Lin Ze wanted to reminisce with the little princess, but the latter pushed him away gently and said, "I know you are very busy now and have important things to deal with. Go ahead. I have been waiting for three years and I don't care if I wait any longer. A few days.”
Lin Ze was speechless and nodded heavily: "When this is over, I will drink with you, enjoy flowers with you, and watch Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai with you."
"It's a deal."
"It's a deal."
Lin Ze left, but the little princess cried,
When Elizabeth saw her daughter crying again, her heart trembled, and she seemed to have some realization.
"Mother, am I too cowardly?" the little princess came to Elizabeth and choked, "I know the problems he faces, and I know that after he leaves this time, he may not have the chance to meet me, but,, but I It's better to let him go, am I too useless?"
"No." Elizabeth shook her head slightly and said, "My daughter is strong."
"But," the little princess said with tears in her eyes, biting her soft lips, "I really can't let him go."
"Who said something will happen to him?" Elizabeth smiled and comforted softly, "Have you forgotten that when he was protecting you, he was able to survive so many life-and-death situations safely? This time Don’t you believe him anymore?”
"Yes, he is a stubborn and tenacious man." When the little princess heard this, she felt relieved at first, and then became happy again.
"Well, believe him, he has never let me down, and he won't let you down either." Elizabeth nodded,
"Mother, are you willing to listen to me singing?" the little princess suddenly asked,
"Of course I do."
The little princess did not choose the English song that she is good at, but chose a Chinese song. The style of the song is a bit sad and sad, and a little low and depressing. This song is not suitable for the little princess, but when a girl misses a boy, even if she No matter how cheerful and bright you are, there will eventually be times when you are sentimental.
There is a room dedicated to singing in the palace. The infrastructure is more advanced than the most high-end KTV. Needless to say, the sound quality is also superb.
The little princess clicked the accompaniment, held the microphone and stood in front of the screen to sing,
“If you cut off the nerves that are too thin, will you be able to sleep better?
There is a gray prison in my heart,
A bunch of black thoughts are roaring behind closed doors,
If you get rid of your too tough temper, you will be more understanding.
You can knock me down hard, but don't even think about me begging for mercy.
You are an angel among devils, so send me the heartbroken way,
It made me laugh until the last second, only to realize that I had a knife stuck in my chest.
You are an angel among devils, making hatred become too tacky,
The word "thank you" flowed from my eyes. You can call me crazy, but don't call me a fool..."
"Angel among Devils",
A song that is neither appropriate nor particularly in line with the little princess’s situation and mood, but who said that one must feel the same mind and body to be able to resonate with it?
When the little princess heard this song for the first time, she had a strong epiphany in her heart. In addition, she had learned Chinese very well and fully understood the lyrics. As she fell in love with it, she also learned the song.
When she had nothing to do, she would always hum a few words alone. Until today, she decided to sing it one last time and then forget it forever.
bang,
The little princess smashed the microphone in her hand against the wall, made a rough move that was not in line with her status and character, and said to Elizabeth with a slightly rosy face: "Mother, I am released."
"This is a good thing." Elizabeth looked at her daughter distressedly.
"I used to listen to this song and thought it could arouse my sadness, so I declared myself addicted to it. In fact, I knew that this song was not suitable for my situation, but thinking about it, even if it was just for me, I could comfort myself. Well, now that he has appeared and stood in front of me, I have discovered that I don’t actually want him to do anything. On the contrary, it is what I want and what I can do. I like him, but I cannot possess him for my own selfish desires. , because I know that it is difficult for him to belong to me alone, so I gave up this song, just like giving up the idea that I had when he entered my heart. Love can really be divided into many kinds. Possession is not The lowest will definitely not be the noblest." The little princess sat next to Elizabeth, letting her mother hold her palm, tilting her head with tears in her eyes and saying, "Mother, is that so?"
"Yes." Elizabeth sighed in her heart without saying much.
She can use her supreme wisdom to enlighten her daughter and heal her scars, but so what, can she take care of her all her life? No, and she doesn't need her own enlightenment. Just like Elizabeth, she also encountered many mental challenges. In the end, she also relaxed and adjusted on her own.
A person who has only experienced physical suffering but has not been tempered mentally will never grow up.
"Mother, you should go to work." The little princess wiped away her tears, her beautiful eyes flashed with pure light, and smiled, "It's time for me to go back too."
"Don't go back. I have a rest today. Can you stay with me?" Elizabeth said softly,
"But it's your job." The little princess was a little worried and hesitant.
"You can do work every day, but you are not willing to come to the palace every day." Elizabeth smiled and said,
"Yes, sister."
Suddenly, a voice that was not overbearing but could even be called gentle and amiable came to their ears from outside the door. However, both Elizabeth and the little princess felt a chill in their hearts.
This voice alone had a psychological impact on the two of them that was far greater than a game with a political opponent.
This person was none other than the eldest princess who even Lin Ze was a little afraid of.
He was still wearing a simple long skirt, standing at the door with a strong aristocratic air, and a smile on his lips, like a friendly big sister.
When the little princess saw that the visitor was her half-sister, whom she had only met three times in total, the little princess stood up slightly cautiously, bowed her head and said hello: "Sister, good morning."
"You're welcome, sister. I'm just here to visit my mother. You happen to be here, so why don't you stay for a meal at noon." The eldest princess walked in in two steps and said with a gentle and amiable look,
"Okay." The little princess nodded obediently, not daring to look at this sister who looked gentle and amiable but was ruthless at heart.
"Didn't you like the illustrated book in my study last time?" Elizabeth said with a smile, "Go to the study to get it, I will give it to you."
The little princess nodded and said, "Okay mother."
Then he nodded to the eldest princess and exited the room.
After the little princess left, the false smile on the eldest princess's face gradually faded away, and was replaced by a calm and indifferent look.
"Sit down." Elizabeth pointed to the chair opposite,
The eldest princess thanked her and sat down slowly,
She could look down on Elizabeth strategically, but she never took a step forward in tactics.
After all, she is the queen and her biological mother. The eldest princess must guarantee basic respect and awe.
The two sat looking at each other, neither of them saying a word. The atmosphere in the room dropped to freezing point in an instant.
Elizabeth glanced at the eldest princess with soft eyes, and the eldest princess looked back with a normal expression. The two occasionally crossed paths, either admiring the decorations in the room, or contemplating with drooping eyes. No matter what, no one spoke.
A full quarter of an hour later, the eldest princess slowly said: "This time I saw her, she has grown up a bit."
"Yes, he has grown up." Elizabeth said meaningfully,
"When you grow up, you should take responsibility." The eldest princess said lightly,
"She is different from you." Elizabeth said lightly,
"Oh, what's the difference?" the eldest princess asked with a smile,
"She is her and you are you, how can they be the same? She rejects everything you like, and you treat everything she likes as a joke." Elizabeth said enigmatically, "If you were the same, I would be happy. Yes, that at least proves that you are all my good daughters."
"Everyone is different, mother, don't you and the aunt who passed away before I was born also have different personalities?" the eldest princess said with a smile,
Elizabeth suddenly closed her lips,
Her body trembled slightly when she heard these words, and a trace of gloom and anger flashed across her extremely youthful face. But in the end, the sudden negative emotions in her heart were overcome by her good cultivation and The profound self-cultivation suppresses it,
"Phew," Elizabeth said calmly, exhaling a breath of fragrance, "I've been missing her."
"I also look forward to seeing my sister a few more times. After all, we are sisters connected by flesh and blood." The eldest princess said very suggestively,
"I hope you can get along well, you are my sister after all." Elizabeth said,
"Yes, I am the elder sister after all." The eldest princess smiled meaningfully, "Mother, my aunt should have always called you elder sister back then."
Elizabeth didn't say anything anymore, but slowly closed her beautiful eyes, her body trembling slightly due to the fluctuation of emotions.
After a long time, she said: "I'm tired."
"I won't disturb your rest." The eldest princess stood up slowly and walked away. But when she reached the door, she suddenly turned around and said with a leisurely expression, "Mother, after so many years, have you done anything for what you did back then? Regret anything, even a little regret."
Seeing that Elizabeth closed her beautiful eyes and stopped responding, the eldest princess asked and answered herself: "I am your daughter, and my character is always like yours." After saying that, she left gracefully.
Elizabeth sat on the chair for a long time before she released the suppressed emotions in her chest. She slowly opened her eyes. Those extremely beautiful eyes were filled with contradictions and self-blame, and more importantly, worry.
Yes, she is his daughter after all. If she is not like herself, who else can she be like?
But is it really okay to be like yourself? Is it good for your little daughter who has lived in the shadows all her life?
This was a conversation between a daughter and her mother, and also a conversation between an enemy and an enemy. Elizabeth did not regard her as an enemy, but already regarded her as an enemy. This is a very contradictory argument, but it is also the most appropriate description.
When a person regards you as an enemy, he is already your enemy. No matter whether you are willing or not, or whether you can accept this reality, this is unchangeable and needs to be faced personally.
When Elizabeth returned to the study, the little princess was holding the illustrations and admiring them. Her little face was full of seriousness and integrity, very much like Elizabeth before she was sixteen years old.
She is very much like herself,
The other daughter is also like this,
They all have their own blood flowing, how could they be different?
However, the younger daughter inherited her gentle and gentle side, while the eldest daughter inherited her cold-blooded and cold-blooded side. Her two personalities have been tormenting her, and now it seems that a certain torment will occur after it spreads to the next generation. another future,
Is this life?
Elizabeth, who never believed in fate, stood at the door and stared at the gentle and well-behaved little girl. Her vision was a little blurry, as if she was looking at herself as a child.
At that time, like her, I never thought that in the near future, my hands would be stained with blood, that I would be carrying countless lives, and that I would kill one group of people for the lives of another group of people.
"Mother."
The little princess found Elizabeth at the door, closed the book and stood up, saying, "I'm done talking to my sister."
"Well." Elizabeth put on a gentle face and said softly, "After lunch, let's go for a walk in the back garden."
"Okay." The little princess nodded obediently,
"Can you stay here for the night tonight?" Elizabeth asked,
"Well," the little princess said hesitantly, "isn't this bad?"
"What's wrong?" Elizabeth chuckled, "This is the palace, I am the queen, whoever I want to keep here can say anything."
"But,."
"Including you, you are my daughter and a little princess, no one dares to do anything to you." These words were said with great momentum, the queen's aura was fully revealed, and even the little princess' chest was filled with a trace of pride that had never appeared before.
He nodded blankly and said, "I listen to you."
"I'll take you around the palace. I've been here several times, but you haven't had a good look at it." Elizabeth held her little hand and said,
"Yeah." The little princess smiled, "I've wanted to go shopping for a long time."
Elizabeth smiled and made up her mind,
If God really lets her make a choice, then she will not choose an heir that even she hates.
,,,,
The appearance of the little princess cleared up Lin Ze's difficulties. He just wanted to go back quickly to solve the problem. On the way, he contacted the young agents. Fortunately, these guys were not the assassin's targets, so the remaining thirty Among the agents, they were lucky enough to occupy five spots.
As if to show their strength, the assassins only selected agents with rich experience and first-class action capabilities. In one night, more than thirty world-class agents died, and most of the remaining agents were not the main force of various countries. ,
This investigation revealed that Lin Ze was filled with unknown anger.
Shark, is really too arrogant,
After Lin Ze gathered with the five agents with a furious heart, he immediately went to MI6. When the clinker was nowhere to be found, he received a call from Ruth.
"James wants to see you." said the other person on the phone,
"James." Lin Ze, who was sitting in the passenger seat, raised his eyebrows, "He is..."
"He is the only one who survived among the agents who were assassinated." Ruth said in a solemn tone, "He just woke up, but he may not last long."