"You...are you really willing?" As he expected, Fu Xiaonian quickly got up from the bed and looked at her with his clear eyes like a deer. He hadn't spoken to her in three months, and his voice was still...
Having a card made Fu Xiaonian's speech hoarse with difficulty.
This is the first time Yorkson has seen Fu Xiaonian so closely these days. Her usually fair skin has become even paler. The bulging flesh on her cheeks has long since disappeared, but her usually small eyes take up the entire face.
The sight of the face, and for all this, he was the culprit.
"Hurry up and take good care of yourself. I will personally send someone to take you back to China. If you continue to refuse to eat well and take good care of yourself, you will never mention it again when you go back!"
"No, no, I'll eat, I'll eat, I'll be obedient, I'll take good care of myself -" As soon as Fu Xiaonian heard that Yorkson was going to let her go, he was so excited that he rolled off the bed and hit his head.
The bed board made her already weak and dizzy.
Yorkson stepped forward and helped her sit on the bedside. "Does it hurt?" The gesture that he was about to touch her forehead stopped awkwardly. Yorkson put down his hand and then walked towards the door.
Go, "I'm going to ask someone to get you something to eat."
"Yokson..." Fu Xiaonian clearly noticed his weirdness. Just as he was about to speak, the door was knocked.
She sighed silently in her heart, I'm sorry, Yorkson.
Maybe you are a good person, maybe I have forgiven you a long time ago and no longer hate you, but I don't love you.
A relieved smile appeared on the corner of Fu Xiaonian's mouth, and his thin chin seemed to have no flesh. He looked out the window, looking at the distant China whose location was unknown, Shang Xuan, I'm back to find you, I'm finally coming back.
Three months can change more than that. Xin Tong stayed in the hospital for a whole month. Situ Shangxuan would come to the hospital to accompany her when he had time, and took her out to relax in a wheelchair. She was no longer like she was at the beginning.
She rejects crutches and tries to use crutches to support her walking. She also tries to smile and breathe sunshine. The doctor said that compared to her initial irritability, her current situation has improved a lot.
It was noon, Xin Tong had finished her lunch, and the nurse pushed her to the lawn to relax and breathe in the sunshine. A step quietly walked in. The nurse was about to speak out, but Situ Shangxuan's fingers were already covering his lips, signaling
She kept silent.
The nurse nodded and smiled, letting the latter take over the task in her hand and walked away quietly.
Xin Tong's head hung slightly behind her, leaning on her wheelchair, breathing in the fresh scent of grass on the lawn and the warm sunshine, without realizing that the nurse behind her had already changed.
"Lu Xintong," Situ Shangxuan shouted in a low voice, almost startling the latter.
"Shang Xuan——" Xin Tong turned around in fear. When she saw the man in front of her, she immediately breathed a sigh of relief.
Then joy came over her. This man had not visited her for many days, "Shang Xuan, what do you want from me?" She never arrogantly thought that he was here to care about her. Thinking of this, Xin
Hitomi laughed at herself.
Asking herself how charming she was in the past, there was no way she could escape as long as she liked the person. She never expected that she would lose to a woman who was not her opponent at all, let alone her Xin Tong one day.
I would give up my right leg for a man.
She is disabled for life. She can no longer wear beautiful high heels or gorgeous dresses, can no longer go shopping freely, and can no longer do what she likes as she pleases. Many times, Xin Tong wants to ask herself, what on earth does this man have?
Well, it was worth it for her to go to this point, but in the end she found that there was nothing particularly outstanding about him.
"Can you accompany me to a place?" Situ Shangxuan's tone was clearly one of discussion, but Xin Tong saw deep sadness from the depths of his blue eyes. Yes, sadness.
She knew why he was hurt. In the past three months, she had watched him go from being arrogant and conceited to being like this now, with eyes without any emotion, as if there was no one else in the world worthy of his nostalgia.
thing.
Xin Tong understood that in the past three months, when Situ Shangxuan heard the news about Fu Xiaonian's happy life again and again, his heart also died. And at that moment when she thought she could win his heart,
Follow and die.
"Okay," she never refused his request.
The salty sea breeze blows gently, waves are surging in layers, and the sky is connected to the sea, a vast scene.
What Xin Tong didn't expect was that the place Situ Shangxuan said he wanted to take her to was actually the beach.
At this moment, he was walking behind her to help her push the wheelchair. She was sitting in the wheelchair, facing the sea breeze blowing in her face, which messed up her hair and even messed up her heart. In fact, her requirements were not high. He could be like this
, take her with you, she is satisfied.
They walked down the beach and saw a strange sight behind them, the footprints of a pair of male feet and the marks of a wheelchair running over them.
Finally, he stopped and faced the sea with her. The midday sun shone like scattered fragments on the sea surface, creating sparkling beauty.
Situ Shangxuan's blue eyes were printed with a sea, depicting scenes of hidden memories and a pool of hot springs that he thought would never appear again.
Xin Tong didn't look back, she only felt the man standing there behind her. She couldn't hear what kind of emotions were hidden in his breathing, because the wind blew everything away, but she vaguely understood something, the hands on the wheelchair
He couldn't help but shrink back to his abdomen and hold hands.
"Have you been to this place with her?" This is not a question, but more like a statement. If she thought that Situ Shangxuan would not fall in love with Fu Xiaonian before, she no longer thinks so now.
Once some people enter someone's life, they will be like a green plant rooted in the soil. When you want to uproot it, you will find that it hurts, but you actually feel more pain.
"Yes," Situ Shangxuan didn't want to hide anything from her.
Xin Tong closed her eyes. When she opened them, she was already calm. "Can you tell me where I am wrong? Why can you love Fu Xiaonian but not me?"
This is a question that Xin Tong still can't figure out.
"You're fine," Situ Shangxuan just said three words lightly, "But you don't love me." Xin Tong's eyes showed pain as she accepted his next sentence.
"Yes," he spoke even more concisely than before.
"Then why did you fall in love with Fu Xiaonian? I thought it would take her three years, or even longer, because you wouldn't fall in love with her." Xin Tong thought of the time when Fu Xiaonian chased Situ Shangxuan, and thought of her.
With that jealous and furious look, I suddenly felt that this half-sister might be a little cute.
"I don't know, maybe it was the moment when she stood in front of me in embarrassment when I encountered an explosion at the Japanese airport, or maybe it was when she gave me a blood transfusion in the car accident, or maybe it was
Earlier, the things she did for me..." Situ Shangxuan was also confused. As he said, he didn't know what was so good about this woman Fu Xiaonian. She liked to make trouble without reason, and she did things
It's very nonsensical. She's not beautiful. Anyone can find a reason why he doesn't love her. But it's such a woman that he fell in love with, but in the end, he was cruelly betrayed by her. He deserved it.
Well, you deserve not to get love.
He remembered that that night, it was also at this beach. She opened her hands and turned her back to the sea and said to him, 'This is the sea, the sea that contains everything in the world. As long as you roar at it twice, all worries will be gone.'
She said, 'You haven't told me how to make you happy, so I can only use this unwise way to make you happy.' She said, 'I don't ask you to compromise for me, but I only ask for that.
Ten thousand steps, you only need to take one step, how about I walk the remaining nine thousand nine hundred steps until I have no strength." He still remembered that night in his car, her cheeks were pink and ripe.
Like a red apple, she told him affectionately that loving him would be the best thing she had ever done in Fu Xiaonian's life.
Memories came to him like a tide. When Situ Shangxuan regained consciousness, he found that tears had overflowed from his eyes, slowly sliding down his cheeks until they dripped into his lips, making them taste salty.
Astringent, like the love they had along the way.
So many memories, Fu Xiaonian, I still remember, but what about you, have you forgotten? You must be with Yorkson now, you are living so happily, and you finally don’t want to follow in my footsteps anymore, you
You finally left me. Why, it wasn’t until you left me that I felt my heartache.
"Lu Xintong, let's get married." Situ Shangxuan took a deep breath and said.
"What!?" When Xin Tong suddenly heard this sentence, she suddenly felt like a thunder was splitting above her head. Marry!? Did she hear it right?
"Yes, you heard it right, let's get married. I will marry you." Situ Shangxuan lowered his head and looked at Xin Tong in the wheelchair. There was no emotion in his blue eyes, "Didn't you say, let me
Am I responsible for you? I didn't agree at that time. It shouldn't be too late to agree now."
"But -" Xin Tong's mind was in a mess now. She wanted to sort out some thoughts, but found that her whole mind was empty. Finally, she had to ask anxiously: "Shang Xuan, why do you want to marry me?"
"Men should get married when they are college students, and women should get married when they are college students. Isn't that right?" Situ Shangxuan forced a smile and said deliberately in a relaxed tone.
"But -" Xin Tong finally gathered some thoughts and asked doubtfully: "Don't you like Fu Xiaonian?" She pointed at him opposite and then to herself, "You like Fu Xiaonian, then why?
Do you want to marry me?"
"You don't want to?" Situ Shangxuan raised his eyebrows.
"No, no, of course I am willing!" Xin Tong said excitedly and incoherently, "I have always dreamed of marrying you," but this surprise came too quickly and I couldn't accept it at once.