Xiao Xixi walked to the door and gently confirmed that the door was indeed closed tightly. Then she walked back to Gu Ruolan and silently handed over the tissue.
"What do you want to say?" Gu Ruolan did not take the tissue, rolled her eyes, glanced at Xiao Xixi, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and cheeks with her hands.
"There's a lot I want to say, but I don't know where to start." Xiao Xixi looked at Gu Ruolan calmly, "I really don't want you to hate me to this extent. I don't know why you hate me so much."
Years." She let out a long breath, without any distractions.
"Hehe, hehe..." Gu Ruolan laughed leisurely, which sounded a little creepy at first, almost laughing and crying, "Xiao Xixi - you really don't know? Or pretend you don't know!"
Xiao Xixi smiled helplessly: "Is it because of Situ Leiyan?"
Is it for him?
If so, I just didn't expect her hatred to be so great.
"Yes, it's for him, but it's not just for him!" Gu Ruolan looked at her hatefully, "Before I met you, I was always the one who grasped all the victories. You know, I am the one who holds all the victory.
That shining queen, everything should surround me! - whether it's flames or anything else."
"What else?" Xiao Xixi looked at her and continued to ask calmly.
"You took away everything from me. Yes, I love Yan. He is my only one. Without him, my world will collapse..." Gu Ruolan wanted to continue to list all the things he did to Situ Leiyan one by one.
, however, was interrupted by Xiao Xixi.
Xiao Xixi suddenly asked: "Have you ever thought about whether he loves you?"
One sentence, a few words, but Gu Ruolan was stunned for a moment.
For a long time, she didn't speak.
Xiao Xixi has been breathing quietly and waiting. Once, she thought he loved her; once, she thought she loved someone else; once...so many times, when everything appeared like a broken window paper
When I came out, I suddenly realized that everything was caused by the outside world.
"I have been used to it for so many years, like a dolphin relying on the ocean, but I never thought that the dolphin in my heart would fall in love with an angel." Gu Ruolan murmured in a low voice. She couldn't believe that she would use "angel"
Two words to describe Xiao Xixi who hates her so much.
"I have always thought that you are such an elegant and dazzling person. Really, Sister Ruolan," Xiao Xixi's tone was a little moved, and her memory was full of past fragments. "I always feel that only someone as outstanding as you is worthy of standing here."
Being around Situ Leiyan, whether it's luck or something else, I always feel that he and I are really weird."
These words were very frank. They were so frank that people felt they had no grudges, and Gu Ruolan clearly felt this frankness.
Xiao Xixi, who had always been gentle and gentle, suddenly seemed like a different person. This small serious aura could not help but give her an illusion.
"Are you going to show off to me how happy you are?" Gu Ruolan's voice sounded, but it was no longer so high-pitched.
"Do you think it's necessary for me?" Xiao Xixi looked at her, "It's not that I don't know how you treated me, but after experiencing almost life-or-death separation in one day, I still feel..."
"What do you think?" Gu Ruolan asked immediately.
"I think it's not worth it for you to do this." Xiao Xixi said seriously, "Maybe you were once very kind, but you have changed yourself for these so-called things, and you have become like this. I think you... are really...
Pitiful."
After saying that, her eyes took on a sad feeling.
Not sympathy, but sadness.
"You..." Gu Ruolan's breathing stopped a little. She raised her eyes, thinking about everything in disbelief. The mature and calm Xiao Xixi seemed like another person who had been baptized by years and time.
"You have deceived others so many times, hurt others, and even hurt your children... In the end, it was nothing more than hurting yourself. Sister Ruolan, I still hope that you can return to your original self. I believe,
The person whom Situ Leiyan liked and whose heart was broken at the beginning can still come back." Xiao Xixi said the most painful words in her heart.
"I don't believe you don't hate me." Gu Ruolan said coldly.
"I really don't hate you. What has happened is what has happened and can never be undone," Xiao Xixi said with absolute certainty, "Can you go back? - As long as you say yes, I will believe you."
He didn't hold his breath, but he still raised his throat and looked at Gu Ruolan.
"My child is the one I choose not to have." Gu Ruolan said, "Because that is not Yan's child at all. He... is not of the blood of the Situ family. If he keeps it, he is just shooting a stone at himself.
feet."
She spoke calmly, as if talking about the most ordinary thing.
"It's not...his?!" Xiao Xixi was shocked, and her face looked a little strange.
The memory came back, and she remembered her incredible reaction to the child in her belly, and the sharp smile on her lips when she fell down the stairs...
It turns out that it was just because that child... was not Situ Leiyan's at all!
Her heart was beating violently. Xiao Xixi could not imagine that she would hear such a shocking secret again. However, it didn't matter, just like what she just said-that was the end of the matter.
However, in a blink of an eye, Xiao Xixi's eyes were a little warm, and her throat was choked. She squatted down and stared into Gu Ruolan's eyes, "Are you necessary? No matter whose child...it's...
It’s yours!”
She lost the possibility of having a child again, and thinking about this, a pain slowly rose from the softest part of her heart, like a flowing stream.
She couldn't bear it, no matter whose child this child was... she couldn't bear it.
"Are you crying?" Gu Ruolan asked.
Xiao Xixi shouldn't have treated her like this, absolutely not. If it were her, she would probably have a face that was so proud of victory that it didn't show any expression, looking at the loser arrogantly.
This feeling, this strange feeling, shook her heart.
"Well, I think you should be a good mother, much better than me," Xiao Xixi looked at Gu Ruolan with a stiff voice, "For the original things, at that time... it was really not worth it."
"Whether it was worth it or not, I did it anyway! - I won't regret it." Gu Ruolan was still stubborn.
"You know the hard work." Xiao Xixi understood all her arrogance with these four words. The morale that suddenly dissipated, Gu Ruolan was replaced by dejection, "I will really give you a chance, I didn't know that Situ Leiyan wanted to take you
What should I do, but I really hope the hatred ends here. Okay?"
Xiao Xixi's voice sounded indifferently, but she was still willing to try.
I would rather believe that in this world, people's hearts are still full of flesh, and they will always feel pain and be moved.
Gu Ruolan looked at her coldly and said nothing.
"When I get out of here, I will tell Situ Leiyan that we have reconciled forever," Xiao Xixi stood up and walked to the door, "From now on, our lives will start from scratch."
She walked towards the door without looking back.
**** Outside the house, Situ Leiyan has been quietly guarding the door. There are only low sounds in the house. I don't know what happened to the two women... mainly Xiao Xixi.
It was not the first time for her to face Gu Ruolan and face her alone.
However, when he recalled what happened every time, he felt really nervous.
"President, should we go in to protect Miss Xiao..." The assistant could see that Situ Leiyan was on pins and needles. Seeing him getting up from his seat and wandering around the door, the tension and worry were self-evident.
"No need." Situ Leiyan waved his hand to express his refusal.
Subordinate, stop talking.
However, he heard footsteps approaching from inside, and his breathing became a little faster. Slowly, he had already sensitively sensed the movement in the room.
Still unable to bear it, he pushed open the door. Standing at the door was Xiao Xixi who was walking out. But - he looked with sullen eyes, and saw Gu Ruolan holding a dagger and looking towards her ferociously.
rushed over from behind.
"Xiao Xixi!" Situ Leiyan shouted fiercely and rushed towards her desperately. Unexpectedly, Gu Ruolan would still risk his life and do such a irritating thing in the end.
Xiao Xixi could tell that Situ Leiyan had any concerns as he rushed towards her, so she reflexively looked behind her with a kind of hesitation, which was replaced by the deepest feeling in her heart.
For another second, time seemed to have stopped.
She didn't know when she was suddenly pulled to the other side by a force, and Gu Ruolan's raised hand was suddenly caught by Situ Leiyan and stayed in the air.
Obviously, it can be felt that two widely different forces are competing.
"You..." She was heartbroken.
Unexpectedly, Gu Ruolan chose the most unbearable path at this time.
She still couldn't listen to what she said.
"You are ungrateful!" Situ Leiyan said the rest of the words on her behalf, and then, with a "clang", the metal texture of the dagger fell to the ground with a crisp sound.
"Xiao Xixi, I hate you, I hate you!" The whole room was filled with Gu Ruolan's scream, which suddenly turned into crazy laughter.
"Hahahaha...Hahaha...I hate you, I hate you...Hahaha!" Gu Ruolan's expression became no longer normal, her eyes were empty and powerless, and she looked in a very bad state.
"Take her down!" Situ Leiyan ordered in a cold voice.
"Yes!" A group of people rushed up and pulled Gu Ruolan away, who no longer knew how to resist but was still laughing like crazy.
Xiao Xixi, who was looking at all this, was a little surprised and felt extremely uncomfortable. She originally thought that she would really give her a chance.
"You really think too simplistically. In fact, it's my fault. I shouldn't have risked letting you and her be alone again just to let you see the world clearly." Situ Leiyan's voice rang in her ears, and then she realized
Pulled back.
"...Hmm." Xiao Xixi simply said and nodded.
Gu Ruolan's abnormal reaction just now was still in her mind. This scene had a really big impact on her.