PS: Chapter 5 will break out tomorrow. Is it an unexpected surprise?
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Dong Xiaowan is a gentle and reserved girl. Friends who know him well and classmates who know her well know that she is not a girl who falls in love easily.
First of all, in the eyes of others, a boy worthy of Dong Xiaowan must at least have Li Jiancheng's handsome appearance, Chen Chong's basketball skills, and Shang Fei's football skills——
According to the knowledge of boys in Class Three, only boys with both civil and military skills are worthy of Dong Xiaowan, who is equally beautiful and talented.
Secondly, Dong Xiaowan is a very reserved girl. She will never have even the slightest ambiguity with any man. Even if she is smiling and chatting with you, you can still notice that she is just talking to you politely.
It's not that I'm interested in you.
But - is Dong Xiaowan really like this?
Perhaps, in the eyes of others, Dong Xiaowan is indeed a girl who looks down on ordinary people. However, she fell in love with Lin Ze and couldn't help but fall in love with Lin Ze. She liked it, but did not dare to confess it. She liked it, but did not dare to confess it.
She took the initiative to talk to him. She watched Lin Ze chatting and laughing with Han Xiaoyi every day, and discussing advanced knowledge with Teacher Xia.
But what about her?
She could only watch him silently. When he was smiling, she smiled with him. When he looked gloomy, she was sad with him.
She is lost, she is sad, she does not know what to do, she is a young and budding girl, she is a girl full of longing for love.
We were in the same classroom with him every day, but we might not speak a word all day long. He was very popular, and many classmates were willing to communicate and chat with him. He was surrounded by cheers and applause, but he couldn't tell anyone apart.
Look at yourself.
Maybe - I really am not worthy of him.
But so what, do you just let go like this? Do you just give up on the first boy you like?
She didn't want to leave any regrets, even if she was rejected by Lin Ze, she would still confess her love. This was the first time she liked a boy. In the eighteen years since she came to this world, she had never had such a good impression of a boy. She went there without thinking about food and drinks.
care.
During class, she couldn't help but look back and peek at him. After class, she would even look for opportunities to talk to him, even if it was just a word or a smile. She would be happy for a long time.
She would miss him when she was sitting in the car, and she would miss him when she was walking on the road. She would miss him when she was eating, and she would miss him when she was sleeping.
She knew that she had fallen desperately in love with Lin Ze.
Tonight, she was distorted by the long-standing lovesickness and became a little out of control. She drank a lot of wine in a depressed manner, even though she knew it would damage her image. But who cares about this?
People should live for themselves, not for others to see. Dong Xiaowan believed this a long time ago.
Finally, she found a chance again. She found a chance to be alone with him.
Before parting, she confessed her love.
Ever since he sent her home, Dong Xiaowan had been contemplating and trying to muster up the courage. She was afraid of stage fright and was afraid that she wouldn't be able to speak out when something happened.
She is an independent girl, but the man in front of her, the man she liked at first sight, is very timid and has low self-esteem.
She hugged Lin Ze's waist tightly with her arms, and buried her little head in Lin Ze's back. Tears fell unbridled from her fair face, soaking Lin Ze's shirt, and her warm tears stained the skin of his back.
superior.
Lin Ze felt the girl's delicate body trembling slightly due to sobbing, the body temperature on her back, and the pure smell on her body. All of a sudden, she had a lot of thoughts.
He gently pushed her arm away and slowly turned his head. He stared tenderly at Dong Xiaowan's slightly panicked face, which was covered with crystal tears. Her long eyelashes were flashing, which was very touching.
She didn't dare to look at him, but she had to look at him. She was very nervous inside, but she knew that she must not be timid at this time.
Dong Xiaowan waited silently as her slightly red and swollen beautiful eyes stared at Lin Ze's hardly handsome face.
"Fool, why are you crying?" Lin Ze gently wiped the tears on her cheeks and said with a smile. "You're crying like a kitten."
A hint of shyness flashed on Dong Xiaowan's beautiful face, she bit her soft lips, looked at Lin Ze with soft eyes, speechless.
"You're such a good girl, and I'm just a bad student-"
"I don't care." Dong Xiaowan felt a little panicked. Did he want to reject himself when he said this? Thinking of this, tears rolled down uncontrollably. It seemed that after all, he still looked down on a stupid person who could only read.
girl--
"Don't cry." Lin Ze also panicked. He hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face and said with a wry smile. "I just want to say that I am not a man worth liking. On your terms, you can choose
Better boys."
"I don't care." Dong Xiaowan gritted her teeth and said stubbornly.
"I used to be a gangster on the road," Lin Ze said.
"I don't mind." Dong Xiaowan's face showed strong worry.
"I'm no longer a virgin -" Lin Ze said shyly. He felt that it was necessary to explain clearly to the girl in front of him who was as innocent as a little white flower. Otherwise, what would he do if he blamed himself for deceiving her? Many divorced poor men now
It was because he didn't tell his current girlfriend that he was divorced, and he was dumped by this woman on the grounds of dishonesty. Lin Ze was also very poor, and he didn't want to follow in the same footsteps.
"You are two years older than me -" Dong Xiaowan did not say it clearly, but her attitude was already very clear.
"What if your fans beat me up?" Lin Ze looked worried, "You are so famous in school. Although I am very skilled, incidents of beating my master to death with random punches happen from time to time in the world."
"I won't talk nonsense." Dong Xiaowan gradually gave up his initial disappointment and was replaced by strong expectations. Did he accept himself by saying this?
"Can I ask you a question?" Lin Ze looked serious and asked seriously.
"What?" Dong Xiaowan looked confused.
"Do you like me because I'm so handsome?" Lin Ze thought for a while and then hinted. "I hate hypocritical girls."
"Well, your handsomeness impressed me——"
"Okay." Lin Ze showed a hint of helplessness on his face and said calmly. "Actually, I have always liked you, but you know that I am thin-skinned. If I confess to you and you reject me, I might get burned.
Charcoal commits suicide."
"I won't-" Dong Xiaowan raised her tear-stained face and looked at Lin Ze tenderly and sweetly. "I have liked you for a long time."
Lin Ze nodded and said modestly: "Actually, I can vaguely feel it, but I can't be sure."
Then, as if they couldn't find any other topic to talk about, the two fell into silence for a while.
For a long time, when Lin Ze couldn't hold it in any longer, Dong Xiaowan suddenly stood up on tiptoes, hooked her arms around Lin Ze's neck, and pressed her petal-like soft lips against Lin Ze's thick lips that were slightly bitter from smoking.
Lin Ze was stunned for a moment, and then sighed: Love can indeed turn a reserved girl into a heroine, Xiao Hei really didn't lie to me.
She kissed Lin Ze jerkily, feeling very good——
His lips are very safe - girls are always like this, as long as it is a man she likes, let alone his lips, even a leg hair, she will feel very safe.
Before Lin Ze had time to taste the taste of a pure girl, Dong Xiaowan left panting. Her face turned red with embarrassment, her head lowered. She twisted her clothes with her fingers, not daring to look at Lin Ze.
"You are such a gangster." Lin Ze said seriously. "Next time you forcefully kiss me, remember to remind me."
Dong Xiaowan's face turned even redder. After thinking for a while, she raised her head and asked shyly: "Are you my boyfriend now?"
Lin Ze thought for a while, smiled and nodded.
"Then can you go shopping with me and eat with me in the future?" Dong Xiaowan asked again.
"Of course." Lin Ze smiled.
"Can you watch movies and go to the amusement park with me?" Dong Xiaowan said softly.
"as long as you like it."
"Then what else can-"
"Wait a minute." Lin Ze interrupted the excited and anxious Dong Xiaowan and said strangely. "Xiaowan, are you looking for a boyfriend or a Filipino maid? Are you planning to use me as a messenger?"
"Of course not -" Dong Xiaowan hurriedly waved her hands to deny it and said nervously. "I just hope I can eat with you, watch movies with you, go to the amusement park with you, and -"
"No need to explain." Lin Ze took Dong Xiaowan's slightly cold hand and smiled. "From now on, you can let me accompany you anywhere, except the women's restroom."
Dong Xiaowan bit her lip, her childish face filled with happiness.
It was already twelve o'clock when Lin Ze left the community.
Lin Ze remembered that it was only eleven o'clock when he arrived at the community. This hour passed too fast. Is it really like Xiao Hei said, when you are with the girl you like, time always goes into the dog hole in the blink of an eye like a dog.
Already?
After lighting up a cigarette, Lin Ze squatted at the door and started smoking silently.
Dong Xiaowan confessed to herself. It all seemed like a dream. Lin Ze couldn't believe it.
He thought that it would be impossible for a girl in his life to like him so indulgently. Moreover, it was a literary girl like Dong Xiaowan who was completely different from him.
But luckily, not only did she like it, she also took the initiative to confess her love.
Lin Ze puffed out a puff of smoke and a thick smile appeared on his face.
In the situation just now, it was impossible for Lin Ze to refuse because he didn't know whether Dong Xiaowan could withstand such a blow.
Furthermore, why should I refuse? It’s not that I don’t like this beautiful and quiet girl. Lin Ze considers himself a show-off, but he will never pretend to be proud and indifferent to refuse a girl’s deep love.
After smoking a cigarette, he patted his butt and stood up, deciding to go home and make a sumptuous midnight snack to reward himself.
It's not easy, I have lived to a certain age and finally waited for the girl to confess her love.
