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Chapter 1 What's the use of anger and heartache

Zhong Yixuan's impeccable face flashed with a charming smile, and he said word by word: "Xixi, I love you."

There were applause, cheers and whistles all around. Xiao Xixi felt extremely embarrassed. She really couldn't get used to the scene of so many focused eyes.

She sat on her seat, her posture a little stiff, and she didn't speak for a while.

When she was stunned from her trance, Zhong Yixuan had already stood up with a solemn breath, walked towards her, leaned over and pressed his warm thin lips to the soft corners of her lips amidst the cheers.

Xiao Xixi wanted to hide, but she didn't hide at all.

It was late at night, and the hustle and bustle on the street gradually became quieter. The cool wind blew Xiao Xixi's hair, and she tried her best to wake up from her confusion.

"Yixuan, don't do this again." Sitting in the passenger seat, Xiao Xixi could only think about the scene of being kissed by him just now. She didn't know why, although her face was red and her heartbeat was beating, she felt... not good.

.

I can't describe it, it's just - not good.

She had no time to think about Situ Leiyan's kisses, which were sometimes brutal and sometimes gentle and teasing, as if they were extremely familiar with her, challenging her unbearable bottom line.

But Zhong Yixuan's kiss, for some reason, felt strange. She had a bad conditioned reflex from the bottom of her heart.

With the car window open and the wind blowing on her face, Xiao Xixi's waterfall-like long hair began to stir from time to time.

"I love you, Xixi," Zhong Yixuan was a little anxious. He turned the steering wheel hard when turning, and couldn't help but step on the accelerator slightly. "It's natural for me to kiss you!" His possessiveness couldn't help but surge up.

heart.

She must be his.

Zhong Yixuan couldn't help but grit his teeth. But seeing Xiao Xixi's silence, he felt a little anxious and quickly hinted that he should suppress this emotion.

He hurriedly said with a smile: "Then...next time, I will ask for your permission. Okay?" He always had trouble controlling himself when sexual intercourse came up.

Just now, Zhong Yixuan turned the steering wheel for no reason, and the car body drifted violently. Xiao Xixi held on to the armrest tightly. But Zhong Yixuan seemed to have calmed down again, and his tone softened.

She nodded slightly, agreeing. But, would she really agree?

She had never liked being high-profile, and she thought that maybe she didn't like his way of doing it, but it was obvious that he was full of charm, and any woman would be tempted by it.

However, I was not in good condition tonight, maybe because I haven't had a heartbeat for a long time, so I still don't feel it? Xiao Xixi shook her head secretly.

"Tonight..." Zhong Yixuan looked at her entranced look. Under her long and thick eyelashes, her watery eyes and her hair were flying. They had an irresistible attraction in the night light. It was really

Unable to bear it, he spoke again, "Xixi, can you not go back?"

Xiao Xixi turned to look at him in astonishment. It was like seeing him for the first time. She couldn't help blurting out: "No!" She had been separated from Xiaojue and Xiaohui for a night, and this night was definitely not possible. What's more... in her mind

Suddenly I felt a little disgusted.

Why was he expressing himself so eagerly? She always thought that since she had hurt Zhong Yixuan, he should be hesitant to move forward or retreat towards her.

But now, every time they meet, he is shooting towards him at high speed. Sometimes she feels that he is too abrupt and tonight is too high-profile.

"Is it because of the children?" Zhong Yixuan saw her refusing without hesitation and felt very angry. The two children were pulling her like kites with strings tied to them every day. As soon as the time came, they would definitely pull her.

She took it back unceremoniously.

The key is that those two children belong to Situ Leiyan!

Xiao Xixi nodded.

Zhong Yixuan was still angry, with a trace of annoyance evident in his eyes. She and his two children were intertwined in his mind, and his tone showed disgust: "It's them again!"

Xiao Xixi was shocked and felt a little cold for no reason. She carefully looked at Zhong Yixuan's unhappy expression and felt slightly sad.

Is it because of their origins that he doesn't like the two children? She doesn't know why, but she was also a little angry and said: "They are more important to me than anyone else." This sentence was said without hesitation, almost out of a single thought.

an instinct.

Zhong Yixuan knew very smartly that she was indeed a little angry. Although she naturally showed her dislike for the child, this situation still required a step back. However, it was too logical to not be able to recover. He should still emphasize that he had been raped by her before.

The tone of betrayal.

Thinking of this, Zhong Yixuan spoke slowly and deliberately reminded Xiao Xixi: "They are not mine, not because of..." He did not say any more, leaving her alive to understand.

Xiao Xixi was surprised. Zhong Yixuan didn't say anything because he didn't want to say it. Looking at his expression, she knew that he actually put a lot of effort into confessing his love tonight, but she refused bluntly.

After a while, she said: "I didn't mean to say that, I hope you don't mind."

This sentence made Zhong Yixuan happy. Yes, it was meant to arouse her guilt.

Xiao Xixi is too kind, so the harder the tactics are, the less effective they are on her. If she approaches softly, she will definitely look for the reason in herself.

He sighed longly, shook his head, and said nothing.

Xiao Xixi was dejected, but the words she spoke were like water being thrown out, and she could only bite her lips and stop talking. Looking at the rear of Zhong Yixuan's car speeding away at home, she felt some complicated emotions in her heart.

Zhong Yixuan, it's understandable that he doesn't like Xiaojue and Xiaohui. However, they are her most precious. Is such a conflict irreconcilable?

But is coordination necessary? Although Zhong Yixuan appeared as his former self, why did she not think that what happened today would happen, nor did she have any idea of ​​staying together for a long time in the future?

Xiao Xixi was a little confused and returned to the house.

It was already late at night, but the house was still quiet.

Xiao Xixi tiptoed upstairs, saw the lights on in Yan Rui's study, and walked over quietly.

From last night to now, he has not seen her, nor has he called or texted her. Everything is very abnormal. She thought of the scene where Yan Rui was in the suite last night. In fact, he was not an irrational person.

However, she also saw her back that night, and saw it clearly. Now, Yan Rui was maintaining a lonely posture, sinking into the sofa, and not moving for a long time.

The cigarette butt in his hand had accumulated a lot of ash, but he didn't notice it at all. There were also a few small pieces of ash hanging on the ground.

Xiao Xixi's footsteps still surprised him.

Yan Rui's fingers holding the cigarette suddenly moved. Then, he slowly turned his head and saw Xiao Xixi standing at the door. Their eyes met, but they were speechless.

Yan Rui never smokes, no matter what time, never. Except today. At this moment, only smoking can lift his spirit and pull him away from the chaos. His mind is already falling apart.

What did he do last night? He was a little angry, but more of a shock to himself, mixed with the helplessness that things had come to this, and for the first time, he had the urge to get angry.

He looked into Xiao Xixi's eyes, and there were some tiredness, silent pain, and... just a hint of grievance. However, he couldn't say these, and he couldn't say that Xiao Xixi was the Xiao Xixi who was always protected by him.

Now, how can I rely on him?

Xiao Xixi didn't expect Yan Rui to be in such a state, and suddenly her throat felt like something was choking. He spent the day in such a depressed and lonely way, and when he was also messy and at a loss, he actually went to meet the other two

A man spent the last month...

Xiao Xixi's eyes were a little hot, she paused for a moment, then walked over slowly, and said softly: "Brother Rui...are you okay?" She knew that he was very bad. She had never seen him behave like this since she was a child.

.

Yan Rui did not answer and continued to remain silent.

After a long while, he gently took her hand off his shoulder and forced a calm smile: "It's okay, go to bed early."

As if the ground was shattered, Xiao Xixi knew that she felt distressed.

It was her brother, Yan Rui, who was like her brother, who was hurt and heartbroken, so she felt heartbroken unexpectedly.

*** "Yan, look -" Gu Ruolan couldn't hide her joy and came to Situ Leiyan's CEO's office early in the morning, opened her bag and took out a newspaper.

Situ Leiyan did not answer, but casually picked up the paper she had just put down, but at one glance, he was stunned.

There were several clear pictures prominently in the newspaper, which looked like Zhong Yixuan and Xiao Xixi having a sweet meal in the restaurant. Zhong Yixuan was proud of the spring breeze, and Xiao Xixi was shy. Like a couple in love, one picture showed Zhong Yixuan holding a wedding ceremony.

In the other picture, he leaned over and kissed her deeply, while she passively accepted it, but it looked completely natural.

They...kissed! All the blood in Situ Leiyan's body rushed to his head.

But just for a moment, he casually put the newspaper on the table again, picked up the document on his right, and looked at it intently.

On the contrary, Gu Ruolan was shocked. She hurriedly asked: "Yan, have you seen...this?" This sentence was obviously a useless question.

"Yeah." Situ Leiyan's deep eyes flashed with a hint of coldness. He saw it, he really saw it, the photo was very clear, so her back was absolutely correct, and Zhong Yixuan's eyes were also

Absolutely consistent.

He was angry and heartbroken. But, what's the use of being angry and heartbroken - Xiao Xixi didn't remember him, not at all.

Now, I have suddenly become passive. Every time I meet Xiao Xixi's pure eyes, I need more courage. My violent personality is no longer unscrupulous and magnanimous.

Now I can only watch with cold eyes. Whatever I say and do, it seems like I am overestimating my abilities.

Xiao Xixi, I don’t remember him. It’s true... I don’t remember him.

She is as beautiful as ever, but it's hard to belong to him now.

Gu Ruolan was embarrassed. Although he achieved the result that Situ Leiyan knew, he did not expect that he would not be furious as expected. He was jealous and envious, but also hated and helpless. Gu Ruolan felt empty in his heart.

For Xiao Xixi, the great Situ Leiyan, who was so cold and cruel, actually changed.


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