Chapter 82 What qualifications do you have to say you love him?
() After Li Xianning and Tong Mai paid homage to Yin Yuqi together, they walked quietly on their way back, quietly, as if no one wanted to break this beautiful and short moment.
In the future... it seemed that he would never have any chance to have an appointment with Tong Mai alone, so Li Xianning regarded this appointment as particularly precious.
"Little A, do you have anything you want to tell me?"
Moreover, this sentence... may be difficult to say.
Tong Mai finally spoke and stopped walking. There was no affection between men and women in his eyes as he stared at Xiao A. It was purely a friendship that transcended men and women.
She and Xiao A could really talk about anything sometimes, but maybe because they were so familiar, she could only treat him as a lifelong friend.
"I may have to leave for a while." Li Xianning tightened his hands in his trouser pockets, trying to hide his sad mood at this time...
"Leave? Little A, where are you going? What will happen to Ruoxue? What will happen to the child?"
When Li Xianning talked about leaving, Tong Mai was not only surprised, but also followed by a lot of questions, because she and Luoluo needed to cultivate a relationship. During this period, she rarely had time to visit Pei Ruoxue, but occasionally she would
I got the news from Sister Fen that she is fine.
However, now Xiao A actually said that he wanted to leave...
"Thinking that you might not be able to see me for a while, you start to feel reluctant to let me go?" Li Xianning said with a faint smile on his lips, seemingly true.
Li Xianning's words made Tong Mai purse her lips. Of course she knew that Li Xianning was joking, but Tong Mai could tell from his joking words that he still couldn't let go of the past between them.
Otherwise, he wouldn't have the idea to leave for a while.
Little A, have I really made it difficult for you? Whether it was in the past or now... I once made it difficult, even embarrassing, for you.
"Little A... I'm sorry for causing you a lot of hurt and pain. But if you regard me as a true friend, can you listen to my opinion?"
Since she had betrayed Li Xianning's affection for her, Tong Mai always tried to do something for him, and he and Ruoxue should not have an unresolved outcome.
"Fool, now that I know it has caused some damage to me, I always need some time to heal. At the moment, I'm not sure where to go first. I just want to calm down for a while and empty my heart before I have a chance to let others live in it."
Although it is still difficult for Li Xianning to completely forget Tong Mai, forgetting her is necessary. Only by driving her away from his heart will he no longer have some random thoughts that bother him.
"But what should Ruoxue and the child do? The child is still young and needs the love and care of his parents. Although he hired a nanny to take care of Ruoxue, the person Ruoxue actually needs most is you. Even if you don't do anything, as long as you have
When you are around, she will feel very at ease."
At that time, she was in the same mood when she was pregnant with Luoluo. In fact, if she wished Huo Yize could be by her side, all the pain of pregnancy would seem very weak...
When it came to Pei Ruoxue and the child, Li Xianning looked helpless, "Since she had the courage to give birth to the child, she should also think of the suffering she had to endure."
Hearing this, Tong Mai looked helpless, "The Li Xianning I know is not such an irresponsible person. Have you and Ruoxue ever sat down and had a good talk? Ruoxue is a very good girl. She deserves it."
You pay for her."
The guilt in Tong Mai's heart increased instantly. She could actually understand how Little A felt now, because all his efforts to her were in vain, so he began to be afraid of giving.
Even though he acted like he was letting go in a free and easy manner, Tong Mai knew that if feelings can be let go, then... they cannot be called feelings.
"When are you and Huo Yize planning to hold your wedding? No matter where I am, I will come back to bless you."
It may be cruel for him to personally attend the wedding of Tong Mai and Huo Yize, but if his blessing can make Tong Mai feel less indebted in his heart, then he is very willing to do so.
Since you have decided to let go and fulfill your decision, you should fulfill it to the end and give you the best wishes!
He didn't want to mention Pei Ruoxue at all, clearly wanting to avoid the topic, "The wedding will not be held for the time being. Huo Yize and I don't care about a certificate now. Anyway, everything is fine for now. Moreover, many married people will get divorced.
Zhang proves that it is actually not that sacred or important."
"As far as I know, Huo Yize is very popular. Aren't you worried that one day he will fall in love with someone else? Women, it's better to be careful. However, if Huo Yize bullies you one day, I will not let you go.
Him; or what if one day..."
You and Huo Yize broke up...
Li Xianning stopped talking at this point, saying that their breakup was a bit like a curse. He didn't want Tong Mai to misunderstand, so he didn't mention it again.
However, sometimes he would really have crazy thoughts and maliciously hope that they would separate and then Tong Mai would come back to him.
It was because of these messy thoughts that Li Xianning wanted to go out and relax. Maybe the distance would allow him to completely forget...
"If Huo Yize still has the intention to seduce others, then I will accept his fate." The implication is that she trusts Huo Yize.
"Wheat, I wish you eternal happiness."
"What about you? Will you make yourself happy? I really hope you can be happier and happier." Li Xianning, who is in front of her now, can no longer find any trace of happiness in his eyes. There is always a faint trace of happiness.
The sadness is hidden in his eyes.
"Don't worry, after I sort out my emotions, I will go back to my former self, Little A. If you feel you owe me, feel sorry for me, and be kind to yourself as compensation for me."
Little A caressed her hair, and Tong Mai's eyes were filled with mist. "Do you have to go? Where to go... at least tell me a place."
"Um."
He nodded firmly.
As for Pei Ruoxue and the child, he has already ordered someone to take care of them and make arrangements for them. After he has cleared his mind, he will decide on matters with Pei Ruoxue...
At this moment, Li Xianning was no longer willing to make a hasty decision and then do something that he would regret.
"We will contact you by phone when the time comes. Don't worry, I won't go missing. I'm just going to relax! Please don't look like the sky is falling. I'm a broken-hearted and divorced person. I always need a cooling-off period. Give me a little
In time, I will get better." Li Xianning became much more relaxed at the end of his words, and it seemed that his mood broadened during the conversation with Tong Mai.
"Little a..."
"Let's take you back. Huo Yize will be nervous if he doesn't see you when he gets home." He didn't give Tong Mai any chance to discuss the matter between him and Pei Ruoxue.
But Tong Mai would not give up on Li Xianning and Pei Ruoxue's affairs because of this. If she didn't feel wrong, she was sure that Xiao A still liked Pei Ruoxue a little bit in her heart.
After discussing with Sister Fen, we decided to take the last gamble...
Tong Mai and Sister Fen went to Pei Ruoxue's residence together, hoping that Pei Ruoxue would take the initiative. Maybe her efforts to stay would have some effect on Li Xianning.
But when Pei Ruoxue learned that Li Xianning was leaving temporarily, her face turned pale in shock. Although it was said that he was leaving temporarily... but who knew how long his temporary departure would be? Three years? Five years? Or ten years?
No wonder he arranged everything for her, including the house, children's household registration, servants, deposits... He did everything for her, just so that she would stop annoying him in the future?
Or... this is declaring the fact that he doesn't want their child, and he just uses money to pass it off.
"Ruoxue, you try calling him. It doesn't matter whether the child is sick or you are sick... Anyway, find a way to get him to come here and you two can talk face to face. Some things need to be done
It would be better to speak openly and honestly. If you don't put forward your own requirements and don't let Xian Ning know what you think, he may never know what you really want."
Tong Mai was encouraging Pei Ruoxue to be more brave and to stop accepting arrangements cowardly and passively, but to take the initiative.
"Yes, I agree with what Xiaomai said. You have to tell him clearly that you love him not because he is rich and powerful! You give him children, not because you want to get his current house and savings! Be brave and follow
He made it clear that your bravery may lead to a happy and complete family for your children."
Afen has completely lost her previous prejudice against Pei Ruoxue and treats her as her own sister. She won't be too worried when speaking because she believes that Pei Ruoxue will not care about the importance of her words. She should understand that this is
For her own good.
Tong Mai and Afen's "offensive" made Pei Ruoxue very embarrassed, "I...I'm afraid...if I say I love him, I will be overestimating my abilities."
She didn't think she was worthy of Li Xianning. As a former secretary and an insignificant person beside him, what qualifications did she have to say she loved him?
Even though there was a common crystallization, this crystallization was never what Li Xianning wanted, and was even rejected.
"There is no such thing as overestimation or overestimation in love, only suitability or unsuitability. You and Xian Ning are actually very compatible, but you didn't realize it yourself. Be brave and give him a call. Xian Ning is not a cruel person...
...Or, if he is cruel and leaves without hesitation after you express your feelings, then it doesn’t matter if you don’t love such a person! But no matter what, you have to try everything before you know.”
Tong Mai handed the phone to Pei Ruoxue. Pei Ruoxue's frail and slender body was still as thin as ever after giving birth. "Yes, call him right away! If he gets on the plane, you won't be able to get through. Hurry up."
Afen urged, but Pei Ruoxue's hand holding the phone was trembling extremely, and she was hesitating whether to hit or not...