Xia Shuzhu is very brave, so brave that even she herself doesn’t believe it.
But at this time, if she is not brave, who can be strong for her?
People cannot rely on others at all times. No matter how rich they are, children in a powerful family cannot rely on their families for everything. Otherwise, what is the difference between them and useless people?
No, it is impossible for people who rely on others for everything to survive.
Now Xia Shuzhu can only rely on herself to get through this. Although she has been tortured by the pain, although she has frequently lost hair due to chemotherapy, and her face is getting more and more ugly, she can only persist and cheer herself up. ,No one can really help her except herself,
She knew that her parents were waiting for her to recover. Lin Ze prayed for herself silently in her heart. Those students were also waiting for her to return to China. Nothing could happen to her. Nothing could happen to her.
What's more, if she wants to survive, she doesn't need a miracle, she just needs her own strength, she just needs to cooperate with the doctor's treatment, and she only needs to have the will to survive. She has a great chance of getting on the track of a normal life.
After chemotherapy, there was a bone marrow transplant. Before the transplant, Lin Ze silently stayed by Xia Shuzhu's side. When she was not sleeping, Lin Ze talked to her and made her happy. When she was sleeping, Lin Ze stared at Xia Shuzhu's face tenderly. Even though she has a bright and charming face, her heart is extremely painful.
In Lin Ze's life, he lived happily most of the time. The disappearance of Da Hongyi made him fall for half a year, but after that half a year, his mood gradually stabilized, even if he occasionally broke through the dusty memory, but he will eventually work very hard to control his emotions, and except for Da Hongyi, he has never really felt powerless.
He doesn't care about lack of money at all,
If you lack sleep, why should you sleep more when you are born? You will sleep forever after you die.
He lacks a sense of existence. He doesn’t need the things that seek fame.
Like Zhange Kuang, he lived a free and unrestrained life, never feeling sad about his past, never being dissatisfied with his current situation, and never worrying about what his future would be like. But now, he really felt powerless.
Powerless to the extreme,
Seeing Xia Shuzhu getting weaker day by day, seeing Xia Shuzhu unable to eat or sleep after chemotherapy, vomiting whatever she ate, and often waking up in pain in her sleep at night, all he could do was hold her thin arm and offer weak comfort.
This feeling is too uncomfortable, too torturous,
He was a standard pessimist, but this time, he didn't dare to think deeply about what he would do if Xia Shuzhu couldn't be cured.
Can't be cured,
Can't, can't, not allowed,
How could she not be cured? How could she not be cured? Xia Shuzhu will definitely get better. She will definitely.
…
creak,
Lin Ze pushed open the room where Xia Shuzhu's parents rested. As soon as he entered, he saw the two people with haggard faces and red and swollen eyes.
Without daring to mention Xia Shuzhu's matter too much, Lin Ze placed the lunch box on the dining table and forced a smile of relief: "Uncle and aunt, let's eat. The doctor has already started to prepare."
Lin Ze has been responsible for the food and accommodation of the two of them. He spends most of the day with Xia Shuzhu, and a small amount of time comforts his uncle and aunt. During these days, Lin Ze sleeps no more than three hours a day, even though he is strong. For example, he is also quite overwhelmed. He has lost weight, his eye sockets are sunken, and even his sickly pale complexion looks a bit ugly.
But he knew that he could not fall. If he fell, what would happen to Xia Shuzhu, what would happen to his uncles and aunts,
After placing the food, Xia Qingyuan and his wife walked over slowly. Seeing Lin Ze's appearance, Xia Qingyuan held Lin Ze's arm with an emotional expression: "Xiao Lin, go and have a good sleep. You are tired during this period." If you don’t get enough sleep, you will really collapse if you don’t get a good sleep.”
Xia's mother also nodded frequently.
She was not optimistic about Lin Ze at first. She was an intellectual with a certain sense of superiority. She believed that her daughter should be given to an elegant and outstanding talent instead of a rude and unruly young man. But with in-depth contact, she Slowly, she discovered Lin Ze's kindness and thoughtfulness. It wasn't until her daughter was seriously ill that she fully recognized Lin Ze.
These days, how many young people can be so affectionate and kind?
Just a girlfriend,
Even for wives, there are many cases where they go their separate ways when disaster strikes.
The old man and I are worried and distressed about our daughter. Isn't he worried or distressed?
I'm afraid it's even worse,
But during these days, he never had a good night's sleep. Every day, he ran between his daughter's ward and his resting place. He also had to contact the doctor and discuss the next treatment with the doctor. In addition, he also had to come to To comfort myself and the old man, how heavy and poignant the smile on his face was?
How could he laugh? How could he be in the mood to laugh?
But when he faced himself, he kept smiling, smiling comfortingly, for fear that he would not see his smile and worry about his daughter's condition.
Xia's mother walked up to her for the first time, held Lin Ze's rough big hand, and said gratefully: "Xiao Lin, aunt was not good to you before, don't you blame aunt?"
"How is that possible?" Lin Ze shook his head hurriedly and forced a smile, "It's normal for auntie to worry about her daughter. If it were me, I would guard my child to death and not let my child be harmed at all. .”
With tears in her eyes, Xia's mother said gratefully: "That's good, that's good."
"You guys should eat quickly. When Xiaoxia recovers, we still need you to take care of her." Lin Ze scratched his head awkwardly and said, "I am a rough man, and I am always afraid of hurting Xiaoxia."
The two old men nodded lightly and took Lin Ze to eat together.
Lin Ze didn't eat either, but he really didn't have much appetite, but he couldn't refuse the kindness of the two old people, so he just ate a little with them. After lunch, Lin Ze comforted the two old people to sleep for a while, and gently Exited the room,
click,
As soon as he closed the door, Lin Ze saw Chen Ling standing at the door.
"Here we come." Lin Ze asked in a hoarse voice.
Chen Ling didn't say anything, she just stared at him blankly for a moment, her face was a little complicated, and her eyes were filled with distress.
"How long have you been awake?" Chen Ling asked softly,
When Lin Ze heard this, he rolled his eyes first, then twitched his fingers and said, "Forty-six hours."
"You're crazy." Chen Ling's voice suddenly increased, "If you don't eat or drink like this, you will die."
"Don't worry, with my body as strong as an ox, I can't die so easily." Lin Ze shook his head and said,
"Go get some sleep." Chen Ling softened her tone and said softly, "If you don't sleep, you really won't be able to hold on."
"Can't sleep." Lin Ze walked slowly to the safe passage, lit a cigarette, and took two slow puffs, "I really can't sleep."
"Then you have to sleep. In your current state, it is very easy to die suddenly. You know this better than me." Chen Ling walked up to him distressedly, stared at Lin Ze with red eyes, and said softly. , "Please, go get some sleep. I'll watch Xia Shuzhu for you. When the results come out, I'll tell you as soon as possible, okay."
"No." Lin Ze flicked the ash from his cigarette and said with a weak breath, "What if she needs me? What if she wants to see me and I'm not here? What if, no, I'll just smoke a cigarette. Feeling energetic."
Chen Ling couldn't smell the smell of cigarette smoke from him.
When she went to clean up the room where Lin Ze rested, she saw a lot of coffee cups, and only a few mouthfuls of each lunch box was left. He couldn't eat, so he smoked and drank coffee. The nurse learned that Lin Ze slept less than three hours a day, and in the past few days, when preparing for Xia Shuzhu's bone marrow transplant, he had been awake for two consecutive days.
Is he really not afraid of death when he does this?
Chen Ling's eyes filled with tears. When she saw Lin Ze sitting on the steps, she walked over and sat next to him. She tilted her head slightly and said softly: "I know you are worried, and I also know that you are afraid that something will happen to Xiaoxia, but If you wait day and night like this, what effect can you bring to the result? No, you are torturing yourself and it will not help Xiaoxia's condition at all."
"Lin Ze, I hope you think about it carefully." Chen Ling said,
"Stop talking, I will go to bed after Xiaoxia's bone marrow transplant is successful." Lin Ze shook his head.
"It failed," Chen Ling asked heartily, "If her transplant fails, will you not sleep?"
A crisp slap sounded in the quiet safe passage,
Lin Ze slapped Chen Ling so hard that blood spilled from the corner of Chen Ling's mouth, but his dark and tired eyes glared at Chen Ling angrily: "It will definitely succeed, it is impossible not to succeed, you don't talk nonsense, you are not allowed to talk nonsense."
Chen Ling covered her red and swollen face, but her expression did not change much. She was neither angry nor angry because of Lin Ze's slap.
She knew that she had touched Lin Ze's bottom line. This was a result that he had never dared to think about and could not face.
What should I do if Xia Shuzhu’s transplantation fails?
Lin Ze didn't dare to think about it, so Chen Ling helped him speak,
She said it and was beaten,
She didn't cry, nor did she feel aggrieved. She just envied Xia Shuzhu and everything Lin Ze had done for Xia Shuzhu.
She has always believed in her own vision. When she identified Lin Ze as a man, she knew he was a good man. Chen Ling got the result of Xia Shuzhu's incident.
Lin Ze slapped her, and Xun Zhi pulled her black hair in annoyance, saying with pain on her face: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I didn't want to hit you."
"I never think that men who beat women are not good men." Chen Ling smiled sadly,
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Lin Ze was on the verge of emotional collapse,
Chen Ling hugged his shoulder, put her hot cheek against his shoulder, and said word by word: "It doesn't matter, I said the wrong thing, and I deserve your beating. If you want to wait, then I will wait with you until Xiaoxia News of success.”
Lin Ze looked confused, confused and nodded: "Thank you."
…
Chen Ling went downstairs and bought two cups of coffee and a pack of cigarettes for Lin Ze.
She didn't drink, but she lit a cigarette with Lin Ze.
The coffee was to refresh Lin Ze. She knew that Lin Ze was now on the verge of collapse.
Maybe not sleeping for two days is not too difficult for Lin Ze to accept, but the tremendous pressure he has endured in the past few months and the pain buried in his heart have finally destroyed this iron man.
Chen Ling felt sorry for him, but she didn't dare to persuade him again.
She knew that Lin Ze would not go to sleep. Without the good news from Xia Shuzhu, he could not sleep. Even if he was so sleepy that he collapsed, he would not go to sleep.
Looking at this man's pale and weak side face, Chen Ling took a deep breath of cigarette and stayed with him silently.
Bang,,
The passage door was pushed open, and a nurse in uniform said excitedly to Lin Ze: "Mr. Lin, Miss Xia's operation was successful."
When Lin Ze heard this, his body trembled suddenly, and the coffee in his hand fell to the ground, but he did not get up.
The nurse was very strange and couldn't understand Lin Ze's reaction.
She was too familiar with Lin Ze. How could any patient's family be as crazy as him? He just worked around the clock to take care of the patient and the patient's parents. She knew that Lin Ze was just the patient's boyfriend, and even his parents couldn't do this. The thing is, my boyfriend has done it. Sometimes the nurse even thinks about how great it would be if she could find a boyfriend like this.
But now,
Shouldn't he jump for joy?
Shouldn't he be, why is he sitting on the ground motionless, what is he thinking,
Chen Ling's face showed a strong sense of relief. She looked at Lin Ze, only to find that this man who only bleeds but did not shed tears had tears streaming down his face. Just as he was about to say something, this man hugged her and burst into tears.
"Successful, finally successful."
"I am so worried that I will fail. I am so afraid that I will fail. I am so afraid that I cannot cure her. I am so afraid."
"She finally succeeded, she could finally live, she finally..."
Lin Ze suddenly lost his voice and fainted softly on Chen Ling's shoulder.
"Lin Ze."
Chen Ling shouted with great concern, but she couldn't wake up Lin Ze who had a mental breakdown.
…
in the ward,
Xia Qingyuan and his wife sat beside the bed with joy and relief, staring quietly at the skinny Xia Shuzhu on the hospital bed. They felt sorry for their daughter and were happy for her.
After months of struggling, their daughter's transplant was finally successful. This was the greatest gift from God to them. At this moment, they felt that nothing mattered and they didn't need anything. As long as their daughter was fine, they were relieved. ,
"Um,."
Xia Shuzhu slowly opened her lifeless beautiful eyes, and what caught her eye was not the Lin Ze she thought she would see, but her parents who were eagerly waiting for her to wake up.
As soon as he saw his parents, Xia Shuzhu said with some surprise: "Dad, Mom, why are you here?"
"Child, you finally woke up."
Xia's mother held her daughter's hand tightly and choked with sobs: "Do you know, Mom has been scared to death during this time. If you don't wake up, Mom won't be alive."
Xia Qingyuan hurriedly put his arms around his wife's shoulders and said, "Don't talk nonsense. My daughter has succeeded. Once she gets a clinical diagnosis, she will be able to live like a normal person."
Mother Xia nodded heavily, but her tears couldn't help but roll down.
This period of time was the most difficult in her life. She would rather she was the one who got sick than her daughter should suffer this kind of torture.
Xia Shuzhu also comforted her mother softly: "Mom, don't worry, I'm fine. After a period of examination, I can be discharged from the hospital."
"Yes, yes, when we are discharged from the hospital, we will go home and mom will cook you a table of your favorite meals." Xia's mother said,
"Well." Xia Shuzhu nodded lightly, a trace of confusion appeared in his dull eyes, and asked softly, "Dad, Mom, have you seen Lin Ze? Why didn't he come? Doesn't he know? Go and follow him quickly. He should tell me, lest he still worry about me."
As soon as she asked, Xia Qingyuan sat beside the bed with an emotional expression, held his daughter's skinny little hand and said, "Daughter, Xiaolin knows that you succeeded."
"Then why didn't he come?" Xia Shuzhu asked with some guilt.
"Because of him," Xia Qingyuan said intermittently, "Daughter, during the past few days when I was preparing for your bone marrow transplant, he didn't sleep. He was always busy with your affairs. Not only that, he also had to take care of both of us. He was an old guy, so after confirming that your operation was successful, he couldn't hold on and fainted."
"Fainted," Xia Shuzhu's body trembled.
"Daughter, don't worry, don't hurt yourself." Xia Qingyuan hurriedly comforted Xia Shuzhu, "The doctor said he was just overworked and will be fine after a few days of rest."
Then, Xia Qingyuan and his wife conveyed to Xia Shuzhu what Lin Ze had done during these days, and even told Xia Shuzhu that they had come to the United States early.
After hearing this, Xia Shuzhu's face was filled with tears. She looked at her parents with blurred vision and choked up: "Dad, Mom, you finally believe that your daughter has not chosen the wrong person..."
