Seeing how she was holding back her heartache and discomfort, a slight smile appeared in Zoya's eyes, but it only dissipated in an instant. After hesitating for a while, she stepped forward and asked her with concern.
"I, I'm fine, Zoya, I'm so sad. I really didn't expect that. I just didn't agree to his decision to become the queen. I just wanted to think about everything clearly. Because after all, the snake queen is not an ordinary person. I. I am
An ordinary young girl among humans never expected to become the mother of a country. I am really scared. I am afraid that I will not be able to be the queen, and I am even more afraid that I will lose face to him. But am I doing this wrong? Why is he right?
I'm so heartless..."
Looking at Suo Ya's concerned eyes with teary eyes, he took her hand on her shoulder. Ling'er cried and held her hand tightly, speaking sadly. It was obvious that she was physically and mentally hit.
"I, alas. Ling'er, don't be like this. He actually has his own reasons. You want him to be the Snake King and propose to you in a low voice. He has gone through so much, but you refuse. The sadness in his heart..."
Seeing Ling'er like this, Suo Ya had a hint of sympathy in her eyes. After a moment's hesitation, she spoke to her again.
"Okay, I don't want to think about this anymore. Zoya, is he really going to get engaged tonight? Is the engaged woman the old daughter of the Snake Kingdom?"
Regarding what Zoya said, Ling'er interrupted her at that time and said sadly and desperately. Thinking about what Zoya told her, she felt even more distressed and asked with a trembling voice.
"Well, yes, it's absolutely true."
"Haha, I understand. He is about to get engaged. What's the point of me staying? It's time for me to leave. Zoya, please, please, please accompany me to see him, okay?"
With a dry smile, Ling'er said sadly and desperately. Suoya told her that he was so angry that he wanted to marry another woman. Tonight was the engagement banquet, and he was going to get engaged and marry another woman. Originally, she thought he wouldn't come, but she
Will take the initiative to compromise. Who knew it would be like this? Now that things have turned out like this, she has to leave. Thinking of his unfeeling towards her, her heart hurts so much that she even finds it difficult to breathe.
Born with a stubborn temper, she gritted her teeth and endured the pain of betrayal and abandonment. She struggled to get up and demanded of Zoya.
Seeing Ling'er's painful and desperate expression, Zoya already had the answer in her heart. To be honest, this girl was sincere to her, but it was really difficult for her to give up her beloved man like this.
When she heard that Ling'er wanted to see Chen Feng, alarm bells arose in her heart.
"No, they must not be allowed to meet."
"Ling'er, don't be like this. You feel distressed when you look at me. Yes, Wang is a good man. But just because of such a trivial matter, he abandoned your relationship for so long. He wanted to marry someone else when he was angry. Then what happens after you get married?
It’s hard to imagine. What’s more, he is the king of a country and has as many beauties as there are in the harem. Even if he marries you first, there will definitely be other women living in the harem. Women are vying for favor, and you have to face these things. It’s not like we have no one.
Yes, if you follow someone like Wang, you have to think clearly about the life you will face in the future."
She started talking at that time, naturally telling her about the chaos in the kingdom's harem and the fight for favor among the girls.
Although these are indeed facts about harems throughout history, they are uncomfortable for the Snake World. In the Snake World, although Chen Feng is the Snake King, he himself is not sentimental. More importantly, the rules of the Snake World do not say that the harem must be filled.
Many snake kings only have one queen as companion throughout their lives. But they must truly love each other, and their love does not allow the addition of other things or people.
Of course there are some exceptions. I won’t go into details here.
Hearing what Zoya said, Ling'er had a wry smile on her face.
"Zoya, I thought you understood me, but it turns out you don't understand me either. My definition of love has always been to follow the principle of "Ning Que Wu Chao". Since he is going to marry someone else, I, Long Ling'er, will not be so lowly.
Kneel down and beg him to marry me. This and the harem are not the same thing at all. If you really want to be a king's woman, you must experience the consequences of having multiple women fighting for one husband. I understand this. Of course, I don't understand these at all.
Don't care, if he is sincere, he will not neglect you; if he is sincere, he will not let you get hurt; if he is sincere, even if he is forced to marry someone else, his heart will still be with you. Now his heart is dead
, he has given up on me, so what is the use of me staying. I thought about it, I went to see him, I just want to say goodbye and hear him say that he wants to marry another woman. In addition, I will give him my blessings."
Seeing that Suoya misunderstood her, Ling'er felt lonely and lonely for the first time. In this world, maybe only Xueer can understand herself. Wrong, maybe only Xiaomei and Xiaoqiu. But Suoya is not.
He looked at her seriously and said. Although these words seemed very free and easy to her, only she could feel the pain and tears in her heart. Without sincerity, she would not be so sad; without true love, she would not
She felt so embarrassed and weak; without sincerity, she would not feel the pain of having her heart ripped out.
"Oh, Ling'er, I understand the pain in your heart. I understand the pain of being abandoned and left out by the man you love. Because I am also a woman, and I also have feelings. But ever since my beloved man told me that he loved...
If others let me die, my heart will also die. From that day on, I said to myself: Don’t let go of feelings easily, but I didn’t expect that I would see my good sister walk into the world again.
I understand that you are determined to leave, but to see him. Alas, Ling'er, let me forget it, he has no time to see you now."
Hearing what she said, Suo Ya really admired Ling'er's broad-mindedness. Although she was of the same mind, she could still be so open-minded. She wouldn't allow it. If anyone did this to her, she would kill him on the spot. He wanted to
If she betrays herself, she won't get it. Even if she is ruined, she will never let anyone else get it.
Although Ling'er was generous enough, her expression looked so painful and desperate. Thinking of Wang's deep love for her, she wished she would leave immediately and disappear in front of her. In this way, that man might belong to her.
His eyes may fall on him by then.
Although she was not the only woman, she was still looking forward to it.
"No time? Zoya, you mean..."
Suo Ya's words made Ling'er slightly stunned, but he still turned to look at her with heartache.
"Yes, he is not free now. Because Mei Yao is the daughter of Mei Guolao, and Dai Lao's daughter has already entered the palace. It was only then that Eunuch Qin picked them up and entered the palace. He must have been hugging them
The beautiful lady is having a drink. Ling'er, do you really want to see him?"
Seeing her stupid look, Zoya sneered in her heart. Damn girl, you just want to steal a man from me. But she still pretended to look at her with a look of helplessness and sympathy. After she finished speaking, her whole face was filled with tears.
With a green look, he asked sadly.
"I, um, I still want to see him. After all, we fell in love, but he didn't take our relationship seriously, but I was sincerely involved. As long as he is interested and happy, that's fine. Zoya, is that okay? Please trouble me.
Take me to Yongchen Palace. Even if I leave, I have to say goodbye to him. I want to bless him in person."
After a slight hesitation, Ling'er finally nodded in response without giving up. She thought, even if he asked her to leave, she would be strong enough to leave. It would be easy to get together and part ways. Although she was abandoned by others, she at least had the grace and kindness to do so.
The self-esteem is still there.
Of course she had to see him. She had to hear him say in person that he didn't want her. Otherwise, she wouldn't give up. In this case, it's better to say everything before talking.
"Well, okay. I'll try my best to find a way. But I'm afraid that even if you go, you'll be rejected. He has already asked Eunuch Qin to come over."
She was obviously embarrassed, but Zoya still agreed to her words. Thinking of excuses, she secretly hated her in her heart. She even had the urge to knock her out and send her away. But there were people outside, so she had to be more careful.
Just before she finished speaking, she heard Eunuch Qin's voice coming from outside.
"I have met the princess, and I came here specifically to announce Zhao's visit. The king ordered a big banquet to be held today. He said that he would invite Miss Mei and Dai to the banquet. He was preparing to marry them into the palace, and he also asked Miss Long to attend. The king specially asked
Let me come and ask Miss Long to attend the banquet at Yongchen Palace tonight."
It was what Eunuch Qin said to Xueer.
"Invite Mei Yao and Xianzi to the palace. Eunuch Qin, do you know why? Why marry them into the palace? What's the explanation? Hasn't Brother Wang always been interested in Miss Long? How to marry them? You heard it right?
?”
Xue'er and Xiaomei were all shocked when they heard about it. Especially Xue'er called Eunuch Qin in disbelief and asked. She really didn't believe it. Yesterday, Brother Wang was still upset about the matter between Sister Ling and him.
Why do you want to marry another woman today? There can't be any misunderstanding here.
At that time, he called Eunuch Qin to stop and question him.
"Well, princess, the young one is just a slave. That's what the king said indeed. He said that since Miss Long did not agree to marry him as his queen, he has reached the age to get married. There are so many women in the snake world, and he is not lacking at all.
I have decided to marry the other two ladies. As for the details, this young lady really doesn’t know. However, the king has already asked people to take the other two ladies into the palace, saying that they are attending the engagement banquet. They will be there between Miss Mei and Xianzi.
Choose one of the ladies to be the queen,"
Eunuch Qin listened to Xue'er's questioning, saying that he was just a slave. How could he know these things? The day before yesterday, he had seen the cold war between Miss Wang Weilong and Miss Wang Weilong, so he knew that it would be like this today. But he still refused to tell her clearly what Wang ordered.
"This is impossible. I will go to Brother Wang and ask him clearly. How could he be like this? The marriage is indeed very sudden for Sister Ling. Why doesn't he give her any time to relax? Xiaomei, please be good
Serving Sister Ling, I will go to Brother Wang and ask for clarification in person."
After hearing what he said, Chen Xueer obviously didn't believe it. Then she turned around and walked out.
But as soon as she stepped out, the door opened. Ling'er was holding on to the door weakly and pale.
"Xue'er, don't bother me. Now that Eunuch Qin has said it, it seems that the matter is true. Haha, if you want to blame it, just blame us for being destined to be different. Eunuch Qin, please go back and tell him. Just say, I, Long Ling
Although I can't be his wife in this life, I really don't regret having been with him for such a long time. Thank you, Zoya. I've figured it out and it's time to leave. Haha."
After speaking out to persuade Chen Xue who was about to leave, Ling'er said weakly and generously. Although her face had a rare sadness, her expression was also desperate and sad.
"Oh, I really don't know what Wang thinks. But Miss Long, are you really not going to the banquet tonight? I'm still in a hurry to go back and recover."
Seeing such a beautiful woman become like this. Eunuch Qin was also a little helpless. He sighed in sympathy and asked her again. His words also made everyone around him feel tighter.
Of course Xiaomei and the others are reluctant to leave, but Zoya is looking forward to it.
Looking at the concerned eyes of everyone around her with tearful eyes, Ling'er felt helpless and desperate for the first time. Really, his ruthlessness made her really want to leave him immediately. But letting her let go of their feelings, it was really hard.