Chapter 98 If I hadn't left, I would have belonged to him long ago
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Mrs. Huo seemed to be asking for trouble. No one talked about Sam. It was as if Sam was a minefield. Everyone avoided the topic.
The driver who sent Mrs. Huo and Lao Xi back had something to do at home. In the end, Huo Yize took them back...
And Sam seemed to be taking advantage of Huo Yize's departure. He couldn't help but come to see Tong Mai...
"Sam..." Tong Mai opened his eyes. The moment he saw Sam, he was a little shocked.
"Are you afraid of seeing me now? Are you afraid that Huo Yize will continue to misunderstand our relationship?" Sam said lightly. There seemed to be a trace of disappointment in Tong Mai's eyes.
Tong Mai was a little surprised that Sam would actually say this. He shook his head repeatedly. "Sam. No... I thought you should lie down and rest in the ward. Your injury hasn't healed yet."
Sam approached the edge of her bed and stared at her with his deep eyes for a long time. This look made Tong Mai feel a little guilty and even afraid. "Why are you looking at me like that?" Such a strange look.
After a moment, Tong Mai continued, "Sam, do you remember me?" A flash of happiness flashed in his pupils.
"I don't remember any difference between you. There doesn't seem to be any difference."
Sam's speech today was a bit weird, and his vision was also wrong. Tong Mai was extremely puzzled. "Of course there is a difference. If you remember it, I can return the money to you." He still mentioned Regarding money, it seemed that after paying back the money, she would no longer owe him any favors.
If that was the case, Sam would rather she remember this favor for the rest of her life... So for a moment, she didn't want to admit that he was Sam who studied in London.
I have always thought that Tong Mai's future partner must be someone with an ordinary career like her. Even if it is not ordinary, at least he will be someone who can give her a stable life. At least it is not the type like him and Huo Yize. It is possible at any time. The depths are dangerous. She is also involved in it. She is trapped in the whirlpool...
But she didn't expect that she and Huo Yize had such a good relationship. I had to admit that Sam was a little jealous. "Next time, I don't want to see you taken away by others again. You look hurt all over. Remember. protect yourself."
After all, he couldn't be by her side all the time.
"Sam... what's wrong with you? Did Huo Yize say something to you? Why did you suddenly say some irrelevant things?"
Just when Sam was about to leave, Tong Mai held his hand in time and refused to let him leave. He had to make it clear.
Sam was obviously fine when she rescued them that day. Could it be that something happened during her confinement period?
"Mr. Huo didn't do anything. I just came to say goodbye to you. I will not appear in the organization in the future. Take care of yourself." Like his personality, even saying goodbye was cold and indifferent. There was no warmth. But in fact, deep inside his heart was turbulent and ups and downs.
In fact, even if he can't do anything, it would be nice to see her occasionally. Unfortunately, Huo Yize seems to be afraid that he and Tong Mai will have a real relationship. He asked Ah Jin to inform him not to appear in the organization in the future...
Tong Mai was a little unbelievable when she heard that. Sam was obviously doing well, so why did he want to leave? She could easily see that Sam was reluctant to leave the organization, but he still wanted to leave. There was only one reason. In the final analysis, it was Huo Yize who was "making trouble"... …
"Sam... don't leave... tell me honestly. Does this matter have something to do with Huo Yize? I want to hear the truth." Tong Mai seemed a little excited and emphasized her tone. It also highlighted the importance she attached to Sam as a friend. .
"The truth is that I want to leave on my own. It has nothing to do with anyone else." Sam is indeed loyal enough. Even if Tong Mai complained, he would not say that he was forced to leave.
However, the more certain he became, the more suspicion aroused in Tong Mai. "No... I don't believe it... Sam. Why do you have to tell lies to me? You clearly looked at me the first time you were in the cemetery." You recognized me as angel. Why did you refuse to recognize me? When I was studying in London, why was I absent on Christmas Eve? There was no news after that."
She clearly made an appointment to return the money to him on Christmas Eve. However, she waited at the school gate for several hours without seeing him. After that, she could no longer contact him.
At that time, in Tong Mai's heart, Sam was like an angel sent from heaven to help her solve her biggest difficulty. Then when she wanted to thank the "angel", he disappeared without a trace, just like the gap between heaven and earth. The distance between them is boundless and cannot be touched.
Even at that time, Tong Mai thought that the tuition fee of 1,000 pounds... was completely illusory. Sam had never appeared in her life. Everything was just a figment of her imagination. Unfortunately, it was not real. exist.
Sam stopped walking. When he turned around, his eyes were extremely solemn. "If I show up on Christmas Eve... what will you do? Just pay me back 1,000 pounds."
Finally, he admitted that he remembered everything. And he remembered it more clearly than Tong Mai.
Back then, Tong Mai was almost kicked out of school due to lack of tuition fees. At that time, her expression of helplessness, sadness, and panic... is still as clear as yesterday.
"Uh..." Tong Mai raised her eyes to face him. She was slightly startled, as if she was trying to figure out the meaning of his words.
"If I show up, is it possible for us to continue to develop?" Sam added. At this time, his words had no restraint.
b. At a young age, when you meet such a cool, handsome, and kind-hearted person, you will more or less have a good impression.
"Sam. Can you tell me why I can never see you again? Almost everyone in the school doesn't know where you are. It's like you disappeared from the world overnight." Tong Mai avoided the words. Question. She didn’t answer.
So what if she had a good impression at the time. The person she loves now is Huo Yize. Apart from him, no one can live in her heart anymore...
Therefore, it is empty talk to talk about whether these things are favorable and whether they are possible to develop.
"You answer my question first." Sam was very stubborn at this time. It seemed that Tong Mai's answer was very important to him...
"I'm afraid it doesn't make much sense to say this now. You know, the person I love now is Huo Yize. I love him more than my own life." She did not exaggerate his deep love for Huo Yize. Huo Yize was in urgent need of a change of heart. As long as he can use hers, as long as hers can be matched, he will donate it to him without hesitation.
Of course, she believed that if something happened to her, Huo Yize would behave and feel the same as her...
"angel. I can interpret this to mean that you...had a little feeling for me at that time. But you don't feel it now. Your heart was occupied by Huo Yize. Suppose I showed up and stayed in London. We There should be a chance to develop..."
Since Tong Mai didn't want to talk about .sam, he interpreted it himself. He also analyzed the hypothetical problem very thoroughly.
Tong Mai remained silent and did not refute. But no matter how thorough she was, assumptions were just assumptions and would not become reality. The reality was that she and Huo Yize had fallen in love with each other and would never be separated...
From the moment she met Sam to the time they reunited, she rarely saw his smile. Even when he smiled...she could detect the bitterness in Sam's smile and easily feel his pain.
"Sam, do you have any difficulties that you can tell me? If you share your sorrow with someone, you will only have half of the sorrow left. Let me share a little of it for you." It is completely a friend's tone. Although I am grateful to Sam, this is completely the same as love. separated.
"Are you sympathizing with me? People like me don't deserve your sympathy." Sam smiled bitterly. He said it easily. He was definitely not rejecting other people's sympathy in excitement.
After hearing this, Tong Mai's heart sank even more. "No... I just want to share the burden with you. Maybe, if I say it, you might feel better."
Sam paused. Tong Mai was not in a hurry. He believed that if Sam regarded her as a friend, he would definitely tell her. Sure enough, Sam seemed to have made a great decision. "I have not forgotten the promise made on Christmas Eve. In fact. I went..." But that night was his last night in London.
Sam's words made Tong Mai's heartbeat suddenly accelerate: Since he went, why didn't he show up? At this moment, she believed Sam's words. He said he would go.
"I also saw you at the school gate, wearing a red coat and a rabbit fur hat, jumping up and down under the tree in the cold, breathing constantly. Several times... I wanted to go over and hug you tightly and give you a hug. A little bit of warmth... Tell yourself that all you need is a hug. Just give it a hug and then leave. But after I really hug you, can I still leave?"
Several years later, Sam can still clearly remember Tong Mai's playful and cute appearance. She was really cherished and lovable. If he hadn't left at the beginning, I'm afraid it would be his turn now. Before Huo Yize was by her side, she would have been his...
Recalling what happened back then, Tong Mai was also surprised. He could still remember everything one by one. Inexplicably, her eyes were a little moist, sour, and her heart was not at peace.
"After that, I was trained to be a professional killer. These hands...the hands that once helped you are now stained with the blood of countless people. I don't even know how many people died with my gun. There is no way to distinguish between good guys and bad guys. You must be very disappointed that I am actually such a person."
Sam was telling his past in an extremely calm tone. Professional killer... this profession should be extremely scary to everyone who has never come into contact with it.
When Tong Mai heard this, he was not disappointed, not scared, but extremely shocked...