"How can it be done...I can't do it...I really can't do it." He turned around and let go of her arm. He felt uncomfortable all over. He shook his head. Xu Xianxian's proposal was not at all consistent.
In fact, this is a very ridiculous thing for him. Reason and conscience allow him to control his impulse. He cannot face a woman who is like a relative and do such an animal thing!
Xu Xianxian hugged him tightly from behind, her face resting on his warm back. She knew that he must be struggling or something. As long as he opened and closed his eyes, I believed that he would half push and half comply.
Both she and men are animals that cannot resist temptation. When a woman approaches so proactively, they will never refuse.
"Yijie...since we are about to break up. Then, let me fulfill one of my wishes! Since you can't be with me, and I can't have you, at least, I can have your heart if I can't get it.
Your person. In this way, I can be satisfied... As long as this! I will disappear in front of your eyes. No matter whether you are with Sister Jingluo or not in the future, I hope your life will be happy... Yijie...
...Promise me, okay? Just do it this time! I just want my precious first time to be given to you, and I don’t want to give it to any other man... Do you understand?" She frowned tightly and hugged him with both hands.
Her waist became even tighter. Her heart was beating very fast, and she was expecting his nod and consent with every beat. She was really not the kind of shameless woman.
That's just because she loves him so much.
Wen Yijie, who has always dealt with others and has a very meticulous attitude in doing things, how could such an upright gentleman do such an irresponsible thing to a girl he doesn't like! If... he really wanted her first
time, then in his mind, it is obvious that he has to be responsible for that girl for the rest of his life. However, he knows that he cannot be responsible for her for the rest of his life, so he does not dare to ask for it... and he cannot ask for it!
Her hands began to stroke his waist continuously, and her slender and soft hands gradually stroked his flat and muscular abdomen. Wen Yijie kept inhaling because of her small movements.
It was obvious that her reaction had some effect, but he was still holding on, his impulse almost swallowing up his sanity. He had to stop her behavior. He couldn't do anything that would make him sorry for her or himself.
Xu Xianxian slowly put her hands towards his shirt, her hands pressed tightly against his skin. She stroked him for a while, her face kept pressing against his back, rubbing her eyes tightly.
As he stood, his breathing became rapid. And the same was true for Wen Yijie.
He stood there and didn't dare to move. The man was very anxious at this time. Especially now, Xu Xianxian's hand was gradually moving down to his key parts, and he saw her little hand touching it at that moment.
He was so frightened that he woke up from his male symbol. Reason still allowed him to recover. His strong arms broke away from her hands. He turned around, stared at her seriously, and shook
Holding her shoulder: "Xianxian... wake up... love does not mean sacrificing yourself like this! Do you understand? Cherish your innocence. If you are with me, you will not be happy. Because, in my heart
Without you, do you understand?! Leave your most precious first time to the man who is willing to love you for a lifetime! Otherwise you will regret it!"
She took a breath and smiled, with tears in her eyes. When she heard these words, her heart really hurt. The only thing she had to do now was to dedicate her first time to him.
.However, he told her a lot of truths. Regardless of whether she regretted it or not, she would never regret giving him her first time for this man, Wen Yijie.
"Yijie... don't try to persuade me anymore, I have already decided. My first time is to be given to you. Whether you want it or not, I want it! I will not regret it. This is of my own free will, I
I am willing to give myself. You... may not love me, but you can't stop me from loving you." She stroked her chest, and the pain stung so much every time. She couldn't get used to it!
How should he make such a choice?!
The girl in front of me has really changed completely. She is no longer the innocent girl she was before.
"Xianxian, you shouldn't be like this...listen! I will not drive you away, I will always be your Yijie. However, the relationship between us cannot be a relationship between a man and a woman. The person I love is
Jiang Jinluo, so please wake up! I don't want to see you continue to suffer like this, it's not good for you!" She didn't seem to hear what he said now, and her eyes were full of contempt for him.
A woman with resentment who does terrible things will make people afraid.
Even if he pushed her away, she still kept trying to get closer to him, "Yijie, stop restraining yourself. It's not good for your health. You just reacted to me, didn't you? Since you
My body is so honest, so why should I wrong myself! I won’t ask you to be responsible for me, I just want this memory. In this way, when I leave you, I will still remember that you are my first
A man. I would be very satisfied."
Wen Yijie dodged, not wanting her to get closer to him. He admitted that he had a physiological reaction to her touch just now. However, that was a normal physiological reaction of a man. It was not out of his inner desire for her. He could still
He restrained himself. He just didn't want the demon to devour his own reason and make mistakes to her that could not be undone afterwards. He was not worried about anything, but the only thing he was worried about was...she would do what she did last time again.
Something terrible is coming! Recently, he has been under enough pressure and he doesn't want anyone to upset him anymore. It's not that he doesn't care about Xu Xianxian, but that life has given him too much pressure. He can't take care of her in time.
I feel very sorry.
In order to prevent her from thinking too much, he quickly hugged her body tightly in his arms and said to her gently again: "Xianxian... you don't want to be like this, okay? You are so strange like this, you are no longer the person I know.
She is a lively and cheerful girl. I still hope that we can go back to the time when we were so innocent. Instead of being so embarrassing like today! I'm sorry...I can't give you my love..."
Suddenly, she reached out and pushed him away. Wen Yijie staggered back a few steps. When he raised his eyes to look at her, she actually lifted up her clothes with both hands, and the buttons on her chest flew around, revealing her
The pink bra and the deep cleavage were so attractive. Then, she took off her short skirt to the soles of her feet. The entire exquisite figure appeared in front of Wen Yijie's eyes. He quickly turned his head and blocked his sight.
Don’t let yourself be impulsive again! Treat it rationally.
"Xianxian, what are you doing! Put your clothes on quickly, don't be like this, it's not you... it's not you..." His words were trembling, he was afraid of being like this.
She slowly walked closer to him, reached out to hold his big hand, and put his hand on her bulging chest. He quickly pulled away and threw her hand away, "Xianxian... you are really doing this.
This is too much...I beg you not to degenerate like this!"
Half an hour ago, Wen Yijie was still hugging her body tightly, but half an hour later, she finished putting on makeup, carrying her bag and walked out of the rental house, went to the bank ATM, and transferred part of the money in her card.
I went to my parents' card in the countryside and withdrew the remaining money.
She knew that things couldn't be changed. After all, she still couldn't realize her wish, and she didn't accomplish what she wanted. In these twenty years of life, she guarded her innocence, just wanting to dedicate it to her one day.
The man she loved. But he didn't want her. So what's the point of living in this world like this? She couldn't even seduce a man. She sneered, feeling that she was really ridiculous. She
She had never thought that it was so difficult to seduce a man. Chasing a man would be as far away as a mountain. However, she failed. She had never been so frustrated.
Falling out of love, her will never recovered.
She took a taxi and then came to a noisy bar that she had never thought about or even dared to step into. This was the first time in her life that she drank so hard. A drink cost more than 100 yuan, and she drank so much.
She drank dozens of drinks in succession. During the process, several men saw how hard she was working and offered her drinks one after another. The several thousand yuan she brought with her were all spent within an hour. In addition to the wine money, there were also
There is a tip.
Fortunately, several men paid for her.
She was so drunk that she almost fainted and could hardly see the faces of the people in front of her. Double shadows kept appearing in front of her. No matter how she shook her head, she still couldn't see clearly.
The man who laughed with her.
"Miss, I think you are already drunk enough. It is really rare to see a girl like you who can drink tonight. I have never seen you before. Is this the first time you have come here to drink today?
!" The man looked at her with a lewd smile, and in the process, he licked her and caressed her bare thighs.
Her expression suddenly changed, and she yelled at the man, her flushed face was extremely red, and her eyes were filled with infinite hatred: "Go away... You men are not a good thing! You men
None of you dare to do anything... Get out... Get out... None of you men are worthy of my love... Why did you choose someone else instead of me?"
"Miss, you are drunk, why are you talking like this! I am a good man! I dare to do what I dare to do!" The man was obviously not scared by her, because her topic was not convincing at all. His whole body was soft,