I was holding Lin Yan's backpack and walking to her right. I felt strange in my heart. I couldn't explain it. I always wanted to turn my head and look at her secretly. When I reached the intersection of the snack street, Lin Yan stopped hesitantly.
Come down and look at me.
"What's wrong? Did you forget to take something?"
Lin Yan frowned slightly and looked at me from head to toe. I asked her doubtfully, "Why are you looking at me like that?"
Lin Yan sighed, then raised her lips and said, "It was scary to see you and Brother Biao fighting today! Will that person be okay?"
"Have you seen everything?" I asked in surprise.
Lin Yan nodded, "Yes, I saw them all. Sister Jing didn't let me come down to see you. I knew you would fight, but I still came down to see you. Sister Jing was actually quite worried about Brother Biao. I stayed upstairs."
He also came down within a minute, and the two of us stood at the stairs on the first floor and looked at you. When that kid came out with a knife, I was really scared to death..." Lin Yan lowered her head as she spoke.
Headed.
I was very touched when I heard this. I didn't expect Lin Yan to care so much about me. I walked closer to her, then reached out and touched her face. She lowered her head shyly, and then turned to the side. This was the same as last night.
She had a completely different personality when I saw her on the street. If Lin Yan is the real her now, then how much courage did she need to have the dialogue on the street last night? I thought about it, and suddenly I felt a little bit different about this Lin Yan.
Feeling sympathy or joy, I approached her face and asked, "Are you worried about me?"
Lin Yan raised her head and looked at me and nodded. I saw that her face was slightly rosy. I held the backpack in one hand and hugged her over with the other. Lin Yan tried to get away, so I held her tightly.
Hold her until she no longer resists.
At this moment, I felt a lot more comfortable. I didn't know if I really fell in love with the girl. I gently pressed my chin against her forehead and said softly: "Promise me, find a stable job in the future and don't do this again."
Alright! Okay?"
Lin Yan stared at me, then pushed my arm away, "Do you think I'm cheap?" Lin Yan said in a low voice, and then tears flowed from her eyes.
I didn't say anything, walked over to her, held her in my arms, and kissed her forehead gently, "It's not that you're mean, but I hope you can find a stable job in the future. I know you can't help but make the choice you have now."
, the path is all chosen, it doesn’t matter if you go wrong, the worst is to go back, take a few more steps, and start over!”
Lin Yan had already cried. She bit her lips and slowly raised her head, her eyes filled with tears of regret. My heart hurt, but at this moment, I felt conflicted. I didn't know whether I sympathized with her or sympathized with her.
I like her. If I don't care about every bit of her past life, or what kind of person she was, right now, I really like this beautiful girl in front of me, but I think about this
I feel like I'm starting to doubt myself.
I put my backpack on the ground and held her tightly in my arms. I don’t know how long Lin Yan cried. People passing by us cast surprised looks, and several men and women stopped on the roadside.
Watching the two of us hugging each other, laughing and talking quietly.
After Lin Yan finished crying, she raised her head and looked at me with a smile and said, "Let's go. Just take me to the intersection in front. I'll take a taxi to the bus station from there." I smiled at her, then picked up my backpack.
I really can’t understand what a girl’s heart is like, it changes so fast! I stretched out my hand and pulled Lin Yan tightly. She turned her head and looked at me with a smile. This was the second time I held a girl’s hand.
, the first time was in junior high school, the feeling was similar to now, my mind was full of things. I looked at Lin Yan smiling all the time, with a little sadness and happiness in her eyes that were red from crying.
I suddenly felt that I was too confident. It was okay to love her, but if I wanted to be with her in the future, how should I introduce her to my parents? A foot-washing girl who once worked with my dad was now with her.
I walked together. When my father walked out of prison, I couldn't bring Lin Yan up to my father and say to him, "Dad, this is my girlfriend Lin Yan!"
As I thought about it, I started to get entangled in my heart. I looked at Lin Yan next to me. She was smiling happily. I squeezed her hand tightly and walked towards the intersection in front of me.
I stopped a taxi at the intersection and put Lin Yan's backpack into the back seat. Lin Yan walked to the car door, turned around and smiled at me and said, "I've saved your mobile phone number! You all have it."
Don’t even think about asking me for my cell phone number!”
Instantly I felt sweat coming out on my forehead. I looked at her with a smile. Lin Yan took out her phone and dialed a number. Then my phone rang. Looking at Lin Yan’s phone number, I clicked on it with a smile.
nod.
Lin Yan put away her phone, looked at me with a smile and asked, "Don't you have anything to say? If not, then I'm leaving!"
I looked at her with a smile, and I really had a lot to say in my heart, but at this moment, how should I talk about it, and how should I say it? I reluctantly looked at Lin Yan and smiled, "Be safe on the road!" Lin Yan seemed to
I sat in the car with my head down in despair. I waved to Lin Yan, but she still ignored me, and then the taxi started slowly.
Looking at the car that was about to go away, Lin Yan rolled down the window, stuck her head out and shouted to me, "Ah Chen, I already like you, do your best for the college entrance examination!" Then she waved to me.
Wave.
"Okay, I will, please pay attention to your safety!" I shouted loudly towards her, watching Lin Yan disappear at the corner in front, my heart suddenly felt a little lost, and I felt that my heart was full of people all of a sudden.
It felt like I was hollowed out. But after thinking about what happened that night and morning, I was both happy and worried. One was Lin Yan, and the other was Sun Jianguo.
Suddenly, I couldn't understand. Lin Yan was an orphan. What would she do when she returned home? It would take two days for a lonely girl to go home and back. I lit the last cigarette and cleared the air.
The cigarette case was kicked away.
I turned around, smoked a cigarette and walked along the tree-lined path of the snack street towards the school. I felt like a gangster and a gangster. "What a beast." After scolding myself, I trotted into the school.
The guard, Xiao Liu, stood at the door. I ignored him and walked along the path on the playground to the dormitory.
The school sanitation aunt was cleaning in the woods. There must have been a lot of disgusting things today. After walking not far, I heard the sanitation aunt muttering to herself in the woods.
When I returned to the dormitory, I found that the door of the dormitory was locked. Fortunately, I had the key with me. I didn’t know what the two boys Tian Hongyu and Zhang Yue were doing. I opened the lock and entered the dormitory, and found that the two boys Tian Hongyu and Zhang Yue were already there.
After packing my luggage, I closed the dormitory door, walked to my bed and sat down. An A4 piece of paper lay quietly on the table beside the bed. I took it over and looked at it. It was Hongyu and Zhang.
The note left by Yue said: "Brother Chen, let's go surf the Internet and indulge, have a meal together at noon and then go home!"
These two guys are so interesting, and they are so indulgent, but they still can't resist the temptation of the Internet! I took out a cigarette, lit it, sat on the edge of the bed and took a puff.
I looked through the window into the girls' dormitory opposite. I saw that the windows of a girls' dormitory on the second floor were not closed, and several girls were busy packing their things in pajamas. Three years of high school life ended in such a decadent way, I thought as I smoked.
Thinking about the plans and goals for this period of time, the more I thought about it, the more clueless I became. As I thought about it, my mind was filled with the shadow of Lin Yan.
I was lying on the bed playing with the phone in my hand, looking at everyone's phone number stored in the phone, and seeing the phone number whose name I changed to "brother", thinking about how carefree we were in those days with him.
We can squat together by the grassland and smoke cigarettes, we can get drunk together, we can stay up late talking about our ideals together, and we can even go on holiday together. Brother Qiang’s shadow is always so attractive, and he looks so handsome when he pulls him up. I gradually imitate him.
He looked up, put his hands in his trouser pockets, looked deeper, held an unlit cigarette in the corner of his mouth, and then scanned every pedestrian around him. Brother Qiang said, this is not showing off, but pulling!
Thinking of this, I felt a little uncomfortable. Looking at the empty bed next to the dormitory door, Brother Qiang's bedding was still there. It felt like everything happened yesterday. Now, we are completely separated, Hongyu and Zhang Yue
People are also very emotional, but the two of them have very good academic performance, and there is absolutely no problem in going to college. The only chance for me is to give my best in the examination room the day after tomorrow. As long as the results are acceptable, I can rely on my Sanda specialization.
OK.
I stubbed out the cigarette butts and threw them on the ground. I suddenly felt a little sleepy in the middle of the day. There was nothing to do anyway, so I just took off my clothes and slept for a while.