The golden light in the hotel lobby and the orange lights on the roadside complement each other, shining on the strong and light-proof car windows. A lot of light is blocked, but there is still a ray of dim and hazy luster that diffuses in, gently beating on the girl. On the snow-white and delicate face, it looks like a person walking out of a comic book. Just one glance and you will never forget it.
Lin Ze stared at the girl's serious expression in a daze, his mind was in a mess and he couldn't calm down.
Lin Ze had never seen the fierce, domineering and domineering Han Xiaoyi talking to him in such a cautious tone. This was the first time, but it was difficult for Lin Ze to face it.
who is she,
Han Xiaoyi, the eldest lady of the Han family,
Regardless of whether what she said at the charity auction was true or false, even if it was true, could Lin Ze accept it? Would he dare to accept it?
Yes, he admires and even likes this girl who has a fierce and tough appearance but a sensitive and delicate heart, but this does not mean that he really dares to have too many ambiguous relationships with the girl in front of him.
who is he,
It's a bodyguard, the top bodyguard hired by the Han family for Han Xiaoyi with a high salary.
Article 18 of the Bodyguard Code: Do not have too many unnecessary emotional entanglements with your employer. This is the experience and lesson learned from countless cases of failure to protect your employer.
Lin Ze is not an ordinary bodyguard, he is a super agent with better psychological quality than ordinary or even high-level bodyguards. He can conduct a series of exchanges and interactions with his employer, and even enhance friendship and goodwill between the two parties. This will not affect his work will not reduce his professional level, but will better protect his employer.
But to enhance friendship and goodwill is not to fall in love with the girl in front of you, nor to become a couple.
He knew that this was a very dangerous thing, not only dangerous to Han Xiaoyi, but also harmful to himself.
Love is a very wonderful thing. It can completely integrate the bodies and even the souls of a man and a woman without distinguishing each other. However, it can also cause the relationship to break up or even turn against each other due to even a little frustration and sensitive overreaction.
Lin Ze is a bodyguard, a personal bodyguard who protects Han Xiaoyi. From the beginning, he warned himself not to fall in love with this beautiful and lovely employer. This would be bad for her and bad for him. Once it happened, the security work would be ruined. It is extremely difficult and difficult. For example, if Han Xiaoyi refuses to cooperate with the protection work because of a quarrel with Lin Ze, the consequences will be disastrous.
But if the two parties just have a good impression of each other and have not broken through the layers of good friends and working relationships, Lin Ze's calmness and strong psychological quality will not make Han Xiaoyi angry, and the security work can proceed smoothly.
Once the two parties established a relationship, Lin Ze could not guarantee that he would be able to control the situation.
It's not that he is worried about the psychological quality of the eldest daughter of the Han family, nor that he doesn't believe in the girl's ability to control. In fact, in Lin Ze's bodyguard career, he has learned from the past.
Even though he and the British girl had not established a relationship that time, and they had never even held hands, it was the subtle changes caused by the goodwill between them that caused the girl to almost die.
He learned a lesson once. Even if Lin Ze is not afraid of well ropes for ten years after being bitten by a snake, he still does not dare to make the same mistake again.
Compared with life, is the so-called love really so important and so difficult to give up?
Lin Ze, who has experienced countless life and death dangers, has an understanding of life that is difficult for ordinary people to understand.
The girl's beautiful eyes full of eager anticipation dimmed, her originally tense pretty face relaxed, and she raised a specious smile at the corner of her mouth and said, "Why, you were frightened by my question."
"A bit." Lin Ze shook his head gently,
"Don't worry, I'm just joking with you." Han Xiaoyi waved her hand generously and said lightly, "I am the daughter of a wealthy family, how could I fall in love with a poor boy like you."
Lin Ze nodded helplessly, recognizing Han Xiaoyi's explanation.
"Let's drive." Han Xiaoyi sat up straight, but her face was tilted towards the car window, leaving Lin Ze with a profile of about 40 degrees.
The girl's eyes were very dry and her nose was very sore, as if something was about to come out of her eyes. In fact, the girl felt a burning sensation in her breath. It was really uncomfortable, and she had never felt it. tried,
In fact, how many men in this world can reject a girl like her who has an excellent family background, excellent character, excellent abilities, and such outstanding appearance?
She is simply God's masterpiece. How can a girl who combines all the advantages of women be emotionally frustrated?
But her confession failed,
The first confession in her life, and it was destined to be the last one for her, failed. She felt very uncomfortable, she felt so uncomfortable, but she had to try hard to keep a faint smile, even calmer than usual. Be reserved. Only in this way can the man next to you not see that you are unusual.
She endured it, held it back, and when her vision began to blur, she blinked desperately, not for anything else but to drive back those pitiful tears.
She couldn't cry, she didn't want to cry, and she didn't dare to cry. Once she cried, she wouldn't be able to stop, letting him know that she was serious, and destroying the already deep friendship between the two.
You can't cry, you have to be strong, you have to hold back, you have to...
The car quickly drove out of the parking lot and drove on the bustling, but somewhat lonely road. The streets were busy with traffic, and the buildings on both sides continued to recede. The dim street lights failed to lengthen the black shadow of the car, but they pulled it away. The distance between the two people in the carriage is far away,
She tilted her head to the right, and he looked straight away, driving calmly and unsmilingly. The car was so quiet and eerie, as if he was stabbing a knife into someone's heart. Within a moment, it was riddled with holes and fragments.
Han Xiaoyi couldn't bear this terrible speechlessness. If it continues like this, she will go crazy.
He reached out and turned on the radio,
No matter what, listening to music can relieve embarrassment and break the silence. Han Xiaoyi turned on the radio without hesitation and tilted her head to listen to the music.
"Have I promised you too much, or what I originally gave you was not enough? You always have thousands of reasons. I always follow your feelings, make you crazy, let you indulge, thinking that you will be moved one day, Regarding the rumors, I pretended to be indifferent,
It wasn’t until all the dreams were broken that I saw your tears and regrets. How much I wanted to give you a chance, how much I wanted to ask you who you really love. Since love is hard to tell right from wrong, don’t run away, face it bravely, and give it to him. My heart, do you want it back?
How can I bear to blame you for making a mistake? It was because I gave you freedom that I went too far and made you even more lonely, which made you fall into an emotional whirlpool.
How can I bear to let you suffer? I went too far in giving you freedom. If you want to fly, I will hurt you..."
Terrible words hurt, songs hurt even more,
At this moment, Han Xiaoyi was ravaged and injured more and more, unable to extricate herself. Her forehead was gently leaning against the glass window, her originally bright and beautiful eyes were dull, and her expression was haggard.
crunch,
The man driving the car suddenly turned the steering wheel and parked the car on the side of the road. Han Xiaoyi, who was not wearing a seat belt, leaned forward slightly and was about to turn around to ask about the situation, but a familiar and heartbreaking voice came from her ears,
"Miss Han, why don't we play a game." Lin Ze's dark eyes looked deeply into the girl's tender and haggard face, which was very different from the radiant face at the party.
"Yeah." Han Xiaoyi hummed sadly, unable to bring out the slightest interest.
"Let's play a game of truth and hypothesis." Lin Ze explained, "What you say is completely opposite to what you want to express. Let me give you an example first. Miss Han, you should know that I am particularly annoying and... I hate Chen Xueqin, so when playing this game, I will say: I love this ugly woman to death."
"Do you understand what I mean?" Lin Ze stared at the girl softly,
"It's that simple." Han Xiaoyi said hesitantly,
"Well, it's that simple." Lin Ze nodded,
"I can say anything." Han Xiaoyi asked,
"You can say anything." Lin Ze continued to nod,
"I hate you." Han Xiaoyi said,
"I hate you so much." Han Xiaoyi repeated,
"I will hate you forever." Han Xiaoyi's voice became louder and louder, her beautiful black eyes staring at Lin Ze,
"I hate you." Lin Ze stared at the girl with a smile,
"I hate you too." Lin Ze lit a cigarette and said
"If you really hate me all your life, I will hate you all my life."
"I hate you." Han Xiaoyi said,
"I hate you so much, I hate you so much."
"Lin Ze, do you hate me?" Han Xiaoyi asked,
"I hate you." Lin Ze said with deep eyes, "I hate you so much."
Han Xiaoyi cried,
The tears that had been held back for half an hour finally burst out, like broken pearls, which could no longer be restrained and spurted out, wetting her smooth cheeks and moistening her long eyelashes, the salty taste was slippery. When it entered the corner of her mouth, she felt it was even sweeter.
Lin Ze stared at the girl affectionately, with a touch of tenderness on his face, and gently wiped the tears on her pink face, as tender as water,
He refused,
But he couldn't refuse,
The silent rejection was too hurtful and cruel. He couldn't do it. He couldn't bear to hurt this girl with a crystal heart. She shouldn't have to bear such heartache. She was a girl who should be cared for and loved all her life. , how could she be hurt, how could she be hurt by herself,
Fuck the bodyguard rules,
How could I, Lin Ze, be the one who follows the rules? How could I, Lin Ze, let a girl get hurt because of this bullshit rule?
Anyone who wants to harm her, who wants to hurt her, who wants to break their relationship, their feelings, will be killed.
I, Lin Ze, have killed countless people. Even if I give up here, I will go to hell in the future. I am still afraid of killing a few more.
The girl was so happy, so happy. She raised her head slightly, blinked her watery eyes, and felt the warmth of the man's rough palm touching her face. Her heart and soul seemed to be coated with a layer of honey, so sweet. ,
"Beast, you will hate me in this life, hate me in the next life, and hate me forever."
"Can I be lazy sometimes?"
"No, no, no."
"good,."
One lip has a slightly bitter taste, and the other is as beautiful as flower petals, deeply imprinted together, no one can tell them apart...