Gu Xin was knocked down by Lin Ze's kick, and he was in the posture of a dog eating shit.
Uncharacteristically, he didn't bite him back as soon as he was slapped in the face. He even lay on the ground without getting up. He turned over, lay flat on the ground and laughed a few times. He wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and squinted at the bed. Lin Ze, who was at the front of the car, smiled and said, "You are better than me, so I admit defeat."
Lin Ze frowned slightly, wondering why this kid from an aristocratic family who was getting braver with each setback and refused to admit defeat suddenly gave up.
He has not had much contact with Gu Xin. Apart from a few head-to-head encounters, there has been almost no other communication. It is impossible to talk about a deep understanding, but for such a proud and extremely proud man, I am afraid that even if he is killed, he will not take the initiative to admit defeat. ,
snap,
Gu Xin, who was lying on the ground, did not get up. Instead, he lit a cigarette with his feet in the air and took a deep breath. There was not much regret or frustration on his face, but a touch of relief appeared on his face.
"In the past, I always tried hard to paralyze my brother. Although I knew he could expose my little tricks at a glance, it didn't matter. I said something, lied, and even I took it seriously. I thought Ah, if I keep pretending to be crazy and idle like this, my brother will definitely take me less and less seriously, and even think that I am a puddle of mud. Then I will have a chance to turn defeat into victory." Gu Xin took a puff of cigarette and said quietly , "But I was wrong. I thought my brother was the same as me. He is not. He is not as superficial as me, and he is not as fussy about me. Yes, I am jealous of him and envious of him. In such a big Gu family, except for my father, Those uncles all looked down upon me and always felt that my brother was more suitable to inherit the Gu family. Even though my father had said long ago that he would hand over the Gu family to me, and my brother also made it clear that he would not fight with me, I was not convinced and unhappy. I felt that this It’s because my father dotes on me and my brother allows me, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to inherit the Gu family.”
"I wanted to prove that I was better than him, so I deliberately played psychological warfare with my brother and played all kinds of cunning and vicious tricks. But after so many years, my brother never fought me head-on and never minded these things of mine. Even if I made a mistake, he would often wipe my butt and help me stand up." Gu Xin took a long drag on his cigarette and said calmly, "Even so, I didn't wake up and kept fighting with him with all my strength. Dou, until half a month ago I was still lying in the hospital. My father came to me and told me that I was going to perform a special mission and narrowly escaped death. If I came back, I would be able to join the army, but there was a high possibility that I would not come back. That night I I have insomnia. I miss him, my brother, and the brother who has allowed me to pamper me since I was a child.
Gu Xin's eyes turned red, he slowly sat down on the cold floor, refilled a cigarette and said, "Lin Ze, do you remember the last time he had a fight with you at the police station?"
"Remember." Lin Ze puffed out a puff of smoke and nodded,
"That was the last day he returned to the army. On the last day, he was busy helping me to stand up and help me find a place, but he said that this was the last time he would help me, and he would not help me again, and he might not have the chance to help me. I, I just thought at the time that I never asked you to help me, it was you who was asking for trouble. Later, he came back from the police station with injuries all over his body. I knew that he had been beaten up by you. At that time, I was a little gloating, even I think he is trying to be strong, even though he can't beat you, he still fights to the death, and is even more evil than me." Gu Xin puffed out a puff of smoke and said softly, "But no, he is not evil, he is very smart, he has been smarter than me since he was a child. He is more capable than me. He never causes trouble, but fights more than me. Why, because I like to cause trouble, and then he wipes my ass without saying a word. Maybe he really complies with the saying, a person is good to you. , so good that once you get used to it, you take it for granted. In fact, my brother has been pampering me like this since he was a child. I have never fucking looked at him, and I have been against him since I became sensible. But he never farts, and he is always the first to help me when something goes wrong. Damn it."
"The day my father told me that he was on the mission, I lay in the hospital bed and lost sleep. I thought about things that happened when I was a child, what happened after I became wise, the past, and the present. The more I thought about it, the more I became angry, and the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to smoke. Kill yourself." Gu Xin rubbed his red eyes and said, "As a brother, he has nothing to say. As a brother, I am not worthy. Lin Ze, I have been fighting with you. At first, I hated you and resented you, but in the end, most of the time It's because my brother can't fight you, so I want to fight you, so that I can prove that I'm better than him, but no, I don't want to fight you now, it's not that I think I can't fight you, but I'm awake."
"I will resign today and then go home to help the old man carry the Gu family. The old man is tired. Although he didn't say it, I know that he is already exhausted mentally and physically." Gu Xin refilled another cigarette and said with a sad smile, "Except I will help the old man carry the Gu family, and the only thing left to do is to wait for him to come back, for my brother to come back, and when he comes back, I will drink with him for three days and three nights to make up for all the missed time."
Gu Xin struggled and knelt on the ground, shouting toward the river where the cold wind was blowing: "Brother, come back early after completing the task of protecting your home and country. My brothers are waiting for you."
Gu Xin is not a talkative person, so he may not be a qualified storyteller, but Lin Ze is a competent listener. He listened to Gu Xin's chatter without saying a word, walked over slowly, and headed towards this The kid from an aristocratic family who was willing to risk his life for Chen Yiliang's words as a teacher and shoulder a terrible enemy, squatted down, patted his shoulder and said with a grin: "How do men who have never indulged grow up and mature? The most important thing is to know what they need." It’s enough to know what it is and what it is that you care about.”
Gu Xin didn't say anything, but smoked silently. After smoking a pack of cigarettes, he stood up, patted the dust on his pants, and smiled at Lin Ze: "Actually, I can make this decision because of one person. .”
"Chen Yiliang." Lin Ze smiled and said,
Gu Xin took a deep look at Lin Ze and said calmly: "If our first meeting had been in another situation, I wouldn't have been beaten into a pig's head by you. Maybe I would have regarded you as a brother."
"Don't." Lin Ze shook his head and said, "In this world, even things that are not that heavy like friends are so cheap that they can be thrown into the ditch, let alone brothers."
Gu Xin was stunned, then laughed three times and said loudly: "I have lived for more than twenty years, and I have been a third of my life before I met you, but after thinking about it, it is not too late after all."
Lin Ze smiled slightly and said nothing.
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Perhaps because it is less than a hundred days before the college entrance examination, the learning atmosphere in the school has become extremely tense, as if a slightest carelessness will brew a disaster.
When Lin Ze arrived at the classroom, it was already past morning self-study and he was in the first period of self-study.
Anyone who has experienced the senior year of high school knows that at this time, teachers no longer have much to teach students. They have just complied with the saying that the master has led them in. Cultivation depends on the individual. All the reformed teachers have taught, and the rest is up to the students to learn by themselves. , I hope to show my talents in the thrilling battle of thousands of people crossing the single-plank bridge in the college entrance examination. The help from others is minimal.
The pressure of studying is high, and students naturally need to relax mentally and physically, especially a young female teacher like Xia Shuzhu who has distinctive teaching methods. She understands the meaning of relaxation better than the stubborn old stubborn, so she will do it in the morning and afternoon. Arrange fifteen minutes for students to perform one or two extracurricular performances to relieve the terrible learning pressure on students.
The class performance of the past few days basically went through a group of students who had the desire to perform in the third grade class. Without the pushy students, it was natural to choose from the remaining students, and Dong Xiaowan, not to mention Zijinhua, even though The talented woman who was also well-known in the Youth Palace of Huaxin City naturally became the first choice.
After some encouragement, the talented woman had no choice but to walk up to the podium modestly, holding the pipa that the students had prepared in her arms, first smiled quietly, and then softly recited another poem she had written herself. , accompanied by magnificent or melodious music,
"The sea is filled with tears, the sky is dyed with weeping blood, the wrathful peaks are on fire, and the clouds are in chaos.
How many heroes have fought in war and asked when the battle will end?
The smoke of gunpowder dissipates, returning my world to a clear and bright world. The wind blows away, but the past cannot be blown away, and my heart is a little worried.
With empty hands, I watch the water flow eastward, the ebb and flow of the tide, and the spring and autumn again,
The waves are surging, and it is worthy of a boat. How can one foot of bamboo slip be sent to the Mingyue Tower?
Thousands of banks pass by, and it is difficult to sing the green willows. As far as the eye can see, the clouds and water of Xiaoxiang cover Jiuyi.
The string is walking quickly, the sound is faint, and the white gulls are frightened.
Who stands on the head of the boat and sighs at the present day, chasing the blue waves only to meet Chuwang?
Live up to Xiaoyaoyou, the lotus crown is white, the Taoist heart is still and the water is still, why does it break through the Danqiu,
The road in this world is rugged and difficult, with many ups and downs, but a man’s self-respect leads him to the end.
Remember the world's worries."
Qubi,
Warm applause erupted from the podium. Every time a talented woman makes a move, she must be extraordinary. This time she did not disappoint the eager students. Listening to the talented woman’s clear and melodious voice and her exciting or melodious songs, the students’ mixed emotions were mixed. After being greatly relieved, even the eldest lady of the Han family held her snow-white chin and muttered: "Sister, I will also go to guzheng and learn pipa in the future. Not to mention being proficient, at least I will be able to fool Xiaobao."
Lin Ze listened to the music score, but he was far more enlightened than these students. He didn't understand music theory, but he could also hear some artistic conception.
This graceful and talented girl must have heard some news and knew that the situation on the island was tense and that the military was secretly taking action.
Otherwise, how could she have composed this majestic and tragic piece of music?
He tilted his head, looked at the bright sky outside the classroom, and whispered softly: "Soldiers, everything is for the country."