. But now, I suddenly discovered
, I can't wait any longer." She closed her eyes, and the shadow of the sun came over her body, giving her a look of defeat. The scenery outside was pleasant, but it could no longer enter her eyes.
"You can choose not to love me, Situ Shangxuan, but don't refuse to love others. Don't refuse the love in your heart. If a person doesn't even have the heart to love, then how can he see this?
The sunshine of the world......"
She fell silent, and there was burning pain on her lips, as if her love was as passionate as ever and had never been affirmed.
"You can choose not to love me, and then I'll be glad that you just don't love me. But, Situ Shangxuan, if you can't see the love in this world, then you will be very pitiful, very pitiful-"
Fu Xiaonian wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes fiercely, turned around and left without hesitation. Seeing that stubborn back, Situ Shangxuan's eyes only felt dazzling, so dazzling.
"Fu Xiaonian!" Situ Shangxuan clenched his fists. The sight of that woman's back made him feel that he deserved a beating for the first time and that his life was such a failure.
"Huh?" Fu Xiaonian responded lightly, wiped the tears on his face carelessly with the back of his hand, and turned around pretending not to care, "What's the matter?"
Her expression was so indifferent, as if what just happened had never happened, but she could pretend it didn't happen, but Situ Shangxuan could not.
His cold pupils were burning again, "Fu, Xiao, Nian," his voice had a low, hoarse tone.
This seems to be the most he has called her name in the past two years, Fu Xiaonian thought to himself.
"Fu Xiaonian, how do you know that I can never fall in love with someone else? How do you know that I will never love again!" He stared at her face, as if trying to find something else on her face.
expression.
"I know," Fu Xiaonian smiled nonchalantly, with tears still lingering on her delicate little face. She didn't look pitiful, but looked more tenacious.
She is like a small poplar tree growing in the desert. No matter what obstacles she encounters, her eyes are always clear and her back is always straight.
"Shang Xuan, you have said it many times. Isn't it the same sentence that you can fall in love with someone else, but that person will never be me!" She joked nonchalantly, "Don't repeat it again, I already know how to recite it."
Situ Shangxuan's fingers clenched quietly again. He hated the expression on her face.
"Oh, by the way," Fu Xiaonian's tears had dried and she looked up into his eyes, "Since you don't like me, why did you let me accompany you to see the client today? You should know that I don't know anything.
, can't help you much, and the final result shows this." So, why do you want me to help you, don't tell me that you care about me in the first place?
Fu Xiaonian didn't believe it.
Just when Situ Shangxuan was about to explain, Fu Xiaonian answered the question again: "Oh, I understand, you asked me to come with you, you just wanted me to quit, and you just wanted me to know that I am not qualified.
Standing by your side? Do you want to remind me in this way that hard work and persistence are useless, the process is useless, only the results are the most important, right? You just want to tell me today that I love you
It’s useless to stalk me, right? Because you can’t fall in love with me, right?”
Fu Xiaonian turned around and pinched the palm of his hand with his nails to force back the tears that were about to flow, "Okay, if that's the case, I understand."
Fu Xiaonian walked out of the pavilion step by step, and the humble voice still stayed in his heart, echoing in circles: "I still say the same old saying, Shang Xuan, you don't have to love me, but I hope you
You can go and see the love in this world. The children in the orphanage are really pitiful. Don't let them lose their last shelter."
The last sentence contained Cheran's words, "If you are willing to do this, I can promise you that I will not appear in front of you during this period of time."
From the beginning to the end, she never gave up in front of him, and always straightened her spine and walked out of his sight.
Someone once said that love is a war, and the one who falls in love with the other person first is the loser. Fu Xiaonian understood that she lost from the beginning.
Situ Shangxuan kept looking at her back until she walked out of his sight. His feet felt like they were nailed to the ground, unable to move.
In fact, Fu Xiaonian was wrong. Situ Shangxuan brought her to meet clients this year. It was just what Fu Xiaonian thought. He really started to care about her, he really started to take her with him.
Situ Shangxuan wanted Fu Xiaonian to learn some skills by his side, skills that would prevent her from being bullied, such as the document last night.
Situ Shangxuan purely wanted to teach her these things. Purely, he just brought her into his life.
But in the end, Fu Xiaonian got it wrong, because Situ Shangxuan would not explain to you why he did this, and Fu Xiaonian had too low self-esteem. People who lose in love will have more inferiority complex, so,
Eventually a misunderstanding occurred.
Closing his deep green eyes, Situ Shangxuan couldn't help but the shadow of a person appeared in his mind. Her delicate face was not beautiful but very attractive. She always raised her chin and straightened her back to tell him:
I won't give up. Her tough back has the perseverance of a poplar tree, and she can always easily arouse his emotions.
Situ Shangxuan quickly opened his eyes, panicking about the face in his mind. Since when, two images began to overlap and exchange.
Late at night, another day passed. Situ Shangxuan drove alone to the outside of Lu House. Through the iron gate, across the courtyard, and through the lights, he looked in the direction of a window.