That day, after Mu Chenyu found out the hospital where Jiang Jinluo was staying, Wen Yijie immediately transferred Jiang Jinluo to another hospital and asked the hospital staff to keep the news of Jiang Jinluo's transfer to another hospital secret. Then, Mu Chenyu counted him
No matter how capable he is, he can't get any news about Jiang Jinluo. And Jiang Jinluo's condition is still very pessimistic. She hasn't woken up for two days. The doctor said that maybe she was too tired and didn't want to wake up so early. After a while,
Look. He and his aunt took turns guarding her while infusing her with nutritional solution.
That night, Wen Yijie and Xu Xianxian agreed to meet and discuss things. As a result, he didn't go that day. Xu Xianxian didn't go to work either. The two of them didn't go to the company for almost three days. The company became very tense.
The place is weird.
"I don't know what's going on? The president and this girl Xianxian are not at work. Did they make an agreement?"
"Ah...are they having a secret wedding? Or...honeymoon?"
People in the company were busy discussing it, but no one could guess that the two of them were actually in danger of breaking up.
Xu Xianxian, who had lost her appetite all day long, stayed in her rental house waiting for his arrival. He broke his promise. He should not be like this. However, for Jiang Jingluo, he broke his oath.
It's the third day and he still hasn't fulfilled his promise.
Unable to hold back, she couldn't bear it anymore. She picked up her cell phone, opened her business card holder, and dialed his cell phone until he picked up the phone.
She calmly said to him on the phone: "Want to avoid... or run away from me? You can't dump me until the matter is made clear..."
"Xianxian...calm down! I'll go find you in half an hour...just wait for me!"
She didn't give him another chance to say it, so she hung up the phone. She was sulking. All the high-sounding things he said were all to deceive her! Closing her eyes, she felt like she was being tied up, her hands holding her chest tightly.
The clothes on her face made her feel like she was about to suffocate to death. At this moment, she really wanted to be free. Why was it so painful to love someone? Falling in love with a man who didn't love her made her feel cheap.
However, in the past six months, she and him had only held hands, hugged, and occasionally kissed, but nothing had crossed the last line of defense. Sometimes, she wanted to seduce and seduce him intentionally or unintentionally. However, he acted like
Like Liu Xiahui, she was as steady as a mountain and motionless. She had no successful sexual intercourse. And he seemed to have no interest in her.
Just like that, half a year passed. How much she wanted to give herself to him.
In such despair, she waited quietly for half an hour, and at this time, Wen Yijie came to her rental house as promised and pushed the door open.
"Xianxian..." He was standing at the door with a haggard face and dark circles under his eyes. She knew that he had been taking care of Sister Jingluo in the hospital these days. As long as Sister Jingluo didn't wake up for a day, he would
Being with her like this all the time. Envy and jealousy made her want to switch bodies with Sister Jingluo, so that she could be noticed and cared for by Wen Yijie.
She leaned on the sofa exhausted, staring at him, and his body gradually moved closer to her. Wen Yijie came to her, squatted down, looked at her carefully, caressed her face, feeling a little worried
"What's wrong with you? You look so pale?" Turning his head, he saw that all the bowls of noodles on the table had been eaten.
She pushed his hand away, turned away her face, and said displeasedly: "Don't touch me... let me fend for myself! Go back and take good care of Sister Jingluo! Don't pay attention to me..."
Wen Yijie's mood is actually worse than Xu Xianxian's. He is very confused now and his mind is not calm. He really hopes that she can face reality and see everything about the current situation clearly.
"Don't be like this... okay? Xianxian, I know that I shouldn't hurt you like this. However, two people are not happy at all when they are together. All they cause to each other is harm. Then it is better to let each other go and give each other
A chance to start over again!" He sat next to her and held her hand tightly. She kept trying to pull away her hand to prevent him from touching it. No one knew the pain in her heart. And he, even more
I can't understand how fragile she is now. She is frustrated by being rejected love again and again.
This made her feel very sad. It was so difficult to love someone! All her efforts were in vain.
"You don't have to tell me so much! I love you so much, but you broke my heart and wanted to break up with me... I thought... I thought that my relationship would go smoothly and that I would be able to live as I wished.
Realize your wish and marry the man you like. No matter how miserable my life is, it doesn’t matter to me. Are you worthy of me? Why didn’t you tell me earlier? Why didn’t you just tell me when I was in deep trouble?
Break up with me! You clearly want me to seek death! Break up with you... I really can't do it! You can't be so cruel to me!" She covered her eyes with tears, tears dripping from the seams of her hands.
, she was unwilling to raise her head, not wanting him to see her embarrassed side. Because this would make her lose face even more.
Wen Yijie felt very uncomfortable. He felt very guilty for making her so sad. He also felt very uncomfortable. He lowered his head and said guiltily: "I'm sorry...it's all my fault for causing you harm! Xianxian,
No matter what you want to do, I won't blame you... I just ask you to forgive me! It's not that I don't accept you, but... my heart is very small, so small that it can only accommodate the heart of one person."
Xu Xianxian couldn't listen anymore. She stood up and pushed his hand away. She really couldn't tolerate the man she loved having the heart of another woman. She really couldn't tolerate it anymore.
She couldn't bear it, and she almost felt like going crazy. Why was she the one who suffered so much? Like Jiang Jinluo, she was suffering from a man.
The positions are actually the same.
However, Jiang Jinluo is a little luckier than her. At least, she still has a man who loves her so deeply, but she has no one.
"I don't want to hear what you say! What you said is just perfunctory! You just want to get rid of me, don't you..." She knew that Jiang Jinluo dumped him back then, and now, she contacted him again, so,
During those blank days, she filled the gap for him. But now, after Jiang Jinluo contacted him again, he no longer needed her. It could be so cruel to forget her!
He stood up immediately and put his hand on her shoulder, "No, Xianxian, how can you think like this? How could I be that kind of person? In my eyes, you are also a very important person in my life.
Human. It’s just that my feelings for you are not the kind of relationship between a man and a woman. My feelings for you are more like a family member. Really. I thought it was love at first, but I tried it and I know
The feeling of being with Jingluo is different. You are more like my sister!"
"Absurd!" She snorted coldly. This was the most ridiculous thing she had ever heard in her life.
Does she just feel like a sister to him? What a joke!
"I don't want to be your sister! You already have a sister, this is just an excuse for you to get rid of me." She yelled at him loudly.
He held her arm tightly with both hands, "Calm down. You really can't force your feelings. I hope you can face the facts. In this case, you can think more openly."
"Let me go. After playing with my feelings, you can actually say such things. I really misjudged you. I thought you were a very good man, and you were someone who would never give up."
A man. But, in the end, I was wrong. The less I want you to be that kind of person, the more you become that kind of person." Xu Xianxian was about to collapse. She has never felt so tired from loving someone. Loving him
, but can’t get his heart or his people.
How could Wen Yijie make her miss him so much! "Xianxian... you are not allowed to think like that. How could I be that kind of person! I tried hard, I really tried hard to love you. But I really really
...I really can't fall in love with you with my heart...Really, listen to me...After we break up, we are still together. It's just a different role play! Do you understand? I will love you as my own person.
.I will never let anyone bully you or hurt you."
Unable to bear it anymore, she turned around and threw herself into his arms. "No... I can't believe this is true... I really don't believe it! This is too shocking to me. Don't do this... Since you
If you don’t love me, then...can I ask you something..."
Wen Yijie didn't say a word, he just held her tightly. Looking at her collapsed expression and sad face, he knew that he had hurt Xianxian the most in his life. He was sorry for her and his own conscience. No.
He wants to be the kind of man that everyone despises. However, there is only one woman in his heart: Jiang Jinluo. He wants to learn to give up, but he always can't do it. He can't convince himself either.
While hurting others in this way, it is also deeply hurting yourself. Forcing yourself to love a woman you don't love is the cruelest wound to yourself.
"Please... just once, just once... I will give up. I want to give you my first time... I just want to give my first time to the man I love. Although, you and
I can no longer do it, which is a pity. However, I want to keep this precious thing and give it to you to become a memory of my life. Is this... okay? "
Wen Yijie's eyes widened. This was something he had never thought about before. He also didn't want to take advantage of her.