No, it’s impossible, it’s absolutely impossible, and the most important thing is—it’s absolutely impossible... to have Situ Leiyan’s child!
Xiao Xixi was astonished as if she had lost her soul, her whole body was trembling involuntarily, she splashed a few times with cold water, and before her hands were dry, she hugged herself hard and tried her best to calm herself down.
How is it possible...My mind has been haunted by the thoughts I just had. Xiao Xixi's body was still extremely weak after she calmed down.
How could she be pregnant again... It's still Situ Leiyan's child!
Xiao Xixi's heart was beating wildly, as if her heart had been lifted to a high altitude, and she was worried that she would fall to the ground with a thud at some point. It was an astonishing chaos, and it was indescribably complicated.
"Xiao Xixi." Leng Zhiqing's voice sounded at the door, "Is it okay?" She went to the bathroom and didn't go out for a long time.
Xiao Xixi was suddenly startled, and tried to reply in a calm tone: "What's wrong?...I'm here. Don't worry, I'm fine, I feel uncomfortable in my stomach, I'll go out right away." Although her voice was still a little shaky, the bathroom was full of noise.
The echo disguises this just fine.
"Okay." Leng Zhiqing's reply came calmly, and his footsteps could be heard fading away. Xiao Xixi swallowed, and with great effort, she allowed herself to walk out of the bathroom as if nothing had happened.
Every step I took, my feet felt weak. How could something so shocking happen so suddenly?
"Mommy, you're back, you've been gone for a long time!" Xiao Ran murmured happily and innocently.
"Mommy... my stomach doesn't feel right." Xiao Xixi strongly encouraged herself to laugh, pretending that nothing happened. In fact, there is a glimmer of hope before it is confirmed, right?
Leng Zhiqing glanced at her face with a vague look. It could be seen that her face started to look bad, but she calmly teased the child for a few words and seemed to have no discomfort. He didn't think much about it.
"Mommy, are you really going home?" Xiaoran looked reluctant to leave.
"Mommy, are we going home?" Even Xiaohui and Xiaojue were reluctant to separate, eagerly waiting for Xiao Xixi's response.
"Mommy is tired, go home and rest, Xiaojue, Xiaohui - say goodbye to Xiaoran!" Xiao Xixi was preoccupied with her thoughts and couldn't think about that much, so she could only speak with a shallow smile.
Leng Zhiqing heard Xiao Xixi say she was tired and said calmly: "Xiaoran, say goodbye."
Seeing that the situation could no longer be reversed, Xiao Ran could only regretfully get into Leng Zhiqing's car. The window was rolled down, but she still waved her little hand with a look of reluctance: "Mommy, Xiao Jue - Xiao Hui - bye!"
The car window rose gently and gradually connected with the window edge without any gaps, leaving only the inky black window surface.
Xiao Xixi took a taxi with Xiaojue and Xiaohui and rushed back home.
Along the way, I couldn't hear the voices of the two children. I looked numbly at the busy night scene outside the window, but my thoughts suddenly drifted away and became extremely messy.
After Xiao Xixi returned home, she did not pack up and rest immediately. Instead, after putting her two children to sleep, she immediately went downstairs to the 24-hour pharmacy.
"I want a pregnancy test stick, thank you!" Xiao Xixi was a little anxious. In the past, I always felt that Julie and the others were very uncomfortable talking about buying pregnancy test sticks. I never thought that one day I would be so anxious that I would go to the drugstore to buy this kind of thing.
thing.
"Miss, we have pregnancy test sticks and test strips, which are..." The clerk planned to introduce them one by one without hesitation.
"The same one!" Xiao Xixi frowned, feeling extremely confused.
"....Okay." The clerk looked at her strangely.
Unable to take care of so much, Xiao Xixi felt that she was in a hurry for the first time. She hurriedly paid the money without even asking for change, and ran back to the apartment with a bag of pregnancy test drugs.
I hope not, I hope not.
After closing the bathroom door, Xiao Xixi anxiously took out a pregnancy test stick from the bag... A few seconds seemed as long as half a year. Her hands were shaking slightly and her heart was beating wildly. Xiao Xixi picked up the pregnancy test stick.
, in an instant, it was like being poured a bucket of ice water from beginning to end.
My heart felt cold to the core.——Two obvious horizontal bars showed it without a doubt.
How could it be possible... Xiao Xixi took the trouble to take out another one from the bag, and then another, but in the end... she bit her lip until it hurt, and she was stunned at a loss.
What should I do, what should I do?! For so long, I haven’t felt anything at all. There is no obvious movement in my abdomen. Obviously, there is no special feeling!
Xiao Xixi was stunned for a long time, and finally, as if she had woken up from a dream, she sluggishly packed up the scattered pregnancy test sticks in front of her feet. There was no need to try any more, it was positive, she was pregnant.
Touching my still flat belly, I couldn't believe that now, there was a brand new little life inside!
It's just that this child belongs to Situ Leiyan.
Xiao Xixi didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment. She was depressed, lost, sad, surprised, regretful...all kinds of emotions. At the beginning, she was so wantonly...can't think about it anymore.
Falling on the bed in a daze, leaning her head on the pillow, Xiao Xixi stared straight at the ceiling. It was obvious that nothing would happen to her and him. She didn't want to, let alone not. But now, in her belly
She is actually pregnant with his child, what should she do?
The phone suddenly rang. Xiao Xixi was startled without warning. She took a deep breath. She picked it up and pressed the answer button: "Hello?" The voice pretended to be the same.
"Are you home?" Leng Zhiqing's indifferent tone. It was clearly a concern, but when he said it, it seemed cold.
"Well, we're here." Xiao Xixi naturally put her hand in front of her belly, and suddenly thought of the baby in her belly, her heart felt like an electric shock, and her tone was very sad.
"What's wrong? Are you... unhappy today?" Leng Zhiqing spoke again.
"No." Xiao Xixi cheered up while talking on the phone and shook her head, "I'm just...a little tired. Maybe I have a lot of things going on recently, so I'm a little tired. It doesn't matter, just take a nap and you'll be fine." Only she understands that sleeping
How long will it take, this accomplished fact will never disappear.
"Well," Leng Zhiqing could hear the forced smile in Xiao Xixi's tone, and simply said, "Let's rest." Even though he wanted to hear her voice, he still understood what was most important.
"Okay," Xiao Xixi replied, "Good night." She hung up the phone without wasting a second.
Lying in bed, tossing and turning, still unable to fall asleep, my mind was filled with random thoughts.
In the end, what should we do? A long sigh, and then another long sigh.
As soon as the hazy fish belly white appeared, Xiao Xixi suddenly woke up and watched the window screen blowing in the gentle morning breeze. But she still felt uncomfortable in her heart.
Although she didn't sleep well all night, she got up suddenly. Today, she was going to the hospital. After final confirmation, she decided to implement her decision.
"Xiaojue, Xiaohui, mommy is gone!" Xiao Xixi waved to the two babies at the entrance of the kindergarten. She felt uncomfortable in her heart, but her face was filled with the usual smile, "Mommy will pick you up tonight!"
"Well, bye, Mommy!"
"Bye!" The two lively and healthy children smiled carefreely at themselves, waved their little hands, turned and walked side by side towards the porch. Xiao Xixi felt a little bitter.
For a moment, I want to kill their two brothers or sisters, right? If he or she doesn't have Situ Leiyan's blood, maybe I won't be so cruel. I don't dare to think about it any further.
, Xiao Xixi took out her mobile phone from her bag and dialed Julie's number: "I'm sorry, Julie, I'm a little uncomfortable today. I have to go to the hospital for a check-up. I'm sorry!"
"Cici, are you okay?!" Julie asked politely, "Why do you sound so lethargic?"
"I...it's okay, it's okay." Xiao Xixi suddenly noticed that her emotions were exaggerated in her tone, and quickly squeezed out a smile, hoping that this feeling could be conveyed to the other side of the phone, "I will check it carefully, mainly because I want to talk to you
Ask for leave."
"Well, it's okay," Julie said without any doubt, "You can take a break. There is no big work in these two days."
"Thank you." After hanging up the phone, Xiao Xixi breathed a sigh of relief. The request for leave went smoothly, and Julie didn't think much about it. Everything went so smoothly, so perhaps she was destined to make the right decision today. After sighing again, she reached out to stop her.
A taxi.
In the hospital.
It still had an unpleasant and faint medicinal smell. For some reason, Xiao Xixi smelled bitter. Could it be related to her mood? Just as she was thinking about it, her thoughts were suddenly interrupted by the nurse's voice: "Miss Xiao Xixi, who is this?" He looked up.
Go, a dark-skinned nurse is asking questions in front of several people.
"I, I am." Xiao Xixi hurriedly responded, following behind the nurse. The further she walked, the tighter her heart became.
"Confirm, you are pregnant." The doctor took the test results and looked at Xiao Xixi's pale face seriously, "Eight weeks. Everything about the fetus is normal."
Really...it's certain. Xiao Xixi took the test results and sat on the waiting chair, unable to calm down for a long time. There were all kinds of people around, most of them were accompanied by their husbands or boyfriends. Everyone learned whether she was pregnant or not.
The women all have different expressions on their faces.
I was the only one, besides being alone, with this absent-minded expression after hearing the news of my pregnancy.
Biting her lip, Xiao Xixi stood up and walked to another consulting room.
"Miss, if you are sure, sign here." The doctor's face was expressionless. He was used to people like Xiao Xixi who decided to abort the child, so there was no surprise.
Xiao Xixi picked up the pen, but it felt like it weighed a thousand pounds. Sign it, or not? If you sign it, it really means that you are going to kill this unformed child. If you don't sign it... Situ Leiyan's face appeared in front of her eyes.
Face. After a while, a little sweat broke out on my forehead.
"Miss, have you made your decision?" The doctor's voice sounded again. Looking at Xiao Xixi's stunned expression, her face was not good-looking, she reminded her kindly.
Xiao Xixi smiled apologetically as if she had been woken up. Just as she was about to pick up her pen, a familiar cold voice suddenly sounded at the door: "Xiao Xixi!"