"Brother, just let me go, okay, brother-" Fu Xiaonian had already cried hoarsely.
Although Lu Yunhao felt distressed, he still forcefully pulled her hand away, "No, you can say whatever you want, just this!"
"Shang Xuan has disappeared now. I don't want anything to happen to you then?" Lu Yunhao held Fu Xiaonian's hand earnestly, "Please listen to me once, even if I beg you. You are my only sister, you
If something happens, how can I feel relieved?"
Lu Yunhao turned his face, pulled back his hand, and said in an extremely tough tone, "Xiao Nian, no matter what you say about going to Japan to find Shang Xuan, I will not agree." After he finished speaking, he saw that she felt aggrieved and pitiful.
With such an expression on his face, he had no choice but to resolutely slam the door and leave.
"Brother, brother--" Fu Xiaonian opened the door and rushed out, shouting to the figure in the corridor without even looking back.
Entering the room, the sound of the TV could no longer be heard. Fu Xiaonian's eyes were still stained with tears. He looked stupidly at Heechul, who was still holding the remote control board in his hand, and looked at it with his clear eyes like a deer.
He just contains too much confusion, too much dissatisfaction, and too many unknown emotions.
Fu Xiaonian can't control so much at the moment. If Lu Yunhao doesn't let her go to Japan, does he think she can't go? She will always find a way to go.
"Fu Xiaonian, do you really want to go?" Heechul sat on the hospital bed, with the bitten apple still in his hand. He seemed not to have noticed it and had never taken a bite.
There was almost no emotion on his calm face.
Fu Xiaonian looked at him suspiciously, and then nodded. She wanted to go, really wanted to, really wanted to.
"Fu Xiaonian, tell me how much you love him?" Heechul's dark eyes stared at her little face, and there was no gloom in his calm tone, but his heart was already in turmoil, "Fu Xiaonian, tell me
Me, how much do you love him?"
"I -" Fu Xiaonian clenched his fists, and under that look in his eyes, he suddenly felt that he had nowhere to hide his thoughts.
"You think it's ridiculous, then you know, I also think it's ridiculous, haha, it's really ridiculous..." He suddenly laughed out loud without warning, wearing a blue and white striped patient uniform,
There is still a bandage under the gauze-wrapped forehead, but such a funny photo does not detract from his handsomeness at all. The young man, who is as clear as glass, is filled with sadness, so thick and so strong.
"Fu Xiaonian, do you know, do you know how happy I have been since you said you were done with him that day?"
He giggled and said, "You don't know how happy I am. I'm so stupid, just because of your childish words, I can be inexplicably happy. You don't know that I want to protect you, and I want to imitate you for me."
What I have done for you is the same as what I have done. Fu Xiaonian, I thought that if I worked hard, I could stand in the most important position beside you. But I forgot that you never cared about me, you cared about him,
It has always been more than mine, even if he has never loved you, even if you have said ten thousand times that you no longer like him."
Heechul closed his eyes, and there was a shadow under his thick long eyelashes. He closed his thin lips and said, "Fu Xiaonian, no matter how you convince yourself, you love him, and you will always love him more than yourself!"
Fu Xiaonian's face turned pale, but she gritted her teeth and choked out: "Heechul, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Her voice dropped.
"No, Fu Xiaonian, you have not sorry for me, you have not sorry for me at all. I have been troubling you from the beginning. I have been your scapegoat from the beginning. Even this time, I am the one who harmed you. Those people want to
It's obviously me who you're dealing with, and it's me who has caused you trouble. Fu Xiaonian, it's always been me who should say sorry. He always thought that he could compare to that man, that he could dominate this woman so selfishly, but
Only now did he realize that his life had always been so humble and insignificant.
"No, Heechul, 55555... It's not like this, Heechul -" Fu Xiaonian shrugged his shoulders and cried out. The small sound of crying spread to Heechul's ears, and gradually spread to
My heart became a piercing thorn, "I want to say sorry to you, Heechul, I promised to take care of you, I promised you, but, Heechul, I have to break my promise now, Heechul
——”
Fu Xiaonian lowered his head, and although there was guilt in his voice, he was so firm, "I'm sorry, Heechul, I have to go find Shang Xuan, and I have to go now."
She closed her eyes tightly and said in one breath: "I know I broke my promise, but Heechul, if I don't go now, I may never see him in this life. No matter he is missing, he is
No matter what happens, no matter what the final result is, I must see him."
"I thought I could forget him, I could stop loving him, but Heechul, the moment I heard something happened to him, do you know that it hurts here -" She pointed to her heart
, "It really hurts."
"You won't understand me. If you've ever loved someone like me, if you've ever liked someone like me, you'll understand that if something happens to him, it's better than if something happens to you.
It hurts more!"
As Fu Xiaonian spoke word by word, Heechul's face became paler and paler, until his pink lips were bitten unconsciously by his teeth.
He looked at her pain, but the pain was in his heart. How could he not know, how could he not understand, because this was how he felt at the moment, but he couldn't say it, because he was afraid that if he did, he would tell her
Her relationship would not be able to return to its previous state to cope with Xiaonian's temper. If she knew about his feelings, I'm afraid there would be no possibility between them again.
So he is willing to live in her world with such a small existence, even if he cannot be the person she values most.
Heechul took a deep breath and looked back at her seriously, "Fu Xiaonian, do you really want to go to Japan to find him?"
"Well," the latter nodded vigorously, and then frowned again, "but my brother won't let me go to Japan, and I can't go now. What should I do?"
"Come here -" Heechul raised his finger at her.
"What's going on?" Although Fu Xiaonian was suspicious, he still walked over obediently.
"You woman, are you an idiot? Do you still need me to teach you such a simple thing?" Heechul hit her on the forehead with a smile on his face.
"Heechul—" Fu Xiaonian's face dropped, and he didn't ask him to get the debt back like before, "Heechul, I'm not in the mood to joke now."
The smile on Heechul's face disappeared, and he raised his fingers to signal Fu Xiaonian to come over, "Listen, this is what you do..."