() Tong Mai's distrust created a strong pain in Huo Yize's heart. Watching Tong Mai leave angrily, he just stood there helplessly...:
In this life, he has only made two of the most difficult choices. Not only were they difficult choices, but they also made him completely confused as to what was the right thing to do and what was best for Tong Mai!
The first time was during her engagement ceremony with Li Xianning.
On the one hand, he wanted to let go and make her happy, but on the other hand, he couldn't let go, but he couldn't let go... It seemed that he had to let go if he didn't let go! But in the end, after struggling for a long time, he still held her hand during the engagement ceremony.
Walk……
The second time is a decision made at this moment.
Wheat, indifference and distance, is the best way for me to love you now?
It would be better to make you hate me than to make you hysterical, painful and sad! However, why did he want to treat her cruelly again? He couldn't ignore her! But he couldn't step forward to comfort her...
"Boss, Mr. Jiang called, Dr. Yu will come to China the day after tomorrow..." It was A Jin's call.
Jiang Chengyi was really unyielding when it came to his affairs. Huo Yize's lips showed a touch of bitterness, but he was also fortunate to have Jiang Chengyi as a friend who cared deeply about him at this time.
"No, tell Jiang Chengyi that I will return to the United States the day after tomorrow, so he doesn't have to go through all the trouble of bringing Dr. Yu to China." Finally he relented, and Huo Yize finally decided to go to the United States for treatment.
However, this time... he doesn't know if he can come back? Or, if he can see Tong Mai and Luo Luo again...
And Jiang Chengyi worked so hard. If he didn't go to the United States, he would definitely go to China with Dr. Yu, and then the matter would be even more exposed. He must control everything before he can hide it.
Wheat, more than two days...what else can I do for you?
All the equity interests in Huo's Enterprise, as well as several villas, have been transferred to Tong Mai's name. Although there is inexhaustible money, he still can't worry about her!
Huo Yize frowned, always wanting to give Xiaomai something more, instead of just living the day carelessly...
There are too many things to worry about, how can I rest in peace?
Listening to Tong Mai's decision, Sister Fen couldn't help but get nervous, "Xiao...Mai, is your decision too hasty? I had never thought about getting rid of the child before, just because Huo Yize made a mistake.
A little mistake makes you impulsive! You should think about it carefully!"
"Just because I thought about it clearly, I decided not to let it go! It was already very annoying to have a child between the two of us, and I was afraid that I would collapse when one was brought up. I thought about it, wait for Xiaosha to have a holiday
Sometimes, she and I go out to relax and take a walk."
Tong Mai's voice became calmer, no trace of anger, and the usual noisy tone was completely gone!
When she was quiet, she was also serious. The more serious she was, the more her calmness was highlighted, as if after experiencing waves of langchao, it was time for her heart to settle down.
"Mai Mai, where are you going? Oh...it's all my fault. I was too excited that day. If I hadn't read the newspaper to you, you and Huo Yize wouldn't have made such a fuss."
Sister Fen blamed herself. If the child in Xiaomai's belly was gone, Huo Yize would probably kill her! Besides, she didn't want Xiaomai to take away the child and harm her body...
"You two already love each other. Any minor conflicts can be resolved quickly. Listen to Sister Fen. This time, think of it as giving Sister Fen face and don't get angry with Huo Yize." He tried his best to comfort Tong.
wheat.
The indifference on Tong Mai's face was heartbreaking, as if no matter what Sister Fen said, she couldn't listen and couldn't act on it. Instead, she changed the topic, "I saved a little money and planned to go to the United States with Xiao Sha to see Xian Xian.
Ning. A few days ago, I called my aunt and heard that Little A’s condition has improved. Maybe if I go and see him, he will wake up."
If Li Xianning doesn't wake up for a day, it will be a severe pain in Tong Mai's heart...
Now Tong Mai just wants to think about nothing and be alone...
After making trouble, quarreling, and complaining, Tong Mai truly realized how empty his heart was. It was so empty that it felt like it was floating in the air, wandering around without a landing point!
"Really? Everyone will be happy if Li Xianning recovers! But even if he wakes up, he is not suitable for you. No matter how Huo Yize does wrong things, in my opinion, he is always the one who cares about you the most."
Sister Fen persisted and kept saying good things for Huo Yize! There was no other way, who made her the culprit and showed Tong Mai the report that caused their separation...
Listening to Sister Fen's remarks, Tong Mai remained silent, neither arguing nor objecting.
If Sister Fen could see men clearly and thoroughly... she wouldn't end up in divorce! Therefore, her words need further consideration. Furthermore, the person who gets along with Huo Yize is herself, and Huo Yize doesn't care about her.
, it’s not that important anymore! Let’s make a bet. Why bother betting when you know you will lose?
Tong Mai's face showed a touch of pale and melancholy beauty, and her delicacy oozed from the silence... At this moment, this expression seemed to have returned to the cheek where she met Huo Yize in the pub many years ago.
It is also this kind of quiet but extremely lonely temperament, but the difference between now and then is: maybe it was frivolous enough at that time; it was careless enough; but now, at this moment, there is only the purity after precipitation...
Huo Yize, if we had never met, if I was not a bloodline of the Yin family, if I had never fallen in love with you... now, we should be happy separately, right?
In fact, the conflict between her and Huo Yize, which led to their current separation, was not only caused by Yin Yuqi hugging him, but more by their own mismatch!
In appearance, she may have the appearance of a talented man, but in reality, she didn't know that she was not worthy of Huo Yize!
Huo Yize was once like a difficult and beautiful fairy tale in her heart. If this fairy tale has gone away, he will only be her gone fairy tale after all...
Tong Mai walked into her room, her eyes swept over every corner of the room, the bed... It seemed that she could still vaguely smell the scent of their love! Bit by bit, they came together, lingering on the tip of her nose. Tong Mai
Mai closed her eyes, as if recalling the good things they had had for the last time...
Last time, no wonder Huo Yize forced her to work as a secretary. In so many years, she didn't have a legitimate job. Even though she made Xiao Sha live a good life, she still failed to set a good example for Xiao Sha.
Her deep thinking and reflection did not make her confused, but seemed to make her more and more transparent, and she could see herself clearly...
And Lolo...
Luoluo, if I only want you to be happy, if I only want you to be happy, should I let you go? Even one day, I want to let you know that I am your biological mother, and I hope you can call me "Mom" yourself.
, you should also wait until you have enough endurance.
The last thing she wanted to hurt was Luo Luo! As much as she loved Xiao Sha, she loved Luo Luo in her heart. What’s more, Luo Luo was born to her after ten months of pregnancy, hard work, and against all odds...
As long as you are happy, I let go, I give in, and I can get you a friendly "aunt", this may be a good way...
Thinking about it, Tong Mai couldn't help but shed tears. Whenever she thought of Luo Luo, she would cry because of reluctance, because of heartache, because of shame...
Shortly after Sister Fen left, Tong Mai took a taxi to the hospital. He couldn't help but put his hand on his abdomen, feeling extremely reluctant to let go. He was just as reluctant and sad as when he was about to remove Lolo six years ago.
Baby, I'm sorry, I hope you will have a good pregnancy and happiness in your next life.
But she couldn't save him in the end...
Outside the abortion operating room.
Tong Mai nervously grasped her palms. The strong panic and fear rushed towards her face just like a few years ago! When she closed her eyes, she could not help but think of the image of this instrument churning around her body, how painful it was.
!How cruel!
The palms of my hands were sweaty, and my body was shaking unconsciously. I don't know whether I was afraid of removing the child? Or was I afraid of surgery?
I don’t want Sister Fen to follow because I am worried that Sister Fen will stop her! She is already very reluctant to have an abortion and abort the child! If Sister Fen persuades her, there is no guarantee that she will not change her mind...
But this misunderstanding with Huo Yize is not a misunderstanding, it is a break, a complete break with the past and the present.
Does he know that even though Huo Yize loves her, even though she can feel Huo Yize's love for her... But how afraid she is of facing the Huo family.
Huo *** warmed her heart so much, but she also felt unworthy of it!
And Mrs. Huo, Mr. Huo... are the most difficult ones for her to face! Afraid of their mocking, sneering faces; afraid of their many obstructions. Even if she can force herself not to care about it, or even ignore it completely. But, they are always
Huo Yize's parents...
She is even more afraid that one day, because of her humbleness, she will not be able to stand with him forever and shine together, and may even bury Huo Yize's light...
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It’s not that Tong Mai hasn’t thought about all of these before, but he just avoids them, doesn’t want to think about them, doesn’t want to face them! He refuses to grow up! He refuses to think!
In the past, I even thought that love could solve everything, but I forgot that there is another thing in the world called fate and reality, which is irresistible and can only be endured.
Tong Mai pressed her aching temples. Her fear had never been mentioned in front of Huo Yize. She would only show her teeth and claws in front of him, hiding her softest part from him!
"Next, Tong Mai."
Suddenly, the nurse's voice came from the corridor, and Tong Mai's thoughts were suddenly interrupted...