It has been nearly a week since school started, but the students have not seen Teacher Cang back. Their hearts are filled with a sense of loss. Whenever they see Teacher Yu, they can't help but ask, is Teacher Cang back?
The answer they want is also the answer Yu Xue wants. Since Canglong proposed to her last time and left, there has been no news from him. Heiman, the only one who knows the answer, is unwilling to tell her.
In the days without Canglong, Yu Xue had nothing more in her heart, but she also had nothing less. The feeling was still so plain. Whenever she touched the pendant around her neck, she always comforted herself that he would definitely come back.
, will definitely come back.
There have been some strangers around the apartment recently. Although Yu Xue can't see them, she can feel them. Whenever she goes back from get off work, Yu Xue will involuntarily come to Cang Long's room. She hopes that it will be messy inside. He asked her to clean it up, but every time he went there, she would see a scene that disappointed her.
The work in the school has not stopped. Just like Canglong said, the world will not stop turning without anyone. No one is irreplaceable.
But in Yu Xue's heart, Cang Long is the irreplaceable person and has nothing to do with this world.
Heiman followed Yu Xue as always. Her mission was to protect Yu Xue. She didn't care about Yu Xue's daily emotions. What she needed was that Yu Xue could not leave her sight.
The strange people around her make Heiman very nervous these days, because they make her feel in danger. Fortunately, the apartment Canglong chose is a place that is easy to defend and difficult to attack. If she wants to make a move under her guard,
It doesn't seem to be an easy thing to do something inappropriate.
After these strangers appeared, Heiman suddenly felt that staying with Canglong was not an easy task either.
When Yu Xue returned home, in addition to cleaning up everything in the apartment, the only thing left was to cook. The portions she cooked each time were for three people, but every day, only Heiman and her ate. Sun Liping was very busy every day.
She came back late, and there was no Canglong around. She fell asleep every day when she came back and was not in good spirits.
This is not because the students in Class 9 caused her trouble. On the contrary, since the beginning of school, most of the students in Class 9 have been devoted to intense study. They work harder than any other class. Occasionally, two naughty ones appear,
It won't cause any big trouble.
However, in the new semester, when Principal Feng announced the tasks for this semester, he revised some school rules. Compared with before, the school rules of No. 1 Middle School are more stringent. What is unique is that since the last make-up period, the new school rules
Some rules of conduct for teachers have also been added.
For example, if students are required not to smoke, teachers themselves cannot smoke. If students are required not to go out to surf the Internet in the middle of the night, teachers cannot leave school easily.
The new school regulations are so strict that the students do not have much opinion. On the contrary, the students are very satisfied with the teachers' code of conduct.
However, there is one article that is very objectionable to the students of Class 9, called elite education. This is a provision for this year's senior high school students. This elite education provision was revised by Principal Jiang through many years of teaching experience and passed
Review and standardization by the Education Bureau.
One of the regulations stipulates that senior high school students must focus on their studies and work hard to prepare for the college entrance examination, and the school has prescribed courses that every student must complete. These courses are all to prepare for the upcoming college entrance examination. It is said to be an elite education, but in fact it is still indispensable.
Open the topic sea tactics.
The one afternoon vacation per week for senior high school students is gone. They will face three consecutive months of uninterrupted study. In order to avoid interference from the outside world, the school stipulates that students take their monthly vacation at school instead, and they are not allowed to go home during the vacation.
, if parents miss their children, they can only come to the school to see them, but cannot take the students back.
In order to prepare for the college entrance examination, almost all parents of the entire senior class of No. 1 Middle School signed a pledge to ensure the implementation of these terms.
What makes the students most helpless is that the leaders of the make-up time during the winter vacation, Vice Principal Li and Section Chief Liu of the Security Department, are back.
Deputy Director Jiang of the Education Bureau also took office again. It is said that this was all arranged by the municipal party committee, and Vice Principal Li and Section Chief Liu are the people in charge of this elite education, both internally and externally.
Sun Liping, the head teacher, didn't have many good ideas to deal with the school's regulations. In the end, she could only do the work of the students. So every day when she went back, she looked haggard and looked depressed. Many times she missed the days when Canglong was here, and her heart
I think if he was here, maybe a lot of things wouldn't happen.
Yu Xue, the music teacher, has always been indifferent to school affairs. She only attends her music class and gets off work on time. She never attends any meetings in the school and never stays in school. However, her music class
Every student loved it because it suddenly became their only time to relax.
In other words, the appearance of Canglong is like a stone falling into the originally calm lake surface, causing ripples in circles. But when the stone sinks to the bottom of the lake, everything will become calm.
Sun Liping was unable to take on Cang Long's burden, so she struggled every day. She had to make a choice between students and school rules.
"The farthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, but that I am standing in front of you but you don't know that I love you; the furthest distance in the world is not that I am standing in front of you but you don't know that I love you."
I love you, but we know we love each other, but we can't be together." Yu Xue held a book and read the content in it stupidly.
Heiman sat aside, occasionally paying attention to the words she said. Sometimes when he saw the look on Yu Xue's face, Heiman would ridicule her, thinking that she was too artificial, but Yu Xue was just
Every time I just smiled and never spoke.
Sometimes Heiman wonders, is love really that important? She seems to be able to survive without love, and seems to be able to survive better without feelings.
And the reason why she stayed with Canglong was to know what kind of thing could make Canglong, known as the "God of Death", stay with such an ordinary woman so wholeheartedly. In Heiman's eyes, Yu Xue was nothing but...
If you look pretty, there are no other advantages.
"The furthest distance in the world is not that we know we love each other but can't be together, but that we can't resist missing you but still have to pretend not to care about you at all." Yu Xue recited silently.
The words inside and the expression on the face seem to be deeply absorbed in it.
Heiman couldn't stand it, so he walked over and roughly snatched the book from Yu Xue's hand, and looked at it without hesitation. After a while, she said: "I like this sentence. The farthest distance in the world is not obviously irresistible.
This kind of longing has to deliberately pretend that I don't care about you at all, but in the face of the people who love you, I dig an insurmountable ditch with an indifferent heart."
Yu Xue's expression changed, but she didn't ask for the book back. She suddenly looked out the window and became silent. Heiman thought she was angry, so he returned the book to her, but Yu Xue shook her head and said to her: "Mr.
One day, you will understand the meaning of this. You think you are not ordinary people, but in fact you are all."
"Hmm." Heiman's expression changed, "How do you know that we are ordinary people? How do you know that we are not ordinary people? Or maybe you actually don't know anything, just..."
"No, I know." Yu Xue shook her head firmly, "Do you know why I fell in love with him?"
Heiman hesitated for a moment, then asked: "Why?"
"Isn't the sentence you like describing him back then?" Yu Xue took the book, pointed at the sentence Hei Man read just now, and said, "When he first came here, he gave people the impression that he was obviously
He has feelings, but he freezes his heart and digs a ditch to block those around him."
"Then do you know his true identity?" Heiman's attention was attracted.
"I don't know." Yu Xue shook her head and said, "But I can feel the danger. Likewise, I also know that he has always had someone in his heart. I have thought about it a lot these days. I want to give him time to forget about that person.
I wanted him to be ready when he proposed to me again, but the more I thought about it, the more I realized that he couldn't do it, and I couldn't do it either. He fell in love with me. Maybe I was too much like her, so she
Think of me as a shadow of the person in his heart, but I don’t hope that the most painful love in the world may be knowing that the person you love treats you as another person, but you still have to love regardless of your own safety."
"Since you knew the result from the beginning, why did you still get close to him?" Heiman asked strangely, "You are not from the same world, so why did you let him get close to you."
"Do you know that moths fly into flames?" Yu Xue suddenly stood up and walked to the window and opened the curtains.
Heiman was a little distracted, not knowing what Yu Xue wanted to do or say.
"Knowing that it will pay the price of its life, the moth still has no hesitation and throws itself into the fire without any regrets until its life burns out and turns into smoke; because it is seeking the most valuable thing in life. Likewise,
It's also the love I pursue in my life, so I have no hesitation, but I don't want to be her shadow, I want him to truly remember me." Yu Xue held the book and stood in front of the window looking at the scenery outside, "If
I am willing to die for him if I have such a chance. If such a day comes, please tell him for me. If you love me, please..."
For some reason, seeing Yu Xue at this moment, Hei Man couldn't help but feel a faint touch in his heart. He felt very uncomfortable, but wanted to chase her.
But when she came back to her senses and stopped thinking about these things, she suddenly felt a little creepy. She looked at Yu Xue subconsciously and saw a glimmer of light outside the window in the distance. The battle-hardened Heiman's face changed drastically.
He ran over shouting: "Get out of there!"
However, it was already too late. When Heiman took Yu Xue's hand and tried to pull her out of the window, he found blood stains on her face, and Yu Xue fell in her arms involuntarily.
When Yu Xue lay down, she found that there was still a smile on Yu Xue's face...