It turns out that what Huo Yize said was risky was because he was worried that after using the medicine developed by Dr. Yu, the memory in her body might be completely lost...
From now on, forget him, forget Xiaosha, forget Luoluo, and forget everyone around you.
What Tong Mai was most worried about was coming.
However, between life and amnesia, if I can only choose one, of course I would choose the latter.
What Huo Yize said to her kept lingering in her ears: As long as you can live. As long as you can be by my side. It doesn't matter if you forget me. I will try my best to make you remember me.
But……
Working hard is easier said than done.
Moreover, whenever Tong Mai thinks that her memory will be blank from now on, she will feel panic and fear in her heart.
After Yin's father left, Yin Yuqi and Chen Yuhua also began to find various ways and means to plead with Tong Mai. But when Huo Yize wanted to take action to expel the mother and daughter out of the country, Tong Mai did not allow him to do so...
Especially when he saw Luo Luo, Tong Mai's eyes instantly became sour and moist. "Luo Luo, let me take a good look at you."
The hand on Luo Luo's head could not help but tremble. He was still so calm and calm. The aura he showed at such a young age was indeed inherited from Huo Yize's coldness and seriousness. "Auntie, are you sick? Why do you have to sit in a wheelchair? "
Even though he was full of doubts and frowned, his words were always calm and composed. He would not be intimate with Yin Yuqi the way he was intimate with her. Instead, he would just be polite and distanced...
"My aunt is sick... She is very seriously ill. Maybe in the future..."
Regarding the future, Tong Mai has not yet reached a conclusion; regarding Dr. Yu’s treatment, we will not know until we go to Las Vegas. Therefore, everything is unknown anyway. She cannot tell Luo Luo about her death. question.
And she wanted to show all kinds of positive energy in front of Luoluo. Luoluo's bright black eyes stared at her for a moment. "Auntie, why don't you go to the hospital if you are sick? Hospital doctors can make the disease better."
There was a sense of distance in his words. Even when Tong Mai touched him, he would avoid her intentionally or unintentionally.
Tong Mai noticed such a subtle plot and it made her even more sad. "Luoluo... have you missed your aunt during this period of time?"
Although Luoluo kept a distance from her, Tongmai tried her best to maintain the distance between them. Even in her cautious words now, she even desperately longed for Luoluo's thoughts.
Luoluo pursed his lips and seemed to be thinking about this question carefully. But this question...he didn't seem to know how to answer it. It was originally a very simple "want to" or "don't want to", but he was in every possible way. In the end, he just couldn't answer it. No more answers.
Tong Mai couldn't continue to ask questions because the answer was already obvious. "Xiao Sha will be back later. Luo Luo will stay with my aunt tonight, okay?"
Tong Mai would cherish even one more minute with Luo Luo. But after not seeing Luo Luo for several months, it seemed that Luo Luo was obviously alienated from her. Not only alienated, but even from the look in Luo Luo's eyes. In it, she could still vaguely see his resistance to her...
Although Luoluo would not be very intimate with her before, at least he would not be so resistant.
When Luoluo shook his head and refused to stay, Tongmai's heart tightened bit by bit. Especially when Luoluo spoke again, Tongmai's pain was like the dark night sky, weighing her down.
"Auntie, I have a sister. But, I don't like it. I also kind of hate my auntie."
What Luo Luo said now was not a joke at all. He spoke seriously, seriously, and quite seriously. He even stared at Tong Mai for a moment, as if he was scolding or blaming her.
At least that's how Luo Luo makes her feel in Tong Mai's eyes now.
…
He said he hated her...
These words hit Tong Mai like a thunderbolt from the blue. Her throat was choked. She looked at Luo Luo with completely blank eyes. Her mood was exciting. She even had a strong impulse to tell Luo Luo: She is Mom, not aunt.
It seemed that at this moment, she couldn't bear it anymore...
"Mom said that my aunt is sick. It is a must to be polite to visit my aunt. But Luoluo doesn't want to see my aunt anymore. My aunt not only took away my father, but also took away the only love that my father gave me. Aunt, you are annoying .”
Regardless of whether Luo Luo's words were taught to him by Yin Yuqi or not, when they came out of his mouth, Tong Mai's chest felt like thousands of needlepoints were poking her chest.
Continuously saying that she hates...
She is really annoying.
"Luoluo..." Tong Mai's voice called his name. It was just two words, but it was filled with deep trembling. At almost this moment, she no longer had enough courage to speak.
"Auntie, I'm leaving. I wish you a speedy recovery."
Regardless of his words or actions, he was neither enthusiastic nor excited. The more indifferent he was, the more uncomfortable it made Tong Mai.
"Luoluo, don't go... Luoluo, I am the mother." In desperation, Tongmai blurted out a sentence involuntarily.
For fear that Luo Luo would be hurt, and for fear that Luo Luo would be sad, neither she nor Huo Yize said who was the biological mother. But now...
Regardless of whether she was in a hurry or she couldn't bear it any longer, this matter had to be spoken out.
Luoluo didn't have any reaction to Tong Mai's words. His expression seemed like he was listening to Tong Mai talking about something very insignificant, without any emotional ups and downs.
"Luoluo. In fact, I am your biological mother. Yuqi's mother...she is the aunt. You and Niantong are both the children of mom and dad. There is no one we don't love, or who we love more. We all love you both. .The same love.Love for our two babies.”
Tong Mai slowly stepped forward to protect Luo Luo's shoulders. Moist tears fell down in his eyes. At this moment, his breathing was so suffocating that he locked her chest deeply.
The wish she wrote in the lavender bottle...
I didn't expect that one day, she would say it to Luo Luo so naturally. Even though the emotions in her heart are rolling unscrupulously and wildly, now that she has said it, she has no regrets. She just feels guilty and indebted to Luo Luo. Getting deeper and deeper.
However, whether she still has a chance to make up for Lolo is once again unknown.
In the past, her life was full of unknowns, especially when she was in London. She was not sure how long she could stay in London. She was not sure whether she would be dropped out of school due to lack of tuition fees. She was even less sure whether one day she would be dropped out of school. You can still have a period of happiness.
Although there were too many unknowns at that time, she was used to it; but now that she has a glimmer of hope, she is not used to this uncertainty...
"When I gave birth to Luoluo, for some reasons, Luoluo had to live with Yuqi's mother in everything. But my mother has always loved Luoluo the most. Can Luoluo give her mother a chance? .Let mom make up for Lolo.”
No matter how much time she had left, she could still do something for Luo Luo. But at this moment, she was so eager for Luo Luo to give her a chance.
Moreover, she did not say that it was Yin Yuqi and Chen Yuhua who concealed his existence, which forced their mother and son to grow further and further apart.
If she said this, it might increase Luoluo's dislike of her. After all, in Luoluo's heart, Yin Yuqi is so perfect and so kind. She also doesn't want to destroy Yin Yuqi's image and position in Luoluo's heart.
As long as Luoluo can accept this fact. He can accept both of them at the same time. This is the best result.
Obviously, Luoluo didn't accept it, nor did she buy it. There was a thoughtfulness unique to a child in her frown. Finally, she shook her head in refusal. "Auntie, today is not April Fool's Day. This joke is not funny at all."
It turned out that his indifferent expression was because he thought what Tong Mai said was just a joke...
This is undoubtedly a deep blow to Tong Mai. "No, Luoluo. Auntie is not joking with you. This is not a joke. I am your mother. This is a fact. There is no need for Auntie to lie to you. If you don't believe it ...You can ask dad, or you can ask nainai, grandma... They can prove that what I said is not a lie."
"No...no...I won't listen...my aunt is not my mother...my mother is Yin Yuqi. My mother is only Yin Yuqi."
Finally, his emotions had a huge ups and downs. Luoluo couldn't accept Tong Mai's words. "Liars. You are all big liars. Dad is a liar. My aunt is too..."
In an instant, tears welled up in Luoluo's eyes. Her red eyes were full of hatred for Tongmai. She turned around and left. "Luoluo... Luoluo... Mom is not a liar. Mom has her own reasons. If I had known The existence of Luo Luo. Knowing that Luo Luo is still alive. No matter what my mother says, it is impossible for you to live with Yu Qi’s mother."
Luoluo is in pain. She is in even more pain now.
It was so embarrassing to be called a liar by her own child. What else could she say to Luoluo?
Tong Mai grabbed Huo Zhengluo's arm tightly and refused to let him leave. Ke Luoluo's resistance became more and more violent. "Let go... let go... liars... you are big liars... I will never come here again." I’ve met my aunt. My aunt can’t be my mother. It’s impossible…”
In the past, he would occasionally be intimate with Tong Mai, but he could not accept that she was his mother.
In Luoluo's heart, Yin Yuqi has been deeply rooted. No one can replace her.
Luoluo's strength was too great. It was not convenient for Tong Mai to move in a wheelchair. But the moment Luo Luo opened Tong Mai, Tong Mai could not catch up with him. He was too excited and Tong Mai fell from the wheelchair. "Luoluo...don't go...wait for me..."
In an instant, blood started to flow from the tip of her nose again. Her breathing became more and more rapid, and she became more and more uncomfortable...