"I don't know. I've never been so scared because I can't wake up from the dream."
Canglong looked at Feng Tingting. She lowered her head like a frightened kitten. She was worried about the danger that might come around. Canglong's question seemed to be just a subconscious answer.
At the moment Feng Tingting jumped, she didn't have any fear or worry. But when she opened her eyes and saw the rapid descent, she subconsciously wanted to close her eyes. Especially when she saw the clear rocks under the moonlight, she had many thoughts. As Soryu said, you will be scared even in your dreams.
As the speed got faster and the distance got closer, Feng Tingting finally couldn't help but close her eyes, but everything whizzing around her felt so clear. She hypnotized herself and made herself feel that it was all a dream. Wake up quickly. She woke up at the same time, but when the tightness in that moment made her body feel like it was tearing apart and the pain was so severe that she opened her eyes again and she was afraid [
The fear was not because she was awake. On the contrary, she felt why this dream was so long. What on earth did that terrible person do to make her feel clearly that all of this was real? That's when she began to worry. I'm afraid, I'm afraid I won't be able to wake up
Until she was hung on a cliff and was blown by the cold wind, the sweat on her body turned cold, and her body could not help but feel a shuddering coldness. There was silence around her. There were no people and no beasts. At that moment, she thought about many things until her fear finally became unbearable. Show it on your face
Finally, someone pulled her up. She thought she was saved, but this was the beginning of the nightmare. The person who pulled her up pulled her down again, and kept repeating this terrible scene. In the end, she cried in fright, and her nerves were tense. I have never felt so real and cruel
Until she saw this strange man again, she answered his questions almost subconsciously. She only regarded this as a nightmare. Although this nightmare was very real, she hoped it would end quickly.
"Do you still remember what happened on May 18th, XX?" Canglong suddenly asked
When she heard this date, Feng Tingting suddenly raised her head and looked at Cang Long in fear. Then she suddenly covered her ears and shouted as if she was frightened: "No, I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear it..."
Ye Menglong, who was watching from a distance, couldn't bear it because it was too cruel for a little girl. She forgot that things that should have been forgotten were mentioned today. This was like stabbing her in the heart again, but she didn't get over it because Canglong had explain
"Even if you don't want to hear it, she is still engraved in your mind so that you can never forget it. I know that in fact you have always known that it is just because you are unwilling to accept your mother's death because if it weren't for you..." Canglong said a lot.
As his tone quickened, Feng Tingting became more and more nervous, trembling all over, and finally sweat broke out on her face. She seemed to be scared and unwilling to face it. Any normal person would not be able to bear it when encountering such a scene. But Ye Menglong clearly saw that there was no sympathy on Canglong's face, but instead it was cold, as if covered with frost.
"No... don't say it. Please don't say it. This is a dream for both of you. It's not real. Mom and dad are both alive and well. This is a dream. I'm married. I have children. I'm married. You are me. A nightmare..." Feng Tingting said to herself, unwilling to believe it.
"Self-hypnosis is of no use because you have already experienced the moment of life and death, so your self-enclosed brain cannot help you. No matter what you do, you will never wake up from your dream, because that is a dream, and this is reality. You My mother died because of you, even though it was so cruel," Canglong said coldly.
Feng Tingting picked up the tea cup on the table and threw it towards Canglong. She shouted like a madman: "Get away from me, you nightmare. This is not true."
"You know this is true, it's just that you don't want to admit it. People are always willing to choose the choices they want, just like if you go to a fortune teller. When the fortune teller tells you something, you will believe it without doubt. The brain's self-ignorance
Other things that are not accurate are people's selectivity. But today your brain's self-hypnosis can't help you because I'm here. Maybe I'm your nightmare in reality instead of the nightmare in your nightmare." Canglong calmly caught the tea cup and saw you.
She was about to run but Canglong pulled her back, pressed her hands firmly on the table and looked into her eyes.
Feng Tingting wanted to escape, but she finally calmed down. Ye Menglong, who was standing aside, couldn't stand it anymore and wanted to stop him because Canglong's words were too vicious. This was so cruel to a little girl that even she couldn't accept it.
But at this moment, Canglong spoke again: "Your mother's death was not your fault. People always like to bear too much responsibility on themselves because they feel guilty, so they blame themselves. They always feel that it is comfortable to carry something on their shoulders, but some responsibilities are not
It should be shouldered by you. Even if you are involved, even if everyone thinks it is your fault, in fact you are not at fault at all."
"Why...why...this...this is me...my fault...if it hadn't been for my mother, she wouldn't have been in a car accident and wouldn't have died protecting me. It was all my willfulness that ruined this originally happy life."
I don’t have the face to face my father when I’m home, and I don’t have the face to face my grandparents, my grandparents, and all my family members. Why do you want me to wake up? I’ve already forgotten it.” Feng Tingting suddenly looked at Canglong with something in her eyes.
Doubtful with a bit of hatred
"Because you need to not let go of your responsibilities, because your existence is also important in their hearts. If your mother's departure can't let you grow up, then your life is a tragedy, and what you have done is not only make your
The tragedy of life is also the tragedy of your loved ones who keep you alive because they are also worried about you." Soryu's tone became softer but still emotionless.
"They...they are all blaming me for hating me...hating..." Feng Tingting did not dare to continue. Ever since her mother died, every time she saw her father and those closest to her, she felt a sense of alienation. That feeling came from the bottom of her heart.
To face it, she hypnotized herself, closed herself off, and even thought about ending it all, but she didn't have the courage to commit suicide.
"Whether they blame you or not, you have to face it instead of running away from it. Although there are reasons for your mother's death, you can't put all the responsibility on you. Sometimes disasters can't be avoided. Life is so strange.
But we cannot be defeated by the disaster. The dead are dead, but the living need you more." Canglong comforted [
Finally, Feng Tingting's face calmed down. If you look closely at her expression, you will find that her eyes are flickering, as if she is hesitating about something. She is still struggling in her heart, making a choice between facing and escaping.
At this time, Canglong knew very well that if he didn't do something, Feng Tingting would probably go two ways, either commit suicide or return to his closed world again, treating reality as a dream and it would be more serious. The final result would be the same.
To end her life, she would think it was in her "dream"
"Is there someone waiting for you? Are you willing to go with me to see him?" Canglong suddenly said
"Who?" Feng Tingting was a little nervous
"You'll know if you go and face it," Canglong said calmly, "Give yourself a chance and give those around you a chance. You don't have no choice, you just limit your own choices."
Feng Tingting fell into silence again, but after a while she nodded and expressed her willingness. Now Canglong felt that one-third of her treatment was successful. At least she recognized that this was reality, and then it depends on Principal Feng himself. No one can help them. After all, they are not the main person involved in this matter.
"You still have a skill, but the method you use is really unacceptable." Feng Tingting returned to the car and Ye Menglong said this to him goodbye.
"I succeeded, didn't I?" Canglong asked back, then started the car and left Xuelong Mountain.
It was already early in the morning when they returned to No. 1 Middle School. Canglong took Feng Tingting to the door of the principal's office and found that the light was still on. Feng Tingting stood at the door and hesitated: "Who are we going to see?"
"Principal, have you forgotten your father?" Canglong said, opening the door carefully. Feng Tingting saw a tired and anxious face through the crack in the door. The ashtray on the table was full, and half of the unfinished cigarette was still burning. The extension to the end obviously didn't take many puffs of the cigarette.
Everyone has a father figure in their heart, and Feng Tingting is no exception. She remembers that her father did not smoke, and he was not the slovenly image he is now. He was always gentle and elegant, and never spoke loudly.
When she saw him like this, her heart moved but she hesitated to go in. She looked at Canglong and seemed to be praying for something, but Canglong shook his head and said: "Sometimes the face is not as difficult as imagined. All you need to do is let go of your arguments." Why is it your father in front of you and why do you think he is anxious?"
"Because of me" Feng Tingting looked at him and then fell into deep self-blame.
After a few minutes of hesitation, she suddenly gritted her teeth and made up her mind and walked in. Canglong didn't follow her, he just stood at the door and listened to what was going on inside.
The moment she entered, Feng Tingting thought about many scenarios in her mind. She thought her father would scold her or ignore her, but none of this happened. The moment she saw her daughter, Principal Feng was stunned for a few seconds, then stood up and came over to hug her. Lived her
Feng Tingting clearly felt her father's strength and her body was shaking...