"No. It's me. From the beginning to the end," Leng Zhiqing said with difficulty. Seeing her look, he was really heartbroken and felt so guilty that he wanted to kill himself. "I sat back and watched everything bad happen.
"The irony is that after so many things, he still can't get close to Xiao Xixi's heart.
"I don't know what you are talking about." Xiao Xixi said softly.
I am lost, but I don’t know why I am lost. I am lost, but I don’t know why I am lost.
She seemed to no longer want to think about this anymore, she was tired, very tired. There was something in his words, she understood, but she didn't want to face it.
"Sorry." Leng Zhiqing suddenly walked around in front of her and blocked her from continuing with his tall and straight body.
Xiao Xixi couldn't move left or right. She knew that she couldn't do it even if she didn't want to hear it, so she stopped and raised her eyes: "...What's wrong?" She looked straight into Leng Zhiqing's guilty eyes.
.
"Listen to me carefully, okay?" Leng Zhiqing said.
Xiao Xixi didn't say anything, just took a deep breath silently. She was indifferent to everything. Indifferent, it didn't matter.
Leng Zhiqing said in panic: "I admit that I came here with a purpose in the beginning. I came here with a purpose to get to know you, see you, keep you... and fall in love with you."
Xiao Xixi was stunned when she said the last three words. She straightened her mind, looked around him, and looked at the two children who had stopped on the roadside playing with unknown grass before she relaxed. She didn't want to think about her own emotional world.
, any misleading or interference to the children.
She looked at Leng Zhiqing quietly, lowered her eyes, and looked to the side of the road: "I don't know why, each of you seems to be carrying a lot of secrets, I don't know...what exactly is it?"
This is the real you, you guys."
Xiao Xixi felt very helpless. She was always like a puppet on strings. She didn't know when she would start being tied up by others again. If she didn't expect it, she would be seduced.
"She and I knew each other before." Leng Zhiqing suddenly looked at the stubborn Xiao Xixi, revealing what he had been hiding. He didn't want to avoid anything anymore, but took advantage of her eyes to pass her over, his emotions
There were also some dark fluctuations.
"Is it...really..." Xiao Xixi's throat was a little choked, it turned out to be true.
She had imagined how she would know the secret between Leng Zhiqing and Gu Ruolan, and what this secret would be like. She never imagined that now he would directly pierce the window paper.
Fortunately, Xiao Xixi, who has experienced so many things, is at least a little more calm.
"She," Leng Zhiqing said with some self-deprecating contradictions in her heart, "her father was my father's deputy who went through fire and water. He even died working as an undercover agent for my father."
He owed a lot, and he could only repay it with patience.
"She...you...so, did you know each other a long time ago?" A kind of surprise suddenly gathered in my heart. Unexpectedly, his secret really attracted my attention all of a sudden.
Is this the hidden relationship between the two of them?
Her eyebrows frowned involuntarily, and she hesitated to imagine that kind of relationship.
"Yes, we have known each other a long time ago." Leng Zhiqing's eyes revealed a dark aura casually, "I owe her, and she helped me find you. These two points are enough for me to be tolerant to her. Even if,
It was she who harmed you." He opened his thin lips calmly.
From beginning to end, he always understood Gu Ruolan's thoughts.
As for Xiao Xixi, he did not deny that he felt regret and guilt, and how much, how deep the bitterness was.
"Then what did you know before?" Xiao Xixi's tone was unconsciously concerned, and she asked a question in a slight haste, her concern clearly evident.
"Really, do you want to listen?" Leng Zhiqing stretched out his hand and pinched his collar, feeling like he wanted to suffocate.
******In the banquet hall, everyone dispersed unhappy.
The originally noisy and hot air gradually became quiet. The uneven tableware and food remained more or less cold and motionless. It seemed to be a mockery of everything that had just happened.
"You go to rest first, here... I will take care of it." Situ Leiyan said to his mother An Lin, looking at her and nodding silently. After turning and walking up the stairs, he turned to look at Gu Ruolan, who was all wet.
The cheeks were extremely dark.
Gu Ruolan clearly felt that as the number of people around him gradually became less and less, the air around him gradually became so cold that it dropped below zero. It was not caused by the water on his body, but by Situ Leiyan.
"Go and take care of it, then come here." Situ Leiyan glanced at Gu Ruolan, his tone was extremely cold and angry, but it made the air freeze.
After he turned around, his anger surged to his head again. He gradually walked towards the lounge with a steady pace. In his heart, he was bored, angry, depressed...all kinds of complex tastes swarmed in, almost messing him up.
submerged.
He did not allow Xiao Xixi to have any more problems. However, almost under his nose, Gu Ruolan disrupted everything again. Originally, this was supposed to be a day for his "family" to reunite. Furthermore, this was a banquet for the Situ family.
They are all important and close people.
Unexpectedly, it was his own negligence that caused a woman to mess up. Now he was questioning whether his forbearance was necessary.
Gu Ruolan sat on the ground blankly for a while, then stood up with the help of the waiter. Her body was soaked with water, and her eyes were slightly sore and swollen.
"Miss Gu..." the waiter said kindly.
"Shut up!" She glared coldly with hatred, stopping the other person's subsequent attempts to comfort her. Seeing the other person's sudden stop, she slowly walked to the dressing room. She was used to showing off her pride, except to others.
Situ Leiyan will never show weakness to anyone.
My body feels bad, and what's even worse is my heartache.
Gu Ruolan stared blankly at her embarrassed self in the mirror, like a ridiculous clown. She stared at the pale face a little abnormally, looked around carefully, and showed a wry smile.
After a while, there was a gentle knock on the door of the lounge.
"Come in." Situ Leiyan looked darkly at the door panel that was gradually pushed open, and Gu Ruolan's face with makeup removed slowly appeared.
"Yan, I'm...here." Gu Ruolan walked over, lowered her head, and gently sat on the sofa next to him. There was a haze in her heart, not knowing what was going to happen next.
.
She was no longer sure.
"How did you promise? You tell yourself." Situ Leiyan asked coldly with the deepest anger.
Gu Ruolan's eyes were full of panic. Her fear had been rising straight from the moment he entered the door, until Situ Leiyan opened his mouth, and it rose to the extreme. She wanted to defend, but she opened her mouth and couldn't say anything.
"Is this what you promised me?" Situ Leiyan ignored her sadness and still had a compelling tone.
Quiet.
What followed immediately was a long period of silence.
Throughout the rest room, Situ Leiyan's deep eyes were expressionless, and his firm thin lips always had a calm arc. He looked at Gu Ruolan's unadorned and pale face and stopped talking for a long time.
Gu Ruolan broke An Ran's silence with a gentle voice. She said: "Yan, I am indeed in a hurry. I really...can't stand it. I can't stand that you guys look like a family, but I...
Far away, as if... abandoned." As he spoke, his voice gradually began to sob.
"What exactly do you want, I don't understand now." Situ Leiyan's eyes became darker, and after speaking, he clearly showed extreme displeasure.
"Yan, I want you -" Gu Ruolan suddenly stood up and threw herself on Situ Leiyan, "I want you, I only want you!" Tears had slipped down unknowingly.
He could feel Situ Lei Yanying's straight body sunk on the sofa, but he remained frozen and did not react. Gu Ruolan hugged him tighter even more insistently, for fear that he would lose it if he let go.
"Calm down." There was no interest in Situ Leiyan's tone. He was already immune to Gu Ruolan's tears. Especially, once he thought of her heinous behavior, he couldn't restrain it no matter what.
Stay disgusted.
"I can't calm down... Yan, I really hope you can know how much I love you," Gu Ruolan's tears instantly fell down again, "From the time I fell in love with you, I never thought about it.
Separate from you. I really...love you, love you."
This sentence aroused Situ Leiyan's deeper dissatisfaction.
He raised his hand, pulled down her arm from around his neck, and looked at her crying.
I'm afraid, if he were himself a few years ago, he would really believe that her tears were real. He looked at Gu Ruolan, who was staring at him aggrievedly, and pulled her aside. His movements revealed his disapproval.
Her resistance: "Calm down, you know what I mean."
She was too scheming, and he was getting tired day by day.
"Yan, I know you will definitely blame me," Gu Ruolan stretched out her fingertips and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, her voice still a little unstable, "But please, forgive me one more time. Okay?"
Now, she began to regret her ruthless actions. Not only did she not achieve her goal, but she also plunged herself into an abyss. Even though she stayed here now, her feeling was obviously different from before.
Gu Ruolan stared closely at Situ Leiyan's expression, trying to find some trace from it.
However, Situ Leiyan stood up, looked at her with a downward gaze, turned around, and walked to the window: "This is not the first time you hurt her. Is this the last time?" He tensed up.
My heart always holds back my words without revealing any gaps, but I still want to point out her behavior.
Not...the first time...
"Yan..." Gu Ruolan suddenly raised her eyes and looked at the back of Situ Leiyan, who was so domineering and powerful that it made people feel silent. If he hadn't said that, she might still be able to pretend to be innocent.
And now, does he mean that he knows something about himself? Gu Ruolan is not sure, and his mind is rapidly searching to see if he has exposed any mistakes.