Not only do I realize that I have been writing for 115 days, I don’t want to talk about what I have lost, I just want to talk about what I have gained.
At first, I thought writing a book was really easy, 10,000 words, 20,000 words, 30,000 words, 40,000 words, 50,000 words... Later, I gradually felt that it was a little difficult, and I couldn’t even grasp it. To live my own plot, I haven't even described the characters in my novel.
What I want to say is that every character in it is from my heart. For example, I have Chu Yang’s silly loyalty, I have the occasional impulsiveness of Spoon, I also have the insidiousness of Qiangzi, and sometimes I am as verbose as Sanzang. , each of the characters in my works is very ordinary, each has its own different story and different ending.
I once said that I had already prepared the ending when I started writing. Because everyone has a strange self in their heart, and sometimes they don’t even know what they want. It’s like writing a novel, sometimes I don’t know what I’m writing, and I can’t stand what I’m writing.
Unknowingly, it has been more than three months, and I have never said anything to anyone, let alone said anything from the bottom of my heart. I think what I said the most was idiots, and then VIP tickets.
I know, that's the reason for my mentality, I need everyone's subscription, I need everyone's VIP tickets.
But now I understand that VIP tickets are dispensable to me, but you are the most important.
When I say you, I mean every brother and sister in my group, including of course those who have subscribed to the website but have not joined the group, those who silently support me, and those who watch pirated copies.
I have said that I will never discriminate against those who watch pirated copies, so I hope you can come to my group and speak your mind freely.
I think you will always exist, even if you keep diving...
When you are still here three years later, five years later, or ten years later, I think I will remember and think of that first touch.
Yes!
I am a rather sentimental person.
I don’t like the feeling that things have changed and people have changed. I hope that every brother and sister in my group will always exist. I also hope that brothers and sisters who are not in the group will also join. Sooner or later, the novel will be finished. One day, I hope our friendship and our youth can be preserved.
Some people say that the Internet is illusory.
I do not think so.
I feel that the Internet is like a mirror. What you look like on the Internet will reflect what you look like in reality.
So I believe that we can talk about it online, and we can also talk about it in reality. No matter what you do in reality, whether you read books online or subscribe to them, I think our relationship is not just between authors and readers, but on the contrary. I feel that we can be friends. I never think of myself as an author, I think that I am a fool. Just like what you call me, stupid boss, I think this is not an insult, I think it is just an attitude.
I admit, I have been hit hard by creating life-changing activities in the past month.
There is only a gap of sixty chapters between the third place.
What a pity!
All I can say is that my preparations were not particularly adequate. I don’t blame everyone. On the contrary, I thank you and I remember every one of you who contributed money for the event.
I remember the initial touch you gave me, but I can only thank you in my heart.
There are some things that I don’t think I need to say too much.
I think I will slow down the pace of this book, I will write it to a certain extent, and then after finishing the book, I think I will write the second part. This is the second part, I think after I have perfected my writing skills.
Of course, this is just my own arrangement, and I can't be sure.
In fact, I want to say more than this. I also want to say a lot more, but when the words come to my mouth, I can't type them out. I can only keep repeating, "We are not just the relationship between author and reader. I think we can be."
Friend. "The night is getting deeper and deeper, and I still can't sleep. I don't know what I should say, and I don't know what I'm thinking. I can only keep thanking you in my heart. Thank you to those who have helped me."
People who have seen me.
"Jianghu and Brothers" is my first book, and it is quite good to have such results. I am very satisfied and contented.
Now, I don't ask for votes or subscriptions. I just want to quietly complete my debut novel.
People who like my novels can read the original version or the pirated version, but I hope everyone can join the group and make our group lively.
There are many friends who support me on the phone, especially Fanfan, who is the most enthusiastic. I think besides saying politely, thank you, I can also say rudely, idiot. I really don’t know what other words of gratitude and thoughtful words to say,
However, I believe you are smiling no matter what I say because you are calm enough.
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I don’t know if you all have the same feeling as me. The deeper the night becomes and the quieter the time, the more I will think about those people and things in the past. I don’t know why, but I am always more sentimental than others.
After writing so much, I don’t know what I want to express.
Maybe it’s to vent your inner depression!
Anyway, I hope everyone is happy.
I hope everyone can join the group and we can have fun together.
Here are some things I want to say to some people.
Hua Wu, I really want to tell you that Iba despises you!
Dakangzi, I hope you can calm down a little bit, although I don’t know why I want you to calm down.
At the corner of my mouth, I want to say, I regard you as a habit.
Of course there are many people out there, what do you want me to say to you?" Then come and q me!
Finally, thank you everyone, it's time for me to go to sleep.
I am indomitable.
ps: This messy and incomprehensible post was written from 12pm on December 2nd to 2pm on December 3rd.