His heart was filled with infinite sins, which almost led to disaster and irreversible situation. Fortunately, she was still lying on the hospital bed in front of her. Looking at her increasingly energetic face, she
Finally there is no need to worry anymore.
"I'm sorry that I can't think about it for you. I'm sorry..." I still felt a little sorry for her in my heart. He saw her loving him so much, but her shadow didn't appear in his heart. His mind was full of Jiang Jinluo, and her shadow was everywhere.
His whole head was filled with blood all over the floor. He was wondering if he had been too poisoned. He had reached the point of no return. He had never thought about hurting a woman, nor had he thought about it.
Hurt a woman.
But now, Xu Xianxian was hurt by him. She also took sleeping pills to commit suicide, which left a shadow on him. I was really afraid that one day, she would still be unable to think about it. Originally, she was a lively and cheerful girl who would not think of committing suicide.
.However, he was wrong. Although she looked strong on the outside, she was actually lonely, pitiful, and cowardly than anyone else on the inside. She needed to be loved and cared for.
She took a deep breath and said, "Don't talk about this topic again. Ha... It was my impulse... I shouldn't be so sorry to my parents who gave me birth and raised me, and I shouldn't be so irresponsible and make them sad. I
...It's really just that I can't control my emotions. That's why I want to end my life, just because it is too painful..." Her eyes stared at him tightly, without blinking.
, the eyes are full of his shadow, the whole body is full of him. The heart is also full of him.
He shook his head and retorted: "No, it's my fault. I shouldn't have let you be like this, it's my fault. Fortunately, you are okay, otherwise I will feel guilty for the rest of my life and I will be sorry for your parents and brother."
He approached her and held her shoulders tightly with his hands. She felt the warmth of his hands holding her shoulders tightly. The warmth he input melted into her heart and moved her. Her eyes tightened
She stared at him, expecting him to continue.
"Xianxian...promise me! Don't hurt yourself easily for me again. Because...I'm not a man worthy of you doing this." After hearing this last sentence, she was so disappointed that her eyes were dull and lifeless. She was originally
I thought that he still liked him a little bit in his heart. But, with such an obvious statement, didn't he just want to reject her love?
She shook her head and disagreed with his words, "No, you are worth it... you are worth it... I can die for you. I beg you, don't leave me, okay? I am so lonely without you.
, I know that I can't live no matter what, don't go to her, okay? I hope you can stay by my side and stay away from her, okay? Although I am very selfish... but love is really scary.
"She couldn't help but fall in love with someone. She thought about it day and night. She couldn't sleep or eat well, and she couldn't sleep at night. She didn't want tea or food, and she lost several pounds. This painful feeling was simply
You don’t need to drink slimming tea or take slimming pills to lose weight quickly.
How could he promise her? He knew he couldn't make a promise to her, so why would he lie to her about a promise he couldn't fulfill? He could only remain silent and face her quietly.
Maybe she understood what he meant. He couldn't answer, so he must have rejected her meaning.
"Why... Then why did you let me fall in love with you, and now you pushed me away and kicked me far away. You know how I feel, how painful my heart is now... I'm pulling
It hurts so much that I'm about to die, and my heart keeps throbbing, because of you... But you don't cherish me at all now. Is a married woman with a child worthy of your infatuation?
Ha... I'm younger than her, I'm taller and more energetic than her, and I'm an inexperienced girl. Over the past twenty years, I finally met the man I wanted in my heart, but this first love was...
Being ruined so abruptly. Do you know how much I was looking forward to this relationship? But you... deeply hurt my pure heart." Her eyes were wide open and she looked at him closely.
eyes, hoping that he could see the true feelings in her eyes and reveal the true feelings.
He knew that everything was wrong with him. He shouldn't have given her the chance to get close to him when he couldn't promise her. As a result, he hurt her severely and almost made her commit suicide. He really deserves to die!
How should I persuade her, the coward in front of me, to look back and stop being infatuated with such a stubborn person who only loves one woman in his life?
She desperately needed the love he gave her, but he kept it for that woman. And what about herself? She wanted to give everything she had to him, but he didn't give it at all! His persistence made her lose it.
Zhe could only watch him slowly, step by step, approach the woman and fall into her arms. But he could only close his eyes, hide in a deserted place, and cry slowly.
Until the injured heart slowly recovers.
"I'm sorry..." Besides, he didn't know what to say to her to make up for his mistake. He deserved to die for letting her hurt herself.
He apologized over and over again! Xu Xianxian was almost discouraged by him. God, is there any way to make him change his mind? I love him so much, so deeply, so deeply.
I can't help myself. That's why I endure the pain and want to end my life. In this way, when I lose my life, I will also end all my feelings. I won't taste the feeling of losing love. It will be over.
However, when she woke up, she felt that her selfish behavior had actually hurt more people. Not only him, but also her family, brothers, and friends. She regretted this behavior. She did not understand it before doing it.
How does it feel when a loved one loses her? When she saw her brother's sad look the day before yesterday, she knew that as a sister, she acted too hastily and made her family and friends sad. She really shouldn't be like this.
.
Instead, she should use meaningful things to focus on how to move Wen Yijie and make him truly accept her love. Instead of crying, making trouble, and hanging herself. She will never do stupid things again.
"I know I was wrong. From today on, I will compete fairly with Jiang Jinluo until you fall in love with me. I hope you will not hinder my opportunity to get close to you. I will slowly move you. I hope you can agree
This is my thing. Even in the end, if you still don’t fall in love with me, then... I will leave your side silently, go to a place where no one can find me, and start my life again. Promise me, okay?
?" Her expectant eyes stared at him closely, full of sincerity.
"Xianxian... why are you bothering?" He wanted to dissuade her. However, she wanted to continue talking.
"No, Yijie... please don't reject me... please don't stop me from continuing to like you. Otherwise, I will feel very uncomfortable. I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it... okay?" She was sad.
He burst into tears. Everything in his eyes was his shadow.
After walking out of the hospital, Wen Yijie sighed exhaustedly and looked into the distance. He walked slowly to his car, opened the door, and lazily got into the car. The car drove to the residence of Jiang Jinluo's family.
During the journey, what Xu Xianxian said kept flashing through his mind. Taking a deep breath, he shook his head speechlessly. His mind was now in confusion. He didn't know how to continue.
[I will slowly move you. I hope you can promise me this. Even if you still don’t fall in love with me in the end, I will continue to love you for the rest of my life.] Xu Xianxian now is just like he loves
I feel the same mood as Jiang Jinluo. For someone who doesn't love you, but you love him or her so deeply, that feeling of pain mixed with sweetness and happiness is something no one can describe.
The doorbell rang. She was sitting on the sofa in the hall watching TV. She quickly got up and opened the door. The person who came to her mind was him. As expected.
"Yijie... it's really you! Where have you been these two days? Auntie really misses you, come in quickly! Things must be very busy in the company!" She pulled Wen Yijie into the house with enthusiasm.
. He entered the house with a smile and closed the door for her. Auntie went to make snacks under her instructions.
"Come, have some snacks, drink some afternoon tea, and go up to see Xiaoluo later. You haven't come to see her in the past two days. She must be thinking about you very much."
His aunt's hints really made him want to go up and see her. After drinking a few small cups of tea, he excused himself and hurried upstairs to her door.
"Hello, Master Wen..." As soon as the doorkeeper saw him coming, he politely opened the lady's room for him and let him in.
After walking inside, he saw her sleeping soundly. Maybe he heard some noise! Jiang Jinluo turned sideways, leaning on the bed with her elbows, looking at him, "Yijie..." He didn't come to see her for the past two days.
She did. I wonder if it’s because the company is too busy?
"Jingluo, lie down, don't sit up, and have a good rest. I brought some bird's nests, you have to eat them well! Take good care of your body, so that the baby in your belly will grow healthily." He sat down.
He sat beside her bed, then stroked her bangs that fell down, looked at her lovingly, and asked her for her welfare.
Looking at the large bag of beautifully packaged bird's nests on the table, she shook her head, "There's no need to bring these expensive things. There are plenty of them at home."
"This was brought by someone from Indonesia. It's more authentic. It can't be fake. Jingluo..." He wanted to say more, but he stopped talking. He didn't dare to look directly at her. He lowered his head and was thinking about it.
Ask her something. However, I don’t know how to continue.