Apart from Xiao Xixi, I wanted nothing else. I seemed to be drowning in my longing for her, and I was full of numbness towards any other woman.
However, at this moment, I rejected Gu Ruolan's embrace.
Gu Ruolan - she was obviously the person she had been most heartbroken by, but as for Xiao Xixi... Situ Leiyan clenched his fists, the blood all over his body surged like a mountain, and the anger flooded through his body.
Huge pain swept towards his heart. Situ Leiyan's heart was a little unbearable, and he struggled violently under the weight. This kind of heartache far exceeded the pain of the occasional tearing wound. He couldn't help but murmur secretly: "
Xiao Xixi, when can you come back?"
There was still silence in the ward.
****** was sitting in the car on the way back, driving at a steady speed, just like Leng Zhiqing's low-key speed.
Xiao Xixi looked out the window with slightly hazy eyes.
The car was quite spacious for two people. Leng Zhiqing sat silently on the driver's seat, holding the steering wheel coldly and looking intently at the road ahead. It seemed that he didn't care about her existence at all.
"What you just said...are you telling Ding Rou or declaring to me?" Xiao Xixi stopped thinking and suddenly spoke. She could feel that although Leng Zhiqing didn't say anything, he hoped that she could say something.
"Whatever you think." Leng Zhiqing said, his voice dark and solemn.
Unexpectedly, he gave this answer. Xiao Xixi sighed in her heart.
Just now, she looked at Leng Zhiqing who seemed to be tearing off a band-aid and exposing the wound to herself. She was really a little confused, uneasy and stunned. Of course, maybe, there was also some compassion for him? Xiao Xixi continued: "I...
I don’t want you to forget her.” She didn’t know how she could say such a thing, she just blurted it out.
After a moment, Leng Zhiqing replied calmly: "I...have not forgotten." Ding Rou, how could he forget.
"What about what you said today?" Xiao Xixi found that her question was back to the beginning, and she couldn't help but stick out her tongue uncomfortably.
When he realized it, Leng Zhiqing had slowly parked the car towards the roadside.
As the speed of the car slowed down, Xiao Xixi's heartbeat sped up inexplicably. Will something happen? No, it would be better not to happen. She thought to herself, but the matter did not take into account any of her thoughts.
"Look at me." Leng Zhiqing pinched Xiao Xixi's chin with her fingertips and asked her to turn her head and look into his eyes.
Xiao Xixi stepped back invisibly, but further back was the car door, and she had nowhere to go. She could only purse her lips and stare into Leng Zhiqing's eyes.
Looking at it, I felt a little absent-minded. His eyes had a lion-like kingly aura, and at the same time, they also carried an unconcealable domineering and violent temper. To be honest, he had always been mysterious and low-key, and Xiao Xixi was not so close.
Looking at his eyes from a distance, these eyes have a compelling look, but they also have a silent sincerity.
"You..." Xiao Xixi's fair face immediately blushed, and she looked away shyly.
"Look at me," Leng Zhiqing pinched her face again, slid his fingertips across her lower lip, and spoke slowly, "Tell me, you are not attracted to me at all."
"I, I don't have anything to you..." Xiao Xixi felt breathless and dizzy. Being looked at by a flaming man like this would make anyone feel sweat on their forehead.
At this moment, the surroundings were the suburbs, and there were very few passing vehicles. It was so quiet that you could hear his breathing. And this kind of ups and downs of breathing made Xiao Xixi's nervousness more undisguised.
She bit her lip, unable to say what he said.
Why, myself...why? I don’t like myself like this, but, for some reason, I’m so nervous that I can’t breathe.
"You can't tell." Leng Zhiqing still stared at her calmly.
"I, I can't say it, but that doesn't mean that I...just love you." Xiao Xixi bit her lips tightly, with an angry expression on her face. She really didn't want to say the sensitive word "love"
.
"How do you know... you won't love me?" Leng Zhiqing's unusual words kept coming, as if he was asking questions, which made Xiao Xixi retreat every step of the way.
Xiao Xixi looked at him with her heart beating wildly, blinking her eyes like water, biting her pink lips slightly, and then opened her mouth again: "I know, I won't." Just ignore him at this time.
, let him use words to provoke him arbitrarily, how could he win if he was not good at speaking by nature.
Therefore, the war has already been lost without even starting.
Xiao Xixi closed her lips again, not wanting to speak anymore.
"Deceiving yourself." Leng Zhiqing regained his original composure. Looking at Xiao Xixi, his face was as red as a shy girl. His eyes seemed to be poisoned and he couldn't move away from her at all.
It's been a long time since I've been interested in any woman. I'm used to dealing with people with sarcastic remarks, and for the first time I have an air of fun again.
Leng Zhiqing looked at Xiao Xixi and suddenly hugged her in his arms, closing the distance between him and her.
Xiao Xixi's eyes widened and she looked at Leng Zhiqing in disbelief. Was he about to lose control again?! Tension arose spontaneously.
Before she could say anything else, another kiss had covered her lips. Xiao Xixi was stunned and wanted to speak. As if she had lost her soul, she could only feel the tip of Leng Zhiqing's tongue tasting her just right.
He didn't mean any violation, suppressing the imminent violence, but he kissed her eagerly.
"Leng...Leng Zhiqing..." Xiao Xixi whimpered. She could feel the unfamiliar manly scent on Leng Zhiqing's body and lips, which made her blush. She was at a loss and pushed with her hands reflexively.
But it's just in vain.
One minute, two minutes...it wasn't until Leng Zhiqing seemed to enjoy the kiss that he let go of Xiao Xixi who was almost suffocated.
She froze in the passenger seat in astonishment, her eyes a little straight. What happened to her, was she lost, or? No, I couldn't believe that such a person... was actually herself! For some reason, there was an inexplicable feeling in her heart.
Are you feeling depressed and disappointed because you are disappointed in yourself?
Leng Zhiqing turned a blind eye and opened the accelerator, put one hand on the gear, and turned the steering wheel with the other. The car moved forward solemnly.
Xiao Xixi pinched herself hard with her fingernails, using the slight pain to wake herself up. The kiss she had passively endured just now... When she thought about it, she became a little panicked. Letting herself be manipulated by him, she was simply...
Intolerable.
Gradually, her eyes filled with tears, and she suddenly spoke quickly: "Stop...Leng Zhiqing, you...stop the car!"
Leng Zhiqing quickly stepped on the brakes and stopped at the roadside as smoothly as possible. With a frown, she watched Xiao Xixi hurriedly push open the car door and get out of the car. Before she reached the roadside, she held her chest and felt
Squatting on the roadside with some nausea.
"Are you carsick?" Leng Zhiqing gently patted Xiao Xixi's back. Seeing her uncomfortable look, she suddenly became nervous, "Or are you feeling sick to your stomach?"
Xiao Xixi breathed some fresh air and finally felt a little more comfortable. She shook her head and took a few deep breaths.
"I kiss you - does it make you sick that much?" Leng Zhiqing joked coldly.
"Stop talking..." When Xiao Xixi heard about kissing herself, she was instantly nervous and spoke hurriedly, but after speaking, her voice trailed off. Not daring to look at Leng Zhiqing, she patted her own
chest, and took another long breath.
"Get in the car and drink some water." Leng Zhiqing looked at Xiao Xixi who looked strange, with concern and some self-blame.
"I haven't had a good rest recently, and... I seem to have eaten a little too much mushrooms at noon." Xiao Xixi said sarcastically. When eating, I felt that the mushrooms were not cooked enough, but I always felt that eating more fungi was beneficial.
, and the taste is so good that people can’t stop eating it.
After saying this, she felt a little embarrassed and closed her mouth. She returned to the car and drank some water obediently. She felt really comfortable.
"If there is nothing else, I will go back to work tomorrow." Xiao Xixi looked out the window and spoke softly, her voice soft and without any strength.
"You're not feeling well," Leng Zhiqing said, "rest more."
"I haven't been there for several days. Just because I know you, I don't have a lot of privileges." Xiao Xixi shook her head. Originally, so many female employees in the company were eagerly looking forward to this Leng Zhiqing next to her. Now, she
Since we are so unclear about him, if we live a more regular life, we might be able to keep a distance from him.
Distance creates beauty, and if the distance is maintained properly - then there is no more beauty.
Xiao Xixi thought about her own wishful thinking and smiled secretly.
"If you insist, it's up to you." Leng Zhiqing saw Xiao Xixi's slight smile and thought she was looking forward to the feeling of going to work. He said no more.
"Well, I'll go to work tomorrow." Xiao Xixi seemed to have received confirmation, so she went with the flow and got it done in one go.
In the evening, she insisted on taking her two children home.
"Mommy, do you really want to go back?" Xiaoran's face was as gloomy as dusk, and she was about to cry but couldn't bear it, which was very pitiful.
"Xiao Ran, we will meet again!" Xiao Xixi pinched Xiao Ran's cheek.
"Daddy, tell mommy not to leave." Xiaoran pursed her lips, tears welling up in her eyes without falling, and she looked even more pitiful. With some despair, she turned around and grabbed Leng Zhiqing's clothes.
horn.
"Mommy..." Leng Zhiqing just spoke, but saw Xiao Xixi looking at him expressionlessly, as if she minded that he also deliberately said the word "Mommy", so he slowly said, "She every day
They will all come to see you."
Xiao Xixi was suddenly speechless.
Unexpectedly, Leng Zhiqing, who looked cold and cold, would also have such a sinister side. His expression was calm and not proud at all, but Xiao Xixi understood that he just knew that he would not break his promise to his children.