Chapter 55: Promise to be a good father and give birth to the child
()"wheat……"
She was still murmuring in a low voice, and it could be heard that the voice calling her name contained strong emotions, and there were endless words that she wanted to say...
Only when she was asleep, when she couldn't hear him, did Huo Yize have enough courage to tell him what was in his heart, "I'm sorry, it was my bad behavior that made you take away the child. I don't
I blame you, but I just feel sad...I feel sad that you have done so much for me, but I can't compensate you properly."
He still clearly remembered how afraid she was of entering the hospital when he first met Xiaomai.
However, in order to give birth to Luo Luo, and for the sake of their child, they worked hard to overcome the fear in their hearts! They even resolutely gave birth to Luo Luo! This... was enough for Huo Yize to love her for the rest of his life, even if she sometimes made herself angry.
Even though he is half dead, he is still deeply loved!
"If I'm not here anymore..."
He didn't want to say this, but he had to say it after all, and now was the best time. He could take this opportunity to say goodbye to her! He clearly and thoroughly remembered her sleeping appearance.
Tong Mai, who had his eyes closed, immediately stiffened when he heard this.
What does it mean to be gone? Why does it sound like she really means "farewell"? My heart almost stopped for a moment.
"I hope you can be as brave as before, and live a happy life with Xiaosha, Luoluo, and Nainai! No matter where I am, you will always be in my heart."
Even if one day I stop breathing, you will still be in my heart... Tong Mai couldn't bear it any longer. He suddenly opened his eyes and stared at Huo Yize with confusion and pain! Tong Mai didn't fall asleep.
Huo Yize was caught off guard by this fact. When he regained consciousness, he immediately turned his head away to prevent her from seeing his wet eyes. He also slightly retreated from Tongmai, panic rising involuntarily.
I thought she was asleep, so I would tell her what was in my heart, but I didn't expect...
Did she hear it?
"Now that he's awake, Nainai is waiting for you to play chess with him." Huo Yize tried to soften his voice, at least it didn't sound so sad, full of grief and reluctance.
But Tong Mai was looking at him intently at this moment, with a strong uneasiness in her expression. The uneasiness that had been condensed in her heart finally broke out at this moment, and she couldn't even care about them for a second.
She was still trying to clear up the relationship and say it was over. At this moment, she just wanted to find out what irreversible thing Huo Yize had encountered.
Huo Yize found it difficult to face her and turned around to leave, but Tong Mai grabbed his arm excitedly, "Why do you say such things? How could you not be here anymore?"
Tong Mai keenly sensed the meaning of this "absence".
It's not like they're breaking up, or that he's going to abandon her and choose Yin Yuqi, but...
A fact that she doesn't want to think about, a fact that makes her heartbroken!
Huo Yize was silent, with millions of regrets deep down in his heart. How could he be so impulsive just now and say these things that he shouldn't have said! But Tong Mai wouldn't allow Huo Yize to be silent. He had to tell her the truth!
"You don't say that? You don't say...I'll ask A Jin. A Jin always knows what's going on?" Suddenly, Tong Mai thought of A Jin. If A Jin followed Huo Yize, there was no way he wouldn't understand.
His thing.
After finishing speaking, Tong Mai opened the thin quilt and determined to find out the true meaning of his words today.
"Wheat, don't make trouble unreasonably..."
"What is unreasonable trouble? What do you want me to do to satisfy you? Do you have to wait until you are really gone and disappear, and I silently accept the fact that you left, then you will be satisfied?" Tong Mai's voice
Each sentence was heavier than the other, approaching Huo Yize step by step.
She was now looking at Huo Yize with eyes that were serious, focused, and distressed, as if she realized that she cared too little about him? Not only did she not care, but she only lost her temper, and mistakenly thought that he and Yin Yuqi were getting back together.
Burned...
Yes, as Huo Yize said, if he really loved Yin Yuqi, then everything would not be in this situation today, and he would not provoke her.
However, she always doesn't trust him so much! When she doesn't trust him... he must be very sad, right? She has also been misunderstood before, and he should feel different from the pain of being unable to explain and being stuck in the mud.
Not much?
Thinking about this, Tong Mai's self-blame became more and more intense...
Both of them were silent, only the pain was flowing in the air! With tears in her eyes, Tong Mai hugged Huo Yize's waist from behind, finally showing weakness, maybe this is not a sign of weakness! She could deeply feel it at this moment
Huo Yize's difficulties were due to her making him so sad.
When Tong Mai was close to his spine, Huo Yize's heart was overturned, and the pain spread freely...
Wheat, what do you want me to do to you? Should you let go? Or not let go? Even if you don’t let go for the time being... sooner or later, I have to let go.
Huo Yize's tears were also surging. He was not even close to dying yet! He was actually performing "Farewell" so early in the morning! He felt terrible when he felt like this.
"If you promise to be a good father and you will see him grow up healthily, I will give birth to the child." Tong Mai's slightly choked voice came from behind Huo Yize. Although his voice was trembling, it was full of emotion.
She is extremely determined.
When she went to the hospital in the morning, she sincerely wanted to remove the baby! However, when she got to the operating table, she was reluctant...
Just like when Luoluo was in her body, she was equally reluctant. The arrival of the child was a part of her life. Thinking of the little lives gestating and growing in her belly, she had the responsibility to keep him alive.
If he goes down, he has no right to take away his little life on his own initiative.
"..."
Hearing this, Huo Yize was shocked.
What she means is...the child is still there.
Huo Yize turned around in slow motion and looked at Tong Mai with red eyes in disbelief. Joy and surprise surged into his heart. He didn't know what to say for a moment. There was gratitude and love under his deep eyes.
"Don't you want this child?" Tong Mai continued to ask, driving away Huo Yize's doubts more and more!
"Yes! Of course. Thank you...Mai...Thank you..." With countless thanks strung together, Huo Yize was very excited and hugged Tong Mai tightly, a little too hard.
The pain caused by losing the child before was finally relaxed and disappeared!
"But can you tell me why you said you weren't here..." She didn't allow him to be away! Even though she had quarreled and said they were breaking up countless times, in fact, she couldn't live without Huo Yize. If she could leave Huo Yize and let go of Huo Yize, today
She, Tong Mai, was already a wife, instead of still here having quarrels with him from time to time.
Huo Yize gently stroked away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and the curve of the corners of his lips was extremely heartwarming, "Because the day after tomorrow... I'm going to the United States."
In fact, how many times did he want to tell Tong Mai personally about his current situation, but every time... he couldn't open it.
How could he tell her personally: He was going to die and he could no longer go on with her...
If she knew about it, I'm afraid she would burst into tears and be so sad that she died! Huo Yize didn't want to see her like that! He could only hide it for a while!
"Go to the United States?" Tong Mai exclaimed, frowning and staring at him, as if she wanted to see clearly whether he was lying to deal with her!
"Yeah." He nodded and continued, "There are some things to take care of over there."
I hope this matter can be handled well, and that Dr. Yu can extend his life a little longer...
Tong Mai didn't ask what he was going to do, but she hugged his arm tightly, a charming smile appeared on her face, and she said coquettishly, "I'll go too!" No matter where he went, she would follow him.
Where to go. Moreover, before Huo Yize said this, she had already decided to go see Li Xianning...
Let's drop in together!
Furthermore, does this count as a tacit understanding?
Obviously, Tong Mai's mood has improved a lot, but the uneasiness is still there!
…
Huo Yize's face was solemn, and he definitely didn't want her to go with him. Doesn't it mean that everything will be revealed once she goes?
"You are inconvenient now. You can rest here for a while. Nainai and Lao Xi will take care of you. I feel more at ease." Huo Yize was worried, not only because he was afraid of his condition being discovered, but also for Tong Mai's safety.
"Don't worry about me, but I don't trust you! I don't care what reasons you have for not wanting me to go. In short, I just want to follow you! Follow you all the time."
She said coquettishly, grabbing Huo Yize's arm harder and rubbing her into his arms.
Huo Yize, even if I don't ask now, I know very well... You must be hiding something important from me. If you don't tell me, I'll find out on my own. If I follow you every day, I don't believe that I can't find out anything.
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Huo Yize's eyebrows were always tightly knit, and it was easy to see Huo Yize's embarrassment, "This..." Originally he wanted to discuss this matter carefully, but he didn't expect that Tong Mai covered him tightly.
She didn't want to listen to his nagging and finding various reasons why he didn't want her to go to the United States...
Her tongue playfully imitated Huo Yize's past strength and dominance, tumbling around inside his lips and eating the walls of his mouth. The smooth and soft touch came, and Huo Yize's vagina was instantly drawn out with heat, and his face
It became hot involuntarily, and bursts of electric waves stimulated every cell in his body. Because Tong Mai was pregnant, he could only endure the tremors in his body, but now...she was actually playing with fire!
Reason told him that he must stop it now; however, every inch of the skin in his body was clamoring, and his desire urgently needed to be solved quickly. The strong arms firmly clasped her slender waist, forcing her body to