After a music class, the students were still full of interest. Even people like Tang Long and Ye Qiu, who were not familiar with music, were impressed by Yu Xue's figure. The students liked Yu Xue very much because she always had something beautiful about her.
There is an aura of tranquility, and in the tranquility there is also a pitiable touch of sadness.
"Thank you, Teacher Yu!" After class, everyone left the music classroom.
Wei Dongkui was the first to leave, and he was very anxious. Yu Xue originally wanted to stop him and talk to him, but in the end there was no chance. And everyone knew that Wei Dongkui actually liked her very much, so she didn't want to let such gossip go.
into her and Wei Dongkui, even though Wei Dongkui is her most proud student.
Until evening, Yu Xue and Wanwan were preparing to go home, but they saw Wei Dongkui sitting alone on the grass of the football field. Several students from Class 9 were playing football, but Wei Dongkui was absent-minded. There were girls around him who thought about it from time to time.
When I approached him, I was frightened away by the cold aura on his body and left.
Yu Xue let Wanwan get in the car first and walked towards the greenery. Before she could get close, Wei Dongkui turned his back to her and said coldly: "Leave me alone."
"Not even me?" Yu Xue walked over quietly and sat down opposite him.
Wei Dongkui was a little surprised. He looked at Yu Xue and his eyes were even a little evasive. He hesitated to speak, but in the end he lowered his head, as if he was aggrieved.
"You like me, right." Yu Xue said calmly.
Wei Dongkui suddenly raised his head, his eyes a little surprised, looked at Yu Xue, and said in a low voice: "I have always liked you. I have liked you since the first time I saw you."
"Then why don't you continue to like me?" Yu Xue said lightly. The conversation between the two was not like a conversation between a teacher and a student.
Wei Dongkui stopped talking. He didn't know how to answer. Of course he wouldn't think that this was Yu Xue's signal to him. Yu Xue could say such things because she was angry. She became Yu Xue's student and has always been his favorite.
Being proud of things, being around Yu Xue will always give him a very peaceful and enjoyable feeling.
"I have always had a knot in my heart that I still can't untie. Are you willing to listen?" A faint smile suddenly appeared on Yu Xue's expressionless face.
Wei Dongkui raised his head and nodded after a long time, but at this time he was a little timid, because he was afraid of hearing Yu Xue say the answer he believed in his heart, but he still sat there motionless, facing all the problems he had to face.
It’s about facing...
"I remember that I fell in love with a man in high school. This man was gentle, elegant, mature and steady. He fascinated many girls, including me. Many girls confessed to him but were rejected by him. From the first year to the third year of high school, he rejected me.
I have always been secretly in love with him, and no one can understand the feeling of depression in my heart, but he is suddenly close to me and then far away, and then far away and then close again." Yu Xue said lightly.
Wei Dongkui raised his head and looked at Yu Xue at a loss. He never thought that Yu Xue actually had such a past, but he knew that the ending would definitely not be good. Maybe just like himself, Yu Xue was far away from him.
Suddenly close, suddenly close and suddenly far?
"Time flies. It was my senior year of high school and the college entrance examination. At that time, I didn't have time to come back and say I love you to him, so I entered college. During my college days, I couldn't forget him until one day my mother suddenly told me that I wanted to let him
I went to Europe to study, and that's when I discovered that it was me who didn't have the courage to tell him, and it wasn't a matter of time." Yu Xue said with a look of regret on her face.
Wei Dongkui had never seen Yu Xue with such an innocent and romantic expression. Coupled with the tranquility on his body, he was a little haunted, as if he had returned to the first time he saw Yu Xue.
"Why don't you confess?" Wei Dongkui blurted out, suddenly thinking of himself, why didn't he confess? Maybe he was afraid of being rejected.
"I didn't confess because I was too far away from him. I liked him, but I didn't dare to say it. It wasn't until I was getting further and further away from him that I hurried back to Dongning City that night.
After I found him, I said I love you." After saying this, Yu Xue looked a little excited.
"But, he just smiled lightly and said to me, you have grown up." Yu Xue's expression calmed down again and became quiet, as if she was recalling her feelings at that time.
Wei Dongkui couldn't imagine that Teacher Yu could have such a passionate side, but he suddenly thought of something and asked in surprise: "He is your teacher?"
Yu Xue nodded: "He is my teacher and the most knowledgeable teacher in the school. This is what I always think."
"What happened next?"
"Later he said, if liking me can make you grow, then continue to like me." Yu Xue smiled, as if she was relieved at this moment.
"Continue to like me?" Wei Dongkui suddenly thought of what Yu Xue said to him, but he couldn't understand it at all.
"Yes, I continued to like it, and then I went to Europe alone. Before that, I even thought that if he accepted me, I would give everything for him, but he refused. I went to France with a disappointed mood.
Later, I entered the Vienna Conservatory of Music and studied there to deal with my out-of-control mood. It wasn't until last year that I came back to China, but the knot in my heart just couldn't be untied," Yu Xue said calmly.
"Why?" Wei Dongkui didn't understand.
"Because I'm not convinced, I can't understand it, let alone what zuo'ai is. I can't even let go of this love, and I'm so numb that I don't accept the love around me." Yu Xue said lightly.
"But..." Wei Dongkui couldn't understand, "Did you and Teacher Cang... that little girl..."
"Teacher Cang?" Yu Xue suddenly thought of her first meeting with Cang Long, "He made me feel what love is, but you made me understand what liking is."
"Teacher Cang? Me?" Wei Dongkui looked incredulous, his handsome face showing a bit of immature confusion.
"I just untied this knot today, because you made me understand what it means to like, not to love me. There must be another person in your heart, and you regard me as this other person, worship me, and love me."
I have feelings that are difficult to put into words, and this feeling is even hot and unbearable, even uncomfortable to express." Yu Xue said calmly.
Wei Dongkui was silent. He looked at Yu Xue and suddenly didn't know what to say. There was indeed a person in his heart. Yu Xue was so similar to her. Many times Wei Dongkui regarded Yu Xue as her and this person was her mother.
, his mother left him and went to a foreign country since he was a child.
"Is there a difference between liking and loving?" Wei Dongkui suddenly asked after a long silence.
"Yes, you may like someone because you like her appearance, her temperament, or her skills. These are all likes. Youth is like this. It burns in your heart like fire, making you appreciate many beautiful things.
Holding longing for something, finally turned into liking it." Yu Xue paused and looked at Wei Dongkui with a solemn expression, "But love is different, love can truly touch your heart, no matter she is beautiful, ugly, old or weak, no matter how time flies, this
This kind of love may not be as hot as youth, but it is lasting and long-lasting. It comes back thousands of times. Even if there are many hardships, it cannot disappear..."
Wei Dongkui couldn't understand Yu Xue's feeling, but he seemed to know who Yu Xueyan was referring to. This person was not the teacher she was deeply in love with, but Cang Long.
But at this moment, he suddenly no longer had that heartbreaking feeling, and he felt so relieved in his heart, because he felt that he really liked Yu Xue, not love.
"Youth is as hot as fire, making you irresistibly fall in love with many things that you think are beautiful, but this is not difficult to say. You naturally have your reasons for liking me, and you can also express them, because this is you
It would be strange if you didn’t like something in your youth, or if you didn’t like me, wouldn’t I be very disappointed?” Yu Xue said with a smile.
These words made Wei Dongkui completely relieved, and his heart that had been depressed for the past few days was also opened.
"Like someone, it's like liking something, because it is beautiful in your heart and worthy of your yearning and pursuit, so you like it; some students in Class 9 like Teacher Cang, and many female classmates in the school also like it.
Everyone likes Teacher Cang, but this is youth, this is love, and it is irresistible. But love is beyond words. It touches your heart and makes you have no regrets. Even if you have been hurt, you have loved.
"But whether you like it or love it, it is worth remembering." Yu Xue said with a smile.
"I understand." Wei Dongkui nodded.
"Of course, these are just my personal opinions. Everyone has a different understanding of love, but this is how I understand it. Didn't your teacher Cang say something, who didn't make mistakes when he was young? But this is youth, but like
It's not a mistake, it's a natural thing. If you have to ban it, it will only get worse." Yu Xue said, "Okay, I have to go back, remember to come to music class tomorrow."
Wei Dongkui nodded and looked at Yu Xue's leaving figure, feeling relieved a lot in his heart. She was still the goddess in his heart and had not been desecrated by anyone. But at this moment, he didn't have that heart-breaking feeling or anything like that.
The feeling of something being taken away.
"Thank you, Teacher Yu!" Wei Dongkui said silently, then stood up and ran towards the green...