Chapter 2 The only thing that hasn't changed is the heart
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When Tong Mai saw Pei Ruoxue, her heart was boiling and rolling like a pot exploding. In the past, Pei Ruoxue's face still had a little bit of good-looking baby fat, and her appearance was very clear. But now, after pregnancy, her cheeks are obviously sunken. It's amazing. Even though I have a big belly, except for my big belly, I don't seem to have much meat anywhere else on my body.
However, when Pei Ruoxue saw Tong Mai appear, she couldn't hide her happiness. "Mai Mai..."
Through Sister Fen, I also learned more about Tong Mai. After knowing for sure that the person Tong Mai loved in his heart was Huo Yize, Pei Ruoxue and Tong Mai were not so embarrassed when they met now.
Tong Mai swallowed hard. His eyes kept lingering on Pei Ruoxue's face, looking around. "Ruoxue... why have you lost so much weight?"
After asking, Tong Mai felt that he had asked knowingly.
I heard that Pei Ruoxue's family background is not good, and her parents are from the countryside. They are naturally very conservative in their thinking. They cannot accept having a child out of wedlock at all. Pei Ruoxue must have given birth secretly without telling her family. She wanted to raise her alone. child.
It is great enough for a woman to be able to give birth to a child for a man. It is enough to prove that she loves this man deeply. What's more, in this situation, with no support, no guarantee, and no other extra financial resources, she can still do it. Smiling to himself. This shows how strong Pei Yingyan is inside.
Tong Mai admires his bravery and tenacity...
When they were in Huailuoluo, although there were many misunderstandings between her and Huo Yize, which prevented him from being by her side, at that time, Li Xianning was there to rely on, and he always stayed by her side to help her. Protect her.
And when he missed Tong, Huo Yize was completely the image of a good father, caring for her in the palm of his hand.
Tong Mai couldn't help but think of this. It was in sharp contrast with Pei Ruoxue's situation at this moment. There was uncontrollable sourness in his eyes...
Pei Ruoxue smiled. The smile on her face was as pure as before. There was no trace of impurities. "Pregnant women have different physiques. Some people gain weight during pregnancy. Some people lose weight during pregnancy. I belong to the latter. The doctor said there is nothing serious. The child is healthy."
When talking about the child, Pei Ruoxue couldn't help but protect her belly. It was obvious that her face was full of joy and satisfaction as a first-time mother. She was even vaguely looking forward to Li Xianning's return...
When she thought of Li Xianning, her heartbeat kept accelerating. She bit her lip. It seemed a little difficult to speak, but she finally spoke. "Mai Xiaomai...President Li...has he woke up?"
She was in China and Li Xianning was receiving treatment in the United States. She could not get any information from anyone.
The first thing I do when I wake up every day is to read the newspaper. Is there any report about Li Xianning in the newspaper? He is a celebrity. If he attends a certain banquet, the media will inevitably rush to report it. Unfortunately, every day it is read I searched every corner of the financial and entertainment pages, but I couldn't find any information about Li Xianning.
She wanted to ask Xiaomai many times, but she didn't dare to speak every time.
Now that Tong Mai is in front of her, Pei Ruoxue has the courage to ask her...
Tong Mai had no way of answering Pei Ruoxue's question for a while. If she told Pei Ruoxue that Li Xianning had woken up and that he remembered everyone except her, then... she would be even more desperate.
Tong Mai frowned. It was obvious that the problem was embarrassing for her...
"Wheat...is it the CEO? His situation...is even worse." Pei Ruoxue's complexion suddenly turned pale.
"No... Ruoxue. His condition is quite stable. You don't have to worry. The most important thing now is that you have to take care of yourself and give birth to the child safely."
Tong Mai didn't answer her directly, and gradually changed the topic invisibly. Pei Ruoxue was not stupid. Tong Mai said "it's still stable". Does that mean Li Xianning hasn't woken up yet?
When I think of Li Xianning lying in a cold ward, unconscious for such a long time, he must be lonely...
She obviously misses him so much, but she can't go to see him. He once said that things between them should be treated as if they never happened. He has clearly expressed his feelings clearly. Even Tong Tong The person Mai loves is Huo Yize. But he always loves Tong Mai deeply.
Envying Tong Mai, and even a little jealous of Tong Mai. Pei Ruoxue felt a sudden pain in her chest. "Wheat, if the president wakes up one day and knows that I am pregnant with his child, he will definitely be furious. "
When she said this, a strong bitterness appeared at the corners of Pei Ruoxue's lips. This bitterness was in contrast to the bitterness in her heart.
"Actually, you must think that I will insist on giving birth to this child. I want to use this child to obtain some benefits from the Pei family. Or one day I will use this to blackmail Li Xianning to be with me..."
"Ruoxue. Don't say that. I swear, I have never thought of you like this. Because I understand your thoughts. Even if you don't say anything, I can still understand you. Because I have been so stupid before. But you Be braver than me. Stronger than me. You are a good girl. Don’t belittle yourself. Even if you have a past and children, there will still be people who love you, love you and protect you.”
After all, Pei Ruoxue is indeed a very kind person.
However, good people should be rewarded. If she and Xiao A really can't get together in the future, I hope she can find someone who will love her for the rest of her life.
Pei Ruoxue said nothing. Still just smiled.
Because there is still a deep love for Li Xianning. Because it is not clear whether Li Xianning can wake up in this life. If he cannot wake up, the child she is carrying should be born; and if he wakes up, of course it is good. But She never thought about holding Li Xianning responsible. This is what she insists on. She must persevere no matter what...
"Wheat, your leg... I heard from Sister Fen that it was twisted. Are you feeling better now? You have difficulty moving now. You came to see me. I feel very guilty."
Pei Ruoxue's eyes fell on Tong Mai's legs. Tong Mai shrank instinctively, as if she was afraid that Pei Ruoxue would see any flaws. In fact, it was obviously impossible to see any flaws. She was too nervous. Sensitive.
"I won't come. How can you be willing to move out here? Ruoxue, if you really feel guilty, just move to my place. Although my place is not big, it is safer than you living here alone. I Sister Hefen is also better able to take care of you. We are worried about you being here alone."
Ever since Sister Fen found out that Pei Ruoxue was pregnant, Sister Fen had been "badgering" Pei Ruoxue, looking for a house for her, and accompanying her for prenatal check-ups. Pei Ruoxue was all thanks to Sister Fen.
Later, Sister Fen asked Pei Ruoxue to live in her house many times, but Pei Ruoxue refused. She felt that she had caused a lot of trouble to Sister Fen. If she still lived at her place, she would feel bad and even feel uncomfortable.
"No need. I'm very nice here. Look at me... isn't it nice? I can come to your place from time to time and chat around." Pei Ruoxue still declined their kindness.
"But you are about to give birth to a baby. It would be better to have someone by your side to take care of you at all times. Sister Fen and I are both experienced people who can help you. Ruoxue, don't be polite to us. We are friends. There is no difference between friends. Need to be so unfamiliar."
Tong Mai's eyes were full of seriousness. He wished he could do something for Ruoxue. Doing something for Ruoxue meant that he owed less to Li Xianning...
"Wheat...I won't bother you for a while. I'll move in when your legs get better." Finally, Pei Ruoxue softened a little.
Tong Mai finally nodded. But Ruoxue, you don’t know. My legs may never get better in my life...
Thinking about the leg, Tong Mai felt boundless panic in his heart. At the same time, he was frightened and also extremely conflicted. He wanted to see Huo Yize, but he was also afraid of seeing him.
We made an appointment to video chat on QQ. After dilly-dallying for a long time, she opened QQ...
I haven’t logged in for a long time. I used to be young and frivolous. After a series of things happened, my heart became mature and experienced. My mood will also change accordingly. I will become worried, dull, and sentimental. .But looking back, the only thing that hasn’t changed is the love for Huo Yize...
Although she and Huo Yize were not the first to know each other, the fate of people is in no particular order.
Open QQ. The friends list is full of gray avatars. Except for one person... Loneliness Correction Station. It turns out that Huo Yize has already been waiting for her to come online on QQ.
This feeling...is wonderful.
There is someone you love waiting for you in a distant place. This is undoubtedly a very happy thing.
Probably this feeling is the so-called sense of belonging. No matter how tired, annoyed or even desperate you are, there will always be someone who will protect you and support you. He is your motivation and the source of all your hopes and happiness... …
As Tong Mai thought about this, the haze and discomfort on his face gradually disappeared.
Tong Mai looked at Huo Yize's QQ name. The anger in the past was completely gone. Only infinite sweetness was running around. He didn't expect that Huo Yize would do such pranks at that time that were completely inconsistent with his identity.
This is the way to love someone. You will unknowingly change for the other person, restrain the other person, and even do some things that are contrary to your usual behavior.
I'm afraid that when he sneaked into the group, Huo Yize began to like her a little bit. However, the way he expressed his love was different from others. It was like a child who was studying. The more he liked the girl, the more he liked her. In front of her, I acted more and more mischievously, trying to attract her attention. But in the end, it was self-defeating and had the opposite effect...