Then, all he could do was... thinking of this, Situ Leiyan clenched his fist tightly.
Xiao Xixi, with tears stained on her face, was leaning on the chair, as calmly as a baby who had just cried. Her fair skin was slightly tired at the moment, and her long eyelashes were drooped, as if all the sadness had been removed.
Because she was too tired, she fell into a deep sleep.
"I'll take her back to rest." Situ Leiyan said. Yan Rui raised his head and hesitated for a moment, then reluctantly nodded: "I will deal with the funeral affairs of my uncle and aunt first, and try to let her rest well." Even if he was reluctant to part with her ten thousand times.
No, after all, she needs a rest at the moment. Once she is injured, it will hurt more than just one person.
Taking Xiao Xixi from Yan Rui's hug, Situ Leiyan was like taking the most precious thing, for fear of getting bumped. In fact, he had never been so cautious with Gu Ruolan before. He slowly hugged her to
She walked out the door, fearing that the slightest movement would wake her up.
Xiao Xixi was swaying in his firm embrace, but showed no sign of waking up. Situ Leiyan gently placed her on the passenger seat, and she only moved slightly without any precautions, frowning slightly.
, but continued to breathe calmly again.
Situ Leiyan felt that he had not experienced such a tranquil and harmonious atmosphere for a long time.
He gently started the engine and drove the car slowly. Along the way, there was a quiet atmosphere in the car. There were too many emotions in his mind, but no appropriate expression. He suddenly wished that this moment could last forever and let the previous
Everything, go to hell!
He habitually took Xiao Xixi back to the previous villa. Ever since she lived there and then left, he had never stepped foot here again. He was afraid that as soon as he entered the door, there would be her aura, and he didn't want to have flashbacks of her here again.
A frown and a smile, the tenderness of two people. Today they are back again, two people together.
Although, things are not what they used to be.
Putting Xiao Xixi on the soft big bed, he sat quietly on the edge of the bed, looking at her lips, the tip of her nose, her face... her messy hairline and exposed forehead, and suddenly there was a line on her forehead that was neither deep nor shallow.
The scar... seemed to be his "masterpiece" that night. Situ Leiyan couldn't help but think of that night.
At that time, he only cared about anger and displeasure, and always got angry without thinking carefully. Now that he thought about it, he had so hastily determined everything, as if something was wrong. Everything was too coincidental and too compact... But, at this moment
He suddenly didn't mind that night anymore. Even now that she was pregnant with someone else's child, he... could accept it calmly.
But did she love him? Maybe she loved him, so... she hurt Gu Ruolan's child? Thinking of this, Situ Leiyan's heart still tightened.
He reached out his big hand and stroked her forehead, then gently slid it across the corners of her eyebrows. Seeing tears leaking out of the corners of her eyes again, he gently stroked them away and murmured in a low voice: "I'm sorry.
." He clearly understood the meaning hidden in his heart. Without him, perhaps, she would not be like this, whether it was hurting others or being hurt by others.
And if he didn't have her and his past, there would be no pain. However, he did love her, even if it was only once. Looking down on all living beings, he never thought that one day he would be tied down by a weak woman like this.
Outside the window, dawn blends lightly with night, and there is a peaceful moment in the autumn morning.
Xiao Xixi woke up from her dream. She sat up suddenly and suddenly found that she was in Situ Leiyan's villa where she lived a long time ago. And he was closing his eyes slightly, sitting on the edge of the bed and leaning against the head of the bed, breathing evenly.
Looking at his carved face clearly, for a moment, Xiao Xixi had the illusion of going back to a few months ago. However, it was obviously not the case. She couldn't help but feel sour in her heart. Just when she wanted to get out of bed, she was stopped by
Situ Leiyan caught her, looked at her with warm eyes, and said calmly: "You're awake."
The tone was as calm as water, without any waves. Xiao Xixi tried to break free from his hand, but after shaking it for a few times, she couldn't. She bit her lip and said, "Let go."
Situ Leiyan continued to hold her firmly, and Xiao Xixi continued to struggle. After several times, she lost her strength and became so angry that she started to bite him. Repeatedly, Situ Leiyan became anxious: "You still have something in your stomach."
Child!" He thought these words would wake her up, but he found that it was like adding fuel to the fire, and Xiao Xixi bit her even harder.
After biting messily a few more times, Xiao Xixi suddenly realized that she couldn't tell whether it was a bite or a kiss.
I don't know when, she had fallen on the big bed, and his hands were firmly placed beside her head, unable to move. He was hovering above her to avoid pressing her belly, and he suspended a shadow over her.
Xiao Xixi stared into his eyes with tears in her eyes, and Situ Leiyan also stared straight into hers, and suddenly kissed her deeply. She couldn't avoid it, and his lips had already sealed hers. It was like the sea breeze blowing through the sand.
, the lips that he had not touched for a long time softened, and he could no longer think of any other way besides words to give her what he wanted to give. Although she stubbornly closed her lips and refused to give him any response.
After a while, Situ Leiyan left her touch. His eyes looked at hers calmly. Xiao Xixi was still crying, as if she was forced to bear it, but her body naturally warmed up as he gave her.
She heard him whisper: "Don't cry." But her tears started to increase. Her body couldn't help but tremble. Situ Leiyan let go of her and slowly pulled her up into his arms.
.
Xiao Xixi cried loudly. It had been a long time since she had such broad and solid shoulders. She really didn't want to think about anything, she just cried loudly.
After a long time, he wiped away her tears and went downstairs. Xiao Xixi insisted on going to the hospital without eating. It was very difficult for Situ Leiyan to get her to drink two glasses of milk. She would not eat anymore, so he had no choice but to give up.
Xiao Xixi did not expect that she was driving to a funeral home instead of a hospital. Today, she would say her final goodbyes to her parents. She was speechless along the way, her eyes red and swollen from crying, and she looked ahead with blurry vision.
I don’t know when the autumn rain started to fall in the sky, hitting the car windows and blurring them. Watching the windshield wipers swinging rhythmically from side to side, her mind was at a loss. Sometimes it was messy, and sometimes it was blank, like reality.
It's like a dream.
When Yan Rui and Situ Leiyan accompanied her to say their final goodbyes to her parents, she suddenly realized that she would really be alone from now on. Xiao Xixi no longer had parents, so she had no choice but to grow up.
Today, a cocoon formed in her heart because of grief.
As Yan Rui returned home, she lay on her parents' bed, just opening her eyes for a long time. Their breath was still there... Suddenly, she got up in a hurry, rushed to the bathroom and retched. It only lasted two days.
, the reaction... came suddenly again.
Yan Rui heard her footsteps and the sound of vomiting mixed with the sound of water, and hurried to her side and patted her back gently. Xiao Xixi splashed in the water to wake herself up a little. She tried her best to squeeze out
With a smile, he pretended to be fine and said: "Brother Rui, it's okay, life... will go on as usual. I still have to work hard to feed my baby."
Such a smile made Yan Rui's heart hurt so much that he couldn't help it. The sound of rain outside the house was loud, as if he was in a mood at the moment. She was his destined disaster. Everything related to her must be what he cares about. Yan Rui whispered for a while.
Gently taking her in his arms, Xiao Xixi leaned on his shoulder without rejection, only listening to him say: "Xixi, the baby is ours, ours."
At these words, Xiao Xixi suddenly pushed him away and said seriously: "...No, Brother Rui." Her words were full of firm rejection.
Yan Rui didn't hear what she meant at all. Before she could say anything else, his slender fingers had already touched her delicate and fair face: "Xixi, come to the United States with me."
What? Xiao Xixi was startled for no reason, wondering how he could make such a suggestion. But then his words made her fall into silence. Yan Rui said seriously: "Xixi, you know, over the years, I have almost never
Say how much I love you. I always deceived myself and thought it was because you were young and you didn’t understand love yet, so I could wait for you. In fact, I knew, but I just didn’t want to admit it, that you didn’t love me at all. I just blindly believed that I was right
Your feelings will never be lost to time in your lifetime."
"Brother Rui..." Xiao Xixi wanted to interrupt him, but was still overwhelmed by his words.
Yan Rui stared into her eyes tightly, with flawless affection flashing in his exquisite eyes: "When you smile, I will be happy for many days. Many things about you when you were a child will last for many years. Uncle wants to
When it was handed over to me, I was so ecstatic that I wanted to nod in agreement immediately, but I didn't. But now, you need me, and I will stay with you forever and never let you be alone."
After speaking straightforwardly, Yan Rui felt calm. He no longer hid his feelings, but let them be tested and tested by Xiao Xixi in the sun. After saying that, he gently embraced her again.
into the arms.
Xiao Xixi was silent, she understood, how could she not understand. She thought about what could maintain Yan Rui's unparalleled, impeccable care and patience towards her, but it was just a possibility that she was unwilling to admit. He loved
She loves unconditionally and without reservation.
However, everything was so chaotic, so fast.
There was no time to organize her thoughts, everything was rushing towards her face like the roar of the sea, and she was overwhelmed. The faces of her parents appeared in front of Xiao Xixi's eyes again, as if their voices were still ringing in the home. It was so difficult to answer, to make a choice, to face...
.How does everything begin and how does it end?
Xiao Xixi tried her best to suppress the tears that were about to flow out, and said quietly: "Brother Rui, please let me calm down for a while?" At this time, the cell phone rang without losing the opportunity, and Xiao Xixi picked up without hesitation: "Hello?"
On the other end of the phone was the deep and strong voice she was all too familiar with: "Xiao Xixi."