Tong Mai's symptoms of forgetfulness became more and more obvious day by day. It was so obvious that she felt infinite panic and anxiety passing through her heart.
Especially after the phone call with Xiaosha Fen and the others just now, Tong Mai's shock became more and more intense. She was really worried that one day she would not remember anything...
I don’t remember Xiao Sha. I don’t remember Luo Luo. I don’t remember Huo Yize. I don’t remember everyone around me.
Even though Huo Yize was putting pressure on Dr. Yu, increasing the research and development team, and studying the toxins in her body, it still could not appease Tong Mai's heart. Although Dr. Yu was able to save Huo Yize's life, Huo Yize's life was at the expense of the senior's life. As a price.
If her situation requires the cruelty of sacrificing one person to survive, then she would rather leave alone and quietly without disturbing anyone. She has already sinned heavily by leaving Jiang Chengyi. If she still has to bear the burden of another life. Even if I live, I will not be happy. I will even be condemned by my conscience all the time.
At the same time, she could also understand Huo Yize's original mood. He couldn't predict the future and didn't know how long he could live. So he tried his best to arrange everything for her, and then left alone...
What about her?
Should she do the same? What could she do for Huo Yize? Apart from cooking delicious food for him in different ways, acting like a spoiled child, and causing him trouble, she couldn't think of anything else she could do for him.
But if you leave to avoid seeing each other again, the reluctance in your heart will emerge...
But if she becomes Huo Yize's burden, she will no longer be able to stand by his side and shine brilliantly with him. Her inferiority complex, which is already strong enough, will emerge even more unbridled...
For a moment, Tong Mai's thoughts became extremely disorganized. The quiet island, the tranquil sea, the hard-working and simple people in the town... She should not forget everything here. It was deeply engraved in her mind.
Tong Mai closed his eyes and tried to remember it firmly. He also felt the unique and beautiful atmosphere here...
In the past, when Huo Yize asked her and Mrs. Huo to leave, she instinctively didn't want to leave. She just wanted to stay by his side. However, now she not only often forgets some of the things she has done, but even becomes unconscious. Next, he hurt others. He chewed and bit Huo Yize, as if he was crazy. But after that, he acted like a normal person.
Obviously, this is the side effect of toxins in the body...
No one can predict what situations will await her next.
Assuming that from now on her existence is to harm others, then... what is the meaning of her life?
Regarding these things, the more Tong Mai thought about it, the more confused she became. Even when Sam was approaching from behind her, Tong Mai was completely unaware. The brows were furrowed tightly. Layers of uneasiness and pain enveloped her. " angel…”
It was a very familiar title, but it no longer came from Jiang Chengyi's mouth. Instead, Sam was calling her. This call successfully brought Tong Mai back to her senses. When she turned around and saw Sam, she was a little disappointed. She was even now I hope Jiang Chengyi is back...
After all, except him, few people would call her that.
"Sam, is something wrong?" Tong Mai saw the serious expression on Sam's face. It was clear that he had something to say to her.
In fact, she also had something to say to him. While she could still remember the things she had experienced with Sam, she wanted Sam to relieve his grudge, forget the past, and start a new life. She could easily see that. Even though Sam is back, he is still unhappy...
"It's nothing. I just want to see you." A very straightforward reply. There was no pretense or any concealment. But the more frank it was, the more it made the situation seem a bit embarrassing.
Looking at her from afar, she stood meditating on the beach. The sleeveless vest and long skirt reached her ankles. Her petite figure looked taller. She had a curvy and exquisite figure. She was graceful and delicate. Her long black hair was blown by the breeze. It has beautiful curves. The fair and delicate skin exudes a radiant luster in the sun. There is not a single flaw to be found. It is like a goddess. It is fascinating.
Her fresh and stunning beauty is an excellent weapon that makes men irresistible. It’s not just her beauty. The stubbornness and unyieldingness that permeates her bones, and her tenacity of not bowing to fate, will involuntarily attract people’s attention...
But now, the Tongmai that Sam sees seems to be brown and has lost its toughness. It looks a little decadent...
Sam's eyes have been staring at him for a moment. If it weren't for the fact that his body was stained with too much blood and burdened with too much fate, or that he was just an ordinary person in the organization and had not experienced the identity of a professional killer. At this moment, whether it is Huo Yize or any other man, he will really do whatever it takes to be with her regardless of the consequences.
Tong Mai looked a little embarrassed under Sam's direct gaze. "Sam, I'm looking for you for something."
Sam was a little surprised, but kept silent and continued waiting for her to speak...
Putting aside the embarrassment, Tong Mai just wanted Sam to get back on track. He said seriously, "Don't take any more cases and kill people. No matter whether the other person is a good person or a bad person. We have no power to decide other people's life or death. Every life has its own existence." The meaning of it. What you did in the past may have been forced by life and had to be done. But... in the future, can you stop being a professional killer? No matter what job you do in the future, you can't look back."
Thinking that his last murder has attracted close attention from the international criminal police. If he commits another crime, it does not mean that he will be so lucky and escape the disaster every time...
Being a killer is like being on a thin line between life and death. Life and death are so close, so close that you are caught off guard.
Whenever Tong Mai thinks about this matter, her nervousness will intensify, followed by panic and horror.
Sam didn't answer. He still stared at her with his deep eyes. Seeing her hurt and sad, Sam wished he could kill Paul with his own hands. But killing Paul is not that easy. You must be quite mentally prepared...
However, listening to her concern for him, warmth flowed through Sam's body. The next second, he couldn't control his emotions and held her hand. She resisted and escaped. "Sam..." She was shocked by Sam's words. Behavior. Not sure what he was trying to do.
However, Sam didn't allow her to resist. He took advantage of the situation and took her into his chest. "Sam... don't do this..."
Tong Mai struggled. Even though she was grateful to Sam, the person she loved from the beginning to the end was Huo Yize. She knew this very well. She didn't want Huo Yize to see it and make him jealous...
Huo Yize once asked her to put herself in his shoes and think about it for him. Yes, if he was intimate with Yin Yuqi or other women, she would also feel very uncomfortable.
Therefore, she is now more and more considerate of his feelings and considerate of him.
"If this is your request, I will agree to you. As long as you say it, as long as I can do it, I will definitely agree to it. But, can you also agree to me... No matter what difficulties you encounter, you can't be discouraged and you can't be depressed. .This is not like the angel I know. In my eyes, you will never give in to fate."
Sam's words were obviously talking about her current physical condition. Everyone was worried about her. Including herself, she seemed to have fallen into an abyss. She couldn't find an exit and could only be trapped to death...
In fact, Tong Mai could not help but smell the smell of death getting closer and closer to her. The closer she got, the more scared she became. The more scared she became, the more chaotic she became.
Tong Mai listened. A smile emerged from the corners of his eyes. It was shallow but sincere. "Thank you." Two words. It was so sincere that it made Sam's eyes sore. It seemed that he had exhausted all his gratitude to Sam. Thank him for his 1,000 Thank you for the kindness of Pound Sterling. Thank him for sacrificing his life to save me. Thank him for enlightening and encouraging me now...
However, the word "thank you" is not what Sam wants to hear. "I don't want to hear other words of thank you. I just want to hear you say: I will be fine."
Even if his love for Tong Mai will not change, even he will not be able to control himself and use him up as he does now. However, the sense of propriety and principles are still there...
He and Huo Yize. The two of them are in Tong Mai's heart. Sam can accurately interpret: one is the most important person in life and cannot be replaced, and the other is a very important friend.
Therefore, if friends want to transcend the status of lovers who are dependent on each other for life and death... the distance is a bit far away.
After Sam relaxed slightly against Tong Mai, Tong Mai also took advantage of the situation and pushed him away, widening the distance between the two. Although Sam was disappointed with her resistance, it was fortunate that her resistance reminded him. " I'm sorry. I didn't mean anything else...Actually, I was just worried about you."
The hesitant explanation was always because I didn’t want to put any mental burden on Tong Mai.
"Sam. I will be fine, and so will you. In the future, I want you to be safe, healthy, and happy. Don't think about the past and the future. Just enjoy the present."
Tong Mai sincerely hopes that Sam can have his own happiness in the future. Meeting a girl who can relieve his heart knot and melt his coldness...
Sam smiled. But this smile was not a truly happy smile from the heart, but a slightly sad smile.
After all, words such as happiness, joy, and enjoyment have nothing to do with him.
"Wheat..." After Huo Yize got off the boat, he saw Sam and Tong Mai looking at each other. From Sam's eyes, he could still feel his deep attachment and reluctance to Tong Mai.
However, he said that he believed in her. He believed in her unconditionally and without reason. He jumped to her side, held her slender waist domineeringly and hugged her into his arms. Sam did not want to see their intimate behavior and made excuses. He left wisely. "A and I went to Qiao's house to have a look."
Although Lin Meili called back to report that she was safe, they still had to bring Lin Meili back together...
After Sam left, Huo Yize's eyes kept focused on her. "Just now...what were Sam and you talking about?"
I didn't want to be so petty as to ask about such a trivial matter, but I still asked...