In their line of work, they have seen too many separations and deaths, and too many passages of life, and they no longer feel anything. But looking at this young lady, she still felt sad.
Fu Xiaonian followed the lady at the information desk and walked down the stairs, all the way to the underground room. Tears were still hanging on her face as she walked all the way. She felt that her legs were not hers, and her whole body was not hers.
I just feel that my heart is so empty, as if I want to take out my heart and lungs.
"Here, it's here. We've arrived." The lady at the information desk pushed open the door of the underground morgue. There was a squeaking sound when the door was pulled, like a tape caused by no one pulling it for many years. The old man in the morgue
A body is being carried in.
The old man lowered his head, his face expressionless, even a little gloomy, and his back was particularly stooped, which made the gloomy atmosphere of the underground morgue even more sad.
The lady at the information desk couldn't help but touch her arm. She seemed to be frightened by the gloomy atmosphere of the morgue. She didn't dare to look inside the morgue. She just said to Fu Xiaonian: "Miss Fu, the person you are looking for is
It’s right inside.”
The lady at the information desk greeted the old man who was carrying the body into the morgue, said something in Japanese, and then let Fu Xiaonian in.
There was a strange light blue light in the morgue. When Fu Xiaonian walked in, he felt the air-conditioning blowing on his face, hands, and various parts of his body. The strong smell of formalin solution that soaked the corpse came to his nostrils.
Fu Xiaonian opened his eyes and looked at the corpses on the table for a moment. Every one of them was covered with white cloth.
The old man who carried the corpses in pointed at one of the corpses and went about his business.
The corpse on the table was no different from the other corpses. They were all covered with white cloth, so the faces of the people underneath could not be seen.
Fu Xiaonian bit her lip, her body was trembling, and the tears accumulated in her eyes were overflowing, but she held on and walked towards the corpse on the table step by step.
She never thought that her goodbye to him would be like this. She never thought that meeting him again would be parting. She never thought that the man she loved was lying on this cold table at this moment.
She never thought that Situ Shangxuan, who she thought was omnipotent, would die like this.
"Shang Xuan!" She finally cried out and threw her hands on the corpse on the table. Tears fell from her eyes and wet the white cloth covering the corpse. "Why did you leave like this? Why did you, why?
, I don’t believe it, I don’t believe you died like this, Shang Xuan, Shang Xuan, I still have a lot of things I haven’t said to you, I still have a lot of things I want to say to you, how could you die like this, how could you
Just leave like this?"
"Situ Shangxuan, get up, get up. How could you die like this? What should I do if you die like this? I haven't told you yet...5555555...
.....I haven't told you that I like you, Situ Shangxuan, Fu Xiaonian likes you very much, loves you very much, I don't mind it anymore, Shangxuan, I don't mind it anymore."
"I don't care anymore whether you really like Xia or not. I don't want to care anymore. Shang Xuan, no matter you say I'm a bitch or what you think of me, I just like you and I just love you.
How could you leave like this, how could you leave like this, how could you, who allowed you, I don’t allow it, I don’t allow it!!” She patted the body on the table randomly, tears streaming down her face.
It flowed down and wet the whole face.
She thought about coming to Japan alone, thinking about her bag being stolen, and thinking about how he came to him from hospital to hospital, only to see his body. Fu Xiaonian cried uncontrollably.
He kept beating the body above him with both hands, crying and shouting, "Situ Shangxuan, get up, get up, you are a coward, you are not a man, how could you die like this, you are right
I have a responsibility, and you have a responsibility to me, do you know that?"
She climbed onto the table like crazy and threw herself on the body covered with white cloth. The cold body beneath her was a body that would never say to her again, "Fu Xiaonian, I will never like you."
''s body.
Thinking of this, Fu Xiaonian's eyes turned red and he cried louder, "Situ Shangxuan, I have only been chasing you for two years. I haven't chased you for the third year, the fourth year, and I haven't chased you for the rest of my life.
How could you die like this? How could you die? How could you die? Who should I love if you die? Who should I like? What should I do if you die? Situ Shangxuan——"
"Look how cold it is here, how cold it is. Haven't you always liked clean things the most? Haven't you always been mysophobic? Why are you willing to lie on this cold table? How can you lie on this cold table in a foreign country?
Go up. I hate you, Situ Shang, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!"
She cried heartbrokenly, but she carefully touched his face that was covered with white cloth, and touched it with great treasure inch by inch, as if what was underneath was her most pitiful baby, as if what was underneath was the treasure of her life.
The most cherished treasure in her life, "Shang Xuan, please stop lying to me, okay? You've lied to me again and again. I'm tired. I don't want you to lie to me anymore, okay?" She groped for the outline of the person underneath.
, my heart felt like holes were punched out by huge rocks, which could never be made up completely, "I swear, I will never be angry with you again, okay? I promise you, I will be good in the future. You want me to become
Whoever you are, I will become whoever you are, do you agree?" Through her hazy tearful eyes, she leaned down and kissed the lips of the person below her softly and lingeringly. Through the white cloth,
Tears fell on it drop by drop, staining the flowers blooming in the clear water.
She was suddenly not satisfied with this way of kissing. She wanted to see him. Even if he was completely different now, even if he no longer had that handsome face, he was still the man she loved most in Xiaonian.
Fu Xiaonian pinched the corner of the white cloth, feeling a little unbearable in his heart. Finally, he pulled the white cloth and pulled it off with a trembling finger.
As soon as he pulled down the white cloth, Fu Xiaonian's sad mood was immediately covered by panic. After a scream of "Ah-", Fu Xiaonian jumped down from the table with trembling hands and feet.
She ran toward the morgue in fear while crying, not even knowing that one of her high heels had fallen off.
Along the way, with one foot bare and the other wearing a high-heeled shoe, Fu Xiaonian rolled and climbed up the stairs like a madman.