Ling Xiaoye bit her lower lip and did not answer him. She was afraid that once she agreed, she would sink again and her heart would hurt again.
Her heart is broken again and again, how many times can she bear it?
Ling Xiaoye's silence resulted in Shi Lei's further possession and demands. He wanted her, and he wanted her to know that he never wanted her, and she was the only one he ever loved.
His domineering, his penetration time and time again made her heart soften, and her hands that were originally resisting had already wrapped around him.
After letting go of everything in the past, the two of them fell in love endlessly and crazily without any scruples or caring at all.
"I hate you so much." Ling Xiaoye said to Shi Lei when she was at the peak of her love, but tears fell from the corners of her eyes.
She hates him. If she doesn't have deep love in her heart, she can't hate him. Therefore, her hatred is based on love. If possible, she wants to not sink or be soft-hearted, but everything
It all became in vain.
"Okay, as long as you are happy, I don't care whether you hate or love." Shi Lei just wanted her to stay by her side.
Ling Xiaoye bit down hard on his strong arm. She hated her so much. She hated that the man in front of her had taken away everything from her, and she hated that her own defense was so weak.
Can she and him start over?
"What do you want? It's been more than a year, why did you show up again?" Ling Xiaoye asked him. She thought that he had been living a good life for more than a year without her entanglement or her constant persistence.
Damn it, no one would want to form a family with him.
He can still enjoy his life freely, so what's wrong with that?
"I have never left." Shi Lei said in her ear.
It should be said that he still had unchanging feelings for Ling Xiaoye, and he had been waiting for her to come back, waiting for her to smile at him.
Ling Xiaoye listened to his words and said nothing.
He has never left, so why has she ever left?
The two of them just went back and forth like this, passing each other by each other. Nothing was left, perhaps, only the emptiness in their hearts and the love that they couldn't let go of.
The two made love together all night long, and Ling Xiaoye leaned into Shi Lei's arms. A sense of security that she had never felt before spread in her heart.
She woke up early, and the man beside her had not yet woken up. She reached out and touched his handsome face. Over the past year, there have been many times that he entered her dreams, but he never said a word,
Maybe, just like him, even if they are face to face, the two of them don't know what to say.
Shi Lei wouldn't even say sweet words. She already knew that, didn't she?
She raised her lips and smiled bitterly. She shouldn't miss his embrace.
Ling Xiaoye moved lightly and was about to get up from the bed. Suddenly, a strong arm around her waist wrapped around her, making her even move to lift the quilt. He was awake. Did he wake up early?
Did he know about her sigh just now and his little actions just now?
Ling Xiaoye lost her mind in panic. She wanted to pull away the arm that was holding her, "Let me go. It's time for me to go back. This is not the place that belongs to me."
Shi Lei took her back into his arms, "Yeye, promise me not to leave me, okay?"
"No, no." Ling Xiaoye shook her head immediately. She couldn't leave, and she couldn't help herself. However, she didn't want to give in to him again.
"Whether you agree or not, I will marry you this time." Shi Lei made up his mind. He would make up for what he owed her. A wedding, or more, he would give her whatever she wanted.
, he will give it.
After hearing Shi Lei's words, Ling Xiaoye stopped struggling. What did he just say? He said he wanted to marry her.
If he had said this to her more than a year ago, she would have been very moved, but now, she no longer cares about it.
Whether it was a wedding or love, her persistence resulted in her heartbreak.
"Shi Lei, I think you are mistaken. I don't want to marry you. Maybe, I once wanted to marry you and be your wife, but now, I don't want to at all. Whether I have a fiancé or not, I have nothing to do with you.
, I have my own life, and I like my current life, so don’t bother me anymore, okay?" Ling Xiaoye pushed him away.
"Mr. Shi, from now on, from this moment on, I no longer have anything to do with you. If you have physical needs, please find someone else. I will no longer love you stupidly or in love. You understand.
"So, for my own good, please don't show up again, let alone make me hate you." Ling Xiaoye suppressed the tears in her eyes and yelled at him.
She wanted to put an end to all relationships with him, whether in love or in bed. There would be no more relationships.
Shi Lei wanted to hold her back, but in the end, he allowed Ling Xiaoye to put on her clothes and leave step by step.
She said that she was fine now. She said that she would never love him again. She said that his appearance would make her unhappy, so would he leave her? Never appear in front of her again, her
Happiness will naturally come from others.
Ling Xiaoye almost ran out of Shi Lei's apartment and squatted on the side of the road, crying loudly.
Her heart hurt so much. She clearly loved Shi Lei, so why did she deny it? If she admitted it, they could be together and start over, right?
Maybe it was her pride and self-esteem that was causing trouble, or maybe she really didn't want to go back, so she refused like this.
It should be the right thing for her to harden her heart and leave him away from her.
Since that day, Shi Lei would still drive to the downstairs of Ling's Enterprise, and he would still watch Ling Xiaoye return to the apartment safely every day before he left with peace of mind. After that day, he did not live in the apartment, but
She lived in the villa on the beach. This was the home he wanted to give her.
If she doesn't want it, then he should feel it himself.
However, Shi Lei still had sleepless nights, relying on alcohol to anesthetize himself. Shi Lei, who never got drunk easily, went to work every day with a pair of panda eyes and the smell of alcohol all over his body.
In the end, he couldn't bear it anymore and was admitted to the hospital for stomach bleeding.
Leng Yan and Jiang Ruoxi appeared in the ward, "Lei, are you feeling better?"
Shi Lei's face was pale, bloodless, and very ugly, but he still nodded and said it was okay.
Jiang Ruoxi glanced at Leng Yan and said, "I'll talk to him." There might be something she could help with.
"Sister-in-law, do you want to tell me about Ye Ye?" Shi Lei also wanted to know what Jiang Ruoxi wanted to talk to him alone.
Jiang Ruoxi nodded, "Yes, don't you think you should face this matter properly?"