Han Xiaoyi looked at Lin Ze sadly, but the latter had a resolute look on his face. Even though there was a hint of unbearability in his eyes, he pursed his lips lightly, leaving no room for maneuver.
"I really want to go." Han Xiaoyi bit her soft lips,
"Yeah." Lin Ze shrugged helplessly, "I have to go."
"I hate you."
Han Xiaoyi turned around and rushed upstairs. Within half a minute, there was a crackling sound upstairs.
Obviously, the eldest lady of the Han family is throwing things to vent her frustration.
Lin Ze shook his head with a wry smile, lit a cigarette and sat on the sofa in a daze.
Ding,
A dull voice came from the door. He raised his head slightly and saw that it was Chen Laizi. He couldn't help but ask: "Why don't you supervise Xiaobao?"
"When he grows up," Chen Laizi said in a hoarse voice, "he will take the initiative to train."
"It's good to grow up." Lin Ze puffed out a stream of smoke, then shook his head and smiled bitterly, "It's really not good to grow up."
Chen Zizi limped to the opposite side of Lin Ze, sat down, glanced at Lin Ze gently with his cloudy eyes, and asked: "Looking at Miss Han, are you planning to do anything else?"
"Yeah." He had nothing to hide from Chen Cripple. On the contrary, the Han family still needed his protection during his absence. He had to explain the matter clearly to Chen Cripple.
"I'm going abroad." Lin Ze flicked the ashes from his cigarette skillfully, paused and said, "I'll be away for a while."
"Where to go." Chen Laizi is not stupid. He naturally knows that Lin Ze's character is extremely strong. It must be an extremely terrifying task to make him helpless and dejected.
"Africa." Lin Ze said lightly,
"I understand." Chen Laizi twitched the corners of his lips and said with a pun, "Act as a temporary mercenary."
"It's not impossible." Lin Ze smiled and shook his head, "Anyway, it's a confidential mission, and the identity should be concealed."
"Where is the target?" Chen Laizi asked. He had been a mercenary for several years and was relatively well-known. He knew that as a mercenary, life is luck and death is fate. It has little to do with personal combat effectiveness. It may be because of strong skills. and reaction ability can help Lin Ze avoid some fatal attacks, but in the rain of bullets, no matter how powerful his skills are, he cannot be said to be foolproof. A stray bullet without paying attention is enough to end his life.
"It's not clear yet, it's considered an anti-terrorist nature." Lin Ze shook his head and said,
"Anti-terrorism." Chen Zizi frowned slightly, then lit a cigarette and began to think deeply.
The communication between men is far less intimate and savage than the intimacy between women, but it has a depth that will never exist between women.
After finishing one cigarette, Chen Laizi took another one, raised his eyes, and asked hoarsely: "Have you ever thought about how to explain it?"
"I'm just worried about this." Lin Ze rubbed his nose and said with a wry smile,
"You used to hang out in the streets, and then you worked in the national security. Now, you are going abroad on behalf of the country to perform secret missions, and it is anti-terrorism." Chen Lai flicked the ashes of his cigarette and said meaningfully, "If it is the United States' anti-terrorism, sometimes it is It’s just for show, but China,.”
He paused, narrowed his eyes and said: "In my years in Africa, I only saw China's anti-terrorism once. That time, nearly a hundred people were dispatched by the special forces to perform the mission. From the analysis of the information obtained, they were all first-rate veterans. , but when we returned to China, there were only a dozen or so people left.”
Lin Ze smiled bitterly and said, "You want to tell me that I am in danger this time."
"It is very dangerous." Chen Zizi added,
"Actually, I know that too," Lin Ze shrugged helplessly, "otherwise, Ye Long wouldn't be so cautious."
"You are indeed very capable personally." Chen Lai flicked the ashes from his cigarette and continued, "But this is not a fight, it is not a brawl, but a war. One bullet is enough to end your life. Have you ever thought about what would happen if you If you die there, what will happen to the Han family, and what will happen to those around you?"
"Why did you go to Africa to make money?" Lin Ze did not answer directly, but asked instead,
Chen Laizi's eyes twitched and he said in a deep voice: "Give it to him."
Lin Ze knew this was Qiao Ba, so he smiled and said, "Why should you give it to him?"
"I owe him." Chen Laizi said,
"Everyone has their own beliefs. In my opinion, since you killed Qiao Ba's nemesis and ran away abroad, you have written off everything with him, but you continue to work hard for him. Why, because you think you are Life is given by him, so you are willing to give everything for him, even if you don't agree with his actions, or even oppose it, but what does it matter? He is him, and you don't care at all what he does. You care. , to repay his nurturing grace." Lin Ze said in a heavy tone, "Am I right?"
Chen Zizi didn't say anything, just smoked silently,
"My mother was the one who gave birth to me, but it was the old director, or the country, who raised me." Lin Ze sat up straight and smiled, "Before I learned to use power for personal gain, every penny I spent, Every mouthful of food I eat is given by the country. I don’t care why it gives me food or why it raises me. What I care about is that when it needs me, I can stand up and pay for it. sacrifice."
"Do you think I will hesitate?" Lin Ze said calmly with a cautious expression, "Miss Han doesn't want to let me go. I know that Xiaowan from Yanyuan likes me. I also know that those who like me, I also like them. I love them deeply, maybe what I say is a bit shameless, but what I want to do is to protect them and defend the land that raised me."
"Cripple, we are men. Maybe we are cynical. Maybe we can't stand those corrupt officials. Maybe we are disgusted by those profiteers who exploit the people. But what does it matter? What we do is to protect our loved ones and our hometown. .”
"Should we abandon our beloved hometown just because there are some disgusting rats and ugly pigs in our hometown?"
"No, I won't."
"We can hate these scum, but we still love our country, that's what I believe."
Chen Laizi stared at Lin Ze silently for a long time. He put out his cigarette, slightly raised the corners of his mouth, and said hoarsely: "You are an excellent speaker. If I were not lame, I would be willing to go with you."
Lin Ze smiled, innocently and stubbornly,
"People always say that times create heroes. I don't agree with this statement." Chen Laizi said solemnly, "In any dynasty and in any era, there are heroes. Heroes are not a narrow term. They have beliefs and fight for them. He is a hero, but it is a pity that this is an era of loss of faith, so heroes become more and more precious."
"Lin Ze, if you live during the war, your name will go down in history."
"I don't care about these." Lin Ze shook his head,
"So, please take it seriously." Chen Laizi said, "There are too few heroes in China."
Lin Ze laughed heartily and unrestrainedly,
…
Han Xiaoyi didn't eat dinner. She locked herself in the room and didn't go out or work. No one knew what she was doing in the room.
Lin Ze made tomato and egg noodles for Han Xiaoyi alone one night. On the first day of Tathagata's arrival at Han's house, he put in enough seasoning and served it himself.
The door was still locked, so Lin Ze kept knocking on the door until Han Xiaoyi in the room couldn't stand the harassment any longer, so she opened the door with an annoyed look on her face.
She was sleeping and crying. Her eyes were red and swollen from excessive tears. Her youthful and beautiful face was full of heaviness. She was wearing a thin pajamas, just like the first day Lin Ze broke into her bedroom. The same thing, except playing video games is replaced by sleeping.
Lin Ze had been in her room more than once. He had had the most intimate contact with the girl in front of him. He had listened to her heartbeat after the passion, and he had also accepted her sweetest love words. She dedicated herself without reservation. For him, she has always regarded him as her lifelong partner. For him, she can give up a lot, even give up herself,
She didn't want him to go, not even to death.
But she had no reason to stop him from going. She knew that he was a good man, a hero, a man who was willing to give up himself for others, let alone for the country.
Han Xiaoyi knew what she liked about Lin Ze, so she felt that she could not stop him no matter what.
This is a feeling of powerlessness and a heavy torture. She has had three nightmares since she fell asleep in the afternoon, one more terrifying than the last, one more terrible than the last, and one more terrible than the last.
Han Xiaoyi had tears in her eyes, her hair was messy and she raised her head, staring at Lin Ze with a gentle face.
"Are you hungry? I cooked you a bowl of super delicious tomato and egg noodles. Although I ate three large bowls of rice for dinner, I still moved my index fingers with the smell of the noodles." Lin Ze said charmingly, "As you can imagine, my cooking skills have already reached their peak."
Han Xiaoyi cried and laughed again,
Like a frightened little white rabbit, she crawled into Lin Ze's arms, hugged the body that was not very wide but made her feel extremely warm, and choked out: "Bad guy, if you don't come back, I will go to Mount Emei." Be a nun."
"Nonsense." Lin Ze scolded softly, "How could I not come back?"
"In the past, when you went on missions, although I was worried, I always dared not say anything, but this time," Han Xiaoyi raised her head slightly and said with tears in her eyes, "Are you still going to lie to me? This is war, can you guarantee yourself safety.”
Lin Ze was stunned,
He knew that Han Xiaoyi was a sensible girl. She could be naughty and misbehave, but she would never maliciously do anything to embarrass Lin Ze. Even if she did, it would not be harmful. She was always worried about herself carrying out her mission. She was always afraid that she would go on a mission and never come back, but she didn't dare to say it because she was afraid of disturbing her mood. She would rather bury it carefully in her heart and wait for her to come back than reveal this worry.
This time, Han Xiaoyi finally couldn't help it,
Lin Ze was not going to perform ordinary tasks, but to participate in a battle.
She couldn't convince herself to rest assured, nor could she rest assured. She knew that Lin Ze would probably leave and never come back, but she didn't know how to stop it yet.
"Lin Ze," Han Xiaoyi slowly raised her head and sobbed, "Promise me, don't die. I really can't accept it, I can't bear it. Even if you are disabled or paralyzed, I don't care, but please,
