Xia Shuzhu walked alone on the cold and lonely road, gently tightening her arms to resist the biting cold wind of late autumn, but there was such a sentence in her mind that made her unable to help herself,
envy,
There must be,
She is just a woman who has lived for twenty-five years. Her first love ended before it even started, and her second love developed intermittently at a very strange pace. Her emotional intelligence is not low, but she has very little love experience. Unfortunately, she is neither capable nor sure of maintaining a single and simple love relationship with a man who is favored by countless women.
Is it pitiful and hateful?
Xia Shuzhu sighed softly, bit her soft lips and murmured to herself: "She is lonely, has no relatives, no friends, and no one to talk to. In her gray world, there is only Lin Ze. How could she lose Lin Ze?" Ze." |
With this thought in mind, a relieved smile overflowed from the corners of Xia Shuzhu's soft mouth: "Maybe it would be good to have a sister with strong kung fu skills, but if you want to be the empress of the palace, well, it depends on whether you really have this ability."
Xia Shuzhu, who had straightened out the knot in her heart, suddenly spread her arms and embraced the cold wind with her face slightly raised, but she didn't feel cold at all, but instead felt strangely refreshing.
"Ah ah ah." Xia Shuzhu shouted like a psycho in the middle of the night, "Cute and silly silver girl, I will definitely defeat you, I will."
Xia Shuzhu raised his pink fist and vowed,
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After Lin Ze dealt with the blood in the living room and the blood in the corridor, he finally bent down on the sofa and lit a cigarette. He stretched out an index finger of his left hand and poked the silver girl's slender skirt. With her straight thighs, she blew out a puff of smoke and said, "Sister, give me a squeeze on your shoulders."
Hearing this, the silver girl's face showed a trace of unnaturalness, but soon, her clear and cold beautiful eyes flashed with a hint of habit. She reluctantly put down the half-eaten Haagen-Dazs in her hands and turned around. , reached out his hands and gently kneaded Lin Ze's shoulders,
Hearing the lazy and comfortable voice coming from Lin Ze's mouth, the silver girl frowned slightly and said, "It's very comfortable."
"Yeah." Lin Ze responded lazily,
"Then I'll squeeze it for you every day." Silver Girl said calmly, and the movements of her hands became more and more dexterous as she spoke.
She is a killer, one of the top killers in the world. She is very familiar with the various tendons and acupuncture points of the human body. She knows which acupuncture points can cause huge harm to people when touched. Similarly, she also knows which acupuncture points can cause people to be harmed. It's comfortable, so she can basically teach herself about massage. The only thing that needs to be considered is the strength. After all, her hands are holding knives, and they are stained with blood, and they are serving the god of death. rather than to living people,
After some massaging and kneading, Lin Ze suddenly felt comfortable all over, with a trace of satisfaction on his face. He simply put his head on Yinnu's soft thigh, holding a cigarette in his mouth and said happily: "Keep your promise, squeeze it for me every day."
"Yeah." Silver Girl obeyed,
"Then you'll never leave again." Lin Ze asked tentatively,
He is not sure about this issue and has been reluctant to delve into it.
Lin Ze would never interfere with what Yin Nu wanted to do or where she wanted to go, and he tried his best not to ask. He knew that Yin Nu was not a person who liked to be controlled, so he had always been a destination for Yin Nu. Someone you can think of when you are sleepy, tired, and tired, someone you can go to.
In fact, I am afraid that it is precisely because of this that Yinnu is so dependent on him and clings to his broken voice singing like a worm.
Everyone can sing Chong Erfei, but not everyone can sing the taste of it. In Yinnu's heart, she only likes to listen to what Lin Ze sings, and she likes to listen to it, and she can close her eyes and fall asleep during the singing.
"Leave." Silver Girl said with a slight hesitation, "Actually, I want to stay by your side, be your wife, squeeze your shoulders, wash and cook for you, clean your house, and give you more children. Baby, but I still have a mission, the last mission."
Lin Ze was not surprised by the silver girl's answer, but he was extremely curious about the answer that was not her style. He blinked his deep eyes and said with a surprised smile at the corner of his mouth: "Where did you learn these words? of."
I can still understand being your wife, and it’s almost in line with Yinnu’s style.
You can do laundry, cook, clean the house, and give birth to several babies.
This is what the heroine sister who has emerged from the mud and is unsullied would say, can she say it, can she say it?
Lin Ze even felt that Yinnu didn't even know the steps to give birth to a baby. Perhaps, she thought that as long as she slept in the same bed with him, she could have a baby.
"That's what it said on TV." Silver Girl tilted her head and smiled magically,
Simple and clean, she said cutely: "It's just that the women on TV are not good-looking, not as good-looking as me."
"The men inside are not as handsome as me." Lin Ze said first,
"Better looking than you." Silver Girl said bluntly,
",."
Brother Xiao Lin feels that his self-esteem has been wounded.
I admit that those women are not as good-looking as you. Will you die if you comfort and encourage me?
"You really think so." Brother Xiao Lin said angrily and aggrievedly,
"Yeah." Silver Girl nodded.
"I don't allow you to think so." Brother Xiao Lin said coquettishly,
"What should we do?" Silver Girl tilted her head and asked,
"You have to think that I'm more handsome than them." Lin Ze said seriously,
"What does it have to do with it?" Silver Girl said puzzledly, "It's their business if they are handsome, and it's your business if you don't look good. I don't like them."
"You are indeed not a star-chasing woman." Lin Ze said regretfully,
"What is star chasing?"
",."
Brother Xiao Lin felt that if he didn't put the brakes on, the topic would endlessly lead to an unextricable dilemma, so he hurriedly stopped the topic from spreading, pursed his lips and said: "You can only praise me from now on, you can't criticize me, you know."
"Okay." Silver Girl blinked her cold and quiet eyes, opened her soft lips and said, "You are so handsome, you are the most handsome in the world."
",."
Why does this sound so harsh?
Even though Lin Ze clearly knew that Yin Nu said what he said sincerely, he just didn't think it was pleasant enough, and it was also very ironic.
"Come on, take off the mask." Lin Ze pointed at her silver face,
"Yes." The silver girl lowered her eyebrows and took off her mask, revealing her perfect face that was both a queen and a lolita. She was as fair as milk, and her facial features were so delicate that even the eldest lady of the Han family could not compare to her. She was so embarrassed and angry that she wanted to die.
Even though this was not the first time Lin Ze saw her, he was still shocked by her shocking face.
He stayed there for a full three minutes without even making the slightest move. Instead, the silver girl stretched out her right hand flexibly, wiped a smudge from the corner of Lin Ze's mouth, and said strangely: "Why are you drooling? Are you very hungry?"
",."
"If I ask you to take off your clothes, no, I'm just talking casually." Lin Ze hurriedly held the silver girl's undressed hands and said with a cold sweat, "You don't have to take it seriously."
"I will do whatever you say."
"Thanks."
"You're welcome."
",."
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Forefathers planted trees and later generations took advantage of the shade. It was very appropriate to use it on Xia Shuzhu. Lin Ze thought so at the moment.
She spent tens of thousands of yuan to stay in the suite, but left it to Yinnu and Lin Ze for the rest of the night.
Lin Ze didn't sleep all night, and Yinnu didn't sleep all night either.
Staying up all night is a common occurrence for these two people. Lin Ze is not tired, and Yin Nu is not sleepy either.
The reason why Lin Ze is not tired is because when he opens his eyes, he can see a face that is unmatched by any star, queen, or even Elizabeth. The reason why Lin Ze is not tired is because Lin Ze is not tired.
There was a sentence in Yin Nu's mind that she never said. It wasn't that she didn't want to say it, but she felt that the sentence seemed to insult Lin Ze and compared him to an animal.
If you marry a chicken, follow the chicken, if you marry a dog, follow the dog.
Silver Girl wants to do this, even if one day Lin Ze becomes a beggar, she will burn all her money and accompany Lin Ze to beg for food in ragged clothes.
As for the simple and boring issue of giving her money to Lin Ze to spend and changing her status as a beggar, she didn't even think about it. She felt that if Lin Ze was a beggar, then she should be a beggar no matter how rich she was.
Every time she thought of this, Yinnu's extremely hard and cold heart would feel a sweetness that was indescribable, and she didn't know what it felt like. It was full, swollen, and full of happiness.
"Lin Ze, I want to love you forever." The silver girl sitting next to Lin Ze, who was concentrating on eating Haagen-Dazs, turned her head and said seriously,
"Thank you." Lin Ze nodded solemnly,
"You're welcome." Silver Girl said,
",."
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Han Xiaoyi's study room in Han Zhenbei's villa has been vacant since the siblings moved out, but Uncle Fu arranges for servants to clean it every day, because Han Zhenbei once told Uncle Forbes that this study room , Han Xiaoyi will come back one day,
As expected, Han Xiaoyi came back. Now, apart from signing contracts and absorbing Han Zhenbei's knowledge in Han Zhenbei's study every day, she spends the rest of the time in her study playing with some things, which will be of great benefit to inheriting the Han family in the future. Items, and in addition to the original arrangements and tools, there is an extra pen on the desk, a pen that Han Zhenbei gave to Han Xiaoyi on her sixteenth birthday.
This is just an ordinary pen, and it doesn’t look good. Except for Han Zhenbei, it doesn’t mean much to anyone, because this is what Han Zhenbei used to sign when he signed a business deal worth hundreds of millions for the first time. When Han Zhenbei gave this pen to Han Xiaoyi, the smart eldest lady of the Han family understood the meaning and weight of this pen, so she always seemed arrogant and domineering, but in fact she lived and studied on thin ice.
one month,
Yes, there is only one month left,
The doctor had clearly told her that with Han Zhenbei's physical condition, even without this stroke, he would not have been able to survive for half a year. Why did Han Zhenbei work so hard even though he knew that his physical condition was extremely poor? Uncle Fu knew, Han Xiaoyi also understood that even that idiot Han Xiaobao could guess a thing or two.
She felt very sorry for Han Zhenbei, her father,
She also pities her father very much,
But no matter what, she will support her father with the greatest respect.
Because this father is the greatest and most loving in the world,
"call,."
At three o'clock in the morning, the eldest daughter of the Han family sounded a faint sigh in the study. She put down her pen and opened a diary kept in a drawer. She had not written in this diary for a while, but everything in it The things recorded are all her true psychological portrayals, and are also her most sincere gratitude to Lin Ze.
Taking out a pen, Han Xiaoyi decided to write another article before going to bed. Whether this article would be the last one, Han Xiaoyi did not dare to be cruel yet, but she already had plans in this regard.
"November 3rd, cloudy day,
Vicious rain seems to fall from the sky at any time, and a deep coldness permeates the air. What you breathe is also an extremely depressing breath, making people feel very depressed.
Daddy's day has almost been determined, but Daddy's mood is very stable, so stable that it makes people feel distressed. I understand what Daddy feels like. He has fallen down before in his life, and he has also thought about giving up, but I know what Daddy is like. He is only allowed to fall once in his life. Even if he leaves this world that is not as pleasant as imagined, he will not fall again.
Daddy once let me make my own choices,
Make a choice whether to inherit or give up,
Daddy never forced me, just like when Daddy asked me to come into the study, whether to accept the pen or not. Daddy never made the choice for me, but gave me the greatest freedom to choose.
Even if I chose, my dad once wanted to give up the idea of letting me inherit.
But can I accept it?
cannot,
Daddy has done his best. As her daughter, can I not inherit Daddy's wishes and watch this building collapse?
cannot,
Daddy is not a happy person, but he does his best to make me a happy person. Whether it is to repay daddy or to repay daddy for his kindness in raising me, I must inherit daddy’s wishes and I will not regret it even if I die from exhaustion. ,
Sometimes I think about having a showdown with Daddy, letting him understand my feelings, and letting him know my true thoughts: Daddy, you can enjoy yourself in the only life you have, and your daughter will naturally inherit everything from you. , try your best to protect the Han family, why should you use up your last efforts to pave the way for your daughter? Is it really worth giving up the last bit of your life for your daughter's future and for your daughter's road to be less thorny?
My daughter is grateful to you, but my daughter blames you."
Han Xiaoyi took a breath of air-conditioning, and her originally bright and beautiful eyes were covered with a layer of haze, a layer of gloomy color that made people feel distressed and could not see through.
Hold the pen again and put it on the paper.
"Lin Ze is a good person. He treats me so well that I can't think of anything to repay him.
He said that he would do everything to protect me. He said that his promise to me would always be effective. He also said that no matter how many thorns and ups and downs there would be in the future, he would always be with me. go on,
He is so good to me, what can I give him?
Can't give anything, can't afford anything,
Who is he to me?
A boyfriend status imposed on me that is not cute in any way,
Apart from that, he is just a ridiculous bodyguard, but is that all he does?
He did too much,
For me and the Han family, he paid a heavy price many times and almost lost his life, but he never complained or put any pressure on me.
But the more this happens, the more guilty and painful I feel,
Maybe, I should make a choice that should have been made long ago,
He is good for me, and daddy is also good for me,
But should I really be so selfish, transferring what should not be borne to him?
No, no matter what, I shouldn't be so selfish and involve him in this incident just for the sake of my own sense of security.
Maybe, it's time to make a decision."
tick,
tick,
Two hot tears fell into the paper, soaking the diary that exuded a faint fragrance, and broke her heart.
Han Xiaoyi covered her mouth tightly with one hand to prevent herself from making any noise, but held the pen tremblingly with the other hand and continued to write: "Xiao Linzi, really, please let go of your promise to me. You don't owe me anything." Mine, you have no reason to do anything for me anymore. How many of the scars on your body are left because of me, and how much of your sadness is caused by me. Could it be that you really Aren't you angry with me at all for this? Why do you have to be so good, so good that people can't understand, so good that people feel ashamed?"
"Xiao Linzi, please be cruel to me, okay."
"Xiao Linzi, please be selfish, okay."
"Xiao Linzi, please think more about yourself, okay."
"If you are not cruel to me, then I will be cruel to myself."
"If you are unwilling to be selfish, then I will be selfish to you."
"If you don't think for yourself," Han Xiaoyi looked sad and wrote, "Well, I will think for you. Do you want to be happy, do you want to be free, do you want to be happy? If so, please stay away from me. , the further away the better, I am an unknown person, I am a dangerous person, getting close to me will only bring you endless harm and sorrow, getting close to me, you will only get pain, and not any happiness. , is it worth it? It’s not worth it.”
"Then, please stop thinking about me, and please don't give me too much. I can't bear what you give me."
"I will wait until you come back and see you again. It is a great happiness for me. Being able to see you happy and happy is my greatest happiness."
"Xiao Linzi, you know, I am not a hypocritical person. I really hope that you will stop thinking about me all the time. Every day you think about me, I become less and less able to face you, and I don't know how to repay you. You, perhaps for me now, staying away from you is the greatest reward. No matter how much I can give you, I can't give you anything."
"Xiao Linzi, do you know what I want to do most and what I don't want to do the most right now? You definitely don't know, and you definitely won't know, but I know, I know better than anyone else that this is the most important thing in my life. The difficult choice is even more difficult than shouldering the burden of the Han family, but I know that I still have to say it, and I still have to do it."
"Xiao Linzi, I have been thinking about this sentence for a long time. I was thinking about what attitude and emotion I would tell you and convey it to you. But in the end, this is just a sentence of only six words."
"I don't love you anymore."|
After writing the last sentence, Han Xiaoyi closed the notebook and burst into tears.
