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Chapter 38 Do we have a past?

After being pushed into the bathroom, Xiao Xixi watched Situ Leiyan's tall and straight body slip out and close the door from the outside. She shook her head and sighed. Looking at herself in the mirror, she picked up the cotton pad and gently

Start wiping off the evening makeup on your face.

"This dress... is actually very beautiful." Xiao Xixi said to herself as she stretched out her black dress.

If Leng Zhiqing hadn't asked her to wear this dress, she would never have discovered that wearing dark clothes would change her temperament.

However, Situ Leiyan, a man, tried his best to avoid her communicating with anyone. Xiao Xixi shook her head, slowly took off the cloth, and her body, which had been busy all day, was soaked in the warm water, and her mind relaxed and wandered.

remember.

In fact, to say that Situ Leiyan knew him so well, he definitely did not follow him on a whim. Xiao Xixi rubbed the foam all over her body, pursed her lips, and thought.

Once or twice, every time - he has been looking at him with such guidance since the first time he saw him. But no matter how he showed his attitude toward him, frowning and expressing his disgust, showing his estrangement... he still followed him as always.

Stay with me and won't leave.

Why are these?

In my mind, there was an idea that made me feel bold. I couldn't explain why this feeling came out... I was very strange - could it be that I had some history with him before?

In the early days, every time she asked about any past events, Yan Rui kept silent. How many times, she thought hard and couldn't get the answer. She forgot many things, but it didn't affect her.

In normal life, Xiao Xixi couldn't figure it out too many times, so she stopped asking questions.

Now, three years have passed like this. The life has been peaceful without any disturbance, but since the appearance of Situ Leiyan, there have been waves one after another. Thinking hard, Xiao Xixi also felt like she was falling into the clouds.

Sighing, she washed off the shower gel on her body, wrapped herself in a bath towel and walked out of the bathtub. These doubts would still go to the head no matter how hard she thought, and before her eyes, Situ Leiyan's impeccable face appeared again.

His face, his resolute expression, and his chilling aura... Xiao Xixi stopped thinking about it, stretched out her delicate calves, and inserted them into the slippers on the anti-skid plate.

The whole bathroom was filled with warm moisture, and the steam fell everywhere and condensed into drops of water.

Xiao Xixi had just put on her shoes and wrapped herself in a bath towel and was about to go to the clothes rack and change into her nightgown. Unexpectedly, she suddenly slipped and fell to the ground after taking the second step. She was more surprised than in pain and softly exclaimed: "Ah..."

, bumped into the water basin next to the toilet, causing several bumps in the quiet night.

Situ Leiyan himself was also very tired. His eyes were originally irritated by alcohol. Although they were easily treated, there was still a lingering feeling that he didn't want to open them. He was the only one in the living room, quietly listening to the faint sound of water in the bathroom.

Stopped again.

Xiao Xixi's call came in the silence. His heart tightened and he rushed over. The door was locked. He nervously pushed the door lock and knocked: "Xiao Xixi, are you okay?! Xiao Xixi?!...

"

Turning the door lock with her wrist, Situ Leiyan didn't know what was happening to her inside and felt a little anxious.

Xiao Xixi was sitting on the ground, with a slight pain in her ankle. When she heard the hurried sound of the door, for fear of waking up the children in the bedroom, she hurriedly said to the door: "It's okay, it's okay, it just slipped."

Situ Leiyan lowered his voice slightly, calmed down, and asked, "Is it okay?" Xiao Xixi hummed, stood up slowly, and walked slowly over to open the door.

Hearing her voice sound like she was safe, his heart eased a bit.

As soon as the door opened, Situ Leiyan hurriedly rushed in, his eyebrows filled with worry: "Xiao Xixi, how are you?"

This question made Xiao Xixi pay attention to her ankle. She felt a slight pain unconsciously. She lowered her head and glanced at it, and said lightly: "It's okay, I just twisted it. I just washed it and fell down again and made it dirty..."

As he spoke, he smiled coquettishly.

Seeing her uncontrollable smile, Situ Leiyan finally felt relieved, and a faint smile appeared on his face.

However, he still made sure that everything was safe and he knelt down, looked at it intently, and pinched it. Xiao Xixi couldn't help but ducked in pain, but was pulled back by him.

She had no choice but to be patient, no longer dodge, and let him check meticulously, until he calmly said to himself: "Well, it's okay." She didn't give up until she got this result.

Unknowingly, the stalemate between the two people, which had been somewhat stiff a few days ago, had become smoother and calmer. When Xiao Xixi noticed this, she suddenly felt a little awkward that could only be understood.

She realized that she was only wearing a bath towel. Except for this towel to cover her shame, all the whiteness and tenderness of her body were clearly exposed.

Situ Leiyan, who was relieved from his worries, had already stood up. Right in front of him, he could see that his body was still a little wet, and his eyes were full of confusion.

A trace of blush appeared on Xiao Xixi's face, and she suggested guiltily: "I... I'd better flush it again, you..."

Situ Leiyan understood what she meant, and smiled playfully, with a nice curve on his thin lips: "Well, I'm going out." Just as he turned around and walked out, he looked back and warned: "Be careful this time."

Unexpectedly, she was still having some random thoughts.

This faint smile made Xiao Xixi even more flustered.

She hurriedly closed the door and flushed herself again absentmindedly. This time the flushing took longer than before, so she couldn't go out for a long time. Situ Leiyan came and knocked on the door again and asked: "Xiao Xixi, haven't you finished flushing yet?"

Xiao Xixi was lost in thought when she heard his voice and hurriedly turned off the water and replied: "Yes, I'll be fine soon." Fortunately, he couldn't see his distracted expression, and when he was facing the water, his thoughts were already far away.

went.

Xiao Xixi changed her clothes and walked out. She looked at Situ Leiyan sitting on the sofa. His eyes were pure and without impurities compared to before. This made her a little surprised.

"Sleep quickly." Situ Leiyan glanced at her and said nothing.

"Hmm." Xiao Xixi said vaguely and walked towards the bedroom, but seeing that Situ Leiyan made no movement, she stopped at the door and asked, "You... or go back now." She had nothing to do.

, and he was guarding the living room like a protective god, which made her uncomfortable.

"It's okay, I'll leave as soon as you fall asleep." Situ Leiyan's tone was very calm. After saying that, he urged her to take a cold medicine.

After several attempts to refuse, seeing that he still refused to leave, Xiao Xixi had no choice but to go to the bedroom and lie down.

Turning off the headlight, she tossed and turned but couldn't fall asleep. Looking at the light from the living room coming from under the door, Xiao Xixi turned on the bed light. She sat up half-way, grabbed a book and read it to help her sleep. I don't know why, she was so sleepy just now.

Noisy, she felt much less sleepy.

More than half an hour passed. When she heard the door being pushed open softly, Xiao Xixi raised her eyes and looked directly into the deep eyes of her superior Tu Leiyan.

He was a little surprised: "You haven't slept yet?"

Xiao Xixi was a little embarrassed, pursed her lips and nodded. It was not uneasy, in short, she did have some trouble sleeping.

Seeing her awkward look, Situ Leiyan thought he had disturbed her again. He sighed slightly, lowered his eyes, and said softly: "I'm sorry for disturbing you."

Xiao Xixi said nothing, and lowered her eyes to look at the corner of the quilt.

"It's just... I want to guard you until you fall asleep." Situ Leiyan said softly, "Go to sleep, don't be afraid. I will leave when you fall asleep." He turned around and closed the door slowly, and returned to the living room.

.

This sentence made Xiao Xixi even more restless.

Really unable to sleep, she simply got up, put on some clothes, opened the door and walked to the living room.

At a glance, Situ Leiyan was sitting in a condensed posture with his eyes closed, one arm supporting the elbow of the other, and a fist on his chin. He looked like an impeccable noble statue. His body,

Breathing up and down slightly.

Xiao Xixi tiptoed close to the sofa, looked at his lowered eyelashes, and closed her eyes. He seemed to no longer have that intimidating aura, and the shape of his eyebrows seemed to be like a young prince, with a childish air.

Before she could make the next move, Situ Leiyan suddenly opened his eyes and caught her. Xiao Xixi couldn't help but feel a little frightened: "It's me..." He didn't know if his sensitivity and defensiveness were due to nature.

Unexpectedly, his movements were too quick, which startled her.

Situ Leiyan, however, was angry, smiled secretly, and said: "I know, you want to see it - let me show it to you openly. Sneaky, not like Xiao Xixi."

Xiao Xixi blushed immediately: "I didn't see it..." There was no explanation behind it.

Feeling that the atmosphere was a little ambiguous, it was not as awkward as sitting here with her back to her. Xiao Xixi tried her best to calm down, concealing her real uneasiness, and asked: "Besides... having a baby, we used to have other things.

What?"

The question hit Situ Leiyan's chest without any warning. His eyes suddenly dawned, and he suddenly answered: "Yes."

There have been, there have been so many pasts that she doesn't even remember.

"Have you ever...what?" Xiao Xixi asked. Apart from Gu Ruolan and Zhong Yixuan, this was the first time she was able to communicate with someone about her past. Although the other person was Situ Leiyan.

"Xiao Xixi," Situ Leiyan's tone was filled with sadness, like the cold air in the dark night, slowly spreading, and his voice became even softer, "...I will do everything to make up for you in the future.

arrive."

Xiao Xixi thought he would mention a lot of specific things, but these words and his dimmed eyes and slumped attitude made her suddenly sober up. She really shouldn't change her attitude towards someone like Situ Leiyan - he

It seems that what I have done to myself before is only those unspeakable past things.

Xiao Xixi was originally engrossed and somewhat interested in digging out some meaningful past information, but she also faltered.


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