Ling Yun sat on the ground, looking stupidly at the gray "Summon Skeleton" in the skill bar. Just now, Ling Yun contacted the consultation office of Dream World, but they couldn't explain the situation Ling Yun encountered. Everything was a star dream.
It operates on its own and no one else can interfere. Now, Ling Yun finally believed that Xiao Zi had left him. He recalled how happy and comfortable he was in the days when Xiao Zi was with him. As long as Xiao Zi was there, Ling Yun would not be troubled.
, without Xiao Zi, Ling Yun will be beaten back to his original form, everything in the game will be in vain, his goals and hopes will become an unattainable dream with Xiao Zi's departure.
Looking at the familiar plants and trees in front of him, Ling Yun knew in his heart that this place no longer belonged to him, and that his journey in the dream world had come to an end. Without any nostalgia, Ling Yun chose to quit the game.
Arriving at Situ Yun's room, Ling Yun put down a letter and looked at Situ Yun who was still fighting for his goals in the game with a wry smile. Ling Yun really didn't have the courage to face his good brother. Not long ago,
, he also promised to help Situ Yun realize his dream, but now he has to be a deserter. Ling Yun knows that leaving like this is a wrong choice, but he has no other choice. If he stays here, he will only give
If Situ Yun adds to the burden, he would rather leave.
Carrying his small linen backpack, Ling Yun once again stood in front of the gate of the University of Washington. Thinking back to his lofty ideals when he first came to the University of Washington, he even had the idea of turning back, but he didn't. He gritted his teeth and refused to look back.
He walked out of the University of Washington and embarked on the road back. But deep down in his heart, Ling Yun was deeply attached to this campus and the people who had taken care of and cared for him.
"Believe me, give me some time to think clearly. When I come back again, I will firmly follow the path I chose!" Looking at the letter Ling Yun left for him, Situ Yun didn't know what happened to Ling Yun.
Something happened, but it was certain that he could not help, so Situ Yun also made his own choice, which was to believe in Ling Yun!
Standing outside this familiar gate, Ling Yun felt like crying, like a wronged child who finally found his mother's arms and told his story. When he was here every day before, Ling Yun had never felt like this.
It feels that perhaps only children who have left home can understand the importance of home. Ling Yun really wants to know whether his original decision is meaningful. He has always wanted to find his "family" outside, but he has neglected the "family" around him.
In this orphanage, all the orphans are their brothers and sisters, and Lao Liu is the elder in this big family.
Opening the door, Ling Yun walked in. Several children playing recognized Ling Yun immediately, and they all ran over happily and gathered around Ling Yun. Ling Yun also took out the prepared candies and distributed them.
She led them to the backyard, expecting to see the familiar figure of Old Liu, but what she saw was a slender, unfamiliar figure squatting there and tidying up the lawn. Maybe she heard the children's voices, but she ignored them.
Instead, he asked the children to stay away. Ling Yun dismissed the children, walked over with a smile, put his backpack aside, squatted down and said, "Want to help?" Hearing a strange voice, the man turned around in surprise.
Looking over at Ling Yun, Ling Yun also looked at her with a smile, then picked up the extra tools next to him and started to tidy them up. After seeing Ling Yun's actions, the man didn't ask any questions and continued to tidy up the lawn in front of him.
When the moon rose, all the lawns had been repaired. Ling Yun lay carelessly on the grass, greedily breathing the fresh air. At this time, a bottle of water was stretched out in front of him. Ling Yun looked up and saw that it was the
The person. Ling Yun took the water and drank it. The person also sat next to Ling Yun and looked at Ling Yun quietly. After Ling Yun finished drinking, she handed over a bottle of water, but Ling Yun did not take it, but gestured
He was no longer thirsty. After taking back the water bottle, the man stretched out his hand again, but there was nothing in his hand.
"Hello, my name is Han Yuting"
"Hello, my name is Ling Yun," Ling Yun said, holding Han Yuting's hand.
After introducing each other, the two started chatting. It turned out that Han Yuting also grew up in an orphanage and left the orphanage before Ling Yun was picked up. Unlike Ling Yun, she was not abandoned. Before she was 15 years old, she had
A happy family, but because of an accident, her family died unexpectedly, and she was brought back by Old Liu. She was kicked out by Old Liu on her 18th birthday. It was not until yesterday that she came back here again. It happened that Old Liu
I had to go out for something, so I entrusted the orphanage to her.
"Sister Ting, I really can't tell that you are already over 30 years old!" After knowing Han Yuting's age, Ling Yun said with emotion. When Ling Yun said this, Han Yuting felt a little embarrassed. If she counted her age, she was
She can be Ling Yun's mother, but she is still very happy. After all, every woman hopes to maintain a youthful and beautiful appearance for a long time. This is determined by a woman's nature, so Han Yuting is no exception. Because of Ling Yun's words,
Han Liting treated Ling Yun much more enthusiastically. They talked a lot together, especially after Ling Yun went to the University of Washington. However, Ling Yun always avoided some topics at the University of Washington. After a few times, Han Yuting also understood Ling Yun's intention, and she
No more questioning. As time went by, the focus of the two people's chat shifted from Ling Yun to Han Yuting. The latter taught Ling Yun a good lesson through her own real experience of more than ten years, including
There are many principles of life. After listening to Han Yuting's words, I had a great feeling for Ling Yun.
"Sister Ting, I have a few things I want to ask you that I can't figure out." Ling Yun decided to ask Han Yuting about the problems he encountered.
"Okay, then Sister Ting will give you some advice," Han Yuting said with a smile.
"Sister Ting, you already know that I was picked up by the dean. I have spent eighteen years here and have deep feelings for everything here. Just today I deeply feel that this is home.
.When I left here, I vowed to find my family, but now I feel that the orphanage is my home, and the people here are my family. I didn't realize it before, but now I have realized it, but why?
Are you still so persistent in your desire to find your family deep in your heart?" Ling Yun looked at the moon and said. After hearing Ling Yun's words, Han Yuting did not answer immediately, but thought for a while before speaking: "Xiaoyun, what do you mean?
That's right. The orphanage is your home. It can be your haven, a loyal listener who listens to your grievances, your fearless backing, etc. But there are some things that the orphanage cannot do for you.
That is family love that is thicker than water. It is the most primitive emotion of human beings and cannot be replaced by anything. If you listen to your inner voice with your heart, you will understand that seeking family love is the most primitive instinct and is irresistible.
So there is nothing wrong with your persistence. There is no contradiction in finding your family and the orphanage is your home. They are like two parallel lines that will never cross. So you don’t have to give up for one of them.
On the other hand, follow your inner voice, only it knows what you want most!" After listening to Han Yuting's words, Ling Yun began to think deeply, and couldn't help but think of "Selanna" and the irresistible voice at that time.
Ling Yun finally understood what he was going to do, but before that he still had one thing to solve.
"Sister Ting, if a person has chosen a path and walked easily for a while, he suddenly finds that everything has changed. This path is no longer as smooth as before, and the road ahead is also dark. That person finds himself
It is already difficult to move forward, as if he has reached the end, and he cannot muster the courage to give up the path he has taken and go back to the starting point, because there is something worthy of his nostalgia in the current place. What do you think he should do?" Ling Yun had already closed his eyes.
He was afraid that Han Yuting would give up everything and start over again because he couldn't forget Xiaozi's existence. Maybe he could understand Ling Yun's mood. Han Yuting said with a smile: "If you can't give up, don't give up. Sometimes people's eyes can't
He will deceive himself that the darkness ahead may not always be darkness. Maybe after walking for a while, he will see the light of dawn. As for his difficulty in walking, it is even more ridiculous. Even if he used to run, he can't run now.
, can’t we just walk? Although the speed will be very slow, we are still moving forward, right? There is also the end. Has anyone ever stipulated that we cannot continue at the end? Hasn’t he heard that “the end is the new one”
Start! "Is this the sentence? Haha~~"
"The end is a new beginning!" Ling Yun kept repeating this sentence. Suddenly he opened his eyes, and a kind of firmness and confidence that he had never seen before were undoubtedly revealed in his eyes. He looked at Han Yuting and said thank you.
He could not express his gratitude to Han Yuting, but at this time he could not think of any way to thank Han Yuting.
Han Yuting looked at Ling Yun's anxious look and couldn't help but smile: "Okay, I know what you are going to say, do you still want to be so alienated from Sister Ting?"
Hearing Han Yuting's considerate words, Ling Yun could only keep gratitude in his heart.
In the evening, Ling Yun did not go out, but chose to stay in the orphanage for one more night. Just as he said in the letter he left to Situ Yun, if he went back, he would have to go all the way. He didn't know when he would be able to go back.
Returning to the orphanage again, maybe like Han Yuting, she can only come back after more than ten years, and maybe she can only keep it in memories in this life.
In the morning, Ling Yun came to Han Yuting's room to say goodbye to her, and then walked out of the orphanage door again. This time Ling Yun did not look back. Han Yuting behind the window looked at Ling Yun's back and blessed her softly: "I hope you are facing
Whenever you are in a desperate situation, you can think of those words, come on! Xiaoyun!" Then he picked up the bangs on his forehead, revealing a clearly visible scar!
