"I will," Xiao Xixi looked up at Situ Leiyan coldly, "because the father of that child is you." Yes, it was because of him that she felt completely disappointed and lost. That kind of inexplicable
The dizzying feeling started from the first moment he appeared in his life.
Even in the eyes of others, Situ Leiyan is so dazzling and full of irresistible temptations. He is tall and straight, charming and cold-blooded... These are enough to make any woman unable to resist.
It’s just that she doesn’t know how to do it—Xiao Xixi doesn’t know how to do it.
After saying this, Xiao Xixi couldn't help but glanced to one side and stopped looking at him.
"Xiao Xixi, we used to..." Situ Leiyan wanted to speak quickly, but he changed his tone, restrained his determination, and tried to say gently, "I love you." Therefore, he couldn't live without her.
Xiao Xixi still kept her head turned, with uneasy persistence in her eyes.
"I love you, and I believe you once loved me too." Situ Leiyan can no longer hold on to the memory of the past. The sweeter the past, the more bitter it is in front of him.
Seeing that Xiao Xixi still remained silent, after a moment, he slowly walked to the hospital bed, hoping to find some hope for a breakthrough in her awe-inspiring attitude. However, his hand just touched Xiao Xixi's shoulder.
He raised his hand and planned to sweep him down.
Situ Leiyan immediately grabbed her hand and held it tightly, making her unable to move after struggling for a few more times.
Sure enough, Xiao Xixi raised her eyes and looked at Situ Leiyan with deep anger: "Situ Leiyan, let go."
"No, I won't let go." Situ Leiyan looked at Xiao Xixi pursed her lips and tried her best to break away. Her pale cheeks had a trace of blush unconsciously, which made him feel dizzy, "I
Didn’t you hear what I just said?”
He wanted to find an answer from her.
Xiao Xixi hesitated and did not answer.
"I love you, and you loved me too." Situ Leiyan's cold voice came out hoarsely from his throat.
"Love you?!" There was a faint smile between Xiao Xixi's brows, but this smile made people feel even colder.
"...Love me." Situ Leiyan felt the complexity of this tone.
"Okay," Xiao Xixi ignored her own suspicions and was forced into a strong position, so she spoke without hesitation, "Even if I have loved you, Situ Leiyan, I believe you..."
"Then don't leave." Situ Leiyan knew that whatever she continued to say would sting people's hearts like an ice pick, so he did not dare to let her continue, but stopped her.
"I won't leave." Xiao Xixi replied.
At these words, a trace of disbelief slipped under Situ Leiyan's eyes.
How could she... answer like this?
Xiao Xixi forced a smile: "Because, I have never been with you."
"Xiao Xixi." Situ Leiyan looked at her face, with a faint smile on her face, but she looked like stagnant water without any ripples.
"You said that I loved you," Xiao Xixi repeated what he said, "but I can tell you clearly now that I will never have anything to do with you no matter if the world collapses or the earth falls apart." No, no.
Again.
Originally, she wanted to know what kind of involvement it was that made him refuse to let go of her. But as she continued to talk, a great stubbornness came to her mind. Thinking of his cruel scenes before, she
Only speaking can turn passivity into initiative.
He knows how to be cruel, and he can do it too, right? Xiao Xixi is a little self-deprecating.
"I will wait for you, forgive me," Situ Leiyan stared blankly at Xiao Xixi's face, sensing that she could not hide her disgust for him, "wait until you think of me."
"Sorry, I want to rest." Xiao Xixixi didn't want to feel the cold touch transmitted by Situ Leiyan so deeply. She felt a little strange when she said such words.
The mind is very messy, but no one is the same, right? It's tiring to always be manipulated like this.
"I will wait for you." Situ Leiyan's hand left hers. Xiao Xixi suddenly felt that the part that had been held just now was evacuated, with a slight chill.
Seeing the back of Situ Leiyan turning around and walking out slowly, Xiao Xixi's cheeks shed tears again. It hurt, it hurt indescribably, it hurt so much that it hurt to the bone.
That kind of mixed feeling is really torture.
Quietly wiping away the tears from the corner of her eyes, Xiao Xixi smiled at the air. She must practice well first. No matter how tired she is now, she cannot make the people around her who care about her worry.
After a while, several people came in. No one asked what happened just now.
"Brother Rui," Xiao Xixi said with a smile, "it's getting late, you and Weiwei should go back early." Looking at Ye Ziwei next to him, she always looked like a careful and delicate doll.
At this moment, Ye Ziwei quietly looked at Yan Rui's reaction.
Yan Rui's body moved slightly as he sighed secretly, but he still had a handsome look on his face, as if nothing had happened to Xiao Xixi: "Okay, Xixi, I'll come see you tomorrow."
This sentence obviously aroused Leng Zhiqing's dissatisfaction. This high-quality man who appeared inexplicably still gained Xiao Xixi's trust even though he was bringing another girl. Especially when he saw the unspoken attitude of the three of them.
When I saw Yu's complicated relationship, I felt even more unhappy.
Leng Zhiqing suddenly said: "As long as I'm here." This sentence instantly made the gentle air a little dignified.
Xiao Xixi glanced at him with disdain, thought for a moment, and then replied: "Brother Rui, you are also very busy, and I don't want to take up too much of your time. I will take good care of myself, don't worry."
After several chats, Yan Rui and Ziwei finally left.
Xiao Xixi was intimate with the two children for a long time, and then reluctantly watched Leng Zhiqing order his men to send them back.
Silence returned to the ward.
"It's getting late, you should go back and rest, I'm fine." Xiao Xixi looked at Leng Zhiqing with a serious look.
"I'll accompany you." Leng Zhiqing stared at her.
In one day, she experienced a lot that he didn't know about. It wasn't earth-shaking, but it was still shocking.
"I don't have to." Xiao Xixi shook her head, "You make me feel uncomfortable."
Leng Zhiqing immediately shut up and didn't say much. He just walked to the bed calmly and suddenly sat next to her, wrapping his arms tightly around her and hugging her to the chest.
Xiao Xixi's eyes couldn't help but widen, and there was an uneasy feeling on her face. After Leng Zhiqing changed her unique sharpness, she was not used to it, so she pretended not to mind and pushed him: "I'm fine, you go back quickly
rest."
His presence made her grateful from the bottom of her heart, but she also hesitated. What she couldn't understand was not only his heart, but also her own heart.
"In the future, you will have a child of mine." Leng Zhiqing suddenly spoke, and Xiao Xixi's heart suddenly skipped a beat. The hand pushing him froze, as if she could only hear her own heartbeat.
For a few seconds, she still insisted on pushing him away, with an awkward smile: "You, what are you talking about...I don't understand, you go back quickly..."
The word "rest" was not uttered, but he felt Leng Zhiqing hugging him tighter. The feeling of indifference that had been unclear before suddenly became clear.
"Don't refuse." Leng Zhiqing's calm voice, in the night, in close contact alone, makes people's minds wander.
Xiao Xixi couldn't hide her panic, she wanted to pretend not to take it seriously, and she also wanted to refuse decisively... However, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't push him out who was so cold.
After a moment, she said in a low voice: "Don't do this."
She couldn't, couldn't choose to agree just to fill her own vacancy when she lost a child, when she was so lost and empty, when she felt lost.
She said a few cruel words to Situ Leiyan today, but she still couldn't immediately fall into Leng Zhiqing's arms. Thinking of this, her chest felt a little stiff, and Xiao Xixi bit her lips hard, no longer thinking about her feelings at this moment.
"Yeah." Leng Zhiqing didn't force any more and slowly let go. She could feel that she was shaking slightly. Was it too fast, so did it scare her?
Kissing Xiao Xixi's forehead lightly, he looked at her who was deliberately hiding her panic, took off her black leather jacket, and quickly lay down on the leather sofa nearby, leaving Xiao Xixi to watch him in a daze.
Xiao Xixi said in confusion: "You...you want to live here like this?"
Leng Zhiqing, who was closing his eyes, did not even open his eyes. He opened his thin lips lightly and snorted coldly as an answer.
Xiao Xixi looked at him in disbelief. For a moment, she gathered her quilt, stretched it to the top of her head, and closed her eyes. In fact, with him around, she did sleep more peacefully.
Different from the recent nightmares, I slept without dreams all night.
It rained heavily last night, as if it had swept away the dust in the air all night. The windows were open, and the refreshing air blew in, which was very fresh.
Xiao Xixi stretched out and saw a handsome face that was close to her, magnified in an exaggerated way. She couldn't help but lose sleep, and suddenly opened her eyes: "You...you?! Leng Zhiqing, you are so boring.
"Shaking her head, Xiao Xixi gently turned over to the other side, wanting to continue sleeping.
"Eat breakfast." Leng Zhiqing did not condone her behavior. Seeing Xiao Xixi turning her head and turning over and ignoring it, she reached out to turn on the LCD TV on the wall and adjusted the remote control to the maximum volume.
"Sleepy." She murmured, stretched out the quilt and covered her head. This weather was perfect for sweet dreams, but she didn't expect Leng Zhiqing to come and cause trouble early in the morning.
"Eat breakfast." Leng Zhiqing still insisted. There was no room for negotiation. Between her recovery and pampering, he chose the former.
"You..." Xiao Xixi pursed her pink lips and looked at him angrily.
At the door, Situ Leiyan's figure instantly appeared. With a stinging, silent pain in his eyes, he stared at the tenderness between Xiao Xixi and Leng Zhiqing for a moment.
"Sorry, Mr. Leng, President Situ appeared so quickly that we had no ability to resist him. He rushed over directly." His subordinates bowed slightly, not daring to raise their eyes to see such an embarrassing moment.
Leng Zhiqing raised his eyebrows, and his thin lips curved in a sharp arc: "Go down."