In fact, she was not so generous to help him and Yin Yuqi. But she also had no way to answer clearly whether she would return to Huo Yize.
The hand hanging by Tong Mai's side was pulled hard, as if she was afraid of revealing her lack of determination at the moment. Indeed, she was extremely unsure now. Even if she just got a little closer to Huo Yize, all the efforts she had made in this time It's bound to be ruined in an instant.
But when I heard that he was going to be with Yin Yuqi, my body felt like it was being torn apart...
Tong Mai continued to be silent. But the body that Huo Yize pushed away clung to him in an instant. The loneliness and fear deep in her heart forced her not to let go of Huo Yize for the time being. Even though she knew it was wrong to do so, she was satisfied. While I am being selfish, I am also breaking my promise to Luo Luo and hurting Luo Luo.
However, now...
It’s not that she can’t control that much. It’s that all her words and deeds are completely out of her control. A continuous dense set of kiss marks fell on his face and neck...
Huo Yize also knew that he should not follow her wishes at this time. Tong Mai's behavior was purely out of fear of a person's loneliness. It was not because he really needed him.
If one day there is another person by her side again, or even this person can slightly take his place, then she will leave him without hesitation.
With extreme hesitation and worry, Huo Yize seemed a little passive. However, he could not ignore the infinite impact that Tong Mai's lingering had on his body. It was obvious that he could not refuse. Of course, he himself did not want to refuse. .
The longing for the past few days turned into a huge kiss at this moment. Huo Yize hugged Tong Mai and opened the door. When he entered her bedroom, Tong Mai would always give in because of shyness. But now he just wants Huo Yize to be here more. Stay for a while. Even if they can't be together in the end, even one more second together is extremely precious...
No matter how much Tong Mai and Huo Yize are in love and attached to each other, they know each other very well. This lingering sadness cannot change their current separation.
The ultimate kiss and the utmost devotion. They all want to leave the best and most profound happiness to each other. But... there is inevitably a deep sadness and discomfort hidden in it.
After being entangled, Tongmai fell asleep out of habit. This was the only night she slept peacefully since Xiaosha left. Huddled in Huo Yize's arms was like finding support and warmth. So she You can have a good sleep with peace of mind.
The next morning, when Huo Yize woke up, the arm that Tong Mai held his head on was numb and sore. He carefully pulled it out from under her neck, not wanting to wake her up. His deep eyes fell on her sleeping face. Huo Yize His fingertips gently touched her eyebrows. But when his fingertips touched the wet tears in the corners of her eyes, his hand immediately stopped in mid-air. Was she having a nightmare? Or was she dreaming about Xiaosha leaving?
Huo Yize's eyebrows also tightened. This cruel guy, he really should have ignored her. Only by ignoring her, only by ignoring her, would she be obedient.
After watching Tong Mai for more than half an hour, Huo Yize finally left her room...
And when Tong Mai woke up, he found that the side of the bed was empty. There was no trace of Huo Yize. If it weren't for his unique breath still on the pillow, Tong Mai would even think that yesterday was a dream. After all, before. Not only would Huo Yize not leave quietly like today, he would definitely kiss himself awake in the early morning to make up for his lack of satiety at night.
But his behavior has shown that he is determined to have nothing to do with her. Even though he and Huo Yize have two children, it seems to have no effect...
Tong Mai's tears slid down both sides of her cheeks. The breath she took in at the tip of her nose was extremely painful and painful. It was as if she would soon suffocate to death due to this suffocating feeling.
She had always been afraid of living alone. In the end, she couldn't escape...
Even Lao Xi and Mrs. Huo have rarely contacted her recently. I am afraid that she has disappointed Nainai too much this time.
Although Mrs. Huo and Lao Xi really wanted to see Tong Mai, they expressed their support for Huo Yize's method in the "strategy" implemented by Huo Yize. It was better for everyone to be indifferent to Tong Mai. In this way, because in her heart The deep loneliness and fear will force her to come back. From now on, she will never break up with Huo Yize easily again.
"If Yin Yuqi and I are together, this is what you want to see. I can also help you." This sentence kept hovering in Tong Mai's ears, affecting her thoughts and making Tong Mai think more and more. It’s getting more and more chaotic. It’s getting heavier and heavier...
In the past, making bread and cakes was what Tong Mai liked to do. And it was precisely because of this craft that she and Xiao Sha were supported. It also allowed Xiao Sha to live a pretty good life. At least it was not too shabby. poverty.
But now she can't find the energy to do anything...
It is said that dogs are people's most loyal friends. Tong Mai suddenly thought of raising a puppy to drive away her fear and keep her company.
Tong Mai doesn't have the habit of raising small animals. It's not that she doesn't like them. It's just that she has never been leisurely and has no time to do such leisurely things. But now she lacks everything and of course there is no one around her. She had the idea of raising a dog.
Tong Mai carried a little one home. The puppy looked very small. Tong Mai carefully picked it up and shook its tail. The little one was considered very well-behaved. He said "ouch" a few times as if he was talking to the new baby. The owner seemed to say hello.
"What should I call you?" Tong Mai said to the puppy very seriously, as if the puppy could understand her words. Especially when he stared at the puppy, he was particularly focused.
"From now on, it will only be you and me here. I will only have you as my company." Tong Mai added. A bitter smile appeared on the corner of his lips. His eyes were sour and swollen involuntarily, as if he was mocking. With his own sadness.
Why did she end up in such a miserable state alone?
Is it because she is too persistent and too willful? Or is it that everything she has done since she returned to China has been wrong?
It was precisely because she was wrong that she was punished to be alone and helpless in the end. She should not have had the idea of revenge in the first place. Because revenge would only make her fall into one abyss after another. Not only did she have to Instead of the pleasure of revenge, it was as if there was an invisible hand pinching her neck. She could be suffocated at any time.
The puppy chirped again, as if it was echoing Tong Mai's words. Its two paws were put together and there was no aggression towards Tong Mai in its behavior. It seemed that it was quite satisfied with Tong Mai's master. Therefore, there was no any "Timid"...
"I'll call you Lele, because you can bring me happiness." It can also drive away her loneliness a little. Having a living thing is better than her talking to the air.
However, Tong Mai never imagined that one day she would need a dog to relieve her panic and loneliness. Even though she has continued to grow and mature over the years, the memory she had as a child was deeply hidden in her body. The personality of being afraid of being alone has never changed at all. On the contrary, as I grow older, this feeling has become more intense...
"Lele. What do you want to eat for dinner? Xiaosha usually likes braised fish and cold vermicelli. Would you like to try it too?"
Tong Mai put down the puppy and stood up. Suddenly his breathing became very constricted. He was almost breathless. His chest felt a little tight.
Tong Mai covered his chest and was surprised by the sudden and strange discomfort. But he still smiled and said to Lele, "Be obedient. Don't run around. I'll cook dinner for you right away."
Lele seemed to really understand her words. He was jumping and screaming on the spot, conveying his joy and happiness at the moment...
Tong Mai was busy in the kitchen. During this period, there was still a feeling of tightness in his chest. "What's wrong with me?" Zi You said to himself. He didn't understand where this uncomfortable feeling of suffocation came from.
Could it be that something happened to Xiao Sha or Nian Tong Luoluo?
When thinking about this, Tong Mai immediately shook his head to get rid of this inappropriate thought. "No way."
With great difficulty, Tong Mai worked hard to prepare today's dinner and brought it to Lele. In an instant, not only his hands were trembling, but his breathing became more and more urgent. The dullness in his heart was attacked crazily. Before he could speak to Lele, he fainted and fell to the ground.
"Woof woof..."
When Lele saw Tong Mai passed out on the ground, she screamed "woof, woof" and kept surrounding her. She even rubbed Tong Mai's body with her paws. But she didn't have any consciousness. After rubbing her for several times, After falling off, Tongmai still didn't respond. Lele was also a little anxious. He ran out as if he wanted to find rescue. But there were always few people in this area late at night. The streets were cold and cold.
Until the car lights came on, Lele ran quickly towards the light source.
The owner of the car light is from Huo Yize. In fact, he has been coming to Tong Mai's residence for a long time. He has been looking at Tong Mai's room with the lights on, which means that she is not asleep. But he does not want to disturb Tong Mai, let alone let Tong Mai I know I've been here.
The more he can't let go, it will only secretly encourage Tong Mai's willfulness.
When Lele saw Huo Yize's sports car, he kept jumping in front of his car. His front paws were put together as if begging for something. Huo Yize didn't know that Tong Mai had actually adopted a dog. He was also very interested in this dog. He had no interest. When he turned the steering wheel and left without paying attention, the puppy ran to Huo Yize's car faster and fell asleep on the ground. He also pretended to be fainted...