Jiang Jianmin paused for a few seconds, "I went to the orphanage again and found several other adopted children of the same age, but the result was still the same, there was no my daughter."
"So, if you hate me, do you also blame me?" Jiang Ruoxi finally understood that her life experience made Jiang Jianmin capable of hatred and resentment. Because he loves deeply, he hates deeply too!
"I don't want this." Jiang Jianmin rubbed his hair in distress, "But the more you look like her, the less I can erase the fact that she betrayed me."
"Then who am I? One gave birth to me but did not support me, and the other hated me because of my appearance. Why didn't you send me away then?" Jiang Ruoxi asked.
Jiang Jianmin reached out and took Ruoxi's hand, "I can't let it go, I really can't let it go. I think as long as she is her daughter, I can raise her well and love her as my own daughter."
"But you can't do it!" Jiang Ruoxi took back her hand, "Now, I am just me, and you are just you. We have nothing to do with each other, and we will never meet again in the future."
After speaking, Jiang Ruoxi stood up and walked towards the door of the box.
"Ruoxi." Jiang Jianmin quickly stood up and called her.
Jiang Ruoxi just paused and turned around, "Thank you for your kindness in raising me over the years, but since you have hatred and resentment towards me, then don't say goodbye. I am not a Jiang family member, and I
It will not affect the life of the Jiang family."
In the end, Jiang Jianmin could only watch Jiang Ruoxi leave like this. Because of his lack of appreciation, he lost a good daughter.
Jiang Ruoxi trotted out of the restaurant, tears streaming down her face. She walked on the street and sat in a nearby park for a long time. She hailed a taxi and headed to Rende Orphanage.
"Aunt Xu." Jiang Ruoxi stood at the door of Xu Wan's office and called softly.
Xu Wan took off her glasses and said, "Ruoxi, why are you here? Come in quickly." She stood up and walked towards Jiang Ruoxi.
"How have you been recently? You haven't been here for a while." Xu Wan has been worried about her since she learned that Leng's collapsed, and Jiang Ruoxi has never come over.
"Yes." Jiang Ruoxi nodded, "Aunt Xu, actually I came here today because I have something to ask you."
"What happened?" Xu Wan looked at Jiang Ruoxi's red and swollen eyes, "Did something happen?"
"Aunt Xu, this is what happened." Jiang Ruoxi told Xu Wan about her life experience without hiding anything.
Xu Wan reached out and patted the back of her hand, "So, do you want to come and see who sent you here?"
"Can we still find it?" Jiang Ruoxi asked eagerly.
"Let's go! Let's go take a look. However, after twenty years, we still may not be able to find it. There was a fire here once, and a lot of information is gone." Xu Wan was not sure either.
The two people searched in the archives for several hours, but they still couldn't find it, not even a little bit.
"Ruoxi, don't be sad." Xu Wan comforted her softly.
"Aunt Xu, do you still remember what the person who sent me here looked like or what was her name?" Jiang Ruoxi just wanted to make sure that the person who sent her here was the same person as Jiang Jianmin said.
Xu Wan hesitated for a moment, "I can't remember clearly. It seemed to be a rainy day when she came here with you in her arms, because she was all wet that day and stayed here all night. You
The first time I came here with Xiao Yan, I thought you looked familiar, but I really can't remember your name."
"Why did she send me here? Do you know?" Jiang Ruoxi wanted to know why she abandoned her. She wanted to lose herself to Jiang Jianmin.
"She must have had some last resort!" Xu Wan carefully recalled the situation at that time. "I don't know that she looked bad at that time. I don't know if it was because she was caught in the rain or because she was sick."
"Are you sick?" Jiang Ruoxi lowered her eyes slightly. Was it because he was sick that he abandoned her?
Xu Wan shook her head, "I'm not sure, because she seemed to be taking medicine that day, but she said it was cold medicine, so I didn't care."
Jiang Ruoxi was sitting on the sofa, her face full of exhaustion. Xu Wan poured a glass of water and handed it to her, "Ruoxi, don't think so much. Take a rest first. I think your face looks very bad."
"I'm fine." Jiang Ruoxi took a sip of water and leaned back on the sofa.
"Then stay here tonight!" Xu Wan said to her.
At this time, a small white figure appeared at the door of the room, "Sister Ruoxi."
"Xue'er." Jiang Ruoxi opened her eyes and watched Xue'er walking towards her.
"Sister Ruoxi, you haven't been here for a long time! We all miss you." Xueer's little body jumped up and sat on the sofa.
Xu Wan smiled and said, "Xue'er, sister Ruoxi is very tired today, don't bother her, you know?"
"I got it." Xue'er nodded vigorously and sat obediently on the sofa.
Jiang Ruoxi smiled lightly, "Xue'er, have you been obedient recently? Have you practiced the piano well?" She reached out and touched Xue'er's head. She really hoped that she could also give birth to a daughter, a cute and smart daughter.
"Yes! I'll play it for you later, okay?" When Xueer mentioned the piano, her face was full of excitement. Like herself back then, she couldn't put it down as soon as she saw the piano.
"Well, okay." Jiang Ruoxi nodded.
Xueer stared at Jiang Ruoxi closely for a while before speaking, "Sister Ruoxi, are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? I won't disturb you, just lie down and have a rest."
Jiang Ruoxi didn't refuse. She was indeed tired and wanted to sleep.
Seeing her lying on the sand, Xue'er took a thin blanket and covered her body, "Sister Ruoxi, you need to have a good rest."
Xu Wan walked into the room again and saw Xue'er sitting on the sofa, flipping through the fairy tale book in her hand, while Jiang Ruoxi was lying on the sofa and fell asleep.
"Xue'er." Xu Wanfang walked in with a soft voice, took Xue'er out of the room, and gently closed the door.
And that night, Jiang Ruoxi also stayed in the orphanage, looking at every scene and thing here. It turned out that she had lived here before, although not long ago, and although she was too young to have any impression at that time. It turned out that her
The intimacy comes from here.
"Ruoxi, why are you still standing here? It's cold at night." Xu Wan took a thick coat and put it on her body.
"Thank you Aunt Xu." Jiang Ruoxi pulled her coat. She couldn't be willful now, and she definitely couldn't let the child in her belly get hurt at all.
"Come, sit here." Xu Wan pulled Jiang Ruoxi and sat down on a bench nearby.
"Ruoxi, Xiaoyan, have you been wronged?" Xu Wan turned to ask her.
Jiang Ruoxi paused and said nothing.
"Xiao Yan hasn't been here for a long time. I'm not very clear about your affairs, but I can see that you are not well now, aren't you?" Xu Wan looked at Jiang Ruoxi and lowered her head. Perhaps, even without telling the answer, she also