Le Yushan didn't dare to look at Meng Yanxi's expression, but just said to herself.
"I know, I'm not the only one. I know, I know everything, but I don't want to admit it, I don't want to admit this fact. Your tenderness is a kind of cruelty to me, a kind of cruelty. You like me
, just tell me that you don’t like me, kick me away, say cruel words to me, make me sad, make me give up, isn’t that enough? Why give me hope, give me what you want?
hope?"
Le Yushan suddenly raised her head, looked at Meng Yanxi with a complicated face, and asked.
Meng Yanxi and Meng Yanchen are different.
If Meng Yanchen doesn't love, he will put it on his face and mouth, being ruthless, domineering and cold. As long as he likes it, no matter how difficult it is, he will tie the thing of love to himself in the most tragic way. If he doesn't love,
If he hates it, he will be sarcastic and sarcastic regardless of other people's feelings.
But he is different, he always seems to be so gentle and elegant.
However, it is hard to tell whether he likes it or not?
Meng Yanxi looked at Le Yushan, the smile at the corner of her mouth was gone, her narrow phoenix eyes were filled with dark light, and her ink-like eyes were staring at Le Yushan who was full of tears in front of her: "I never thought about it.
You will be in such pain... I admit that I love Chu Qiao, and even now, I still have her in my heart! My love for you is just that of a friend, not the same as hers!" He was direct, he didn't
No matter how gentle.
But Le Yushan still felt pain in her heart.
Originally, she hoped to hear the truth from Meng Yanxi, but when she really heard the truth, it turned out that her heart still hurt, and it seemed to hurt even more.
"Well. That's fine. Even if I die, I will die happily! I understand that even if I die, I understand." Le Yushan tried her best to raise her little face to prevent the tears from falling more violently: "I have considered it, baby, I will
Find a time and kill him."
Meng Yanxi was startled. He had never thought that Le Yushan would say these words.
Le Yushan also felt that what she said was cruel, but so what?
"How could you do this? He is a little life after all!"
Le Yushan shook her head: "He is a little life... Yes! Maybe, he is still breathing in my body. Do you want me to give birth to him? In what capacity should I take care of her? What do you use?
What kind of stance do you have with me? I don’t want my baby to be without a father! I know that would be very painful!”
She is an illegitimate daughter, she has a mother but no father.
Since she was a child, others have pointed fingers at her, saying that she is a wild child without a father.
Her mother told her that she had the best father in the world, but he never showed up. When her mother was ill, he was not there. She went south alone, and he was not here, so what kind of father was he? She did not hope that her children would
Just like when I was a child.
"So, don't worry. I won't cause you any trouble, and I won't threaten you with this child. Do you have to do something to me?" Le Yushan hid her body under the quilt, but her voice changed.
, burst into tears: "Can you go, okay? To be honest, I hate you very much. Don't appear in front of me, you will make me feel very bad. I will find time to talk to you, but now I don't
"Comfortable, let's go! Please, let's go..."
The tears could no longer stop flowing down.
She has always been strong. She never cried when she was a paparazzi and suffered embarrassment from others. But now, no matter how hard she restrained herself, her tears just flowed down. She was already embarrassed enough and had no self-esteem, but she still
I want to keep the last bit of woman's pride for myself. Even if we don't love each other, even if we can't be together, we still have to have pride and self-esteem.
"Le Yushan..." Meng Yanxi walked in and wanted to grab Le Yushan's hand.
However, as soon as Le Yushan touched Meng Yanxi's hand, she quickly stuffed her head into the quilt as if she was afraid of being infected: "Meng Yanxi, get away! I don't want to see you now. Please.
Please, please, I don’t want you to see me like this!”
She heard the door close softly.
She finally stuck her head out and started crying desperately.
"Baby, I miss you too. You are my child, how could I not like you? But, I can't help it. Your existence will only make the two of us feel embarrassed. I'm sorry, it's my mother's fault, I'm sorry
, Mom, I’m sorry for you.”
Le Yushan seemed to have lost her mind, and this was the sentence she kept repeating in her mouth.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, mom, I'm sorry for you..." The pillow cover on the hospital bed was wet with tears, giving the white color a sad feeling.
Her voice echoed softly in the silent ward, over and over again.
Meng Yanxi did not leave, however. He stood behind Le Yushan and watched as Le Yushan, who was once full of life, now became lost, as if she had become a lifeless machine, and could only say sorry.
He looked at her tears, but felt a pain in his heart. A feeling he had never felt before eroded his heart.
He strode forward and hugged Le Yushan with both hands.
Le Yushan could feel the warmth behind her back, and then she slowly collected her thoughts and came back to her senses in a daze. Who was it? Didn't Meng Yanxi leave? Who was here? She turned around uneasily, and what she saw was indeed
Meng Yanxi's eyes.
"Didn't I let you go?"
"I won't leave..." Meng Yanxi's eyes deepened slightly: "This is my child, you can't beat it. You have no reason not to let him be born in this world. I will marry you and give the child a complete life."
Family. I will try to love you..." The last sentence was not in his mind, but he said it naturally.
Le Yushan chuckled: "Are you telling the truth? Think carefully about what you said. Do you know the meaning of these words?"
"I know..." Meng Yanxi felt the thin body in her arms, and in her heart she just wanted to hold Le Yushan tighter, not wanting to let go: "I will marry you!"
This is a huge temptation for Le Yushan.
Meng Yanxi, baby, a happy family.
The corners of her mouth raised slightly. It was best for the baby to be like Meng Yanxi, gentle and quiet, rather than like her! But then she thought of the heart-breaking feeling, and all the joy was wiped out.
"I will take it seriously. I am very serious. I will take what you say to heart. If you are serious, I will never let you go!" Le Yushan turned her head and looked at Meng Yanxi and said stubbornly.
"I'm serious!" Meng Yanxi nodded.
But the next second, Le Yushan hugged Meng Yanxi, put her lips on Meng Yanxi's lips, pried open his teeth, and inserted her uvula directly.
She loves him, and he has said so, so she will never let go. She wants the child, Yanxi, too! She doesn't want to let go of any of them...she says she can't do it. She can't abort the child,