Canglong leaned against the door with his upper body naked. It had been a long time since he had felt this way. The pictures that came to his mind were like nightmares lingering in his heart. In the heartbreaking pain,
With a bitter memory, that name, a familiar name, was sealed in his heart, a past he had said goodbye to.
However, was it really possible to say goodbye so easily in the past? His face became as cold as ever. The short present seemed to be unable to erase the past.
That kind of pain was not only mental, but also physical. The first time this kind of pain appeared in his mind was when he fell in love with someone who looked very similar to Yu Xue in a desert country a year ago.
, their temperaments and eyes were almost exactly the same, so when he saw Yu Xue for the first time, he felt so familiar and calm, as if he had gone back in time.
It's just that she has left, but Canglong still remembers the words she said when she left, and remembers her request, so Canglong gave up his life as a killer and left the world he belonged to. He even couldn't remember clearly.
Is it to find my parents, or to find a piece of pure land?
Yu Xue triggered the bitter memories in his mind, and also triggered the heartbreaking pain. This was the second time, and maybe the third time. For a moment, he didn't know what to do, what to do.
To face this past.
A killer cannot have superfluous feelings, but the taste of feelings is so tempting that the tempting person can't help but pursue it, even if it means risking his life.
When he met Mei Lin, Canglong overturned many of his previous values. It was she who made him feel the colorfulness of the world, and her words would always linger in his heart.
If you have no vision, then I am your eyes. Please let me tell you what black is and what white is.
If you have no sense of taste, then I am your taste buds. Please let me tell you what is bitter and what is sweet.
If you have no sense of smell, then I am your nose. Please let me tell you what is fragrant and what is smelly.
If you have no sense of touch, then I am your sense. Please let me tell you what the taste of life is...
But she left before she could tell Canglong what life was like, leaving only a strange world for him to face alone.
Before that, he was a killing machine, executing orders meticulously. As the saying goes, a killer does not need emotions. He has no emotions. He has never had emotions since he was a child. The circle he lives in is only death and blood. He
He can hear, see, and touch, but he can't feel the feeling. Therefore, he is the strongest and no one can defeat him. He is the god of death in the killer world, constantly harvesting those strange lives.
The appearance of Mei Lin told him that besides death and blood, there was another world. Perhaps his biggest purpose in coming to China was to find something called emotion. Perhaps he was escaping.
"When something cannot be escaped, you can only choose to face it, to face a better one, not a worse one." Canglong made a decision in his heart, maybe now is the time for him to face it.
The next day, Yu Xue woke up, made breakfast, and walked to Canglong's door. She wanted to knock on the door but found that Canglong's door was open. She walked in and found that the room was as tidy as ever, not dirty at all, and there was no one inside.
, the computer on the table disappeared, leaving only a letter lying quietly on the table.
Yu Xue picked up the letter, which had the words "Yu Xue personally expresses it" written on it. She opened the letter in a panic, and inside appeared the words Cang Long left for her:
When you read this letter, I have already left. Everyone has a past. It is difficult for you to understand my past. When I came to China aimlessly, in fact, what was in front of me was not just a stranger.
The country is also a strange world and a strange way of life.
In my original life, I only needed to make plans one after another and mechanically complete tasks that were simple to me. But when I faced a strange lifestyle, I ridiculously told others how to choose.
, but the irony is that I don’t know how to choose, just like a child learning to walk, and may fall at any time.
Feelings are like a kind of poison, which makes people willingly take it, struggle painfully in it, face death painfully, and feel the torment of the soul. However, if I were given a chance to choose, I would still choose the life I live now.
, some people say that when two people are together, they must accept each other's past.
But I feel that as a man, he should not have a past, especially a woman who should not impose his past on her. Please give me a chance. I remember you said yesterday that you will never leave me. So please give me a chance now.
I'll leave you for a while, just for a while...
Canglong When Yu Xue read this letter, she didn't know what Canglong was going to do, nor what his past was. However, after a night of irritability, she was all relieved at this moment. Who hasn't had the past? It's just that there are some
The past cannot be offset by a farewell.
"I'll wait for you to come back." Yu Xue hugged the letter tightly to her chest, "Even if it takes a lifetime."
The snowstorm became more and more violent, and the sky began to freeze. People's noses and cheeks became even more frozen. The biting air poured into the coat more frequently, and even if the body was wrapped tighter, one could still feel the biting chill.
The propellers of the Z-8 are rattling. This medium-sized helicopter was copied by China in the 1990s based on the French Super Hornet helicopter. After going through some twists and turns and continuous improvements, it finally became a successful medium-sized helicopter.
Helicopters. However, as the domestically produced helicopter with the strongest carrying capacity, the Z-8 still cannot fill the gap of the country’s lack of heavy transport helicopters.
The Zhi-8, which is not exactly old-fashioned, is more than enough to cope with the blizzard weather in front of us. However, the people sitting inside are extremely uncomfortable. Not only are they feeling the vibration caused by the airflow, but they also have to deal with the various movements of the helicopter.
The cold wind penetrated everywhere like a knife.
However, even in this weather, neither the driver nor the passengers inside had any complaints or emotions.
"This mission is very important, I will go there in person." Li Ruomo was wearing a leather jacket, his cheeks were red from the cold, but he was even more attractive.
"To spy on me?" Canglong stared at her coldly, "It's even more difficult for you to spy on me when you're abroad."
"You are dangerous to us, but you are also dangerous to my enemies. At least until you become my enemy, you should be worried about my enemies now." Li Ruomo looked at him calmly.
Canglong, "So, why should I go to unnecessary lengths to spy on you?"
Canglong nodded and said calmly: "Remember what you promised me."
"You should also remember what you promised me." Li Ruomo showed no sign of weakness, "This mission is not only an assessment of our department, but also an assessment of you. If we fail, we will face being disbanded again, and you...
....."
"Will I die?" Canglong shook his head, "My destiny has always been in my own hands, at least when I was a killer."
"Everyone will die, but it's just whether the death is worth it." Li Ruomo said, taking out a document and handing it to Canglong, "This is the mission briefing. I hope you can have a clear understanding when you arrive at the base."
Canglong expressionlessly took the briefing and looked at it. After a few minutes, he put down the briefing and frowned: "You have such a big appetite."
Li Ruomo's face was solemn, "How can I touch those people's nerves if I'm not big? How can I invite you here?"
Canglong looked at her sarcastically: "Are those Americans, or are they your own people?"
"Both." Li Ruomo ignored Cang Long's sarcasm, "I know what you want to say, but no country is monolithic. Compared with other countries, my country's cohesion is much stronger, not to mention if our Special Operations Department
If you can't even do this, how can you deal with the Americans' CIA?"
Canglong nodded, surprisingly not sarcastic. Li Ruomo, Americans have the CIA, the largest intelligence organization in the world, while China has the Special Operations Section, a special department that is separate from the General Staff Intelligence Bureau. What is different from the CIA is that the Special Operations Section
It is equivalent to Israel's Special Mission Bureau, which uses the smallest department to do the largest things.
His mind did not stay in Dongning, because he has now completed the change of identity. He is a killer, so he should do the things of a killer. This cooperation with Li Ruomo can be said to be about getting what he needs. Canglong helps her
To complete the mission and silence the senior officials who want to disband the Special Operations Division, Li Ruomo will provide him with information about her parents and the conspiracy behind it.
After having that kind of headache for the second time, Canglong felt that this matter was becoming more and more urgent, because he did not want what happened to Mei Lin to happen to Yu Xue again. He would not have a second chance, which seemed to be a bad thing.
It was a sign, so he agreed to Li Ruomo in advance and started the next task.
However, after reading the mission briefing, it seemed that Canglongjue's Li Ruomo didn't just want the senior management to shut up, so he said: "I think you want to cause confusion among the Americans and then force the mole out."
"Haha." Li Ruomo smiled lightly, "You are very smart, but smart people often don't live long. I know you despise all rules, but in my eyes, this is just your conceited and immature stupidity."
"But I'm still alive." Canglong said coldly, "otherwise you wouldn't invite me, a conceited, immature, and even stupid guy."
Li Ruomo looked at Cang Long and said nothing, but it could be seen from her expression that she was a little unconvinced, but she had to be convinced. Although it was cooperation now, Li Ruomo was in a weak position because her needs were more urgent than Cang Long's.
When the plane was hovering over a base and preparing to land, Li Ruomo suddenly said: "From now on, the organizational assessment of you has begun. Don't blame me for not reminding you. There is no easy guy to deal with in the Special Operations Core. I don't want to
I saw you crying and begging me."
"Ha." Cang Long sneered, "I never ask for mercy from others!"