() "You don't have to be nervous...I won't trouble you with anything. Treat this meeting...as the last one! No matter whether you recognize me as your son or not, like me or not, and whether you really care about me,
It doesn’t matter to me.,.”
Jiang Chengyi shrugged indifferently. On the surface, he really didn't care.
In fact, what can he do if he doesn't care? Should he cry and beg like a woman to give him a trace of maternal love?
First, it is impossible for him to do this.
Second, even if you do this, you will still gain nothing in the end.
Over the years, the only love he has received from relatives has come from Huo Yize. Although Huo Yize does not know that he is his brother, he treats himself as a relative because Huo Yize is willing to trust him so unswervingly.
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Thank you for this trust and this affection; since Huo Yize has given him so much, it is natural for him to do something for Huo Yize.
Sacrifice him, not only can it exchange for Huo Yize's life, but also exchange for the happiness of Huo Yize and angel, it can also exchange for the peace of mother and the Huo family.
Mother doesn't have to worry that he will ask her out from time to time...
In fact, he had no ill intentions, he just wanted to see her, even if it was just a glimpse of her. It didn't matter even if he didn't get any love from her, he was always grateful to her for bringing him into this world.
Met Lin Meili, met Huo Yize...
Before falling in love with Lin Meili, he didn't know that she was Huo Yize's appearance. Lin Meili had completely concealed her identity and dated him. Although he and Lin Meili were not related by blood, if he had known that Lin Meili and Lin Meili had
He has connections with the Huo family. No matter how tempted he was at the beginning, he would never go into this muddy water!
But now, before he died, he was thankful for Muddy Waters. The memories between them were enough for him to have eternal memories while sleeping underground...
Listening to his words, Mrs. Huo's pace of walking forward suddenly stopped at this moment, as if she smelled an unusual smell. Is she being sensitive?
Mrs. Huo didn't know that Huo Yize's current situation was unimaginably bad, and she never thought that Jiang Chengyi would have such a selfless and selfless spirit to dedicate his living heart to his half-brother.
In exchange for his existence!
"Are you planning to go back to England?" Mrs. Huo turned around and asked curiously.
In fact, Mrs. Huo knew a lot about Jiang Chengyi, and she was not as indifferent as she showed. At least after Jiang Chengyi's father died, she secretly dragged other people's connections to help the company stabilize.
This can be regarded as the little thing she has done for Jiang Chengyi's son.
After all, Jiang Chengyi’s fault is not hers, it’s her and Jiang’s father’s fault that really need to be held accountable! They treat love and marriage as child’s play, and it’s this child who will suffer in the end...
Thinking about the past, Mrs. Huo also had uncontrollable sadness and sadness on her face. She sniffed and tried not to let tears come out of her eyes, "I'll leave if you don't tell me. No matter where you go, take care of yourself. You also
The boss is no longer young, it’s time to find a woman to settle down with and have children!”
Her tone sounded so stiff, completely cold, and you could easily hear the impatience in her words...
Even though her impatience was disguised, it was enough for Jiang Chengyi!
For more than twenty years, as a mother, she has never been willing to spread a little love and care to him, not even the most ordinary words of care...
Today, her words of "take care" and "find a woman to settle down with"... still show that she actually cares about him, but her status as Mrs. Huo does not allow her to have so much love and strange love for her ex-husband's son.
A stream of sourness welled up from Jiang Chengyi's eyes, but he finally raised his head and forced himself to swallow the soreness. He asked instead, "Can I ask you a favor?"
His pleading and begging tone showed his courtesy and respect for her. Even though he was usually unruly and unruly, he was still humble and polite in front of Mrs. Huo...
At this moment, there was no longer the smell of gunpowder between the two of them when they first met, and warmth began to grow between them.
Mrs. Huo was silent, which was regarded as an agreement.
She really didn't want to meet Jiang Chengyi face to face, because this would only highlight her cruelty and irresponsibility, and sometimes she would even hate herself for being so cruel. He and Huo Yize were both her children, so why couldn't she just give him a little charity?
Give him some love...
Jiang Chengyi has been without a mother since he was a child, and after she left, Jiang’s father never married anyone else! For Jiang’s father, he always chooses the former between career and women!
"What's going on with Yize and Tongmai... don't stop them from getting together. Ze won't listen to you. If you don't give in, you will lose another son. You have already lost me. I don't want to see it."
Now that you are helpless and helpless. Now that Mr. Huo knows about the relationship between you and me, now it is up to you to apologize and sincerely beg for his forgiveness. You have been hiding and refusing to see me all these years.
Don’t you just want to keep Mrs. Huo’s position? I won’t bother you again after I leave. As long as you keep your head down, I believe in the relationship between you and Mr. Huo over the years, and he will not embarrass you. I very much hope that when I leave
Before, I could see you and Mr. Huo reconcile. If you can’t save face, I can talk to Mr. Huo..."
Before Jiang Chengyi finished speaking, he was interrupted by Mrs. Huo's words, "That's enough! That's enough! Don't say anything else... Jiang Chengyi, your father is so vicious and despicable in the shopping mall.
The life and death of others! How did he educate you? How did he educate you to be so soft-hearted? You have no qualities that a man should have. Yes, I am your mother! But I am an incompetent mother! These years
, I ignored you and never paid any attention to you. Even... I hated seeing you. Don’t you not hate me? "
At this time, Mrs. Huo's words were full of sadness. The more Jiang Chengyi was so compassionate, the guilt and debt that grew in her heart occupied every corner of her body. Her heart felt like it was being torn open, and she was in pain from the struggle.
, and finally couldn’t help but shed tears...
Jiang Chengyi didn't want to see her crying, but he was also very happy in his heart. He was very happy that he still had a place more or less in her heart. Even if it wasn't much, it was enough.
It can be regarded as letting him leave completely without any regrets...
"Mom...my dad is cruel and unkind, but he never taught me to hate my mother. He just said that my mother can't help herself. Just because we know you can't help yourself, so I don't hate you.
You, dad didn’t hate you before he died, he said he was sorry for you..."
Thinking of his father's temporary nostalgia and guilt for his mother, Jiang Chengyi's voice became choked. If she were a woman, she would burst into tears at this moment...
"Stop talking... stop talking..."
Mrs. Huo covered her lips, and her tears fell one by one like broken beads.
This is the first time Jiang Chengyi sees his mother crying in front of him, and it will also be the last time he sees her cry...
In fact, he still had many pleas that he could not express, such as: Let her hug him, hug him like Ozawa, even if it is only once, he will remember this hard-won hug for his whole life.
He wanted her to call him by his name, not his given name and surname...or, call her "son" intimately and admit his identity frankly.
I want to get closer to her and remember her face seriously, a face that is both familiar and unfamiliar.
Since he was a child, he had not dared to get close to her, and she would not let him get close to her. He could only stay far away, and even only saw reports on TV and major media and newspapers that she and Mr. Huo attended major banquets...
…
He even collected all the photos of her attending celebrity clubs. When he was overwhelmed with missing his mother, he took them out and looked at them to make up for his endless missing...
It turns out that his mother is so beautiful and graceful! It turns out that his mother is so charming and popular...
In short, in Jiang Chengyi's eyes, she has never been a bad mother! She is just an ordinary and noble mother, a mother who is out of reach for him, a mother who cannot love him like other mothers in this life...
But I have always, never hated her.
Just like what her father said, she has her difficulties and her own choices, and they cannot be a stumbling block for her...
"Mom, go back! Go back to the Huo family! Now Xiaoze is sick, very seriously ill, and he also needs you to greet him and give him the motivation to live." Jiang Chengyi's words came out, and Mrs. Huo's face turned pale in an instant.
Sudden change, "What's going on? Please explain clearly, how could Ozawa be sick? He is so healthy...are you lying?"
"You can go to Dr. Yu's hospital and see if he knows whether I lied."
He never lies, especially to her, he can't lie.
Faced with Jiang Chengyi's seriousness at this moment, Mrs. Huo also realized the seriousness of the matter. After being stunned for several seconds, she left in panic, getting farther and farther away from Jiang Chengyi, until her voice and shadow completely disappeared without a trace.
No trace...
Jiang Chengyi knelt down and kowtowed in her direction as a farewell, "Mom, I love you..."
When I said the three words "I love you", tears kept rolling down my face.
Mom, can you love me in the next life too?
If it really is the next life, if the situation is still like this in the next life, can you let me and Ozawa exchange places, so that I can also enjoy your love and care, so that I can act like a baby in your arms when I was a child?