Mo Ning glanced at their drooling looks, and her heart tightened. She had lived in poverty herself, and knew what it was like to be poor. The luxury goods scattered around her feet were like thorns.
In her heart, she suddenly realized that she actually took the loss of happiness too seriously. Living is not just about having love. There are many, many things worth her efforts and efforts.
The haze in my heart suddenly dissipated, and the huge stone that was weighing on my heart suddenly disappeared. After feeling relaxed, I realized how stupid I was.
She stood up and said to the children: "Just wait, I will buy you food."
With pairs of eyes looking forward to it, she distributed the pile of food she bought to them. Seeing them rushing to grab it, she had to remind them: "Don't worry, everyone has a share."
Come to think of it, even if she gives them a meal, she can't guarantee that they will never go hungry. The only thing she can do is to make herself stronger so that she can give more help to these homeless children!
With motivation and a direction to move forward, she feels that life is no longer gloomy. At least she can see the light with hope.
Back at her house in the suburbs, Moning put down those shopping bags. In fact, she began to regret after buying them. She didn't need those clothes at all.
After taking a bath and changing her clothes, she came out. Ji Yizheng hadn't come back yet, so she wasn't in a hurry. Now she was in a very exciting state, so it was better not to see him.
After falling asleep at night, she seemed to hear the sound of a car and some random noises, but she slept so soundly that she couldn't wake up at all.
A strong smell of alcohol hit my face. In my sleep, I felt that my body was being pressed by a heavy object, and then my breathing was blocked. The precious air was squeezed out bit by bit. My lungs were tight and painful. I waved my hands subconsciously, but...
He was controlled by a force.
"Woo——"
The heavy breathing traveled down her cheeks, and her body felt cold. Her clothes seemed to be pushed up, and her skin was exposed to the air, making her feel uncomfortable.
She was frightened awake by the nightmare, but she didn't realize that the reality was even harder to accept than the nightmare. The person lying on her body was obviously drunk. She couldn't see his appearance clearly in the darkness of the room, but it didn't affect her ability to recognize him easily.
he comes.
"Are you drunk?"
She turned her face away to avoid his lips that smelled of alcohol, but he came over reluctantly, their lips and tongues entangled, and his unique breath completely surrounded her.
It was difficult to move her body. Mo Ning's hand was controlled by him above her head and she couldn't get away no matter what. After she cheered herself up and filled herself with energy, he always crushed all her dreams and even the slightest hope.
If I don't give it to her, what should I do? What should I do?
Being drunk, he couldn't see her tears or hear her crying. He only had desire in his eyes, and he only wanted her body like crazy.
Roaring, he sank into her beauty, plundering her sweetness without hesitation. It was everything he was madly in love with. Only when he was drunk could he not have to face her tearful eyes. Only when he was drunk could he
Really become one with her.
A night of madness was overthrown. After the indulgence, there was endless fatigue. When he opened his eyes, Moning didn't know how many times he woke up from the pain and fell asleep several times. His tears dried up until he couldn't shed them anymore. After the heartache, he was also exhausted.
Already numb.
With difficulty, she wrapped her clothes tightly, stumbled to the shower room, and washed away the uncleanness on her body with cold water. Is the expressionless woman in the mirror really her? Why is she so strange?
?She was actually in a trance.
The door was pushed open from the outside, and Ji Yizheng had no time to hide in the future. Ji Yizheng had already strode in. He looked at her up and down, and a light flashed through his eyes. He casually wore a nightgown, stood in front of the sink, and took it.
I put some toothpaste on my toothbrush and started washing myself.
Mo Ning didn't want to wash or stop, so he had to turn around with his back to him and said: "Hurry up."
Ji Yizheng didn't say anything. She brushed her teeth and washed her face in a leisurely manner. She also scraped the bruises on her chin. After touching them with her hands and feeling that they were smooth, she wiped away the water droplets on her face with satisfaction.
He took off his bathrobe, leaving several scratches on his strong chest and arms. He curled his thin lips, walked to the corner where she was cowering in a few steps, held her waist from behind, and put his hand behind her ear.
He whispered: "What are you waiting for? Do you need my help?"
Mourning was like a kitten whose tail had been stepped on. She pushed him away with her backhand and moved away from him without touching anything. She threw back one word to him: "Get out!"
Ji Yizheng stopped fussing with her and walked out of the shower room with a gloomy mood. Even after a night of tossing, he was not in a bad state of mind. Instead, he was in better condition.
Then Mourning was taken out by him, thinking that he would go to the company, but he ended up stopping at a breakfast restaurant. After the two of them sat across from each other and awkwardly finished eating, he drove in the opposite direction to the company.
Seeing the car driving further and further, Mourning couldn't help it and had to ask: "Aren't you going to the company?"
"Not going today."
Knowing what she wanted to ask, couldn't he finish it in one go? Mo Ning rolled his eyes at him and said, "Where are you going?"
Ji Yizheng turned to look at her and said, "Your home."
"my home?"
Where did she get her home? Only after the car drove to the place did she know what that home meant.
"Ah, it's Yizheng. I asked why there are magpies chirping so early in the morning. It turns out that there are distinguished guests coming to the door."
"My precious daughter Ning Ning, I have longed for you. Mom misses you so much."
The Mo family welcomed the two of them into Hanshuang's simple home, rubbed their hands and said, "The place at home is too small to entertain you. How can this be good?"
"Yangyang, are you still sleeping? Look who is coming to the house, come out and see them quickly."
Mo Yang came out wearing thin red pajamas, twisting his waist, looking at the two of them with half-open eyes, and said: "Good morning, sister, what should I call this person? Mr. Ji? Or Mr. Ji?"
Mother Mo pinched Mo Yang from behind and said with a smile: "Look, there is no place for you to sit. How about we go out to eat today? Yizheng, my Ningning is pretty good, right? This child is just a bit stubborn.
, I actually have a very good heart..."
Mo Ning had been standing by the door, far away from them. She didn't quite understand what Ji Yizheng meant, and what he meant by bringing her here. She only knew that she didn't want to face them, except for the debt she owed.
They needed her to pay them back on time, and she also gave them living expenses every month. She recognized these as obligations, but she had no feelings at all. She had done her best to them.
Ji Yizheng's cold expression made it difficult to tell what he was thinking. After saying hello, he said: "I have found another place for you to live. You can pack up and move there now."
After hearing this, the Mo family couple's faces were filled with joy. They looked forward to Ji Yizheng's words as if they were looking forward to the stars and the moon. At that moment, they said incoherently: "Okay, great, Yi Zheng, we don't have anything to offer."
If you move, you can leave at any time."
He was so poor that he had nothing to move. Apart from a few boxes of clothes, Mo Yang packed them up casually and followed Ji Yizheng out.
The three members of the Mo family squeezed into the back seat of the car, saying nice things from time to time, but seeing that Ji Yizheng and Mo Ning both looked cold and indifferent, they stopped talking.
Ji Yizheng drove the car to a residential area and parked in front of a small but independent villa. He handed the key to Lao Mo and said, "This is right here. I won't go in. You guys take your time."
Clean up slowly."
Lao Mo almost nodded and said: "Hey, you are busy with your business, don't worry about us."
In fact, although the Mo family relied on the Ji family to develop, it could be considered that it had its own prosperous days. If the properties taken away by the Ji family were cherished, they could be self-sufficient, but now they need charity from others.
Only in order to survive, I don’t know how they can bear it in their hearts.
As if he didn't want to take another look, Mourning had no intention of staying. After leaving in his car, he could still see the rickety figure waving.
Although there was no emotion, they were her parents after all. They could endure such humiliation, but she couldn't stand it for a moment.
He took out a card from his bag and threw it to Ji Yizheng. Mo Ning said: "I sold the ring you gave me. I didn't expect there would be so much money. It's hot to my hands even if I hold it. I might as well give it back to you."
, it should be almost enough for that house.”
Ji Yizheng pulled over to the side of the road, took out the cigarette case, lit a cigarette, and looked at her with squinted eyes, "You are quite clear about it."
"Brothers have to settle accounts openly, not to mention that the relationship between me and you is just a transaction!"
In the smoke, Ji Yizheng's eyes narrowed into a line, staring at her face through the smoke that seemed to be real and illusory. His fingers suddenly trembled violently, and the smoke fell loose between his fingers. He regained consciousness and picked it up, but
He grabbed the burning cigarette butt and pinched the sparks into his palm, causing pain in his flesh. He threw the cigarette butt out of the car in a panic. At this time, a piece of his palm was already burned.
He has never been in such embarrassment and panic before. He has always been a very rational and calm person, and he has to act convincing even if he is pretending, but now he doesn't look calm at all.
Ignoring the pain in his palms, he grabbed her shoulders and squeezed her tightly in his hands, as if he would crush her whole body in the next second.
"It's a deal, right? That's how you see it in your heart, right? That's how you always see it, right? You woman!! You woman!! I've seen through you, you are so ruthless and ruthless!!"
The pain in her shoulder made her eyes well up with tears. Had he seen this before? Was he in pain? How could he be in pain? At most, her disobedience stimulated him and allowed him to hurt the self-esteem of the grown man!
The hand he was holding on her shoulder was shaking all the time. He thought it must be very painful. Why did he bother to torture her like this? He was not torturing himself.
Mo Ning closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he had regained his composure and advised him: "Ji Yizheng, please stop doing this, okay? Didn't you make it clear a long time ago? You and I are done.
It’s really over, don’t dwell on it anymore, I’m very tired, really tired, please..."
The pain spread, flowing from the palm to the whole body along with the blood, reaching the position of the heart, and began to devour his will little by little. His strong and indestructible heart was eroded away, and he who never regretted it, in
I felt so regretful at this moment, why did he come back, why did he meet her, why did he pester her like a madman, why were there so many whys, but nothing could go back to the past, and he couldn't put everything that had happened together
Wipe it off.
If his previous involvement with her was all due to bad fate, had he fallen too deeply into it? Unknowingly, he was unable to extricate himself from it. He thought he could control the whole world, but he couldn't control one person alone.
Little her.
Is what you can't get the best? But even when he has it, he will still worry that he will lose it at any time. When she leaves, she is in the arms of others, she may live another life, and she will be with her from now on.
She is a stranger to her, and her world has nothing to do with her anymore.
These are like nightmares that disturb him. How can he let nightmares follow him like a shadow? He is the kind of person who only feels comfortable when he puts pain on others, so he must let it go.
She understands that she is the god who can control her life. How can she have her own thoughts? How can she look in other directions? How can she run into the arms of others? How can she!!
Yes, he is so domineering, he hates disobedient women, and cannot tolerate the slightest hint of infidelity or betrayal. Only he can touch his women, and other than that, he wants to kill them all.
Is he crazy? Yes, he is crazy. He is crazy for a woman. This is really crazy.
Anger filled his whole body with a layer of chill. He squinted at her. Her delicate little face and watery black eyes were surprisingly calm. How could she be so calm, when he was in such pain?
But she just looked at herself coldly.
His heart was broken piece by piece and frozen section by section. He seemed to have discovered a problem. Could it have been his illusion all along? Her dependence, her whole-hearted obsession and the obsession she showed were actually nothing more.
Was it an illusion caused by his overconfidence?
His fingers suddenly loosened, and his palm left a large blood stain on her shoulder. The pain became dull. He saw her in a trance, raised a stubborn and sarcastic expression, and said repeatedly: "It's over, Ji Yizheng
, we are finished..."
He heard his hoarse voice saying: "How could you do this to me? How could you do this to me..."
All the strength in his body was gone, and he could feel that he had aged decades in an instant. All the motivation and hope for the future were gone, and what was left was endless sadness.
Closing his eyes, he leaned back in his chair. The sudden fatigue made him seem to not want to face it anymore. Let everything go with the wind. That would be the best result.
Feeling the change in him, Mourning was shocked. He had never seen him in such a depressed state. He had always appeared in an extremely strong manner, always oppressing people like a mountain and suffocating them. But now, the man in front of him
, like a camel crushed by the last straw, making people feel distressed for no reason.
"Ji Yizheng, do you want to go to the hospital?"
Carefully opening his palm, he saw that the burnt area was already bloody. He thought he could no longer drive. Mourning got out of the car and stopped a taxi on the side of the road. No matter what his attitude was, he pulled him down and drove to the car.
Taxi lining.
"Driver, go to the hospital."
The driver was a kind-hearted person. He glanced at Mourning and the frighteningly gloomy man and said, "There is a hospital in front of you. Do you want to stay far away instead of being close?"
"Ah? That's it. I don't know. Thank you."
Moning panicked and pulled Ji Yizheng out of the car, then dragged him to the hospital.
Ji Yizheng's eyes were dull and her expression was stiff. She neither broke away nor cooperated, letting her pull her.
When he arrived at the hospital, Moning sweated. After going to the emergency room, he went to the doctor and said, "Doctor, please take a look at this injury quickly."
Mourning held his palm and showed it to the doctor. The doctor took a look and said, "It was just permed. Did you rinse it with cold water first?"
"Ah? Do you want to rush? I'll go now."
The doctor saw that she was so anxious that she quickly stopped her and said, "Okay, we've already arrived at the hospital and it's your business. But where did this injury come from? It looks like it was burnt by a cigarette butt. You're a wife."
It’s true. You should persuade your husband to smoke less and be careful even when smoking. How can you burn your hands? It’s so serious..."
Listening to the doctor's nagging, he didn't delay in prescribing the medicine. He called the nurse to treat his injury. After a while of fussing, the medicine was given and his hand was bandaged. Then he said: "The patient seems to be not in a good state of mind."
It’s normal. As a family member, you should work harder and take good care of your husband.”
Mo Ning nodded awkwardly in agreement, and when he saw that he could leave, he pulled him out of the hospital again.
The spring sunshine is just right to warm people. Holding hands, lovers, in this spring season, how many can stay together for a lifetime!