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079 Hatred and Punishment

The originally harmonious atmosphere was broken by the appearance of Long Yunshan. I don't know why Canglong became inexplicably angry whenever he saw him. When he was in the General Intelligence Bureau, he made things difficult for him in every possible way. Canglong could tolerate it, but when he saw his mother When he was crying, he couldn't help it. All the suppressed anger in his heart burst out like a flood breaking a bank.

When Long Yunshan left, he trembled obviously because of Wanwan's words, but he still left firmly, which made Uncle Jia a little disappointed.

"Don't blame him.)" As soon as Long Yunshan left, the anger in Lin Wanrou's heart disappeared, and instead she spoke for him,

"Mom." Wanwan walked over and hugged Lin Wanrou, asking, "Why does daddy make mom cry? Why doesn't he like my brother?"

Lin Wanrou didn't know how to answer, so she changed the subject and said, "You are so old and you want to be hugged by your brother, aren't you shy?" [

"In brother's eyes, I will always be a child. Of course, children must be held by adults." As she said that, Wanwan smiled playfully at Canglong, "That's right, brother."

Hearing this, the anger in Cang Long's heart also disappeared: "You little girl, you have to grow up quickly and then marry you off."

"No, I want to stay with my mother and brother all my life." Wanwan said confidently,

After staying in the hospital for more than an hour, Lin Wanrou drove them away on the grounds that she wanted to sleep, but Wanwan didn't want to leave. In fact, Soryu didn't want to leave either, but Hattori Heiji and Soryu had said that her mother needed to rest so that her condition could be cured. Things were getting better soon, so Canglong didn't stay too long. Instead, he told Wanwan to go back and cook in person and prepare delicious food for her. Wanwan reluctantly said goodbye to her mother.

After leaving the hospital, Canglong felt worried. He didn't seem to know how to cook. When he got home, Wanwan clamored and asked Canglong to cook delicious food for him. If he didn't do it, he would be cheating, so Canglong reluctantly came to the kitchen. Looking at the kitchen with all the pots and pans, he suddenly thought of Yu Xue,

"How about making fried rice with eggs?" Cang Long looked strange, "It would be great if Yu Xue was here."

"You miss Teacher Yu, right?" An Qiuyue suddenly appeared at the door, "Let me help you."

"Can you cook?" Canglong looked strange, "By the way, what is Wanwan doing?"

"Of course I can cook." An Qiuyue said with a smile, "Wanwan is doing her homework. If you don't cook, she will have to complain that she is hungry."

"There is no other way. You can do anything you want me to do, just don't let me cook." Canglong shrugged, "By the way, how is your Jixia Academy doing?"

"If you didn't tell me, I really forgot to tell you. With the people you introduced joining in, the development has been much smoother, the entire system has been established, and there is no problem with funding. We will meet regularly every month Don’t worry when it comes to holding activities and tasks. Xiaochuan is very strict with money management and his leadership is also very strong. There won’t be any problems.” An Qiuyue said, “But I really want to focus on those students from International High School. , one by one”

"What's the matter?" Cang Long looked serious, "Can't they cause trouble?"

"That's not true. They are much more enthusiastic than we thought. As long as we assign tasks to them, they basically complete them very well. They are not at all what we imagined before." An Qiuyue said with a mysterious smile, " You must not have guessed that a person also came to Beijing."

"Who?" Canglong asked strangely while helping.

"Teacher Sun." An Qiuyue said with a smile, "Don't you forget her?"

"Oh, of course I remember that porcelain doll, and I was deeply impressed. Why did she come to Beijing?" Canglong asked, but he was thinking about the things that happened in Dongning before. Unknowingly, he thought of being in Yu Xue's room. The scene that almost gave me a nosebleed is still fresh in my memory.

Of course, if he puts aside his evil thoughts, the days of teaching in Dongning will be the most memorable time in his memory.

"Please take a day off tomorrow and come back to Dongning with me." Canglong suddenly said,

"Go back to Dongning." An Qiuyue was a little reluctant, "What are you going back for? I just went back not long ago." [

"Don't forget the bet you made with me." Cang Long suddenly said, "By the way, what is Sun Liping doing in Beijing?"

An Qiuyue looked unhappy: "Teacher Sun took your place and taught in Beijing. Now she is a specially appointed teacher of the Ministry of Education, responsible for teaching Bei Middle School. With your deterrence, all the dudes in Bei Middle School are now honest. They are here, but they are indeed different from what we usually imagine."

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"Haha, they are just too confused and have a certain direction in their hearts." Canglong said with a smile, "Although they always talk harshly about what they want to do, but if we guide them in a good direction, they will be like ordinary people. What's the difference? Who would be willing to do bad things under the banner every day?"

An Qiuyue nodded and suddenly said: "By the way, the man in the hospital today must be your father. I think your family is not very harmonious."

Canglong was stunned and explained: "That is indeed my father. I know what you want to say. If I really compare with your parents, I am actually very lucky. At least I have a good mother, a good sister, and a good mother." Grandpa."

"Then why don't you try to reconcile with your father? Wouldn't that be perfect?" An Qiuyue asked suddenly, actually wanting to refute Cang Long.

Of course Canglong heard the meaning of her words, so he said: "Do you know why I persuade you to reconcile with your parents?"

"Don't bring the conversation to me, answer me first." An Qiuyue stopped what she was doing and looked at Canglong seriously.

"He didn't give me a chance to forgive him, how could I forgive him? What's more," Canglong said, shaking his head, "Forget it, let's not say it. My reasons are completely different from yours, and the things involved are also different. It’s different, at least your parents have shown repentance, and I asked you to forgive them, I just hope you can get back what you lost.”

"Take it back." An Qiuyue held the kitchen knife with a cold look on her face, "Can the father's love and mother's love that have been missing for more than twenty years be brought back? Is there an antidote to the trauma they caused me? Even if there is an antidote, "Medicine", can the scar left in my heart be healed?"

After saying that, she continued to cut vegetables. Canglong said calmly: "The real fault does not lie with them, but with their family's concept. Don't you want to break this concept that has made you suffer for twenty years? ?”

An Qiuyue was stunned, silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "Don't provoke me, this is for me. I only stick to my own concept of right and wrong. What is right is right, and what is wrong is wrong."

"You are right, people should stick to their own sense of right and wrong. You have taught me a lesson." Canglong shook his head helplessly, "However, just because we have suffered this way since we were young, we should have a certain feeling in our hearts. It is a responsibility to prevent more people from stepping into the rights and wrongs we have experienced, am I right?"

Hearing this, An Qiuyue raised her kitchen knife: "No matter what you say, it makes sense. Anyway, I can't convince you, but I still insist on myself."

"Life is like a buffet. Before you consume, you always think you have a choice, but when you actually consume it, you realize that the so-called choice is just a choice among the predetermined things under the rules." Canglong said with a smile, "But why are there still choices?

So many people like buffets. The answer is simple. Even if you make a choice under established rules, the choice is still made by yourself, so there is still room for choice. Why choose pain when you can choose happiness?

Woolen cloth."

An Qiuyue was stunned. She lowered her head and cut vegetables and fell silent for a while. Then she said, "But my twenty years were all painful just because of them, so I hate them."

"There is a story in ancient Greece. It tells of a man who saw a ball on the roadside. He didn't like it at the time, so he kicked it with his feet. The more he kicked, the more he felt it was not pleasing to his eyes. At the end of the kick, he didn't realize that the ball was there.

The ball became bigger and bigger, so big that he could no longer imagine it, and finally he was crushed to death by the ball." Canglong said to himself, "Finally, he went to heaven and asked Athena, the goddess of wisdom, why the ball changed.

Big, the goddess Athena told him, because the temper you kick is hatred. The more you kick it, the bigger it will become. Eventually hatred will crush people. People always feel that hatred can make people exert unimaginable power.

, so they use hatred to punish those who hate them, but they have thought that when you punish others, you are actually punishing yourself."

"Do you think I'm punishing myself too?" An Qiuyue suddenly asked, but at this time she was no longer so determined.

"I know you may say that they owe you twenty years, but because of hatred, you desire it more. Because of your desire, you punish them. You think you punish them, but in fact you are punishing them.

"Myself." Canglong said with a smile, "The best punishment in the world is actually forgiveness. Forgive them and let them do everything they can to compensate you. This is the best punishment."

"I can't do it, I really can't do it." An Qiuyue stopped all her movements.

"Okay, then think about it differently. If you forgive them for your own sake, wouldn't it be more comfortable?" Canglong said with a smile, "Just think of it as giving them a chance to repay you, don't let hatred

I will follow you for the rest of my life, otherwise this burden will ruin Mi Wei's life, even though everything seems wonderful now."

"I'll try to do it." An Qiuyue lowered her head and finally relaxed, [

Canglong smiled and wanted to say something else, but An Qiuyue said coldly: "Can you stop being so unhelpful? Look, this dish has been washed several times. When it's done, hurry up and take the children."

This time it was Canglong's turn to be stunned. Finally he took off his apron and left, but at the door, he met Uncle Jia.

"I heard what you just said. If you can make your student forgive his parents, can't you forgive the elder?" Uncle Jia persuaded,

"We are different, because I don't hate him, so why forgive him." Canglong said calmly, "In my eyes, he is just a stranger."

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